HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
magus.immortalis said:
Shael said:
I have my doubts on the legitimacy of this. It's understandable if she wanted some time off, but it makes absolutely 0 sense for her to do this by just wordlessly disappearing.
This kind of post should have been done by her instead of you. But she's just silent.
Either you are bullshitting and hiding important details, or she disappeared for reasons other than "taking a break". This whole narrative is fishy.
I agree.
Shael, I emailed your proton email address today before answering to this post.
Regards.
The thing is with people such as you, you believe you are entitled to information and so on, when you are not.
For example, look at you gossiping and machinating already. Then, you scratch your heads on why the Gods entrust you with nothing. You think everyone else is to blame for your trust issues or diseased mentality.
And you think this also entitles you to bully others for example, by forcing a little cuck sissy front, to force them to answer to things you aren't even entitled to be answered about.
Jealousy reaches an all time high when other members who are wiser, smarter, and who have been let known, because they possess superior qualities, are held in better regard than you. The response to this is call them derogatory filth.
Maybe you deserve the same, but at the same time, nobody has time for this crap or gossip. All I see here, is idiots itching for gossip.
You are also at such a poor level of understanding, spiritually and physically, such as for the life we live, or what dangers may entail, or what serious situations and decisions we have to undertake, that any explanation to a few select few, is a pearl thrown in front of swine.
We reserve every right to hide any detail we want [eventhough the post should be 100% clear to people who are older, smart and spiritually aware], and you deserve every right to go slander in a little cave with other inferiors about matters that you could not comprehend or understand.
I was replying to Shael. But you are addressing me, so I shall reply in turn to you.
I will be as clear, civil and truthful about myself, where I am coming from, and explain my observations here and clear up any misunderstanding that have (in the past, in this topic or in the past, period) or may arise due to biases and just get rid of ambiguity. I want to be super clear so that you, and others who read this topic and these posts, understand clearly and accurately what I want and intend to write.
You may have gotten the impression that I am "acting" entitled to information. I know that I am not entitled to anything. For newbies and lurkers, I have been a member of the Joy of Satan Yahoo groups, the past Joy of Satan forum and this one (though I was more active on the JoS Yahoo groups) since May 2010. I have been a dedicated spiritual Satanist that has answered questions and posts actively in the now defunct JoS Yahoo groups for under 10 years.
I have not answered as much on the current ancient-forums and I post more questions that I do replies. I am not as active here although I check in from time to time.
That being said, I am a long time member and am simply, without the same hostile tone that is apparent in your reply to me, stating that I agree with Shael and in my previous post in this topic, I simply stated what I thought. I did not "demand" that those "in-the-know" give up sensitive and private information, and according to you:
"other members who are wiser, smarter, and who have been let known, because they possess superior qualities, are held in better regard than you"
Yes. That may be so, according to who's looking, reading, and have been following the ancient-forums for some time. I have not acquired a huge post count/I do not post often or a lot,
but I must again state that I am a member, dedicated by soul to Satan-Lucifer via the Joy of Satan website as of May 23rd, 2010, and I have a right to voice my opinion, concern, or observation in a civil way.
My tone in my posts in this topic are simply stated. They are NOT hostile, demanding, trolling, or kow-towing and dancing the dance to flatter others. They are plain and unadorned, please take them as such and not other.
I know that on the Internet, words can be translated and read emotionally as one thing when they are simply not, by the OP, intended to be that way.
I am not being hostile, aggressive, demanding, or gossiping. I am simply stating, observing and agreeing (to the post that Shael wrote and I replied to.)
I may be long-winded here, but I needed, for the sake of clarity and my stance on this, to be clear on how I am approaching this topic, how I feel, and how I am addressing you regarding your last reply to me.
I am not gossiping on this thread. I do not gossip, if you must know. Whether you believe that or not is not my concern.
What I do in my personal time offline I do not need to explain or air out in the open to reconcile your tone to me.
You are taking a hostile and mildly aggressive stance to my posts in this thread. I am not here to argue, debate or challenge your tone and words and say you are right, and I am wrong; or that I am in the right, and you are not.
I am not challenging the authority of HP Hooded Cobra 666. I appreciate the work, time and energy he has put into the ancient-forums and the work he has done for Satan-Lucifer and the Joy of Satan spiritual Satanist community over many years. I respect the work and time he has put in. I do not know him on a personal basis, having never contacted him offline or anywhere else.
I am not being a sycophant. I am simply stating, just to be clear.
Please do not patronize me. I do not appreciate it.
I do not "scratch my head" and wonder "why the Gods entrust you with nothing."
I do not wish to state, boast, or even hint at what the Gods have entrusted me with (if they have at all) and how little or far their trust in me goes.
Not in these forums.
Not to you or anyone else.
That's no one's business, really. That's between Satan and I.
If Satan gave me any projects or assignments to do, that is also between him and I and I am not going to wave about his business in a public online forum to gain popularity or a better reputation in this community.
I do not boast or make grandiose claims to people, online or off. And regarding Satan and my business with him, or whatever he wants me to do?
"Silence is golden."
You:
"And you think this also entitles you to bully others for example, by forcing a little cuck sissy front, to force them to answer to things you aren't even entitled to be answered about."
I do not recall at all, when I have ever trolled or bullied someone. Not in these groups or forums, this one or the previous Joy of Satan forum.
One time I stepped out of line in the Yahoo groups and one of the now-ex JoS clergy member called me out on it. I do remember that incident as if it were a year ago instead of nearly 8-10 years ago. That was the only time I stepped out of line, that I recall.
If you have recollection of me bullying others, trolling, or such distasteful behavior in the Yahoo groups or in this forum, please state it now, just in case I may be forgetful and you wish to bring it up. I will acknowledge it, and deal with it as appropriately as I know how.
You have also insulted me by calling me a "little cuck sissy front" whereas I never once, towards HP Hooded Cobra, insulted him or called him derogatory names. Never.
Satan chooses his clergy members and one who is as active, helpful, and kind and knowledgeable as HP Hooded Cobra deserves respect. If I disagree with him, or with something he said, I will politely, civilly and respectfully, as befitting his station, address him accordingly.
I have always done so in this ancient-forums, the past Joy of Satan forums and the Yahoo Joy of Satan groups. I have done this to every clergy member, past and present. Sometimes Joy of Satan members may get on my case and I may get annoyed, but I have never resorted to name-calling and accusations which I am now awaiting for the evidence.
Except that one time I stepped out of line and was rude and inconsiderate to another Joy of Satan Yahoo group member, I was called out on that. As I stated above.
Yes, I am going over line by line, bit by bit what you wrote. To be clear for my sake, and for all those reading and observing. So that I am clear and if there is further misunderstanding, it can be clarified. This is a dialogue I am continuing.
You:
"Jealousy reaches an all time high when other members who are wiser, smarter, and who have been let known, because they possess superior qualities, are held in better regard than you. The response to this is call them derogatory filth."
I do not disagree that there are people, Gentile, spiritual Satanists, that are indeed superior to me in some way by virtue of their being, personality, life experience, psychic powers and prowess, and contribution to helping the Joy of Satan community online and offline.
I am not being sarcastic. Do not read it that way, please.
I do not expect to be held in excellent regard because I do not contribute in these forums as regularly and as acutely in sincere help as others. That is because I have not spent a lot of time being in these forums. I check in time to time and see what topics interest me and read those.
If these is something I can help with, I certainly do.
If I have a question, I ask.
If there is an observation or something I wish to state, I will.
If there is something that I can contribute, I certainly will, for the fun of it and/or I feel drawn strongly to do so.
Are you implying or stating that *I* have or shall call someone "derogatory filth"? Because of my own insecurities, projections and "short-comings?"
I do not do that. If I am jealous, I acknowledge that inwardly and know that I can do better. Calling people names, or "derogatory filth" is not going to help me or paint a better picture of me on any public online forum or group. I have refrained from doing so online for over 10 years.
You:
"Maybe you deserve the same, but at the same time, nobody has time for this crap or gossip. All I see here, is idiots itching for gossip."
Again, I am not itching for gossip, or I would have demanded it by now.
Do not assume you know my actions based on my words online alone.
Unless I have stated what I do or am thinking of doing or have done-
do not assume.
You do not know me.
What I do online and offline, whether it includes gossip or not, whether others are aware of it or not, is my business.
I understand that I am simply a long time member here, and like everyone else who posts, if I conduct myself in a civil, polite and honest way, I have the right to observe, state my observations, share, contribute and help out where I can and always ask for help if I need it.
You:
"You are also at such a poor level of understanding, spiritually and physically, such as for the life we live, or what dangers may entail, or what serious situations and decisions we have to undertake, that any explanation to a few select few, is a pearl thrown in front of swine."
Again, you are insulting me and patronizing me for the few words addressed to Shael and another post in this topic I made earlier.
I am not Satan or any of the deities/Demons/Demonesses of Hell/Duat. So yes, compared to them, my understanding is indeed limited and not on the same scale as theirs.
If I compare myself to spiritual Satanists and other posters in the ancient-forums, than it is to learn, to read critically, and to better myself.
I do not call people names or patronize them, as you are doing, simply because I am bringing up a different viewpoint and opinion.
An observation, a statement, that I have a right to write, done civilly and without breaking the rules of the Joy of Satan forums.
You:
"We reserve every right to hide any detail we want [eventhough the post should be 100% clear to people who are older, smart and spiritually aware], and you deserve every right to go slander in a little cave with other inferiors about matters that you could not comprehend or understand."
Yes, as the Joy of Satan clergy, I am not challenging the fact that in their best discernment, judgment and discretion, they do not need to reveal all the details on a public online forum.
That is clear, reasonable and understandable.
I must gently remind you that there are Joy of Satan dedicated members and people of Satan who are of all ages.
Older in biological age does not mean more mature, better understanding, at an advantage.
Young or younger in biological age does not mean worthless, naive, nor does it mean one does not understand or are of a lesser worth to humanity, to Satan or the Empire of Orion or the Powers of Hell.
No disrespect to older members here. Just saying.
Again, you are patronizing and insulting me and lashing out at words you perceive and assume I have written-
which I have not-
out of emotions and anger.
Thank you for taking the time to read the post.
Regards.