Apologies

[Jrvan]

I'll try to keep this post as concise as I can. I apologize for being so disruptive when I was active on these forums. While I don't remember my exact state of mind back then, I do recall that there was often a sort of desperation to what I was saying and trying to accomplish. Looking back at it now it all seems really foolish. Like the time I made a big deal about men wearing dresses and other unorthodox clothing because I thought it would be therapeutic enough for trannies to not kill or mutilate themselves. Or my constant feud with Jack which I believed served the greater purpose of "giving women their voices back" on the forums or something, as if they needed me to do that for them. I wasted a lot of time and energy of the people here with my nonsense. I won't be returning here, but for what it's worth I will try to learn from this and not go on pointless crusades in the future.

 

[HadesWithin666]

Don't worry, nobody here is perfect, absolutely nobody, mistakes and things happens, just move on and stop living in the past, what matters is what you do from now on.

 

[Epiphany]

I'll try to keep this post as concise as I can. I apologize for being so disruptive when I was active on these forums. While I don't remember my exact state of mind back then, I do recall that there was often a sort of desperation to what I was saying and trying to accomplish. Looking back at it now it all seems really foolish. Like the time I made a big deal about men wearing dresses and other unorthodox clothing because I thought it would be therapeutic enough for trannies to not kill or mutilate themselves. Or my constant feud with Jack which I believed served the greater purpose of "giving women their voices back" on the forums or something, as if they needed me to do that for them. I wasted a lot of time and energy of the people here with my nonsense. I won't be returning here, but for what it's worth I will try to learn from this and not go on pointless crusades in the future.

It was really goofy, but it's in the past and no lasting harm seems to have been caused. The "desperation" and crusadership and other motives you speak of wasn't as hidden as you might think.

Everybody says things they regret and things that seem foolish in hindsight, and everybody has their tics. What's important is that you become aware, learn from it and move on, which you seem to be doing now. It's no reason to seclude yourself.

 

[Umun]

I'll try to keep this post as concise as I can. I apologize for being so disruptive when I was active on these forums. While I don't remember my exact state of mind back then, I do recall that there was often a sort of desperation to what I was saying and trying to accomplish. Looking back at it now it all seems really foolish. Like the time I made a big deal about men wearing dresses and other unorthodox clothing because I thought it would be therapeutic enough for trannies to not kill or mutilate themselves. Or my constant feud with Jack which I believed served the greater purpose of "giving women their voices back" on the forums or something, as if they needed me to do that for them. I wasted a lot of time and energy of the people here with my nonsense. I won't be returning here, but for what it's worth I will try to learn from this and not go on pointless crusades in the future.

Hey Van, it's great to hear that you're ok and progressing. You had some really great quality posts and it wasn't all that bad so too bad you're not coming back. It's a great time to be here and maybe you'll reconsider but you have your reasons.

I wish you all the best

 

[Shadowcat]

I remember me reaching out to you last year trying to see how you were doing and you responded with bad-mouthing HP Hooded Cobra to me and calling him a swine. I hardly think you align with JOS anymore and find some post like this pointless.

 

[HadesWithin666]

I remember me reaching out to you last year trying to see how you were doing and you responded with bad-mouthing HP Hooded Cobra to me and calling him a swine. I hardly think you align with JOS anymore and find some post like this pointless.

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

We should advise each other to be together not to bring the unnecessary past onto this, that was last year. I've head shit done and said even from Clergy to me, I was a retard as well from my side on many levels, things happens, carry on, don't be foolish. We should learn and educate people on how to get closer to the Gods not how to get future away from them just because of opinions of some others, what you want him to do now? Do a dance like making all go away? Let him be , He said sorry what else you want from him?

 

[Jrvan]

I remember me reaching out to you last year trying to see how you were doing and you responded with bad-mouthing HP Hooded Cobra to me and calling him a swine. I hardly think you align with JOS anymore and find some post like this pointless.

I don't understand. How does badmouthing HC put me out of alignment with the Joy of Satan? That doesn't make sense. I'm allowed to say whatever I want about anyone. You're free to think what you want, but I'm curious if you want to explain your reasoning. As for my post being pointless, fair enough. It has meaning to me though because I did it for myself.

 

[Ĥl·lĥæ]

I remember you
I liked it when you were active and worked here.
Even if you leave, you can still meditate, donate and do other work.

 

[Maelstorm]

I don't understand. How does badmouthing HC put me out of alignment with the Joy of Satan? That doesn't make sense. I'm allowed to say whatever I want about anyone. You're free to think what you want, but I'm curious if you want to explain your reasoning. As for my post being pointless, fair enough. It has meaning to me though because I did it for myself.

Jrvan, first of all, welcome back.

The problem here is that this cannot be a case of “I love my country, I hate the president”. If you are wondering why a negative approach to the Clergy puts you out of alignment with Joy of Satanas, this is the simplest but most concise explanation. None of the members of the Clergy, and especially High Priest Hooded Cobra, are ordinary people. We could even say that they are beyond the limits of what it means to be human. There are divine forces among our human community and this is not something we can disrespect.

There is a very, very clear hierarchy here, and it is not something that can be violated because it comes from the Gods. For many things, we rely on these people who carry us on their shoulders. For example, if I can do the ritual of Lord Valefor for a health problem, I have someone who provides me with that. If I'm not sure what kind of affirmation I should use for my aura of protection, I have someone who provides that for me. If I need help with my food addiction, I have someone I can send a private message to. Here you can write messages, and there is someone who takes care of this technical work.

Why insult them for the insignificant satisfaction of your personal ego, when you can respect them, follow their example and walk their footsteps? Can you think of badmouthing any God, then why does this come to your mind for the Clergy? There are character behaviors here that need to be rectified. You have to be careful about these.

By the way, you are free to say whatever you want about whoever you want, but first of all, what if what you say is not true? Secondly, if there is a price to pay for what you say that is not true, can you bear it? That price is a very heavy thing, because to know the very real existence of the Gods and to be so far away that you cannot walk that path is too heavy. No human being can bear such a price, so what you have to think about here is why you have fallen to such a position in the first place.

You can apologize here or you can continue to argue, it doesn't change anything at the end of the day. There will be those who welcome you or are skeptical about you. People may or may not judge you, you may have gone through terrible things, so many things we cannot know. What will make a difference is your actions, and how much you grow over the mistakes of the past.

So, I don't know whether you will continue to stay here or you will watch from afar, but I hope everything will work out well for you.

Virtue E - Hierarchy

Virtue Γ - Honesty & Integrity

Virtue Δ - Loyalty & Fidelity

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

I'll try to keep this post as concise as I can. I apologize for being so disruptive when I was active on these forums. While I don't remember my exact state of mind back then, I do recall that there was often a sort of desperation to what I was saying and trying to accomplish. Looking back at it now it all seems really foolish. Like the time I made a big deal about men wearing dresses and other unorthodox clothing because I thought it would be therapeutic enough for trannies to not kill or mutilate themselves. Or my constant feud with Jack which I believed served the greater purpose of "giving women their voices back" on the forums or something, as if they needed me to do that for them. I wasted a lot of time and energy of the people here with my nonsense. I won't be returning here, but for what it's worth I will try to learn from this and not go on pointless crusades in the future.

I wish the best for you and your wife and I hope we will work together productively in the future.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

I remember me reaching out to you last year trying to see how you were doing and you responded with bad-mouthing HP Hooded Cobra to me and calling him a swine. I hardly think you align with JOS anymore and find some post like this pointless.

How am I not surprised?

 

[Proshat]

Jrvan you seemed to be a nice person
Why would you dislike HP?
He is really a good person and I have never seen him doing something wrong
He is our High Priest
You probably misunderstood his opinion on something

 

[Jrvan]

Jrvan, first of all, welcome back.

The problem here is that this cannot be a case of “I love my country, I hate the president”. If you are wondering why a negative approach to the Clergy puts you out of alignment with Joy of Satanas, this is the simplest but most concise explanation. None of the members of the Clergy, and especially High Priest Hooded Cobra, are ordinary people. We could even say that they are beyond the limits of what it means to be human. There are divine forces among our human community and this is not something we can disrespect.

There is a very, very clear hierarchy here, and it is not something that can be violated because it comes from the Gods. For many things, we rely on these people who carry us on their shoulders. For example, if I can do the ritual of Lord Valefor for a health problem, I have someone who provides me with that. If I'm not sure what kind of affirmation I should use for my aura of protection, I have someone who provides that for me. If I need help with my food addiction, I have someone I can send a private message to. Here you can write messages, and there is someone who takes care of this technical work.

Why insult them for the insignificant satisfaction of your personal ego, when you can respect them, follow their example and walk their footsteps? Can you think of badmouthing any God, then why does this come to your mind for the Clergy? There are character behaviors here that need to be rectified. You have to be careful about these.

By the way, you are free to say whatever you want about whoever you want, but first of all, what if what you say is not true? Secondly, if there is a price to pay for what you say that is not true, can you bear it? That price is a very heavy thing, because to know the very real existence of the Gods and to be so far away that you cannot walk that path is too heavy. No human being can bear such a price, so what you have to think about here is why you have fallen to such a position in the first place.

You can apologize here or you can continue to argue, it doesn't change anything at the end of the day. There will be those who welcome you or are skeptical about you. People may or may not judge you, you may have gone through terrible things, so many things we cannot know. What will make a difference is your actions, and how much you grow over the mistakes of the past.

So, I don't know whether you will continue to stay here or you will watch from afar, but I hope everything will work out well for you.

Virtue E - Hierarchy

Virtue Γ - Honesty & Integrity

Virtue Δ - Loyalty & Fidelity

Thanks for attempting to explain. I have a much different view of things, but I'll spare you because the details aren't important. I do want to point out though that I wasn't planning to make my feelings about him known publicly, but it was brought forth and the damage is done. Shadowcat made that decision to share it. All I will say about it is that I was upset about the changes to the website at the time when she privately mailed me to ask how I was doing. I took the opportunity to be honest and vent. If she considers me a traitor or something for speaking my mind then that's her business. I wish she wouldn't have made it public, but it is what it is.

 

[Henu the Great]

I don't understand. How does badmouthing HC put me out of alignment with the Joy of Satan? That doesn't make sense. I'm allowed to say whatever I want about anyone. You're free to think what you want, but I'm curious if you want to explain your reasoning. As for my post being pointless, fair enough. It has meaning to me though because I did it for myself.

He's literally a Grand Master who is responsible for the Vanguard of this planet. It's a pretty high position, to put it mildly. To be in disagreement over something is one thing, but insults are unacceptable in this case.

 

[Jrvan]

He's literally a Grand Master who is responsible for the Vanguard of this planet. It's a pretty high position, to put it mildly. To be in disagreement over something is one thing, but insults are unacceptable in this case.

You can believe what you want about him, but please don't impose it on me. I'm not going to sacrifice my sacred freedom of speech just because you call it blasphemy. I already explained that this wasn't my intention to say it publicly in the first place. Gossips will be gossips, that's not my fault.
___

Anyway I have said all I wanted to say. It's unfortunate that this deviated from my original intention for this post. Oh well.

 

[HadesWithin666]

Dude Jrvan , look, I don't know what your beef was with HPC and it does not matter at this point , let others do what they know best and focus on what you can fix and do, for as long that you do the right thing , everything can be fixed.

The fact that you came back as same user shows that you're worthy of 'recovery' and you have not run away from it and this show maturity and wisdom , now , do what's important and be good and all shall be good , period.

 

[HadesWithin666]

Many will try to distract you and push you off the right path. When I say 'many,' I don't just mean people, but also any situations you might face. Remember what you've achieved, who you are, and who you can still become. The journey isn't over as long as you're still alive. We have the freedom to do anything we want, but that doesn't mean we should act without thinking. What we say matters , some people speak with purpose, while others speak without meaning. Reflection is important. Keep moving forward and don't let anything steer you off course.

 

[616Taysha]

Freedom of speech, the mythical "I can say what I want and FUCK OFF". Yes, we can say whatever we want, but what people fail to realise is that there are CONSEQUENCES to our actions.

If people decide to give Jrvan a chance, good. If not, fine.

 

[Henu the Great]

You can believe what you want about him, but please don't impose it on me. I'm not going to sacrifice my sacred freedom of speech just because you call it blasphemy. I already explained that this wasn't my intention to say it publicly in the first place. Gossips will be gossips, that's not my fault.
___

Anyway I have said all I wanted to say. It's unfortunate that this deviated from my original intention for this post. Oh well.

It is not blasphemy, but disrespect. It is objectively true, so there is no imposing or anything. Simply lack of perspective on your end, it seems. There is no sacrifice of freedom of speech either, you can disrespect one of the greatest alive, but you will be notified that it is not okay.

 

[serpentwalker666]

Thanks for attempting to explain. I have a much different view of things, but I'll spare you because the details aren't important. I do want to point out though that I wasn't planning to make my feelings about him known publicly, but it was brought forth and the damage is done. Shadowcat made that decision to share it. All I will say about it is that I was upset about the changes to the website at the time when she privately mailed me to ask how I was doing. I took the opportunity to be honest and vent. If she considers me a traitor or something for speaking my mind then that's her business. I wish she wouldn't have made it public, but it is what it is.

Change may be uncomfortable but we must roll with the times, and also propel to the greatest of heights so the Joy of Satanas can reach the peak it is meant to be for the world and we transcend into Gods and Goddesses.

You gain nothing by distancing yourself from this place, please at least contemplate this, as the Gods want us to all work together like one unit, and usher in The Golden Age.

All feelings and personal biases past a point must be thrown aside here.

 

[Epiphany]

All I will say about it is that I was upset about the changes to the website at the time

Hmm, yes. How dare that swine Cobra make efforts to update the site, bringing it into the 21st century and making it easier to navigate and enjoy for generations to come. Who does he think he is? The high priest and godfather of the JOS, or something? Appointed by HPS Maxine herself? How preposterous. That he-man woman hater just needs to put on a dress and some high heels to get in touch with his feminine side and think about your feelings for once.

 

[Jrvan]

It is not blasphemy, but disrespect. It is objectively true, so there is no imposing or anything. Simply lack of perspective on your end, it seems. There is no sacrifice of freedom of speech either, you can disrespect one of the greatest alive, but you will be notified that it is not okay.

I disagree that it's objectively true so it is an imposition of beliefs. I have said this twice now that it was a private conversation that none of you should have been privy to. I have done nothing wrong and I am not on trial here.

 

[Valkyrie]

I said some stupid, ill considered remarks here in the past, and was rightfully corrected by other members here. You do have freedom of choice, and what you decide to do is ultimately up to you. But everything we say and do does have a consequence, whether in private or public.
The universe came about because of consequences; we came about because of consequences - the great deed of a God who loves us.
I doubt HP Cobra is worried about what you said now. He has had many more worse things said to him..."it's water off a ducks back" to him.
What is done is done. Your relationship with Father Satan is what really matters.
Go if you want to - as you said the choice is yours.

 

[Shadowcat]

I disagree that it's objectively true so it is an imposition of beliefs. I have said this twice now that it was a private conversation that none of you should have been privy to. I have done nothing wrong and I am not on trial here.

I never mentioned anything to anyone until the very moment here in public when you came back with your OP of this thread. If you never planned to return to the forums then a post like this is nothing more than essentially attention seeking. You can disagree but it is what it is. like you said as well you can think and say what you please, but as others mentioned here it's not without consequence. You asked me how you can't be aligned with JOS just for badmouthing and maligning our High Priest? Your expressions of the distain for the changes in the site along with your disapproval to me of how you thought he handled the demotion of Shannon aren't exactly consistant with still being for JOS. For example how are the many amazing changes and updates NOT aligned with the betterment of JOS? How are so many things that have been brough fourth NOT even better means to connect to the pagan Gods of old, their teachings how to align ourselves in their paths vs what would still come off to people as essentially a reverse version of xnity? Why in the world would these things make ANY SS upset?

Second of all, no one here speaks ill of Shannon but due to her absence for a long period of given time she simply was no longer qualified to carry the HPS title. Clergy needs to be there and responsive for the rest, to guide and advise, which is what business IRL seemed to keep her from for sometime. What was explained if i recall correctly wasn't meant to humiliate anyone but to explain why. People who have thought her to be a traitor for the demotion were even stood up against, by HP and other SS here. How you badmouthed our High priest to me in private was uncalled for and if you disagree that's too bad. Its also my own right of free speech to call you out this way for what was undeserved. It was also an option to keep what you disclosed for yourself. I am not sure why you would disclose such sentiments in the first place, to an SS who is loyal to our cause and other SS here, seemingly expecting them to receive it well or think nothing of it.

The clergy have been responsive and good to many people here including me and have guided me in serious positive life changes. none of them would ever be close to what you would call a "swine". If you hate our clergy so badly and essentially everything else that has been done for this place do not reiterate to me or anyone else here that you insist to align with JOS.

 

[Henu the Great]

I disagree that it's objectively true so it is an imposition of beliefs. I have said this twice now that it was a private conversation that none of you should have been privy to. I have done nothing wrong and I am not on trial here.

Lol, get out of here then, what are you doing here apologizing..? You are a joke.

 

[Dragonheart666]

Well, I have done my share, of stupid too. And, I even said some things about some people on here as well. And, i apologize for my behaviors, Blowing up AskSatan operator. Many other things.
But, some of you people said some pretty hateful things to me. By telling me, that I don't belong on here. Calling me names and running me down on some threads. All, out of a misunderstanding. And on, the last thread I got bullied so bad that it reminded me of high school. Doubting me and assuming that I'm against Hitler was one of them. And the typos that were on that thread. And the fact that it wasn't even me they created that threat in the first place. But since it was up? I felt like I had to say something! And I know that it was out of line and out of content. But you can't get on here and erase anything. You can't do corrections on here because once it's posted it's posted and you can't go back and edit anything. Once it's done it's done! And yesterday was probably one of the most embarrassing! Situation I have ever been in. And needless to say because of the incident that took place a couple of days ago. I am never ever going to get on the AskSatan operator again. And, yes! it was my brother who, got a hold of my tablet when I, wasn't looking, and managed to get on some of my stuff. Like my Facebook account, and on my Twitter. And managed, to find his way on this profile. And figured, that he could pull a wise one on me. And it, got, me into a lot of trouble on here. With everyone. And there was nothing,I could do about it. And I apologize for that too.
I never meant to offend anybody or give anybody the impression that I'm some kind of an idiot. And I'm not a retard and I'm not an ignoramus. And I am sorry about many other things on here too. And I honestly! Apologize about everything! And yes! sometimes, I feel like I don't belong on here. And yes, I do feel like an outcast once in awhile. And being Jewish or Christian has nothing to do with it. It's just that sometimes I don't feel good enough. And I honestly. Do the best I can! I am not perfect and considering the fact that we are all human nobody is perfect! But then people assuming stuff? By telling me that I don't belong on here? And judging me? When nobody knows nothing about me? And assuming shit on me? And insinuating upon it? Especially when we all have our problems to consider? Did if you're going to judge another person you need to judge yourself first. And I know that for a fact! I am not a perfect person! And I never really meant to upset anybody at all on here for any reason! And if there's any way I could make it up to you? Trust me I wouldn't a thousand ways! And if I was as Rich As Trump I would be paying this website a million dollars every month! Because it's worth it and you people are worth it! And it doesn't matter how rough and tumble we get on here! People still have a right to get on here and live and learn and find their comfort. And I think that we people need to learn how to get along with each other and develop some people skills. And as long as I'm still appreciated here and welcome here?

 

[Dragonheart666]

Other, than that I apologize for my own actions.

 

[xlnt]

I apologize to Jrvan for being unnecessarily rude once in a thread, but that was long ago and possibly forgotten.
Should not have behaved that way though. Just weird. So sorry!

 

[AFODO]

You should get back here to easy your compunction and not by sending a sorry letter.

 

[Aquarius]

Basically you're back and the drama is back. Nice. Not for long though.

 

[Jrvan]

I never mentioned anything to anyone until the very moment here in public when you came back with your OP of this thread. If you never planned to return to the forums then a post like this is nothing more than essentially attention seeking. You can disagree but it is what it is. like you said as well you can think and say what you please, but as others mentioned here it's not without consequence. You asked me how you can't be aligned with JOS just for badmouthing and maligning our High Priest? Your expressions of the distain for the changes in the site along with your disapproval to me of how you thought he handled the demotion of Shannon aren't exactly consistant with still being for JOS. For example how are the many amazing changes and updates NOT aligned with the betterment of JOS? How are so many things that have been brough fourth NOT even better means to connect to the pagan Gods of old, their teachings how to align ourselves in their paths vs what would still come off to people as essentially a reverse version of xnity? Why in the world would these things make ANY SS upset?

Second of all, no one here speaks ill of Shannon but due to her absence for a long period of given time she simply was no longer qualified to carry the HPS title. Clergy needs to be there and responsive for the rest, to guide and advise, which is what business IRL seemed to keep her from for sometime. What was explained if i recall correctly wasn't meant to humiliate anyone but to explain why. People who have thought her to be a traitor for the demotion were even stood up against, by HP and other SS here. How you badmouthed our High priest to me in private was uncalled for and if you disagree that's too bad. Its also my own right of free speech to call you out this way for what was undeserved. It was also an option to keep what you disclosed for yourself. I am not sure why you would disclose such sentiments in the first place, to an SS who is loyal to our cause and other SS here, seemingly expecting them to receive it well or think nothing of it.

The clergy have been responsive and good to many people here including me and have guided me in serious positive life changes. none of them would ever be close to what you would call a "swine". If you hate our clergy so badly and essentially everything else that has been done for this place do not reiterate to me or anyone else here that you insist to align with JOS.

I was making a rhetorical point about you choosing to share it. The point is that I didn't say it publicly so people shouldn't act as if I did. I don't really care what you choose to do, but I'm not going to sit here and be crucified as if I came before everyone in the public sphere to run my mouth because that's not what happened. That aside, I think you are technically right. I just define my terms differently. I am fully aligned with the Joy of Satan and Maxine's teachings. What I am not in alignment with is the community of the ancient forums.

And one more thing. HC knows exactly how I feel about him because I told him to his face. I keep it to myself because it's my own business. You all should learn to mind yours.

 

[serpentwalker666]

Other, than that I apologize for my own actions.

I apologize to Jrvan for being unnecessarily rude once in a thread, but that was long ago and possibly forgotten.
Should not have behaved that way though. Just weird. So sorry!

Neither of you should be apologizing, this is not a pity party... Jrvan is the one here who needs to comes to grips with things, as he's backpedaling on his behavior and does not seem to be interested in reframing things in the proper way as he advances and moves forward.

Apparently, it's alright to think of High Priest Cobra as "swine" and to take no emotional maturity here and at least apologize for this statement, because "muh didn't do nuthin wrong", "muh freewill" type mentality at this point, and when everyone says something, he ignores and removes himself from the whole situation.

This is not the type of behavior people need to be displaying here, as "I don't like the site and things are changing" doesn't equate to disappearing for long periods of time, and throwing slander.

Basically you're back and the drama is back. Nice. Not for long though.

Personally, I would like to see him just own up to this behavior and grow, as this would be the best approach.

We all make mistakes and have handled ourselves improperly from time to time, but the most important thing here is accountability and change. Sometimes this is more gradual in certain areas for some.

We will see though, I understand and recognize your point Brother.

 

[Hvítr Ormr]

I just don't understand at all what your purpose in making this thread is. I have no problems with you myself, but it seems as though despite titling this thread "apologies", you don't seem to have really done very much apologising.

It also seems strange to me that you seem to think calling HP HoodedCobra a "swine" isn't some form of actionable offense? Well, perhaps that's debatable, but people here (myself included) certainly reserve the right to not be so appreciative of this. It's just common sense, how do you expect people here to not react negatively to this exactly?

With regards to the freedom of speech thing however, I'm not sure you understand how this website/organization operates. Due to the nature of this conflict we're involved in, I'm not sure that "freedom of speech" is something that's all that useful here. If this website had universal freedom of speech, all that would happen is the enemy and their people would come here and turn this place into a sewer, just like they have other parts of the internet. Do you think the Third Reich had universal freedom of speech? No, of course they didn't and there was a good reason for it. I mean, you can certainly say whatever you want here, but if you want to say something unpleasant to someone, it doesn't mean people have to stand for it.

I'm not sure what you've got going on in your personal life, but I think what you need is some time away from here to sort yourself out and to decide whether you actually want to be here or not. Makes no difference to me either way, I've been here a long time, and I've seen a lot of people come and go.

 

[Shadowcat]

I keep it to myself because it's my own business. You all should learn to mind yours.

Except you didn't entirely and this was the consequences of that choice, and how you feel about it is no one else's problem or responsibility. Now stop your attention whoring and leave.

 

[serpentwalker666]

I am fully aligned with the Joy of Satan and Maxine's teachings. What I am not in alignment with is the community of the ancient forums.

Then why the fuck even be here to make this pity party post and stir up a bunch of drama? Honestly..

We aren't separate from this, we are an EXTENSION and the MANIFESTATION of these applied teachings. The Demoness Maxine Dietrich has done a massive amount of work, and had pioneered and helped procure this and now we walk forward and grow as an organization.

Which as a result of the times whether you like it or not, includes the works of High Priest Hooded Cobra.

"Every age has its own manager, who directs affairs according to my decrees. This office is changeable from generation to generation, that the ruler of this world and his chiefs may discharge the duties of their respective offices everyone in his own turn."
-Satan, Chapter I of the Al Jilwah

Pull yourself together and stop these mindless interpolations.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

You fully have the right to disagree with us, and we all fully have the right to disagree with you. It doesn't go just one way. There is just one truth and just one reality, and you are wrong, but you are allowed to be wrong if you want to.

Anyway, I hope that you will grow and improve yourself and remove all of your problems. And grow to become a greater man. This is what I always wanted for you.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I'll try to keep this post as concise as I can. I apologize for being so disruptive when I was active on these forums. While I don't remember my exact state of mind back then, I do recall that there was often a sort of desperation to what I was saying and trying to accomplish. Looking back at it now it all seems really foolish. Like the time I made a big deal about men wearing dresses and other unorthodox clothing because I thought it would be therapeutic enough for trannies to not kill or mutilate themselves. Or my constant feud with Jack which I believed served the greater purpose of "giving women their voices back" on the forums or something, as if they needed me to do that for them. I wasted a lot of time and energy of the people here with my nonsense. I won't be returning here, but for what it's worth I will try to learn from this and not go on pointless crusades in the future.

You really are a man child. I have nothing against you personally and I don’t care who you are but your actions only speak of this sentiment.

You were given a position here even after your countless drama posts or otherwise (which I have zero care for, this period of the forums was not fun, with all the Jack or otherwise bullshittery either), but you just up and left with a joke post creating more drama, instead of giving a proper goodbye you made a joke out of yourself and your work.

Then after years you return with another joke. What do you think this is? Your personal diary? Why do you apologize if you’re not going to be responsible?

I’m all for people returning and apologizing and trying to be better people, I encourage it and wish for it. But you’re not trying to be a better person at least not to this community.

Did you just get a random thought “oh man I really was awkward back then years ago maybe I should give a half assed apology and disappear again I mean who gives a fuck?”

I’m pretty sure no one gives two shits about your drama, statements, or beef with random people, most of us barely remember it even I know I don’t, we’ve moved on, you’re the one stuck in the past.

Do better.

 

[serpentwalker666]

You really are a man child. I have nothing against you personally and I don’t care who you are but your actions only speak of this sentiment.

You were given a position here even after your countless drama posts or otherwise (which I have zero care for, this period of the forums was not fun, with all the Jack or otherwise bullshittery either), but you just up and left with a joke post creating more drama, instead of giving a proper goodbye you made a joke out of yourself and your work.

Then after years you return with another joke. What do you think this is? Your personal diary? Why do you apologize if you’re not going to be responsible?

I’m all for people returning and apologizing and trying to be better people, I encourage it and wish for it. But you’re not trying to be a better person at least not to this community.

Did you just get a random thought “oh man I really was awkward back then years ago maybe I should give a half assed apology and disappear again I mean who gives a fuck?”

I’m pretty sure no one gives two shits about your drama, statements, or beef with random people, most of us barely remember it even I know I don’t, we’ve moved on, you’re the one stuck in the past.

Do better.

Pretty much sums up how the majority of us feel about the whole situation, couldn't have said it better myself. Hopefully he decides to change though.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

And one more thing. HC knows exactly how I feel about him because I told him to his face. I keep it to myself because it's my own business. You all should learn to mind your business.

I really do not understand why you must return here claim to be apologising and yet cause the most drama and bullshit to go around here.

Also, if you are going to spout such vile things about our Esteemed High Priest, you can leave these forums and maybe the JoS itself, as you being in denial and not agreeing with High Priest is literally disagreeing and denying what the Gods teach us through him and not.

Either learn respect and learn to become better (literally the meaning of life is to better yourself and the universe) or leave the JoS and live a miserable life of your choosing.

Maybe one day you will return with a better head space and stop running your mouth where it shouldn't and live a better life and do more for the JoS. More for the Gods themselves. More for Father Satanas.

HAIL SATANAS!

 

[TJ 666]

I'd like to join in and apologize for my absence; I got totally sidetracked taking care of my baby and my wife when my daughter was born. Maybe sidetracked is the wrong way to put it but still. Seems like lots has changed, hoping to relearn the ropes or however the saying goes