1From what it seems, taking into account my interpretation of HP.Cobra's Sermons The Gods really do wield extreme power over the universe, something that cannot be easily understood. Almost like omnipotence. The Gods are forces, part of the universe and eternal. Kosmic justice works alone and a...

This happens to every beginner. You're already out of the beginning phase, your body has gotten used to Bioelectricity. Now you shouldn't feel frustrated in meditation, especially yoga. Be in the present moment with focus without worrying about the "effects" - most of the effects are subtle but...

Munka can actually lower your libido and make your brain healthy. I've already been able to spend several days in peace thanks to heart chakra meditation, take a look at it. One of the important things in Satanism is to live as you wish, based on "Love". This includes getting rid of distractions...

Go and study the situation in ancient times, in relation to castes, and the great men who have set foot on this beautiful earth. All of them, without exception, were rich, powerful and courageous. They kept many virtues within themselves, and behaved very nobly. All the Brahmins of ancient...

I'm going to refute what seems to be his question. All rich Jews without exception are Kabbalists, so they do meditate. All extremely rich men are occultists, and all people who live a fully good life practice an art of cultivating the soul. Studying, physical exercise, or breathing. Sometimes a...

Just finish your meditations.

Thank you very much for the clarification and realism. I'm going to do some research on diets and specific types of training to increase strength, and merge that with some various 120-day workouts.

Sorry for the second message above, but I'd like to read some accounts of people who have managed to do this kind of magic successfully or almost successfully. Perhaps there are only a few... ______ We are not yet Gods, so we don't have the true capacity of the icognizant mind. Taking this...

I recently discovered in a post that the Sun rules the muscles and I'd like to try to increase my physical strength by 4X. That's not absurd, in fact, it should be the normal level of physical strength for someone of my age, not to mention that it would be a great help. I just don't want to...

They're just a bunch of chimpanzees with no logical reasoning who behave like animals. It's good to have something that can protect you, like a witness or any non-lethal weapon at hand, because you might need it at some point.

Unfortunately, my coworkers are always complaining about their jobs. They don't see anything esoteric or profound in what they do, or even of value. They don't respect themselves because they don't see the meaning in what they do. They have an EQ well below average and are nervous about the...

Os satanistas espirituais e outros pagãos politeístas que estão verdadeiramente com os Deuses são os únicos que estão verdadeiramente gratos porque através dele compreenderam de uma forma muito subtil a natureza das coisas através de Kabaankh. a compreensão de todo o universo e de suas energias...

Muitas vezes vejo pessoas usando desculpas e mentiras para justificar sua falta de beleza. E uma delas é a “personalidade”, a falsa personalidade que carregam consigo, na qual falsamente querem acreditar que é importante para se sentirem bem consigo mesmos. Na maioria das vezes, ela é apenas...

A sincere question: what do we gain by thinking that this Jew's death was "good"? He died late, but he lived longer than any poor, ordinary gentile. He had a good life, and now he's simply being sent to Kamaloka. Or perhaps, because of his position and achievements here, he was taken by the...

You express yourself like a black gangster

If you love Shaitan and respect him, surely he loves you on some level. When you've meditated enough on your focus, square the Sun. Transsexuality is the destruction of one's ego and one's identity, so while you can present yourself as you want, keep in mind that this is a lie. Use this lie to...

You do want the Gods to be involved in your life, and that's wonderful. There's a difference between you calling on the Gods and them simply helping you. The hope is that you'll do as I did, be skeptical about the help, because most of the time that's not the case. Go as far as you can to a...

I'm going to do this test. My experience was when I decided to test projection after a meditation. I was able to leave the body, to a certain extent. I couldn't go any higher, nor could I go that far to the side. Until I came back in the blink of an eye I just have a question about the letter...

Then I'll take a closer look

I don't understand the point of this question. For example, what if you use Jos meditation? What do you want me to answer? The basic principles of astral projection are very simple, and the form of Jos' projection is literally universal and identical to any other projection. The ways in which...

It's been said here many times that asexuality is a disease, and I particularly believe that it's a blockage of the sacral and laryngeal chakra pairs. That's probably what it is Every human being with a sexual organ and a sentimental and sexual chakra should at some point feel attracted to...

I have killed and still kill ants, flies and other insects out of pure impulse. I just see them and kill them, it's unconscious Then I feel sad for the insect

HPS maxine emerged at a time when Satanism was in turmoil and followers were keen to show themselves off. In theistic Satanism or LaVey, they even had a tradition Like tattooing sigils and the like. Luckily she was freed by Shaitan and managed to bring back the true Satanic tradition. If we...

One thing that is very prominent in my chart and soul is the earth element, I don't have fantasies, not even if I try. I know very well where I am at the moment, I can actually do an astral projection in days, and then train in other dimensions. I haven't changed my mentality, this subject has...

Cada planeta tem as suas matérias-primas. Provavelmente não trabalham com o material, ou simplesmente procuram um melhor uso para ele.

I'm not giving up. My goal is just one, I see what I can do at the moment and I walk slowly towards Victory. Weakness is disgusting

Reaching other dimensions actually seems like a pretty average task to me, it's not something unimaginably otherworldly. Yes, I'll practice astral projection first, then I'll go to Kamaloka and practice getting out of there. Many people have already achieved this without even knowing what soul...

As a beginner meditator for months now, I've been struggling with unstable gains. Not only me, but many other people probably agree that deep down there is a better and correct way to perform certain meditations. Finding the right part of consciousness and soul energy to feel good after a...

I want to learn how to move through the astral, in dimensions like the kamaloka, the middle plane or the dimensions around the upper world. I believe there are several different regions on the upper plane, the house of Shaitan/Netuno must be one of them. I also don't think it's logical to think...

How long does it take?

https://joyofsatan.org/PsalmBeelzebulHC.html What happened?

Carnivore diet is better than grains and soy, if you want to lose weight forget about vegetables. This will probably only increase your hunger, make your own food. Meat of all kinds, eggs, dairy products and honey will help.

At no point did I mention "overcoming" as a form of comparison of my own free will. My only point was that not everyone can create a bond with the Gods, not even with effort; people can only do it by being born with abilities that favor it.

"most racist president" yes! It's obvious that you as a national Racialist should choose the president who has the most connections with the founders of your country. Blacks or any other "race" have no say in white countries unless it is in line with white nationalism. It makes no sense that...

Esta questão dos ciganos é muito complicada. Os judeus têm uma minoria de 5% de falsos arrependidos. O que impede um cigano de fazer o mesmo? Lembre-se de que eles são um tipo diferente de judeu. Ou você é cigano ou não, creio eu, na medida em que confirma minha segunda crença. Que aos ciganos...

I don't think so, there are very few chosen ones who have a strong connection with the Gods. This is taking into account their already established spiritual abilities, as in the case of yeye with prominent Neptune. Someone who has dedicated themselves to a God for 200 years with little potential...

Sua mãe é judia?

Practically everything is energy, so it's likely that an aborted child would have had karma for it. Maybe something to do with Pluto or the moon, but I can't elaborate. I believe that Lilith supports abortion for Eugenia's sake, not because she simply doesn't want to take on her creations...

Algiz

I have the same thought as you. A stable, happy and unblocked mind enables you to explore and achieve. The greatest truth in life is suffering, and we must fight with everything to learn to destroy these things along the way. I believe that learning to destroy and avoid suffering is the real...

I love how it's being done, it's not about revolt, hatred and blood. It's not a "revolution", it's simply the preservation of the spiritual beauty that makes the change itself. It's going to be better than any other "Satanic" music I've ever seen

1 Materializing organic elements is pointless, you're spending a lot of energy to put the same energy you spent in there. I remember something like Bigu... The monks fed on their own prana, so they didn't eat on the hill. 2Forgive me, I won't be able to remember what his home planetary...

My face is the ugliest, most hideous thing imaginable on the face of the earth. Does this mean that my soul is extremely rotten? I've looked into it, and it seems that IQ is also related to high intelligence. In reality, all that is good is beautiful, and all that is beautiful is powerful. Does...

This site is a mistake, read it carefully

It's not "normal", it's just not immoral. It's not part of normality, but that doesn't mean it can't be practiced. Not least because you can't misjudge a person by their attractiveness.

Burn 2/3 of the calories you eat in a day, go to the gym or do calisthenics. Food together with lots of training will make your body look aesthetic, it's important whether you're thin or obese.

Facilita meus estudos Obrigado 😁

Anything that increases energy is useful. The problem is finding a mantra or word that relates to the essence of the chakra. To this day, I don't know what the energetic essence of the elbow chakra is, and how it might relate to some energy of the universe or planet. Its performance doesn't seem...

Your art is very beautiful So I'd like to ask a question that doesn't necessarily have to do with art: who is Homer? Was he a Great Poet of Priestly rank, or a collective memory? I was intrigued because you wrote "Homeros", was that a title?

Obrigado

I realized that there are immutable statements for everything. I understand about the SS scriptures, about not supporting Jews and stuff like that. In fact, this has always been the popular and correct belief. On levels Otto Strasser won't get out of my head any time soon, the fact that Hitler...

This was already happening in the most ferocious way possible, the difference is that the mask is gradually falling. It's amazing how the egregore never rests, the more obvious the nose-in-the-world doctrine becomes, the more orthodox Christians come out to talk about their non-Zionist "new...

"Nazi Germany allied itself with the Zionist lobby. In the following years, the foundations were laid for that aforementioned sacrilegious alliance between Zionism and Nazism, which would play an essential role in the birth of Israel in 1948. When Adolf Hitler came to power and inaugurated the...

Certamente posso desenvolver telepatia usando a runa Laguz?

I'm pretty sure that the Jews will do everything they can to discredit what happened with dishonest bickering. The "left" will say something to discredit it And the stupid neo-liberals will side with the Jews.

Make your intentions clear to him, what you expect from him and how this relationship will work. It's literally impossible for you to keep holding on to a string without the slightest interest, whatever it may be (probably the most basic ones) can be met without any problems. There's no need to...

Cold, fever, body aches, nausea, unregulated bowels. The last time I got sick I bled in the toilet, and after that I never used the toilet as much as I used to (the right way), i.e. all day. Now I go 3-5 days in a row without going to the toilet My body is in perfect condition. I get dressed...

Ah yes, now I understand. It would be easy if I didn't prefer to die rather than get sick with a virus. I have the perfect discipline to complete the 40 days, I just can't finish when I get sick. Then I take a break for 2 or 3 days and come back again. Thank you very much

Every time I do fire breathing or the KY series, I get sick. So I'll only do hatha yoga at the moment Is everything all right?

Asmodeus has a human mother and his father is a God. He has black hair with a braid down his back and dark skin. Asmodeus is extremely courteous and very gentlemanly. He is soft-spoken and has a gentle voice. Asmodeus is a very pleasant Demon. - High Priestess Maxine You can materialize...

Shaitan mixing his Nordic genes with Cro-Magnon? Isn't that miscegenation? Explain it to me please, the answer isn't on jos (probably here) so maybe I'll look for more information

It's very difficult to open my lower chakras, so I want to vibrate 108 Suryaes in my solar plexus. So, do you think it's a good idea to cleanse with 108 Vishudis before potentiating 108 Suryaes?

Li algumas coisas e pelo oque parece, o NS apoiava a iniciativa privada, tanto quanto possível porém era necessário que a empresa produza e venda em prol do Povo. Isso dá certo

All right, I read the image you sent. I think I can meditate on it a lot, thanks

Okay, but do you have any books or anything that explains economics? And maybe I'm not confusing Hitler's socialism with Marx's, because Hitler's really did have large companies linked to the state. (Medium-scale trade between people was supposed to work freely) I feel that we can only replicate...

How will socialism work in the "new NS"? Wouldn't the lack of large companies competing with each other create problems for innovation? Wouldn't any high-level ideas generated by a genius mind sold within the local community be forcibly confiscated by the government? Wouldn't that destroy...

Fehu is good too

Because the head chakras are so easy to open, visualize and feel. When the lower ones are so complicated?

Do Frtr on it

The enemy is trying to stop the ritual schedule, it's amazing how these two days have already had an effect. Luckily I've already done today's ritual, so I hope these ritual pages come back online again

This is ridiculous and will only get you into trouble. Women are masters of manipulation, and will do anything to get a punch in, just to destroy a man's life at some point. So don't hit women no matter what they do If possible, take a stab, but remain neutral. There's nothing worse than...

I have a funny feeling about all this, I think that if we're nice to all the races that enter our countries it's a problem. Deporting someone from another race doesn't seem like a bad thing to me, because we're just following a natural law. There will always be degenerates who won't leave the...

He's 79, and has always been very active, even at this age. As you said, maybe I really can delay death. And that's good, but I'm afraid that the days of "prolonged" life will be painful. Thank you for your time

Thank you, I think what makes me suffer the most is the feeling of death. I'd like him to walk well again and act more consciously. I don't want death to be perceived, nor do I want him to feel it. I'll try to use the right affirmations for that.

I need to help a dear relative of mine, he's very old And overnight he became weak, and death was suspected. I know there are Asanas and things that destroy this, and I recently discovered that Algiz is a rune of life. If I were to claim that the algiz rune is making him conquer death, would it...

It's not just because their nation isn't humiliated by the little tooth that they're useless to humanity. Each race does what it can, and fighting for your place is difficult in a dictatorship. Just read the satanic magic page on joys, and you'll know what to do.

I remember reading something like that here, so I swore he was a right-wing liberal Jew Wanting to destroy the world in his own way, I even said something like that in a past post. Thanks for the clarification

How can a Jew join in Satan's joy?

Hi, I liked the meditation 1. Vibrate VUUUUU 2. Vibrate VAAAHHHH 3. Vibrate VOOOHHHHH That is, meditation 666, I would like to know if it just increases the energy to drain or if it is permanent. As if it were the same thing as the current vibrations of the chakras

Forgive me if that's what I meant by suggesting that you join enemy programs, but that's not the only thing that would make you feel guilty about your situation. Most Christians have a miserable life because of curses, add that to guilt and you're eternally cursed. My only point was the damage...

There were some people in the waffens, but I don't know. The truth is that there is little or no information about black civilizations. Maybe you'll find something interesting on https://josafrica.com/. That's all for now

Cure him of his psychopathy, make him accept jewus and blame and hate himself for the rest of his miserable life with all his might. What you said is great to be applied together with this. In addition to stagnating, he will destroy himself with self-hatred, and his future lives will be miserable.

I don't know how to frame it, that's really weird. I think you can ss

I don't think there's any denying slavery in ancient Greece, we don't have to be so hard on the ancients, their situation was delicate too. The Romans enslaved Jews in Judea, opposing another losing civilization in order to get free labor was something that seemed necessary for progress, it was...

My visualization feels much more satisfying with my eyes open, unlike when I close them The colors are vivid and I don't have to strain to imagine anything. Can I start doing it like this? Maybe I'll finally be able to meditate on the chakras and do my rotations properly. (I hate visualization)...

Having friends is important, socializing is important. You can make an effort to have a friend, it won't kill you. Perhaps the biggest barrier is the indifference between you and the people around you. Sometimes you can connect and sometimes not. It's expected that all this depends on you...

You have to have a lot of power to interfere in the choice of millions of Christians. I don't know what it's like there, but where I live there's a lot of corruption, and that's all I have to look forward to from these politicians. At least hope that this leader is liberal on the market

It's good to remember that the vast majority already have a partner, so an act like this would be offending not just one but two.

Dude, you just had a dream and got horny, and no, that wasn't the effect of enemy dirt, it's a way of sanity thinking about how weird and uncomfortable and shameful that can be. Ask yourself what the Goddess in question thinks about it? Is she comfortable having someone masturbate in her...

I see, so practices like yoga have always been ingrained in ancient society, regardless of their level of wealth or power. This was very useful for the preservation of knowledge, even a diluted one is capable of carrying someone.

Hmm I see, I thought caste was divided by birth chart or luck at work. Perhaps wealthier people of noble class really were more humble, wise and kind, to the point of receiving a lot of knowledge Different from the others? I think this was really because times were harder and people were...

Hello my dear brothers, I've been thinking about some things from the ancient world, and now I'm wondering how spirituality worked in the old days. I know that when the Gods were on earth, knowledge was free and open to all humans who wanted to follow them. But after that the pagan peoples split...

Throwing thunder and lightning is beyond the average Satanist, this is something a God could do, not a magnum opus but someone with a thousand years of meditation. At most you can raise your kundalini and acquire enough energy to burn things with bioelectricity. Mantras and squaring serve to...

That's sick, please forget that idea. If you want to masturbate to some "god", direct sexual energy to your chakras.

Do you know Hunter Biden? :lol:

Could he save her if he worked for it?

Don't get carried away by an exaggerated ego, most of the time this can make someone delirious. Keep your feet on the ground and keep moving forward with humility.

Forgive me for butting in, but could I start a Sun square tomorrow or today with the Sun even though the Sun is in Scorpio?

This is a very simple matter. Jews don't have a 6chakra, so all you have to do is meditate on the 6chakra for 7 or 13 days and observe the results. You can also vibrate SATANAMA in your soul, or do an FRTR. Good luck

So my positive vibration increases with my good deeds? Well, that makes me happy

That's kind of sad since mu uranus is in the first house. Most of my planets are in 11⁰ and this limits me in an inexplicable way, as my communication with people is non-existent. Can I control certain negative aspects of Uranus with any Rune you know?

Your karma is entirely connected to your natal chart. Accumulation of negative energy, even if it's not hurting anyone, generates karma. Whether for good or ill, it doesn't exist as a punisher but as an extension of your actions from the past to the present. The simplest way to annul future...

It can even lead to a lower soul plane, in the sense of losing a lot of prana. But that doesn't mean that he will suffer in any way, in this world, there are people with all the best characteristics and intelligences and beauties. And the vast majority, when you look at them, are just arrogant...

You would gain more capacity for theft And your karma would be to feel a certain need to steal compulsively, of course, depending on your chart Don't take it as an absolute truth. It's likely that someone like that would die and be reincarnated normally, because nature has no moral or ethical...

It's very rare for a healthy white woman to want a black/Asian woman. This doesn't happen in reality, they are very specific cases that shouldn't tear the neurons of an SS, because we already have racial awakening rituals. Unfortunately, all that's missing is the Asian :)

The work of the Gods and Shaitan is not just limited to chatting on the forums, I believe she has done a lot of work in an "unseen" way for Jos. I trust the Cobra Priest

Is that so? Because I remember reading that the Jews were Gentiles, who degenerated and transformed their chakras into various lower-level things. So much so that opening a quote from a PDF I read a while ago: "Now I can't talk about the basics, like the basic system of the 7 chakras and what...

Some Jews think differently, in the sense that they don't want to do things the way they were programmed to do them. Elon Musk wants to kill Gentiles and dominate the world in his own way, as do other "anti-Zionists". We can see several Jews who work differently, but with the same goal...

Maybe you're delusional, are you sure you're Jewish?

Infiltrate, no more, no less. Go all the way to the top, even if it costs cleaning your aura four times a day, this is of great importance for our advancement, as well as Frtrs. Ask the Gods for guidance, use magic to persuade them and get things from them Gain their trust.

What a weird guy

I feel like I'm having some digestive 'problems'. Yoga has increased my sensitivity to my organs, and I feel my kidneys and stomach in a distressing way, which is hindering me a bit. How many SATANAS should I do to ease this?"

"This implies that strengthening a chakra through any planetary configuration can, for the most part, result in an imbalance of soul energy, whether Yin or Yang. There are alternatives, however, such as chakras that indirectly promote soul balance, like strengthening the third chakra."

Genetics

This implies that strengthening a chakra through any planetary configuration can, for the most part, result in an imbalance of the soul's energies, be they Yin or Yang. Are there alternatives, however, to planetary squares, such as that of the sun, which could indirectly promote the balance of...

Your most basic instincts, I don't think there's much for you to worry about. Just be careful not to put yourself in a situation of unwanted offspring. Look at your natal chart too https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=75448

I've come across a lot of this crap, so don't listen to these idiots All the variations of the name SATAN mean light or truth SATANAS is the bearer of knowledge, and he brought it to humans. Lucifer/Saytan It's the same person, and if it wasn't we wouldn't be using the acronym "Lucifer" Read...

https://www.pinklotus.org/-%20KY%20Kriya%20for%20disease%20resistance%20and%20heart%20helper.htm You can do this meditation for 40+ days.

The person in question is imprisoned, and the Gods won't interfere much.

https://satanslibrary.org/RaceRitual.html https://satanslibrary.org/BlackRaceRitual.html https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html#ODHAL Germanic: Utal (Othala) ➢ Gothic: Othal ➢ Nordic: ODAL ➢ Anglo-Saxon: Otael (Ethel) ➢ Icelandic: ODAL ➢ Norwegian: ODAL ➢...

These angels are just archetypes. They are negative because they are connected to Hebrew, so these energies are toxic to our soul. The cursed tetragrammaton can be considered evil even by believers themselves, and it doesn't take many solid statements to realize its evil. Just read the Bible and...

Focus on your studies and work. I'd also like to know how I can become like you through magic. Does anyone have any quadratures they can help me with. This?

Visualize this energy coming out of your solar plexus, and coming out strongly through your voice as you do FRTR. If it's really a lot of energy, you can transmute it into energy/adrenaline. That way you can discharge it in several RTRs without getting sick.

Don't get emotional. Here we're seeing it realistically, the situation there is not so clear. I'm not going to ignore the fact that one of the two is a child, the reality is that nature "punishes" the dirt that the person has put there. Depending on the degree, the child won't suffer horrible...

I'm pretty sure that in Satanism it's not forbidden to have a relationship with a cousin. But you can't be an "asshole" and put a handicapped child into the world, that's selfish. If your cousin is a distant relative, it won't be a big problem. The right thing to do would be to respect your...

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/About_Hypnosis.html "When you allow someone else to hypnotize you, you are literally putting your whole life in their hands and, with each session, you become more and more under their control." Here's a very simple and...

You can translate the post here, or even the official website in German. And maybe in the future this sub-forum will be created.

This depends on where you live, honestly. I don't consider "black" an offense. And I don't understand who is offended by it. I've actually never seen any advanced members writing "nigger" until now.

There is nothing wrong with the way he speaks. Everything he said is true, I would like you to point out the inconsistencies of everything that was said. In a Satanic way. And he is not being influenced by "neo Nazism". There is nothing worse than miscegenation and acceptance of Jewish...

Don't get excited. because it is likely that soon the group that decided to leak the information will be denied and arrested. There will be a lot of journalists trying to disprove it, saying it is fake news. And again the andrapd will join this lie with great joy.

Racism is necessary because this is recognizing the weak, evil points of other races, while you completely separate yourself from those who by nature can hurt you, the degenerates. If a certain person has bad behavior, it may be the influence of a certain race, different from yours. The problem...

had written something about the "hate" more it seems that it was not allowed by the moderation. But I understood your logic. well understandable, have a nice afternoon

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=422445#p422445 https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=422308#p422308 First you need to evaluate your motives, if you just feel angry tantrum I tell you it's a waste of time. A big nonsense nonsense, throwing a spell on someone who does not deserve...

What you wrote here doesn't make much sense, because nobody is born doing black magic. Everyone will have a first experience, I believe that asking about it, and receiving a tip is much better, than doing something alone. it is disastrous and dangerous, if the world worked like that you would...

That's not literal, and nobody got hurt because of it.

Easy, what? :shock:

Futis are aliens in animal form, they stick to you and give you some low-level stuff. Wuiccans and people who practice other forms of corrupted Satanism can have futis. This is why I said that it was not necessary to practice things other than hatha yoga and kundalini yoga. They are not...

And I didn't say anything harmful, in case what I said seemed rash to you. Know that whoever read it can't do anything with it. Just do things that everyone already knows and does, such as cleanse the soul. And I am not a person of bad faith, I only answered that because maybe it could be of...

It's probably because my account is new, and talking about "futis" here is really something weird. I was also wondering if this would be worth it, because talking about things Jos doesn't talk about is weird, but hey I said it doesn't derive from retarded crazy sources. I also keep wondering if...

It is possible that this snake is a futi, especially if it is behind your back. Some of these "animals" carry a lot of vrill, and they give you some spiritual abilities. Cleanse your aura, and if your third eye is too strong, i Use blue fire, in your third eye and pineal gland if applicable...

:shock: She's not a bitch for not wanting anything to do with you, And if she really liked you she would have spoken. Under black magic, you can continue your routine, creating an aura of protection, reinforcing with Uruz algiz Sowilo...

rtrs seem to be more powerful than meditations, with them it is much easier to create courage to meditate

Did Hitler achieve godhood? and if so why does he not communicate with the joy of satan?

thank you, your answer brought me mental clarity and i had a lot of questions. that have now been answered, I don't understand 100% the clarity of the facts but I'll keep moving forward anyway.