I was not planning to post on the forum and just read from time to time instead, because I really dislike a member's attitude and following the path of not having infighting or directing negative energy towards another SS, I had decided to be silent. Something very strange happened though and I would like your opinion.
Last week a male andrapod relative attacked me with a comment that -as another member insightfully observed- greatly hurt my ego. I spent all week meditating more than ever before and directing tremendous amound of anger and negative destructive energy towards them and (here is the IMPORTANT part) anyone else who was involved in bad mouthing me. I asked help from all the Demons I have developed a closer relationship with and the core of the curse was for the person who harmed me to experience the same humiliating, suffering and feeling as powerless as I did.
Today I found out my evil, Jew pawn mother has been struck with a very serious respiratory illness and has completely lost her voice for 4 days, that may not sound like a serious punishment to a normal person, but to someone like her who feeds off bad mouthing, gossiping and rambling about herself 24/7? It must be really torturous. It's the 4th day and not getting any better. Someone could of course say that it is a coincidence, but my intuition tells me otherwise, because I was constantly cursing to never have to hear any such insulting nonsense again and suddenly a meddling abuser loses her voice! Could it be that she bad mouthed me to that idiot elder of mine to inflict her abuse by proxy and that's why my cursing hit her instead of him?
Currently enjoying the peace and silence. Hail Satan!
Last week a male andrapod relative attacked me with a comment that -as another member insightfully observed- greatly hurt my ego. I spent all week meditating more than ever before and directing tremendous amound of anger and negative destructive energy towards them and (here is the IMPORTANT part) anyone else who was involved in bad mouthing me. I asked help from all the Demons I have developed a closer relationship with and the core of the curse was for the person who harmed me to experience the same humiliating, suffering and feeling as powerless as I did.
Today I found out my evil, Jew pawn mother has been struck with a very serious respiratory illness and has completely lost her voice for 4 days, that may not sound like a serious punishment to a normal person, but to someone like her who feeds off bad mouthing, gossiping and rambling about herself 24/7? It must be really torturous. It's the 4th day and not getting any better. Someone could of course say that it is a coincidence, but my intuition tells me otherwise, because I was constantly cursing to never have to hear any such insulting nonsense again and suddenly a meddling abuser loses her voice! Could it be that she bad mouthed me to that idiot elder of mine to inflict her abuse by proxy and that's why my cursing hit her instead of him?
Currently enjoying the peace and silence. Hail Satan!