Munka 108x too much for a begginer and why someone is still talking to me am i insane?

[Gearshift]

I don't know how to reply.

So all I'll say is you took my information and somehow exploded into things that never occurred or never processed to my mind. This is one of the reasons why I hate speaking, talking and communicating with people. I never said any of those things or to be more specific if my intent to state such things creates such a response then obviously it proves my weltanschaang(World-View).

I don't needlessly go out of my way to socialize or a more specific statement communicating anything is a waste of time and effort cause no one understands you.

I said something it gets taken out of proportions no idea why.

I simply want to achieve something.

Physically and mentally; propaganda and education sure it's there.

But when it comes to the chief cornerstone the spiritual. It begs the question if that is real.

So I don't know why my message is so convoluted or messed up or taken the way it is. You took my information way too seriously.

In the end it's not your fault. I don't hate you for grabbing my information and replying in your own way. I simply don't understand why you would respond in such way.

I really don't know how to reply to your message. So I'm gonna end it here. IF I'm a failious Satanist then I fail and gave up a long time ago.

Also one last thing we aren't born taught these things so I don't know why I have to be crucified on the furka just for trying to understand another world that somehow everyone even religious people doubt at some point.

 

[Usthepeople666]

...mental health disorder...

I probably spent many years rationalizing what occurred but it's funny you mention those things but and without being disrespectful "How do you know all that?"

I don't want to type up something huge and be ignored. But if I was diagnosed as schizophrenia with psychosis. Then WTF happened to me during this fugue state breakdown.

For example things that would occur hearing occasionally sexual stuff. I did perform a succubus ritual back in 2003 when I was 12 pretty much the day after dedicating. Like other people who come for healing or money or in my case sex, I came for the sex. Funny enough while driving I heard a female voice talk to me and say stuff to me not prominently it almost felt like I was talking to myself. And funny enough it didn't both me even the whole en-devour never bothered me

But what is it about my 4 breakdowns that occurred whereby I lost control over my body. I literally lost conscious control over my vessel I would break things hide things, I even got arrested and spent 3 days in jail with my mental health breaking down and even on the second day I was placed in the mental health ward section of the building.

If I experienced something of that nature. Why would my body become out of control. I even had lucid dreaming like sensations of semi control over my body and also would black out a lot. In some cases I even blacked out for like 45 minutes an 1 hour +. I even recall blacking out during the first day in holding and waking up the next day in the morning in the mental health ward jail section.

In my dreams I black out a lot or things phase shift around. I mostly don't dream or to be specific I don't write down my dreams it's just way too much but all I know is it was very dream like.

I honestly feel terrible having this disease luckily taking my pills I have not had any more breakdowns it's pretty much been 6 years since taking my medication and never had another issue while on medication. But what exactly happened to me?

I sometimes wonder if I may have had jewish relatives cause from what I read here on the JoS. This schizophrenia is often called the jewish disease back in the late 1800s early 1900s. I forgot where I read that but it's pretty common if you dig around in the past.

So what exactly is it that I experienced? How can someone who hardly meditates well experience spiritual uplift and basically end up mentally ill?

I'm not trying to sound like an ass hole but meditation has never worked for even in the last few years of learning on the forums and trying, trying, and trying. I never changed or improve or anything even performing mantras and doing something different bores the crap out of me and leaves me overwhelmed.

Unfortunately I feel like the JoS has been a negative influence on my life with many people questioning me about why I'm not normal or doing normal things. I've often thought I'm a xtian-Satanist.

I can logically rationalize the JoS and meditation. GitM you said the intuitive world astral spiritual isn't about logic but everything that I've mentioned on these forums is just stuff I read from other people. I don't have any hard experience. I try and be in the religion as best as possible and then it becomes disheartening to read things like two years of working on your third eye to at least make awakened or months or years of meditation just for some things.

I've often wondered if we are a troll website just promoting contrary information to mainstream information cause we are the alternative people from the weird side of the net.

All in all I don't know how you can state these mental health disorders are spiritual phenomena that is not understood. I just live I'm not spiritual I pretend to be but nothing in the JoS has worked. I just do it cause I'm fanatical about it and it interests me. But I just don't know about downplaying a disease that affects the number one thing the mind and the lucidity and normal day to day operations of the brain.

Can Gentiles experience diseases like this? And what exactly is my disease if I only experience destructive blackouts and not normal schizophrenic stuff like every day stuff?

I mean as I typed this out I'm normal no daily thing or whatever.

Just to add in my personal experience-
Did you get really loud when doing the asking for a succubus ritual? Years back I was doing a spell on a person I liked and heard female sexual voices and that led me to a lot of disaster in my personal life.

I guess lots of it has to do with knowledge, till we dont understand how stuff works and keep giving into modern psychiatry there isnt much we can do.

luckily for me spirituality has been central in my life since a young age and started expericing benefits since I got in ( in terms of spells), and no this site is 100 percent true in the sense I didnt really recognize the existance of greys or lota of things and discarded them and the more I advance the more "scared?, overwhelemed" i get.
Or the significance of astral and how it affects us.

The basic rules I stand by now is just stocking to meditating and leading a life free from stimulants. When I quit coffee I was shook on being able to see entities after RTRs and this scared me to the point I would just have a cup of brew to not receive msgs( pineal gland) or just run away basically. I have what can be described as a thrist to see good around no matter what it costs, I have woken up to lights around my room day after day ( outside my house though), I dont really know the impact it had on me, definitely took away the playfulness I had inside me. So yes it is all real, which came as a shock to me, with people lying around me waking up gasping for air while I would see a grey in my dream and my succubus would really just wake me up.

Ofcourse gentiles can experience diseases of this sort if they are reluctant to see/unserstand how things work once you are working on your soul. The thing that bothers me is how people would react on realising who they had been worshipping all along.

It is rather astonishing for me to see how past life brought me ( can only speak for myself) .

As to your comment about why you came here, sex, could be a very strong past life thing ( maybe). I too always thought that was the reason , but this breath for freedom is what I looked for- freedom to live and let live , true Satanic goodnees rather than a forced chemical reaction blocking all other emotions to appear good.

Also do you do the RTRs? or how do you do them? ( i remember making a post more than a year back) in which your generalised answer makes sense to me now. When I did the RTR i literally just let everthing out. Remember the Gods are invoked then and started receiving loads of help, starting writing pages of poems that somehow connected with the dark ages.

What we have here is an opprtunity, a blessed opportunity, even if we dont achieve magnum opus or even the gods/Jos being false( which I am 100percent sure is not correct), we have here a chance to experience, how words or holding breaths can make us move internally,etc

At the end of the day if you feel doubts because of a void , unanswered questions it is best to identify and find a solution to those if you already had your chart read. I can be 100 percwnt sure about things but be doubtful again because of these voids.

xian-satanist? ( no mixing up Satanism with other religions) as this will only cause doubts and make put a block on your workings.


Noone is asking you to jump to the advance/intermediate meditations. I too go from periods of 40 days( with changes) for months and then starting a meditation program which I need then).

 

[Gearshift]

...message from Utp666...

Look Utp666.

I'll mentioned one previous run-in with mental health disorder. Back in 2005 on the bus going to school.

I posted this on Yahoo forums never got an answer turns out 2006(2007?) or so the Yahoo shoa.

I was going home all of a sudden I doze off with my head on the window of those typical plastic bus windows. I visualize or to be more specific a flash of image pops up. I see myself snorting a rock of cocaine from a prostitute's asshole in first person. I snap out awake I fall down the bench seat and black out. What woke me up is my friend and he said a joke I laughed a moment, he laughed went back to his forward position(returned back to sitting). I freak out and from about the time of the bus till like 4P.M. I was high.

The only things I recall is doing Advanced Chakra Spinning(SoL speed), MerKaBa, and one or some other thing.

After that incident I recall about 3 days later in lunch having another almost hallucinogenic freak out whereby a friend offered me chocolate milk. I declined because in my head I said "They are lacing milk with LSD"(And no I'm not trying to make a "Clockwork Orange" joke).

After that incident two maybe three incidents that occurred I stopped meditating pretty much till after high school and even then sporadically.

I don't know about this Succubus thing if it's real or not or this JoS thing of it's real or not. I simply found the JoS when I was 12 years old, liked it cause I'd literally spent since 1997 when I was 7 years old and had cable TV watching all this WW2 stuff. Like this youtube person playing Red Orchestra 2 FPS, I'm obsessed with WW2. I never saw the Axis as evil rather I believed they deserved their day in court and express themselves. Funny enough over the years the amount of WW2 stuff I've devoured even my friend who is similar like me is surprised sometimes by what rare and practically unique minute details I know.

No Utp666.

Things did not get loud. I perform the Succubus request ritual. I do it it's like 2a.m. or so and I just perform the ritual. I always kicked myself for not doing the 4-Crown ritual beforehand.

I just did it. Like yeah read it outloud to Satan and burnt it like normal ritual stuff nothing fancy no incense no nothing just boom and done.

I did something it worked or it didn't work. I don't know. And to this day I still don't know.

All I know is ever since reading GitM's reply and being depressed by it I stopped contacting Satan and this Succubus. And well whatever.

There's too much what-ifs to get a straight answer.

As for my sexuality ever since I was pretty much a toddler 3-5 years old I wanted to fuck. In other words people might see me as some little kid but in my mind it's basically sexual stuff. No I was not abused, no nothing malefic happened I simply liked this stuff and wanted it.

I have no idea how truly long I've thought sexually but it's LONG time maybe 90% of my life or more.

No idea if it's past life or present life or just simply an adult in a child's body or some sort of astrological chart aspects something plutonic, martian, solar.

In the end like the succubus thing and like the voice that identifies as Satan that I hear or spoken to. I don't know, I truly don't know.

Maybe I don't even want to know.

I appreciate your response Utp666, it was not a depressing response that questions my entire establishment but it's still kinda hard to read into it.

AS for RTR or F-RTR in this case while I don't do it everyday when I do, do it. I literally blast the max rep range at 5 multiplier or 9x5 or 45. I HAVE done more in the past but it burns me out.

I kinda kick myself somethings for doing 1, 3, or basic 9 rep cause I always felt you need high rep blasts. If you aren't spending an 30-45 minutes doing RTR it's bad like in the past few years before F-RTR. So to answer your question 45 reps probably 20ish minutes give or take for me.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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Your concern is whether you're making up illusions and falsehoods of your own mind, if you're making everything up.

If you're so worried about tricking and deceiving yourself then why don't you learn to utilize focus on and clean + develop your third-eye? The third-eye is not just the chakra that enables one to see 'spooks' and things on the astral, on it's own it is the one chakra that is actually able to completely see, understand, interpret, read and perceive actual real truths.

This is because the third-eye in 'spiritual biology' of the soul, is actually separated from the imaginative functions of the other psychic chakras that enable one to create and direct energy as well as manifest thoughts, fantasies and imagination on the thoughtplane. This imaginative portion of thoughts on the thoughtplane is what creates our dreams passively on the astral and this is why they are so confusing, bizarre and messy, these chakras are the free-flowing creative that allow us to think of whatever we want and manifest them even before us in visual/sensing perception, but the third-eye lies completely outside of this as a separate entity and shows you what actually is outside of this.

The third eye does not instigate or factor into any of these 'illusions of fantasy' because that is not it's function, those are not it's energies it's not what it does in the soul nor can it do, it's a completely different cog in the machine with it's own unique function outside of everything else. The third-eye simply allows you to see not just the astral and manifestations of your thoughts, but also truths and reality when you cut off and separate the other psychic chakras energies and influences from seeping into it to see through the third eye alone on it's own.

Tuning into the third-eye properly takes practice, when done correctly to actually 'see' and 'know' the truths around you, there will be an odd silence and stillness in your mind, you'll actually feel clarity as the noisiness of the creativity and imaginative thoughts in your mind are silenced out from the truth of the third-eye. There will be stillness and you'll actually feel yourself very real in the here and now, your presence is made ever solid and aware in clarity and it's like a fog is lifted, the energies inside your head in the centre of your brain where your pineal gland and 6th chakra are will be still and quiet, because this is what manifests the imaginative creative and where such energies 'buzz' around with their astral, bioelectric and magnetic vibrations, and all that noise constantly going on in there is why you struggle so hard with void meditation, you unwittingly feed it so much.

When you feel that stillness, that clarity, that sudden perceptual free-and-open-air as if a cloth was removed from your face allowing you to 'breathe' clearly, you've tuned into perception through the truth of the third-eye separate from the imaginative psyche correctly. Do not deny this clarity, it is very real, in fact when tuned in properly separate from your inner emotions, you can't deny it, you will have a strange automatic 'knowing' to it's realness so long as you keep separate the imaginative energies from the other psychic chakras from getting in. You will know it and must allow yourself to know it.

Once tuned properly into the third-eye and seeing clarity, you can learn and train yourself to passively direct the desire to know what is what, but your foundational flooring that upholds this direction is primarily your focus and tuning to and through the third-eye.

Use an affirmation and repeat it. Affirm it and the astral will respond to your intent and belief. "I have full and total control over my thoughts and perception and can see the truth from my third-eye in a safe, healthy and positive way for me."

"I am now and forever able to always see and know total truths with complete clarity in every way, free from all illusion and deception in a safe, healthy and positive way for me"

This does not have to be any official affirmation to any working, just say it and affirm it any time, any where. What you affirm will happen as your desire and intent. Don't just cut off and practically say "Fuck you, you're not going to work." you need to seriously allow it to just do it's job and enable it to do as so, don't just close the door on it immediately. Do not doubt, doubt builds up in the head and blocks things out, you can actually 'physically' feel it build a very subtle pressure in your head the moment you doubt something, pay attention whenever you doubt something and you'll notice this, it's a very faint 'tightness' in the brain. If you notice this and are willing to learn why it happens when you doubt something, I can try to explain it to you so long as you are open to the answer. Stop the doubt and push it out spiritually, astrally clean out and actually remove the doubt from your mind, this is done like any other form of energy because it is energy as well manifested as an emotion/feeling.

You want clarity so badly you have to make the effort for it. The third-eye is your key.

 

[Gearshift]

...ping...

What if I just want to meditate as slowly as possible i.e. turtle walk. And focus solely on my third eye?

Is that a fair compromise? Ignoring the 7 main and pineal or maybe some pineal work since that organ works with the 3rd eye despite being inside the Ajna center.

It's not that I doubt, I just never knew it would require such an extreme, hardcore monster of a time to advance. It's just so tiresome doing the same thing every day. It's like yoga, a few times but how can people go years doing it every day it makes no sense.

With the way I live yoga is the last thing I want to do.

So if I just focus on the third eye, what will happen?

And before you answer do realize I'm not spiritually advanced in any ways. I just think and use my mind if it seems logical I process is it and have logical responses to spiritual things. Ignoring your message whereby you said it cannot be turned into logic. Perhaps my astrological aspect that states understands very complex subjects is one reason why I understand these things. I rationally provide rational responses to supposed irrational subjects such as the spiritual realm. Maybe I'm one of those people that is so rational it's irrational or rationalizes so much it's most freak out over my ability to rationalize, irrational subjects

So anyways what if I just focus on the 3rd eye 10-15-20 minutes a day. A few thaum or whatever mantra is used for the 3rd eye that works best to help it out in my case.

Funny I recall a ATS(Above top secret) member using the Toe vibration a verbatim copy of Thoth page only with Toe as the vibration and he opened up his third eye completely. He said he touched the tail of some astral animal that released sparks. Asking how to close it.

No idea if he was trolling or being truthful not that I care just found it funny someone has a one hit shit moment.

 

[Catalincata94]

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Your concern is whether you're making up illusions and falsehoods of your own mind, if you're making everything up.

If you're so worried about tricking and deceiving yourself then why don't you learn to utilize focus on and clean + develop your third-eye? The third-eye is not just the chakra that enables one to see 'spooks' and things on the astral, on it's own it is the one chakra that is actually able to completely see, understand, interpret, read and perceive actual real truths.

This is because the third-eye in 'spiritual biology' of the soul, is actually separated from the imaginative functions of the other psychic chakras that enable one to create and direct energy as well as manifest thoughts, fantasies and imagination on the thoughtplane. This imaginative portion of thoughts on the thoughtplane is what creates our dreams passively on the astral and this is why they are so confusing, bizarre and messy, these chakras are the free-flowing creative that allow us to think of whatever we want and manifest them even before us in visual/sensing perception, but the third-eye lies completely outside of this as a separate entity and shows you what actually is outside of this.

The third eye does not instigate or factor into any of these 'illusions of fantasy' because that is not it's function, those are not it's energies it's not what it does in the soul nor can it do, it's a completely different cog in the machine with it's own unique function outside of everything else. The third-eye simply allows you to see not just the astral and manifestations of your thoughts, but also truths and reality when you cut off and separate the other psychic chakras energies and influences from seeping into it to see through the third eye alone on it's own.

Tuning into the third-eye properly takes practice, when done correctly to actually 'see' and 'know' the truths around you, there will be an odd silence and stillness in your mind, you'll actually feel clarity as the noisiness of the creativity and imaginative thoughts in your mind are silenced out from the truth of the third-eye. There will be stillness and you'll actually feel yourself very real in the here and now, your presence is made ever solid and aware in clarity and it's like a fog is lifted, the energies inside your head in the centre of your brain where your pineal gland and 6th chakra are will be still and quiet, because this is what manifests the imaginative creative and where such energies 'buzz' around with their astral, bioelectric and magnetic vibrations, and all that noise constantly going on in there is why you struggle so hard with void meditation, you unwittingly feed it so much.

When you feel that stillness, that clarity, that sudden perceptual free-and-open-air as if a cloth was removed from your face allowing you to 'breathe' clearly, you've tuned into perception through the truth of the third-eye separate from the imaginative psyche correctly. Do not deny this clarity, it is very real, in fact when tuned in properly separate from your inner emotions, you can't deny it, you will have a strange automatic 'knowing' to it's realness so long as you keep separate the imaginative energies from the other psychic chakras from getting in. You will know it and must allow yourself to know it.

Once tuned properly into the third-eye and seeing clarity, you can learn and train yourself to passively direct the desire to know what is what, but your foundational flooring that upholds this direction is primarily your focus and tuning to and through the third-eye.

Use an affirmation and repeat it. Affirm it and the astral will respond to your intent and belief. "I have full and total control over my thoughts and perception and can see the truth from my third-eye in a safe, healthy and positive way for me."

"I am now and forever able to always see and know total truths with complete clarity in every way, free from all illusion and deception in a safe, healthy and positive way for me"

This does not have to be any official affirmation to any working, just say it and affirm it any time, any where. What you affirm will happen as your desire and intent. Don't just cut off and practically say "Fuck you, you're not going to work." you need to seriously allow it to just do it's job and enable it to do as so, don't just close the door on it immediately. Do not doubt, doubt builds up in the head and blocks things out, you can actually 'physically' feel it build a very subtle pressure in your head the moment you doubt something, pay attention whenever you doubt something and you'll notice this, it's a very faint 'tightness' in the brain. If you notice this and are willing to learn why it happens when you doubt something, I can try to explain it to you so long as you are open to the answer. Stop the doubt and push it out spiritually, astrally clean out and actually remove the doubt from your mind, this is done like any other form of energy because it is energy as well manifested as an emotion/feeling.

You want clarity so badly you have to make the effort for it. The third-eye is your key.

doubt builds up in the head and blocks things out, you can actually 'physically' feel it build a very subtle pressure in your head the moment you doubt something, pay attention whenever you doubt something and you'll notice this, it's a very faint 'tightness' in the brain.

Is the tightness also because of doubt if the tightness is strong an if concentrating on it makes it stronger? like feeling it in the upper part of the head/brain and in the front.

 

[Usthepeople666]

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Your concern is whether you're making up illusions and falsehoods of your own mind, if you're making everything up.

If you're so worried about tricking and deceiving yourself then why don't you learn to utilize focus on and clean + develop your third-eye? The third-eye is not just the chakra that enables one to see 'spooks' and things on the astral, on it's own it is the one chakra that is actually able to completely see, understand, interpret, read and perceive actual real truths.

This is because the third-eye in 'spiritual biology' of the soul, is actually separated from the imaginative functions of the other psychic chakras that enable one to create and direct energy as well as manifest thoughts, fantasies and imagination on the thoughtplane. This imaginative portion of thoughts on the thoughtplane is what creates our dreams passively on the astral and this is why they are so confusing, bizarre and messy, these chakras are the free-flowing creative that allow us to think of whatever we want and manifest them even before us in visual/sensing perception, but the third-eye lies completely outside of this as a separate entity and shows you what actually is outside of this.

The third eye does not instigate or factor into any of these 'illusions of fantasy' because that is not it's function, those are not it's energies it's not what it does in the soul nor can it do, it's a completely different cog in the machine with it's own unique function outside of everything else. The third-eye simply allows you to see not just the astral and manifestations of your thoughts, but also truths and reality when you cut off and separate the other psychic chakras energies and influences from seeping into it to see through the third eye alone on it's own.

Tuning into the third-eye properly takes practice, when done correctly to actually 'see' and 'know' the truths around you, there will be an odd silence and stillness in your mind, you'll actually feel clarity as the noisiness of the creativity and imaginative thoughts in your mind are silenced out from the truth of the third-eye. There will be stillness and you'll actually feel yourself very real in the here and now, your presence is made ever solid and aware in clarity and it's like a fog is lifted, the energies inside your head in the centre of your brain where your pineal gland and 6th chakra are will be still and quiet, because this is what manifests the imaginative creative and where such energies 'buzz' around with their astral, bioelectric and magnetic vibrations, and all that noise constantly going on in there is why you struggle so hard with void meditation, you unwittingly feed it so much.

When you feel that stillness, that clarity, that sudden perceptual free-and-open-air as if a cloth was removed from your face allowing you to 'breathe' clearly, you've tuned into perception through the truth of the third-eye separate from the imaginative psyche correctly. Do not deny this clarity, it is very real, in fact when tuned in properly separate from your inner emotions, you can't deny it, you will have a strange automatic 'knowing' to it's realness so long as you keep separate the imaginative energies from the other psychic chakras from getting in. You will know it and must allow yourself to know it.

Once tuned properly into the third-eye and seeing clarity, you can learn and train yourself to passively direct the desire to know what is what, but your foundational flooring that upholds this direction is primarily your focus and tuning to and through the third-eye.

Use an affirmation and repeat it. Affirm it and the astral will respond to your intent and belief. "I have full and total control over my thoughts and perception and can see the truth from my third-eye in a safe, healthy and positive way for me."

"I am now and forever able to always see and know total truths with complete clarity in every way, free from all illusion and deception in a safe, healthy and positive way for me"

This does not have to be any official affirmation to any working, just say it and affirm it any time, any where. What you affirm will happen as your desire and intent. Don't just cut off and practically say "Fuck you, you're not going to work." you need to seriously allow it to just do it's job and enable it to do as so, don't just close the door on it immediately. Do not doubt, doubt builds up in the head and blocks things out, you can actually 'physically' feel it build a very subtle pressure in your head the moment you doubt something, pay attention whenever you doubt something and you'll notice this, it's a very faint 'tightness' in the brain. If you notice this and are willing to learn why it happens when you doubt something, I can try to explain it to you so long as you are open to the answer. Stop the doubt and push it out spiritually, astrally clean out and actually remove the doubt from your mind, this is done like any other form of energy because it is energy as well manifested as an emotion/feeling.

You want clarity so badly you have to make the effort for it. The third-eye is your key.

I agree with the 3rd eye stuff. There have literally been times when my 3rd eye would "zoom" automatically and show me an entity causing the trouble , like during yoga sessions etc, or just like lying down on my bed and the 3rd eye would focus on the wall to show movement and the room is filled with dirt again.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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I don't entirely know exactly what you're asking but a lot of energy in the psychic centres frequently causes headaches and an airy dizziness like there's a fog in your mind, lots of buzzing, practically no silence in the head or your thoughts, makes void meditation virtually impossible.

When I tune into psychic sight to see what's on the astral or projecting conscious focus on the astral plane with no logical filter, the physical reality I'm looking at through my physical eyes looks and feels like it's 'behind' something, like some kind of invisible screen or glass, everything kind of has this almost 'flat' feeling to it.

This is because you're not tuned into your physical sight anymore which is kind of required in the means to applying logic and grounding to your psychic sight, you're tuned into your astral one and the astral plane is the higher plane it is a complete layer 'above' the physical plane and the physical plane lies below it, so it's like looking through the glass of a display case down at the physical plane and the glass is the layer of the astral plane that you're residing consciously upon and are actually looking at.

If any voices in your head, if what they're saying changes according to your mood, if they are casual or content, not saying anything bad, maybe even saying something good occasionally when you're in a good mood this is in responses to your subconscious feelings and any astral expectations and thoughts that manifest upon your own emotions. If you start feeling sad, afraid, getting anxiety, feeling dread or negative emotional energies, don't you think it's kind of strange how the thoughts mirror and reflect upon this by also becoming negative even if they were nice and friendly moments ago? They start insulting you, picking on you, being mean or even encouraging the despair.

Why does this happen? Because they are your own thoughts responding to your own emotions. When I tune into my psychic hearing without any grounded control or self-discipline, it's the same thing that happens to me, they react and behave to my expectations. It is your own influence on the astral, your own thoughts that you are hearing by a quiet and subtle intent of expectation in the back of your mind and this is why they respond and mirror your own emotions, because they are yours and you're creating them.

Not intentionally, but a lack of control and grounding such as with focus and tuning on the physical plane or with a good earth element causes something that, from what I gather in my experience and personal spiritual studies, seems to be what I'm just going to call "background intentions", intentions that you accidentally do in exuding from your emotions and such but are not aware of it nor are actually doing on purpose.

They exact from the 6th chakra because the 6th chakra rules intent which is what manifests our thoughts onto the astral reality. When the 6th chakra grows out of control with lots of tuning and energy without a counterweight balance of strong and focused lower chakras to keep it's energies and influence contained, then the energies of it's intent rulership and functionality essentially escape from your direct control and manifest separately from your desires on their own outside of yourself with the most subtlest of your feelings and expectations. This is why it can feel like they are something separate from you or even a separate being when they aren't. They seem to act of their own accord because you are spiritually lacking that much control over of your own psychic energies, so they manifest on their own outside of this control that you lack but they are still conjured from your own emotions, feelings, thoughts and psychic intents however subtle.

They are still your own thoughts and expectations but they are not properly contained because your psychic centres are out of control, far too open and exposed to the astral with no barrier shield or positive binding (A positive binding is something like a solid barrier like our AoP that protects us in a positive way from negative things, self-control and discipline is also a form of exuding a binding to the energies around us, this is what we call "control" and is positive in a healthy way). Background intentions occur on the astral around you from your own conscious direction because they are no longer confined in a directed manner, they essentially 'escape their cage' of your control and start manifesting on their own as something, still from yourself, but not strongly of your conscious desiring intent.

This is all the same with visual hallucinations and other hallucinatory sensations, our psychic chakras rule all of this and make us feel these things, not our physical brain. This is why you can feel touch, hear sound, taste flavour, smell scent and see things in a vivid or lucid dream as though it were waking life even though you're clearly not in the dream in your actual physical body, there's no way for your nervous system to interpret any of that in this 'fantasy world', now is there? Your physical body is lying asleep in your bed. Dreams are your consciousness on the astral realm and it's your psychic centres that interpret these sensations and visuals and what not that are in rulership here. These hallucinations and such are of the astral; This is what normies call schizophrenia, what it actually is - out of control psychic tuning to psychic sensations and manifestations on the astral plane overlapping the physical far too much in exuding of your own imagination and expectations.

Cata, I have something I want you to try out, you don't have to it's up to you, but I think it will help you see what I mean and realize. You can try this out too Gear if you want, up to you as well. You know this meditation right? The descending sun? I want you to do something like this, but with a shiny clean black orb of positive grounding black energy and preferably do this when you're feeling in a good mood but you can just try it whenever really.

To help you associate the colour, look at these images to refer to to help you visualize it, note the reflective shininess and clean pristine glisten of the black. This is essentially the shiny black your orb is going to look like.

Visualize and intend this shiny black orb to hover just above your head, make it big enough that you could fit your head inside if you wanted to, make it very solidified in it's appearance and existence. Then with your physical hands, reach up and grab hold of it's sides, then slowly pull it down to descend upon your head comfortingly like a soft black cloud going through you and your psychic centres and chakras, allowing it to engulf your upper chakras and head and push down excess energies. Believe and know with full confidence that the orb is following your hands as you pull it down upon your head, kind of like putting it on as a safety helmet, know that black energy is grounding and is of the earth element, the physical realm and physicality is will give you control.

If you held strong in your confidence and intent in directing the black orb properly, this can feel like a comforting tight hug around your pineal gland and what will happen is a feeling of relief essentially, as well as a subtle silence in your head, a calmness of your mind and you'll see the physical reality and realm outside of your head and yourself a bit more clearly.

If you try this meditation out and manage to do it correctly, even if you get a little bit or very subtly of what I'm saying you'll expect successfully, let me know and I'll tell you why it does what it does. Also let me know what else it changes and makes you feel. I have tried this meditation myself when my psychic chakras and centres are way too wild and sporadic with energies, I would never suggest something without trying it for myself first or testing to make sure it works before suggesting it to someone else.

It has worked for me, it will work for you so long as you believe it will and remain aware that the orb will help to control your energies in your head and upper chakras to enable self-discipline of them and contain them more healthily and safely within.

Incidentally I have made a thread about the third-eye explaining it's functions in our perception of truth and imagination in the realities around us. It explains the spiritual sciences of how all of this works and why. When it gets approved I will link you to it here to read. It might help you understand some things.

Everything spiritual can be 'scientifically' explained because it is all real energy that has real functions and they all intermingle with another with real reactions and results.

 

[Gearshift]

These hallucinations and such are of the astral; This is what normies call schizophrenia, what it actually is - out of control psychic tuning to psychic sensations and manifestations on the astral plane overlapping the physical far too much in exuding of your own imagination and expectations.

Let me ask you a specific question on my own form of Schizophrenia. I was diagnosed with it and to this day I have never nor ever know what schizophrenia is. I literally have never seen anyone state a proper logical medical scientific property of it. Even dictionaries state "Sever mental health illness" akin to the definition of Psychosis "sever mental health issue".

What kind of Schizophrenia and Psychosis do I have that twice in 2012, once in 2013, and one more in 2014. Caused me to black out have a fugue state and lose physical control of my body. In fact I recall one time my parents didn't want to take me to the hospital cause it was really late and they were working so at like 2:30 am they forced me to eat butter crackers since I didn't eat I literally went the whole day without a meal. Then early in the morning I woke up finding myself being driven down the highway. My father WAS gonna take me but since I was not violent he said let's talk to the lady selling the car and let us take him later to the hospital A.B.U..

IF I read into what you said your basically stating a persistent and consistent effect of a mental issue that does not cause one to lose control of their physical body and black out a lot and for long periods of time. And is due to spiritual phenomena i.e. uncontrollable or hyper levels of spiritual contact with the upper realms.

Your giving me a hint it's a spiritual phenomena but I CANNOT for the life of me remember what meditations I was doing I did something I just don't recall. I do recall doing a lot of MerKaBa. Funny I didn't clean my aura and soul until just a few years ago. It didn't occur to me to clean and protect.

I know we have to work on our chakras but that is what I avoided for years. To see the opening or FCM felt daunting every day working on it and doing all these activities. I think if I had to clock in I'd probably be spending anywhere from 1:30 to 2 hours meditating.

So as you can see even with little I do burns me out. I'm just sick and tired of repeating the same groundhogs day but with spirituality. I don't want to take a break but I need a vacation funny enough meditation becomes a life of it's own in some scenarios to people talking about it and funny enough I'm not very amused with meditating especially failing to accomplish stuff. I keep trying but it's rough on me.

 

[Catalincata94]

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I don't entirely know exactly what you're asking but a lot of energy in the psychic centres frequently causes headaches and an airy dizziness like there's a fog in your mind, lots of buzzing, practically no silence in the head or your thoughts, makes void meditation virtually impossible.

When I tune into psychic sight to see what's on the astral or projecting conscious focus on the astral plane with no logical filter, the physical reality I'm looking at through my physical eyes looks and feels like it's 'behind' something, like some kind of invisible screen or glass, everything kind of has this almost 'flat' feeling to it.

This is because you're not tuned into your physical sight anymore which is kind of required in the means to applying logic and grounding to your psychic sight, you're tuned into your astral one and the astral plane is the higher plane it is a complete layer 'above' the physical plane and the physical plane lies below it, so it's like looking through the glass of a display case down at the physical plane and the glass is the layer of the astral plane that you're residing consciously upon and are actually looking at.

If any voices in your head, if what they're saying changes according to your mood, if they are casual or content, not saying anything bad, maybe even saying something good occasionally when you're in a good mood this is in responses to your subconscious feelings and any astral expectations and thoughts that manifest upon your own emotions. If you start feeling sad, afraid, getting anxiety, feeling dread or negative emotional energies, don't you think it's kind of strange how the thoughts mirror and reflect upon this by also becoming negative even if they were nice and friendly moments ago? They start insulting you, picking on you, being mean or even encouraging the despair.

Why does this happen? Because they are your own thoughts responding to your own emotions. When I tune into my psychic hearing without any grounded control or self-discipline, it's the same thing that happens to me, they react and behave to my expectations. It is your own influence on the astral, your own thoughts that you are hearing by a quiet and subtle intent of expectation in the back of your mind and this is why they respond and mirror your own emotions, because they are yours and you're creating them.

Not intentionally, but a lack of control and grounding such as with focus and tuning on the physical plane or with a good earth element causes something that, from what I gather in my experience and personal spiritual studies, seems to be what I'm just going to call "background intentions", intentions that you accidentally do in exuding from your emotions and such but are not aware of it nor are actually doing on purpose.

They exact from the 6th chakra because the 6th chakra rules intent which is what manifests our thoughts onto the astral reality. When the 6th chakra grows out of control with lots of tuning and energy without a counterweight balance of strong and focused lower chakras to keep it's energies and influence contained, then the energies of it's intent rulership and functionality essentially escape from your direct control and manifest separately from your desires on their own outside of yourself with the most subtlest of your feelings and expectations. This is why it can feel like they are something separate from you or even a separate being when they aren't. They seem to act of their own accord because you are spiritually lacking that much control over of your own psychic energies, so they manifest on their own outside of this control that you lack but they are still conjured from your own emotions, feelings, thoughts and psychic intents however subtle.

They are still your own thoughts and expectations but they are not properly contained because your psychic centres are out of control, far too open and exposed to the astral with no barrier shield or positive binding (A positive binding is something like a solid barrier like our AoP that protects us in a positive way from negative things, self-control and discipline is also a form of exuding a binding to the energies around us, this is what we call "control" and is positive in a healthy way). Background intentions occur on the astral around you from your own conscious direction because they are no longer confined in a directed manner, they essentially 'escape their cage' of your control and start manifesting on their own as something, still from yourself, but not strongly of your conscious desiring intent.

This is all the same with visual hallucinations and other hallucinatory sensations, our psychic chakras rule all of this and make us feel these things, not our physical brain. This is why you can feel touch, hear sound, taste flavour, smell scent and see things in a vivid or lucid dream as though it were waking life even though you're clearly not in the dream in your actual physical body, there's no way for your nervous system to interpret any of that in this 'fantasy world', now is there? Your physical body is lying asleep in your bed. Dreams are your consciousness on the astral realm and it's your psychic centres that interpret these sensations and visuals and what not that are in rulership here. These hallucinations and such are of the astral; This is what normies call schizophrenia, what it actually is - out of control psychic tuning to psychic sensations and manifestations on the astral plane overlapping the physical far too much in exuding of your own imagination and expectations.

Cata, I have something I want you to try out, you don't have to it's up to you, but I think it will help you see what I mean and realize. You can try this out too Gear if you want, up to you as well. You know this meditation right? The descending sun? I want you to do something like this, but with a shiny clean black orb of positive grounding black energy and preferably do this when you're feeling in a good mood but you can just try it whenever really.

To help you associate the colour, look at these images to refer to to help you visualize it, note the reflective shininess and clean pristine glisten of the black. This is essentially the shiny black your orb is going to look like.

Visualize and intend this shiny black orb to hover just above your head, make it big enough that you could fit your head inside if you wanted to, make it very solidified in it's appearance and existence. Then with your physical hands, reach up and grab hold of it's sides, then slowly pull it down to descend upon your head comfortingly like a soft black cloud going through you and your psychic centres and chakras, allowing it to engulf your upper chakras and head and push down excess energies. Believe and know with full confidence that the orb is following your hands as you pull it down upon your head, kind of like putting it on as a safety helmet, know that black energy is grounding and is of the earth element, the physical realm and physicality is will give you control.

If you held strong in your confidence and intent in directing the black orb properly, this can feel like a comforting tight hug around your pineal gland and what will happen is a feeling of relief essentially, as well as a subtle silence in your head, a calmness of your mind and you'll see the physical reality and realm outside of your head and yourself a bit more clearly.

If you try this meditation out and manage to do it correctly, even if you get a little bit or very subtly of what I'm saying you'll expect successfully, let me know and I'll tell you why it does what it does. Also let me know what else it changes and makes you feel. I have tried this meditation myself when my psychic chakras and centres are way too wild and sporadic with energies, I would never suggest something without trying it for myself first or testing to make sure it works before suggesting it to someone else.

It has worked for me, it will work for you so long as you believe it will and remain aware that the orb will help to control your energies in your head and upper chakras to enable self-discipline of them and contain them more healthily and safely within.

Incidentally I have made a thread about the third-eye explaining it's functions in our perception of truth and imagination in the realities around us. It explains the spiritual sciences of how all of this works and why. When it gets approved I will link you to it here to read. It might help you understand some things.

Everything spiritual can be 'scientifically' explained because it is all real energy that has real functions and they all intermingle with another with real reactions and results.

They exact from the 6th chakra because the 6th chakra rules intent which is what manifests our thoughts onto the astral reality. When the 6th chakra grows out of control with lots of tuning and energy without a counterweight balance of strong and focused lower chakras to keep it's energies and influence contained, then the energies of it's intent rulership and functionality essentially escape from your direct control and manifest separately from your desires on their own outside of yourself with the most subtlest of your feelings and expectations. This is why it can feel like they are something separate from you or even a separate being when they aren't. They seem to act of their own accord because you are spiritually lacking that much control over of your own psychic energies, so they manifest on their own outside of this control that you lack but they are still conjured from your own emotions, feelings, thoughts and psychic intents however subtle.

Well, thanks i think i understand it somewhat.

I wanted to ask more exactly about the faint tightness that appears when people doubt something and thought that the pressure that is similar to thightness in my head/upper part and front part is maybe because of the doubt but noo it's not i think it's because i did the opening for the third eye and the crown chakra and 6th chakra and as it says on the JOS that there is pressure in front of the brain when i open the third eye sucesfully, there is pressure around the crown chakra too when opening it, for some people. So that's what it is.

I don't entirely know exactly what you're asking but a lot of energy in the psychic centres frequently causes headaches and an airy dizziness like there's a fog in your mind, lots of buzzing, practically no silence in the head or your thoughts, makes void meditation virtually impossible.

It's true as you said i hear buzzing and having fog in my mind like when i don't see clearly stuff in my mind, and yeah no silence... In the last time for over 2-3 months i didn't realy hear any more my thoughts reflections as you said just rarely and i'm taking half of the anti-psyhotic tablet.

Believe me i already read about this that they are the reflection of my emotions but you're answer is more precise.
This was in the beginning, i didn't know this to be true but i just believed that is the case but kind of forgot about it.

I many times asked my self questions or my GD and like the reflection answered me and somethimes it was perfectly acurate i didn't know about a stuff then i asked what it is and he told me the answer and i didn't know if it is true or not so i searched on the internet and it was true, more exaclty i asked Satan what the letters on the pentagram of the JOS mean and i got the voice and it said "it's cuneiform" as i said i didn't know what it was but it was true after i searched it and i saw it's true so i knew it it's true. I mean i have the clair audience centers open because i heard the celestial music in my dream when i asked Satan for help. But yeah they aren't open enought, yet.

Actually my nick name is Cătă and that is the corect pronciation also my name is Cătălin, you can hear it on google translator if you want X)

Cata, I have something I want you to try out, you don't have to it's up to you, but I think it will help you see what I mean and realize. You can try this out too Gear if you want, up to you as well. You know this meditation right? The descending sun? I want you to do something like this, but with a shiny clean black orb of positive grounding black energy and preferably do this when you're feeling in a good mood but you can just try it whenever really.

Ok, i will do that. I got really excited about this black energy

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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You're still under the impression that schizophrenia is a physical issue with the brain, there's no "kind" to it, there is nothing physical about it, it's entirely spiritual and has to do with the psychic centres and psychic chakras.

I know this because (and I wasn't able to do this before in the past, I developed it in training with meditation) when I tune into my psychic sight, hearing and senses to perceive the astral, I experience precisely what 'schizophrenics' experience. You start to see things on the astral, very 3D and solid shapes and figures that move in the dark, certain physical objects seem to warp and change in your vision, you hear voices (either your own thoughts rebounding back into your psychic hearing or another's, I have been able to control these voices and what they say with my own intent because I already know they are my own and can make them say whatever I want them to say and even change the voice as I want them to sound, male or female, high or low pitch, etc) and I am able to open up to this and close it off at will with the meditation methods on our website and raw intent.

You don't have any kind of physical mental illness of which normies name and call for their lack of spiritual understanding on what is actually going on in truth.

You unintentionally summoned an enemy on the astral thinking it was a succubus, and in thinking it was a succubus you emotionally(psychically) allowed them to do whatever they wanted to you, and when you do that psychically on the astral it responds by literally opening your soul's energy shields and barriers in acceptance. Love or strong lustful desires for someone are but a couple of emotions in their rulerships that enable another to entirely bypass any and all protections because it focuses on opening a connection to them either for the good or for the bad, in your case, very bad. You opened up to this enemy entity's own energies and influences, in other words you fully let them into your body.

You then blacked out as they took full control of your body, possessing you and making you do shit while you were out, and this fucked up your psychic senses because they really mess up the psychic senses as they need to use and manipulate them in order to control your body with their own motions to make you do shit that either lands you in jail or a psych ward while you're unaware and they leave this behind with an imprinted issue in that your psychic senses become unbalanced and fucked up and leave you perpetually exposed to the astral with no shield or barriers to protect you in control of perception over it or to close it off from you seeing it because they destroyed those barriers and shields of self-control and perception in order to gain access through and take them over so they could control your body. Usually our members here have to work to actually opening these barriers in order to see the astral, like opening a door and then learning to close it at will, but in this case you don't even have a 'door', it was completely destroyed from the possession of that entity that needed to break through it in order to take over your body, therefore you would see through to the astral completely with no restraining factor or way to close it off.

And then you oh so 'coincidentally' were said to have what normies label as "schizophrenia" after this event in seeing your own thoughts, expectations and likely other beings on the astral manifesting before your completely exposed and open psychic sight, because normies don't understand or know about the spiritual implications, exposing you to the astral to perceive your own thoughts, intents that then conjure on the THOUGHT plane as hallucinations and sensations that you feel, hear and perceive. Very much like a waking dream because dreams are the astral when our physical awareness is tuned out in sleep, in truth we are actually dreaming all the time even while awake because it is the astral plane around us, the average joe just doesn't see it because they're not tuned into the astral or have weak/closed off psychic senses. In the past people with schizophrenia were named "of the devil" and were called witches because they could see and hear things people could not, they were able to tell things about people nobody else knew and individuals would get freaked out thinking they were either possessed or had evil powers.

This is what happened to you and why you're so exposed to the astral. You don't know that you are able to control what you see, hear, because you doubt yourself so much and lack the confidence in your own control. If you intent with strong enough belief and confidence that you can, you can do it. If you go up to a hallucination and tell it to change it's form or to do something specific, hell even expect one to be created in front of you and then you fully believe and expect it to do so, it will... because they are your own creations of your own thoughts. The second you doubt they are your own or believe that it's something else or go "Oh shit it's not listening to me", they won't listen to you, but if you recognize that they are your own makings, you can learn to command them.

This can help you realize the truth of what I am speaking... the astral, magic, psychic ability, it is directed with intent which rules over the 6th chakra... but in order to have control and manifest that intent, belief and confidence is required... this is why the male and lower counterpart to the 6th chakra is the sacral chakra... which rules over both of those emotions and works together with the 6th chakra in tandem.

This extreme exposure to the astral is also why you have such powerful and vivid dreams, because like I said above, dreams are of the astral (and this is why our gods can influence them to give us signs and communicate) and you already perceive the astral so clearly because your barriers of sight and perception to it were destroyed when you were possessed by that enemy entity. In truth you need healthy bindings and barriers in order to control your exposure to the astral. On our website we are taught to both open and close our chakras. It is said on the website with psychic hearing for example, if the enemy is trying to bombard you with 'vocal' harassment and it's bothering you, it tells you to close your psychic hearing so that you no longer hear it and simply tune into your physical hearing instead... like normies always are.

In truth, I've been giving you bullshit information on how to help you with meditation, etc, because all this time I had no idea you were schizophrenic, which explains everything. Why you can't do void meditation for the life of you, why you make confusing posts that you later don't know why you did or noticed how strange they were, why you lack so much control over spirituality as well as so much confidence in yourself and even why you struggle to output spiritual power as I will describe in the below paragraph.

I know for a fact you are on medications because medications for schizophrenia only work because they block the energies of the psychic perception in mirror to their physical influences in your body, shutting out certain electrical pathways thus preventing them from functioning normally to a degree, and in this blocking it also prevents you from seeing beauty in things, little to no blissful admiration for things like art, colours, lack in creativity and this makes imagining things for meditation, which is required to direct the energy, feel like an intensely laborious job or it feels like you literally can't do it as if something is immediately cutting it off or strongly holding and barricading it down from even rising out and that's exactly how it feels right? Like something is preventing it from rising out or getting up from something, it's like it's trapped under a cellar door or something and can't get any higher or even manifest at all? The moment you try it is immediately slammed into a solid wall and is instantly cut down and prevented from moving forward at all to project. Like a road that suddenly just ends immediately at the very start of it's beginning. Because you are actually lacking the full ability to do it because it's blocked out from the medications you're taking and you are trying to essentially push through a mountain. Physical influences can have the strongest control over spirituality.

With blocked psychic chakras and centres you can also be rather unfeeling or feel like your lacking or missing out on emotions, like you can't tune into emotions and feelings as if you're some robot or as if they aren't part of you. Feeling emotions and such are manifested from the psychic chakras... if they're blocked... well. From my experience in the past when I had an anxiety disorder (that I completely got rid of through meditations over the years, haven't been on any medication for years with no problems since) prozac did the same thing to me. It made me unfeeling, emotionally uninclined, closed off to emotions, because it was blocking my psychic chakras that enabled me to feel fear. I didn't feel fear or anxiety, because I didn't feel anything of such emotions because the prozac was blocking my psychic chakras from manifesting them, it was blocking good emotions too.

You told me you feel that barrier like something is in the way of your imaginative and creative output to direct and intend energy and spirituality... and perhaps this whole time you've been objectively and spiritually been able to actually feel and see this barrier, because it turns out, for the first time in my awareness, there actually is a barrier blocking your spiritual abilities. But it's not what you thought in that you're just some 'unspecial snowflake' who got the shit end of the stick in somehow having no magical ability, it is your medications that are blocking your psychic abilities because this is how it stops you from perceiving the astral so that you stop seeing the 'hallucinations' of which are on the astral plane.

Does this mean come off your medications? No. That's a bit more complex in working towards a very gradual development of very slightly lowering doses and working consistently with what you can at a time to gain control in perception. I also don't know the legal implications if you got in trouble with the law, I know some schizophrenics that, by law, must remain on medication... at least that was the impression I got because they got into legal trouble over it. to which I can't tell you to break the law because we are law abiding.

I finally know and see the whole story now, this kind of information in that you summoned an enemy entity and 'conveniently' blacked out, of which is warned on our website as enemy possession to which, no surprise, they landed you in a shit heaping mess of trouble and destroyed your healthy bindings of your psychic chakras giving you the full fledged 100% open and exposed experience of perception to the astral plane, which normies then, in lacking understanding of the existence of the spiritual, labelled you as a 'mental illness' they call 'schizophrenia'. All of this information was pretty damn important to know what your deal is...

With that clarity, all of this can be explained to the letter, but you must believe in the existence of the spiritual plane. And trust can go a long way too, I know you think I'm a troll, but it's up to you to decide in the end if you'll accept my explanations as clarity towards truth or not. I won't force you.

"Schizophrenia" is not something 'uncurable'. In fact, it's probably something usable, but the most important factor ever, would be knowing to close off your psychic chakras, giving it back those healthy bindings and gaining control and confidence with your lower chakras.

I need to know, are you taking your medications by law?

Also, does everything make sense to you now? This is why you only got this so-called "schizophrenia" immediately after that black out event. Something destroyed your healthy barriers to the astral in your psychic centres in order to possess them and your psychic chakras to control your body. We have a 'door' of healthy binding energies we can learn to open and close to see the astral and to not see the astral. Usually this 'door' is closed and members have to gradually work through meditations in learning how to open it. You HAD this door... but when you accepted that "succubus" which turned out to be a hostile entity, through connection of emotions such as love and lust, they destroyed all those bindings and barriers in order to possess you. Your 'door' was destroyed. And upon regaining consciousness you were completely and fully exposed to seeing the astral and every passive thought, expectations and intent either on purpose or not, manifesting before you as well as real entities and beings all both in sight, touch, sound and what have you.





Does it sound about right when I tell you, the moment you woke up from blacking out after your 'door' was destroyed... the moment you woke up in that place, you didn't immediately see a whole lot at first? In fact you probably didn't see any hallucinations yet. You didn't really experience a mass of hallucinations or anything right off the bat because your focus was on the physical plane at first, remember the astral and our perception of it is controlled by our tuned perception to what we're focusing on and expecting... you obviously didn't expect to see shit that others didn't, and focusing on the physical plane enables logic and truth to see what is actually there, so anything you did see in 'hallucination' was likely a real being or entity on the astral.

However the second you started to see those strange shapes and hallucinations as time went by you started to tune into them more, focusing your energies upon them thus more focus on the astral thus more focus on imagination therefore less tuning to logic, therefore less control in grounding to the physical, therefor more projection and manifestation of your thoughts so then these hallucinations started to get crazier and more intense and you started seeing and hearing even more of them the more you worried about them and focused on them until the next thing you know you're struggling to discern reality because you're focusing so intensely on these hallucinations and your fears and emotions with no grounded logic or control or a healthy binding to your psychic chakra that you start manifesting your waking reality to essentially be a full fledged dream/nightmare right before your 'physical' eyes and can hardly see the true physical plane anymore because you're no longer tuned into because you're freaking out about what's going on on the astral but you don't know it's the astral and your own thoughts.

... and that's where you start to spiral down to insanity and confusion as it gets worse and worse the more you focus on it all because we empower where we put our attention and energy on the astral and more so spiraling down in not knowing what is going on or why and then next thing you know you end up in a psyche ward and on medication diagnosed with "schizophrenia".

Does that sound about right?

 

[Satasdisciple]

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I don't entirely know exactly what you're asking but a lot of energy in the psychic centres frequently causes headaches and an airy dizziness like there's a fog in your mind, lots of buzzing, practically no silence in the head or your thoughts, makes void meditation virtually impossible.

When I tune into psychic sight to see what's on the astral or projecting conscious focus on the astral plane with no logical filter, the physical reality I'm looking at through my physical eyes looks and feels like it's 'behind' something, like some kind of invisible screen or glass, everything kind of has this almost 'flat' feeling to it.

This is because you're not tuned into your physical sight anymore which is kind of required in the means to applying logic and grounding to your psychic sight, you're tuned into your astral one and the astral plane is the higher plane it is a complete layer 'above' the physical plane and the physical plane lies below it, so it's like looking through the glass of a display case down at the physical plane and the glass is the layer of the astral plane that you're residing consciously upon and are actually looking at.

If any voices in your head, if what they're saying changes according to your mood, if they are casual or content, not saying anything bad, maybe even saying something good occasionally when you're in a good mood this is in responses to your subconscious feelings and any astral expectations and thoughts that manifest upon your own emotions. If you start feeling sad, afraid, getting anxiety, feeling dread or negative emotional energies, don't you think it's kind of strange how the thoughts mirror and reflect upon this by also becoming negative even if they were nice and friendly moments ago? They start insulting you, picking on you, being mean or even encouraging the despair.

Why does this happen? Because they are your own thoughts responding to your own emotions. When I tune into my psychic hearing without any grounded control or self-discipline, it's the same thing that happens to me, they react and behave to my expectations. It is your own influence on the astral, your own thoughts that you are hearing by a quiet and subtle intent of expectation in the back of your mind and this is why they respond and mirror your own emotions, because they are yours and you're creating them.

Not intentionally, but a lack of control and grounding such as with focus and tuning on the physical plane or with a good earth element causes something that, from what I gather in my experience and personal spiritual studies, seems to be what I'm just going to call "background intentions", intentions that you accidentally do in exuding from your emotions and such but are not aware of it nor are actually doing on purpose.

They exact from the 6th chakra because the 6th chakra rules intent which is what manifests our thoughts onto the astral reality. When the 6th chakra grows out of control with lots of tuning and energy without a counterweight balance of strong and focused lower chakras to keep it's energies and influence contained, then the energies of it's intent rulership and functionality essentially escape from your direct control and manifest separately from your desires on their own outside of yourself with the most subtlest of your feelings and expectations. This is why it can feel like they are something separate from you or even a separate being when they aren't. They seem to act of their own accord because you are spiritually lacking that much control over of your own psychic energies, so they manifest on their own outside of this control that you lack but they are still conjured from your own emotions, feelings, thoughts and psychic intents however subtle.

They are still your own thoughts and expectations but they are not properly contained because your psychic centres are out of control, far too open and exposed to the astral with no barrier shield or positive binding (A positive binding is something like a solid barrier like our AoP that protects us in a positive way from negative things, self-control and discipline is also a form of exuding a binding to the energies around us, this is what we call "control" and is positive in a healthy way). Background intentions occur on the astral around you from your own conscious direction because they are no longer confined in a directed manner, they essentially 'escape their cage' of your control and start manifesting on their own as something, still from yourself, but not strongly of your conscious desiring intent.

This is all the same with visual hallucinations and other hallucinatory sensations, our psychic chakras rule all of this and make us feel these things, not our physical brain. This is why you can feel touch, hear sound, taste flavour, smell scent and see things in a vivid or lucid dream as though it were waking life even though you're clearly not in the dream in your actual physical body, there's no way for your nervous system to interpret any of that in this 'fantasy world', now is there? Your physical body is lying asleep in your bed. Dreams are your consciousness on the astral realm and it's your psychic centres that interpret these sensations and visuals and what not that are in rulership here. These hallucinations and such are of the astral; This is what normies call schizophrenia, what it actually is - out of control psychic tuning to psychic sensations and manifestations on the astral plane overlapping the physical far too much in exuding of your own imagination and expectations.

Cata, I have something I want you to try out, you don't have to it's up to you, but I think it will help you see what I mean and realize. You can try this out too Gear if you want, up to you as well. You know this meditation right? The descending sun? I want you to do something like this, but with a shiny clean black orb of positive grounding black energy and preferably do this when you're feeling in a good mood but you can just try it whenever really.

To help you associate the colour, look at these images to refer to to help you visualize it, note the reflective shininess and clean pristine glisten of the black. This is essentially the shiny black your orb is going to look like.

Visualize and intend this shiny black orb to hover just above your head, make it big enough that you could fit your head inside if you wanted to, make it very solidified in it's appearance and existence. Then with your physical hands, reach up and grab hold of it's sides, then slowly pull it down to descend upon your head comfortingly like a soft black cloud going through you and your psychic centres and chakras, allowing it to engulf your upper chakras and head and push down excess energies. Believe and know with full confidence that the orb is following your hands as you pull it down upon your head, kind of like putting it on as a safety helmet, know that black energy is grounding and is of the earth element, the physical realm and physicality is will give you control.

If you held strong in your confidence and intent in directing the black orb properly, this can feel like a comforting tight hug around your pineal gland and what will happen is a feeling of relief essentially, as well as a subtle silence in your head, a calmness of your mind and you'll see the physical reality and realm outside of your head and yourself a bit more clearly.

If you try this meditation out and manage to do it correctly, even if you get a little bit or very subtly of what I'm saying you'll expect successfully, let me know and I'll tell you why it does what it does. Also let me know what else it changes and makes you feel. I have tried this meditation myself when my psychic chakras and centres are way too wild and sporadic with energies, I would never suggest something without trying it for myself first or testing to make sure it works before suggesting it to someone else.

It has worked for me, it will work for you so long as you believe it will and remain aware that the orb will help to control your energies in your head and upper chakras to enable self-discipline of them and contain them more healthily and safely within.

Incidentally I have made a thread about the third-eye explaining it's functions in our perception of truth and imagination in the realities around us. It explains the spiritual sciences of how all of this works and why. When it gets approved I will link you to it here to read. It might help you understand some things.

Everything spiritual can be 'scientifically' explained because it is all real energy that has real functions and they all intermingle with another with real reactions and results.

I mean yeah, the stuff you say about all of this being spiritual sounds believe able but why is that HP Hooded Cobra has even told people that we can’t help them and that they need to seek medical attention?

Why is it that none of your suggestions are helping this Catalina person?

It’s obviously deeper than this and is some real issue(no offense to Catalina at all).

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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Well, thanks i think i understand it somewhat.

I wanted to ask more exactly about the faint tightness that appears when people doubt something and thought that the pressure that is similar to thightness in my head/upper part and front part is maybe because of the doubt but noo it's not i think it's because i did the opening for the third eye and the crown chakra and 6th chakra and as it says on the JOS that there is pressure in front of the brain when i open the third eye sucesfully, there is pressure around the crown chakra too when opening it, for some people. So that's what it is.

Doubt is a blocker, it's energies confine your projection of your abilities into your 6th chakra, therefore it essentially creates a wall that the energies cannot get through in order to manifest what you're trying to manifest. Because it confines and blocks the energies it can feel like a repelling tightness in the centre of your head (where your 6th chakra is located) but you only feel this faint tightness when you're doubting. It cuts off your projection of your intents and blocks the manifestations. This is why doubt must be overcome with it's opposite energy of confidence which is produced from the sacral chakra, because doubt can completely halt manifestation of spiritual intents, thus magical ability and attaining a desired end.

I many times asked my self questions or my GD and like the reflection answered me and somethimes it was perfectly acurate i didn't know about a stuff then i asked what it is and he told me the answer and i didn't know if it is true or not so i searched on the internet and it was true, more exaclty i asked Satan what the letters on the pentagram of the JOS mean and i got the voice and it said "it's cuneiform" as i said i didn't know what it was but it was true after i searched it and i saw it's true so i knew it it's true. I mean i have the clair audience centers open because i heard the celestial music in my dream when i asked Satan for help. But yeah they aren't open enought, yet.

Actually my nick name is Cătă and that is the corect pronciation also my name is Cătălin, you can hear it on google translator if you want X)

When you're psychic centres are open this doesn't mean you are always only perceiving or seeing your own projected imaginations and expectations. You can still see and hear real truths and are able to communicate with the gods as well so long as you have good grounded control and focus on them properly as well as decipher the differences between what you are projecting from your own mind and what is actually true in the reality outside of yourself.

You likely were actually speaking with Satan or your GD, but likewise the astral itself also responds, because you seek truth and expect truth, it will give you/tell you/show you truth as if it was a real person. This is how my own intuition works in reading things on the astral and the astral 'tells' me. It takes a bit of practice to discern whether you're actually speaking to Satan or a demon or if it's just the astral. When it's Satan or a demon though they will not do things you expect because they are their own separate thinking beings, so if they say things you expect them to say or want them to say each time you expect such even subtly, it's most likely not them and is the astral responding to your own thoughts and expectations, like a dream character.

People who have lucid dreams do this a lot in asking a dream character (which is the astral since dreams are in fact the astral realm itself when we're sleeping) and the dream character(which is just a perceptual manifestation of the astral) can actually tell them real truths about themselves or things they didn't know about themselves or even others, so long as they are expecting truth and aren't projecting their own expectations, wants and emotions. When communicating with the gods they can show you other signs among other things to show they are in fact really communicating with you, you can ask for them to show you real signs that they are in fact talking to you and this could vary from feeling sudden bliss in your 6th chakra, having a specific and convenient dream that same night or even a physical object in your room moving or reacting (happens very rarely). It's very likely though you have definitely communicated with them and probably many times, but trust your intuition and gut-feeling.

Regardless the answers you got were true, whether it was Satan, your GD or the Astral, it was truth and that's a good skill to have in a world filled with lies.

 

[Catalincata94]

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Well, thanks i think i understand it somewhat.

I wanted to ask more exactly about the faint tightness that appears when people doubt something and thought that the pressure that is similar to thightness in my head/upper part and front part is maybe because of the doubt but noo it's not i think it's because i did the opening for the third eye and the crown chakra and 6th chakra and as it says on the JOS that there is pressure in front of the brain when i open the third eye sucesfully, there is pressure around the crown chakra too when opening it, for some people. So that's what it is.

Doubt is a blocker, it's energies confine your projection of your abilities into your 6th chakra, therefore it essentially creates a wall that the energies cannot get through in order to manifest what you're trying to manifest. Because it confines and blocks the energies it can feel like a repelling tightness in the centre of your head (where your 6th chakra is located) but you only feel this faint tightness when you're doubting. It cuts off your projection of your intents and blocks the manifestations. This is why doubt must be overcome with it's opposite energy of confidence which is produced from the sacral chakra, because doubt can completely halt manifestation of spiritual intents, thus magical ability and attaining a desired end.

I many times asked my self questions or my GD and like the reflection answered me and somethimes it was perfectly acurate i didn't know about a stuff then i asked what it is and he told me the answer and i didn't know if it is true or not so i searched on the internet and it was true, more exaclty i asked Satan what the letters on the pentagram of the JOS mean and i got the voice and it said "it's cuneiform" as i said i didn't know what it was but it was true after i searched it and i saw it's true so i knew it it's true. I mean i have the clair audience centers open because i heard the celestial music in my dream when i asked Satan for help. But yeah they aren't open enought, yet.

Actually my nick name is Cătă and that is the corect pronciation also my name is Cătălin, you can hear it on google translator if you want X)

When you're psychic centres are open this doesn't mean you are always only perceiving or seeing your own projected imaginations and expectations. You can still see and hear real truths and are able to communicate with the gods as well so long as you have good grounded control and focus on them properly as well as decipher the differences between what you are projecting from your own mind and what is actually true in the reality outside of yourself.

You likely were actually speaking with Satan or your GD, but likewise the astral itself also responds, because you seek truth and expect truth, it will give you/tell you/show you truth as if it was a real person. This is how my own intuition works in reading things on the astral and the astral 'tells' me. It takes a bit of practice to discern whether you're actually speaking to Satan or a demon or if it's just the astral. When it's Satan or a demon though they will not do things you expect because they are their own separate thinking beings, so if they say things you expect them to say or want them to say each time you expect such even subtly, it's most likely not them and is the astral responding to your own thoughts and expectations, like a dream character.

People who have lucid dreams do this a lot in asking a dream character (which is the astral since dreams are in fact the astral realm itself when we're sleeping) and the dream character(which is just a perceptual manifestation of the astral) can actually tell them real truths about themselves or things they didn't know about themselves or even others, so long as they are expecting truth and aren't projecting their own expectations, wants and emotions. When communicating with the gods they can show you other signs among other things to show they are in fact really communicating with you, you can ask for them to show you real signs that they are in fact talking to you and this could vary from feeling sudden bliss in your 6th chakra, having a specific and convenient dream that same night or even a physical object in your room moving or reacting (happens very rarely). It's very likely though you have definitely communicated with them and probably many times, but trust your intuition and gut-feeling.

Regardless the answers you got were true, whether it was Satan, your GD or the Astral, it was truth and that's a good skill to have in a world filled with lies.

Ooooohhh yeahhh XDD i can use this to know everything i want, so it takes practice but the key is expectation but, as i've read on JOS is that the ether or aether has all the knowledge in existence and, the ether is also in the astral?

 

[Gearshift]

I take medications because I want to not by law. Even if forced by law I would not take them or take them because I feel like it but not wanting to do it even if by law.

First I take two meditations, the medication for psychosis/schizophrenia and the counter-agent.

Smallest dose of Prolixin/Fluphenzine 5mg. Counter-Agent: Cogentin/Benztropine 2mg.

According to my psychiatrist I take the lowest dose known to provide reasonable effects. This medication was produced decades ago.

Also you kinda are a story-teller(might you have some Leo in your astro chart?). You express me to such a high degree and I have to ask you what meditation or meditations did I do to open my astral counterpart organs(chakras). For example in the last few months I hardly meditate at all. Clean, protect, EZ chakra spin, some breath rituals such as the survival guide for acquiring stuff and that is it.

How can I be so spiritually advanced if I hardly did anything at all?

Lets put it like this you state I worked or activated my lesser astral chakras. How do you know that when in all the times I focused on the chakras of those areas is like 4-6 times in my life.

Your literally exaggerating my spiritual phenomenas or tell me that somehow I'm very spiritually advanced.

If I could provide you with my astral chart maybe naturally you would understand. I take medications, hardly spiritually advanced, hardly do anything.

Also about emotions you said Prozac made you a robot, ice cold killer. Well funny enough one website states my emotional side is like non-existant to my astro chart. I'm an emotional person but I feel no emotions nor have desires for anything.

I think GitM I'm gonna stop posting on this thread and other threads because your kinda stating I do stuff. I do SS;DD same shit; different day. I have absolutely nothing going on. If I was some extremist I'd probably be meditation 4+ hours a day that's how nothing my days are.

I think in my personal opinion your reading too much into. Those things that I describe and experience are just fancy flights of mental intellectual/emotional thoughts. Yes I experienced a break down a schizophrenic or whatever happened. But non-the less how does that make me spiritually advanced.

The succubus thing I performed a ritual I asked for one nothing came. Your implying I created something or a being interfered and used me. Well funny enough how do I know that. I don't know I'm not open to no spiritual world I see the World in front of me.

I live in my head all the time. All these things are just my intellect I intellectualize the spiritual with a mercurian flavor. Like the astrological chart that I have states on my mercury and aspects a blending of emotion and logic.

Anyways GitM I think you are talking to me as if I seen the Gods and never have I seen or encountered or done anything. It's not doubt just when you don't know how to meditate and do the proper meditations.

I have no hope nor no training nor no education on meditation even the 40 day guide isn't special. I'm just sick and tired of wasting my time, effort, and life. It's like the old saying goes "religion is just a lifelong preoccupation to make individuals not destroy but to just live normally".

Well what can I say that's my preoccupation all day. And any time I talk about this stuff everyone shuts me up because it's like the saying goes "Your in a cult, so don't mess with my cult". Apparently it's desirable for people to be in cults that do nothing and not do anything. Well what can I say I'm in a cult that apparently somehow has the World of the enemy on it's knees collapsing each day.

I really don't know. Honestly GitM I have no fucking clue on anything, no experience, education or anything to that matter. I'm 30 years old currently and I have not a single clue on anything. I just live for the sake of living because two stupid people fucked.

I'm just lost and that is it.

I guess when I speak everyone creates "Pink elephants" due to my side of the story. I really don't know why, I truly hate this World. It seems like I cannot speak or process or communicate. Why would beings of higher power help a civilization that cannot transcribe their mind, thoughts, emotions, and feelings into text. Apparently humanity and such as myself is more fucked up than what can possibly be believed.

 

[Powerisallthatmatters02]

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You're still under the impression that schizophrenia is a physical issue with the brain, there's no "kind" to it, there is nothing physical about it, it's entirely spiritual and has to do with the psychic centres and psychic chakras.

I know this because (and I wasn't able to do this before in the past, I developed it in training with meditation) when I tune into my psychic sight, hearing and senses to perceive the astral, I experience precisely what 'schizophrenics' experience. You start to see things on the astral, very 3D and solid shapes and figures that move in the dark, certain physical objects seem to warp and change in your vision, you hear voices (either your own thoughts rebounding back into your psychic hearing or another's, I have been able to control these voices and what they say with my own intent because I already know they are my own and can make them say whatever I want them to say and even change the voice as I want them to sound, male or female, high or low pitch, etc) and I am able to open up to this and close it off at will with the meditation methods on our website and raw intent.

You don't have any kind of physical mental illness of which normies name and call for their lack of spiritual understanding on what is actually going on in truth.

You unintentionally summoned an enemy on the astral thinking it was a succubus, and in thinking it was a succubus you emotionally(psychically) allowed them to do whatever they wanted to you, and when you do that psychically on the astral it responds by literally opening your soul's energy shields and barriers in acceptance. Love or strong lustful desires for someone are but a couple of emotions in their rulerships that enable another to entirely bypass any and all protections because it focuses on opening a connection to them either for the good or for the bad, in your case, very bad. You opened up to this enemy entity's own energies and influences, in other words you fully let them into your body.

You then blacked out as they took full control of your body, possessing you and making you do shit while you were out, and this fucked up your psychic senses because they really mess up the psychic senses as they need to use and manipulate them in order to control your body with their own motions to make you do shit that either lands you in jail or a psych ward while you're unaware and they leave this behind with an imprinted issue in that your psychic senses become unbalanced and fucked up and leave you perpetually exposed to the astral with no shield or barriers to protect you in control of perception over it or to close it off from you seeing it because they destroyed those barriers and shields of self-control and perception in order to gain access through and take them over so they could control your body. Usually our members here have to work to actually opening these barriers in order to see the astral, like opening a door and then learning to close it at will, but in this case you don't even have a 'door', it was completely destroyed from the possession of that entity that needed to break through it in order to take over your body, therefore you would see through to the astral completely with no restraining factor or way to close it off.

And then you oh so 'coincidentally' were said to have what normies label as "schizophrenia" after this event in seeing your own thoughts, expectations and likely other beings on the astral manifesting before your completely exposed and open psychic sight, because normies don't understand or know about the spiritual implications, exposing you to the astral to perceive your own thoughts, intents that then conjure on the THOUGHT plane as hallucinations and sensations that you feel, hear and perceive. Very much like a waking dream because dreams are the astral when our physical awareness is tuned out in sleep, in truth we are actually dreaming all the time even while awake because it is the astral plane around us, the average joe just doesn't see it because they're not tuned into the astral or have weak/closed off psychic senses. In the past people with schizophrenia were named "of the devil" and were called witches because they could see and hear things people could not, they were able to tell things about people nobody else knew and individuals would get freaked out thinking they were either possessed or had evil powers.

This is what happened to you and why you're so exposed to the astral. You don't know that you are able to control what you see, hear, because you doubt yourself so much and lack the confidence in your own control. If you intent with strong enough belief and confidence that you can, you can do it. If you go up to a hallucination and tell it to change it's form or to do something specific, hell even expect one to be created in front of you and then you fully believe and expect it to do so, it will... because they are your own creations of your own thoughts. The second you doubt they are your own or believe that it's something else or go "Oh shit it's not listening to me", they won't listen to you, but if you recognize that they are your own makings, you can learn to command them.

This can help you realize the truth of what I am speaking... the astral, magic, psychic ability, it is directed with intent which rules over the 6th chakra... but in order to have control and manifest that intent, belief and confidence is required... this is why the male and lower counterpart to the 6th chakra is the sacral chakra... which rules over both of those emotions and works together with the 6th chakra in tandem.

This extreme exposure to the astral is also why you have such powerful and vivid dreams, because like I said above, dreams are of the astral (and this is why our gods can influence them to give us signs and communicate) and you already perceive the astral so clearly because your barriers of sight and perception to it were destroyed when you were possessed by that enemy entity. In truth you need healthy bindings and barriers in order to control your exposure to the astral. On our website we are taught to both open and close our chakras. It is said on the website with psychic hearing for example, if the enemy is trying to bombard you with 'vocal' harassment and it's bothering you, it tells you to close your psychic hearing so that you no longer hear it and simply tune into your physical hearing instead... like normies always are.

In truth, I've been giving you bullshit information on how to help you with meditation, etc, because all this time I had no idea you were schizophrenic, which explains everything. Why you can't do void meditation for the life of you, why you make confusing posts that you later don't know why you did or noticed how strange they were, why you lack so much control over spirituality as well as so much confidence in yourself and even why you struggle to output spiritual power as I will describe in the below paragraph.

I know for a fact you are on medications because medications for schizophrenia only work because they block the energies of the psychic perception in mirror to their physical influences in your body, shutting out certain electrical pathways thus preventing them from functioning normally to a degree, and in this blocking it also prevents you from seeing beauty in things, little to no blissful admiration for things like art, colours, lack in creativity and this makes imagining things for meditation, which is required to direct the energy, feel like an intensely laborious job or it feels like you literally can't do it as if something is immediately cutting it off or strongly holding and barricading it down from even rising out and that's exactly how it feels right? Like something is preventing it from rising out or getting up from something, it's like it's trapped under a cellar door or something and can't get any higher or even manifest at all? The moment you try it is immediately slammed into a solid wall and is instantly cut down and prevented from moving forward at all to project. Like a road that suddenly just ends immediately at the very start of it's beginning. Because you are actually lacking the full ability to do it because it's blocked out from the medications you're taking and you are trying to essentially push through a mountain. Physical influences can have the strongest control over spirituality.

With blocked psychic chakras and centres you can also be rather unfeeling or feel like your lacking or missing out on emotions, like you can't tune into emotions and feelings as if you're some robot or as if they aren't part of you. Feeling emotions and such are manifested from the psychic chakras... if they're blocked... well. From my experience in the past when I had an anxiety disorder (that I completely got rid of through meditations over the years, haven't been on any medication for years with no problems since) prozac did the same thing to me. It made me unfeeling, emotionally uninclined, closed off to emotions, because it was blocking my psychic chakras that enabled me to feel fear. I didn't feel fear or anxiety, because I didn't feel anything of such emotions because the prozac was blocking my psychic chakras from manifesting them, it was blocking good emotions too.

You told me you feel that barrier like something is in the way of your imaginative and creative output to direct and intend energy and spirituality... and perhaps this whole time you've been objectively and spiritually been able to actually feel and see this barrier, because it turns out, for the first time in my awareness, there actually is a barrier blocking your spiritual abilities. But it's not what you thought in that you're just some 'unspecial snowflake' who got the shit end of the stick in somehow having no magical ability, it is your medications that are blocking your psychic abilities because this is how it stops you from perceiving the astral so that you stop seeing the 'hallucinations' of which are on the astral plane.

Does this mean come off your medications? No. That's a bit more complex in working towards a very gradual development of very slightly lowering doses and working consistently with what you can at a time to gain control in perception. I also don't know the legal implications if you got in trouble with the law, I know some schizophrenics that, by law, must remain on medication... at least that was the impression I got because they got into legal trouble over it. to which I can't tell you to break the law because we are law abiding.

I finally know and see the whole story now, this kind of information in that you summoned an enemy entity and 'conveniently' blacked out, of which is warned on our website as enemy possession to which, no surprise, they landed you in a shit heaping mess of trouble and destroyed your healthy bindings of your psychic chakras giving you the full fledged 100% open and exposed experience of perception to the astral plane, which normies then, in lacking understanding of the existence of the spiritual, labelled you as a 'mental illness' they call 'schizophrenia'. All of this information was pretty damn important to know what your deal is...

With that clarity, all of this can be explained to the letter, but you must believe in the existence of the spiritual plane. And trust can go a long way too, I know you think I'm a troll, but it's up to you to decide in the end if you'll accept my explanations as clarity towards truth or not. I won't force you.

"Schizophrenia" is not something 'uncurable'. In fact, it's probably something usable, but the most important factor ever, would be knowing to close off your psychic chakras, giving it back those healthy bindings and gaining control and confidence with your lower chakras.

I need to know, are you taking your medications by law?

Also, does everything make sense to you now? This is why you only got this so-called "schizophrenia" immediately after that black out event. Something destroyed your healthy barriers to the astral in your psychic centres in order to possess them and your psychic chakras to control your body. We have a 'door' of healthy binding energies we can learn to open and close to see the astral and to not see the astral. Usually this 'door' is closed and members have to gradually work through meditations in learning how to open it. You HAD this door... but when you accepted that "succubus" which turned out to be a hostile entity, through connection of emotions such as love and lust, they destroyed all those bindings and barriers in order to possess you. Your 'door' was destroyed. And upon regaining consciousness you were completely and fully exposed to seeing the astral and every passive thought, expectations and intent either on purpose or not, manifesting before you as well as real entities and beings all both in sight, touch, sound and what have you.





Does it sound about right when I tell you, the moment you woke up from blacking out after your 'door' was destroyed... the moment you woke up in that place, you didn't immediately see a whole lot at first? In fact you probably didn't see any hallucinations yet. You didn't really experience a mass of hallucinations or anything right off the bat because your focus was on the physical plane at first, remember the astral and our perception of it is controlled by our tuned perception to what we're focusing on and expecting... you obviously didn't expect to see shit that others didn't, and focusing on the physical plane enables logic and truth to see what is actually there, so anything you did see in 'hallucination' was likely a real being or entity on the astral.

However the second you started to see those strange shapes and hallucinations as time went by you started to tune into them more, focusing your energies upon them thus more focus on the astral thus more focus on imagination therefore less tuning to logic, therefore less control in grounding to the physical, therefor more projection and manifestation of your thoughts so then these hallucinations started to get crazier and more intense and you started seeing and hearing even more of them the more you worried about them and focused on them until the next thing you know you're struggling to discern reality because you're focusing so intensely on these hallucinations and your fears and emotions with no grounded logic or control or a healthy binding to your psychic chakra that you start manifesting your waking reality to essentially be a full fledged dream/nightmare right before your 'physical' eyes and can hardly see the true physical plane anymore because you're no longer tuned into because you're freaking out about what's going on on the astral but you don't know it's the astral and your own thoughts.

... and that's where you start to spiral down to insanity and confusion as it gets worse and worse the more you focus on it all because we empower where we put our attention and energy on the astral and more so spiraling down in not knowing what is going on or why and then next thing you know you end up in a psyche ward and on medication diagnosed with "schizophrenia".

Does that sound about right?

How do you astral project ive gotten so close
But how do i switch my brain bodys conscience sight to my spirits conscience sight?

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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How do you astral project ive gotten so close
But how do i switch my brain bodys conscience sight to my spirits conscience sight?

This takes training and practice and is not something easily explained, but it is heavily utilized by the Heart Chakra as the Heart Chakra rules over all matters of connections.

Meditation for Astral Projection

 

[Sundara]

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Sometimes the only difference between insanity and spirituality at certain level is the ability to control the experience you’re having. I do think there are different forms of insanity though. There’s the uncontrollable subconscious which can be difficult to get a grip on, then there’s kikes who are not compatible with the body they’re in. Not compatible with life itself. Maybe this is caused by being mixed with gentiles as well.

Having too much serpent or kundalini issues that manifest mentally should never be considered insanity should never be treated with psychiatric drugs.

Other forms, I’m not sure. I’ve recently received a book in a really strange way that happened to have information on healing mental conditions through spiritual means. I hope to one day have more complete information and a guide on mental illness, healing this, ect.

One way I’ve healed depression is by fixing some inner traumas and then opening up psychic centers so energy could flow more freely. There are also even different roots and types of depression. Someone’s cause could be in the lower chakras versus upper. I think mental illness is an entire category of its own just as physical illness for sure. There are healing methods to go about this physically and spiritually for both too.

Minor mental illness seems easy to treat with meditation like phobias and small cases of depression. More major can take a very long time, because mental illness can be very debilitating. Just like it would be treating someone with multiple sclerosis versus acne.

 

[Ĥl·lĥæ]

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Your concern is whether you're making up illusions and falsehoods of your own mind, if you're making everything up.

If you're so worried about tricking and deceiving yourself then why don't you learn to utilize focus on and clean + develop your third-eye? The third-eye is not just the chakra that enables one to see 'spooks' and things on the astral, on it's own it is the one chakra that is actually able to completely see, understand, interpret, read and perceive actual real truths.

This is because the third-eye in 'spiritual biology' of the soul, is actually separated from the imaginative functions of the other psychic chakras that enable one to create and direct energy as well as manifest thoughts, fantasies and imagination on the thoughtplane. This imaginative portion of thoughts on the thoughtplane is what creates our dreams passively on the astral and this is why they are so confusing, bizarre and messy, these chakras are the free-flowing creative that allow us to think of whatever we want and manifest them even before us in visual/sensing perception, but the third-eye lies completely outside of this as a separate entity and shows you what actually is outside of this.

The third eye does not instigate or factor into any of these 'illusions of fantasy' because that is not it's function, those are not it's energies it's not what it does in the soul nor can it do, it's a completely different cog in the machine with it's own unique function outside of everything else. The third-eye simply allows you to see not just the astral and manifestations of your thoughts, but also truths and reality when you cut off and separate the other psychic chakras energies and influences from seeping into it to see through the third eye alone on it's own.

Tuning into the third-eye properly takes practice, when done correctly to actually 'see' and 'know' the truths around you, there will be an odd silence and stillness in your mind, you'll actually feel clarity as the noisiness of the creativity and imaginative thoughts in your mind are silenced out from the truth of the third-eye. There will be stillness and you'll actually feel yourself very real in the here and now, your presence is made ever solid and aware in clarity and it's like a fog is lifted, the energies inside your head in the centre of your brain where your pineal gland and 6th chakra are will be still and quiet, because this is what manifests the imaginative creative and where such energies 'buzz' around with their astral, bioelectric and magnetic vibrations, and all that noise constantly going on in there is why you struggle so hard with void meditation, you unwittingly feed it so much.

When you feel that stillness, that clarity, that sudden perceptual free-and-open-air as if a cloth was removed from your face allowing you to 'breathe' clearly, you've tuned into perception through the truth of the third-eye separate from the imaginative psyche correctly. Do not deny this clarity, it is very real, in fact when tuned in properly separate from your inner emotions, you can't deny it, you will have a strange automatic 'knowing' to it's realness so long as you keep separate the imaginative energies from the other psychic chakras from getting in. You will know it and must allow yourself to know it.

Once tuned properly into the third-eye and seeing clarity, you can learn and train yourself to passively direct the desire to know what is what, but your foundational flooring that upholds this direction is primarily your focus and tuning to and through the third-eye.

Use an affirmation and repeat it. Affirm it and the astral will respond to your intent and belief. "I have full and total control over my thoughts and perception and can see the truth from my third-eye in a safe, healthy and positive way for me."

"I am now and forever able to always see and know total truths with complete clarity in every way, free from all illusion and deception in a safe, healthy and positive way for me"

This does not have to be any official affirmation to any working, just say it and affirm it any time, any where. What you affirm will happen as your desire and intent. Don't just cut off and practically say "Fuck you, you're not going to work." you need to seriously allow it to just do it's job and enable it to do as so, don't just close the door on it immediately. Do not doubt, doubt builds up in the head and blocks things out, you can actually 'physically' feel it build a very subtle pressure in your head the moment you doubt something, pay attention whenever you doubt something and you'll notice this, it's a very faint 'tightness' in the brain. If you notice this and are willing to learn why it happens when you doubt something, I can try to explain it to you so long as you are open to the answer. Stop the doubt and push it out spiritually, astrally clean out and actually remove the doubt from your mind, this is done like any other form of energy because it is energy as well manifested as an emotion/feeling.

You want clarity so badly you have to make the effort for it. The third-eye is your key.

thank you, your answer brought me mental clarity and i had a lot of questions. that have now been answered, I don't understand 100% the clarity of the facts but I'll keep moving forward anyway.