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greetings brothers and sisters! its been a while since ive been able to get online, due to constant attacks by the enemy which prevented every effort. my energies are nearly drained. i manage to get through each day just by knowing my Father is always near. Discouragement abounds but i keep...

no books are  needed. get into the deepest trance you can and ask, either in your head or out loud, father satan to help you see what you need to be doing. and you may not get an answer the first time, but if you continue to seek, you will surely find. there is good information on the jos...

i was very depressed when i found this group. i am 47 yrs old. you are 16. you have  no idea how life can bring you down at all. you dont have the life experience to know. i overcame suicidal depression and found something that has fulfilled my life beyond description.dont worry bout doing it...

the native americans would thank the spirit of the animal they killed for food for giving its life. we generally dont actually kill the animals we eat ourelves, somebody does this for us in the slaughter houses. i personally dont think about it, i just eat when im hungry. i sometimes hunt and...

you sure nailed that one on the head. if anybody besides xians hears voices, they are assumed and pronounced schizophrenic. father satan talks to me all the time about stuff, but as far as i know, im as sane as i ever was. one time, when i was going thru some tough times, this guy i worked with...

this may seem a little harsh but if you cant bring yourself to shed a little of you own blood, to show the Father you are serious, you might wanna re-think what you're doing. take a small but sharp knife, grit your teeth, and cut the meaty part of the palm of your hand. you don't have to cut...

obviously it was the kind of demon that is telling you to stop wasting your time playing video games as they also waste your mind.     HAIL SATAN!!

i didnt use a pin and stick my finger. i was very brave and took a really sharp knife and slashed my hand, got plenty of blood let me tell ya. but its not the blood itself that is important.  

i had been dragged off to church from an early age   2-3 yrs old. those days, being a typical 2-3 yr old, i would act up, misbehave, wtf ever ya wanna call it and my mother would then drag me and my brother outside to beat us and then make us go back inside and be "good". no wonder i associated...

this is good information to know. ha! im getting the hang of it though because when i am in a trance, and i hear a loud noise from outside, it causes me to react in a physical way. kinda painful, like an electric shock. so i know that i was in a trance till rudely interrupted, keyword here now...

i am having trouble concentrating when i do power meditations now. before, i found it difficult but not impossible considering i "live" in a semi most of the time. now, it seems, that every time i start to meditate, i get bombarded with various distractions, the most annoying of which is my skin...

this is gonna sound weird probably but since i grew up in eastern kentucky, naturally im a fan of bluegrass music. lot of it is xian gospel but a lot of it isnt. i was kinda having a dilemma myslef over this until i read these last posts on music here. dilemma resloved. thanks for the insight.  ...

this is very interesting. i have some pieces of smoky quartz. and i have several people in my life who feel compulsed to pray for me. im thinking this prayer from others on my behalf is hindering my progress, so i shall find my crystals and carrry one in my pocket. thanks for this info.  HAIL...

when i do it, i get a feeling like something crawling, muscle twitch only more like a crawling feeling from the base of my spine. this goes up thru the chakras till it hits the one i havent opened all the way yet. i also feel this in my elbows and hands, alternating from left to right. funny...