Starješina
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Hello, everyone.
As you can obviously see, I'm a new member who joined this forum one month ago. Even though I recently joined this forum, I am not wholly new to the aforementioned forum, as I have been exploring it for quite some time, studying some things on this forum and realizing how many pieces of information written and featured here helped me abolish many difficulties I had in understanding my life and the society I live in.
I hail from the city of Mostar in Bosnia and Hercegovina, a country that is unfortunately plagued by many diseases: corruption, nepotism, instability, remnants of communism and the presence of every Abrahamic religion. When it comes to my nationality, I am Croatian and my family comes from a Catholic background, and they zealously adhere to these tumorous beliefs that I eventually singled out as the biggest reasons for our society's misery. As a relatively young child, my father died due to complications arising because of a wrong medical procedure for which the doctor never got prosecuted for, as such I was left by myself as a child without receiving much attention because the other parent always had to work and we were of the low social standard back then, struggling to find permanent residence.
Growing up, I spent most of my time in absolute loneliness and comfort of my home. I became obsessed with studying and learning from the very get-go, and these studious labors brought me satisfaction and even company because I felt that the great minds who composed these books were speaking directly with me when I read their books. I particularly enjoyed studying mythology and even marveling at the ancient world as a time when mankind had perfect social awareness and cohesion, which I cannot see in the modern world that we all live in. I loved the stories of Gods and various mythological heroes whose tales of courage and valor inspired many people throughout the ancient world. Once I started going to school, my mother sent me to the church to be a part of a theology class for young Catholics, which I initially believed to be something that would finally help me find inclusion and the way out of the comfort shell I was trapped in. Now, my mother is not a bad person by any means. In fact, she is probably one of the most caring mothers in the world, and she did a wonderful job, working diligently to be able to give me and my brother opportunities to make it out on our own; however, she does have an almost imperishable connection with Christianity, making it hard for me to share my present beliefs.
Anyway, I was always an introverted and reserved type. During my time in elementary school (elementary and junior high are both classified as elementary here) and high school, I had a hard time establishing a connection with anyone, and I was even sidelined by my peers because I always had this intricate desire to question, ponder and dig deep when it comes to philosophical endeavors and anything that is not trivial modern-day trash like celebrities, latest social network reels and social networks in general because to me they have always been the gathering places of the dumbest layers of our society (I like to call them NPCs), which is unfortunately the majority of people around us. My adherence to my Catholic faith did not in any way relieve me of the misery and struggle I was suffering from as a child and a teenager. We were always taught to embrace suffering and poverty as something "virtuous" because it makes us the best of believers and the closest ones to the fictional Nazarene. In fact, we were taught blind obedience and the command of not questioning or thinking for ourselves if the subject involved the negation of church beliefs. At the same time, the priests and the bishops of the church live in luxury, as they receive so much money from donations and taxations (for weddings, funerals, baptisms), drive the most expensive cars, own multiple houses and even public venues. This led me away from Catholicism, and I became what you would call an atheist, or a person without a faith or religion. This happened just before college when I saved as much money as I could. I completely devoted my time to studying and thanks to diligence and my love for studying and knowledge I ended up being the first graduate in my generation. This achievement came as a form of conviction: as a man you need to have a strong belief in yourself and your abilities, and not let anyone suppress your gift of common and reason. Since then, I have been working numerous jobs while waiting for any opportunity to get something more akin to my specialization. However, loneliness was still present and I had a hard time accepting the fact that I could not establish a strong connection with anyone or share my knowledge because most people around prefer foolishness and lies they have been indoctrinated to believe in until I met two friends whom I still hang out with today and who are quite intelligent and willing to discuss various topics that require intellectual capacity. Regardless, I felt the need to expand my social circle, so I joined this American team of actors who were holding a theatrical play in my city, and my time during that period was quite nice. They had connections with people from various colleges in the US, and they gave my contact information to some of them. Eventually, I received a message from a team of American expats who came to my city to stay there for about six months. I attended numerous workshops they organized and made connections with many people from the US and some locals who also attended the meetings. They eventually invited me to translate some teaching for them, which I agreed to do. However, I was not aware that the place where we were going is a Protestant church in my city that is fairly secluded in the city. During the period of three months, I did translations and spoke with people there, trying to give religion a "second chance" - in reality, that was just my curiosity getting the better of me. The preacher typically spent a full hour preaching about the fictional Nazarene and other fictional prophets and how God helped them vanquish the enemies of his chosen people and anyone who worshipped pagan Gods whom they brand demonic. One of the biggest differences that I noticed is that Protestants spend much more time reading the plagiaristic toilet paper called the Bible compared to Catholics. I was there for many studies and even got the English version of the Bible which I read alone and with them, and the more I read it, the more I wanted to vomit due to the foolishness in it and the obvious plagiarism (and yes Protestants preach about poverty and the beauty of misery as well and their pastors are filthy rich at the same time). My knowledge of history, mythology and even philosophy helped me notice the obvious hijacking of things such as the great flood (stolen from the Epic of Gilgamesh), crucifixion (a common theme in many pagan religions, such as the Nordic one with Odin for example), and many more. In addition, the Abrahamic god appears to be hypocritical, egotistical, illogical, cruel and genocidal - traits I noticed that the Bible accuses Satan of.
It did not take me a long time to part away from this group and to do some independent research. I became a believer in a divine force, but rejected the Abrahamic god all together, meaning the other popular denomination (Orthodox Christianity) and another branch of Abrahamic trash called Islam - which I studied online by reading the English version of the Quran and the Hadith, which are loaded with morbid and retarded verses that only a complete imbecile would believe in. My curiosity made me search for books or articles that presented Satan's side of the story, and after encountering some corrupted nonsense (groups that follow the stereotypical representation of Satan by the Jewish media), I finally discovered the JoS forum, which really helped me restore confidence and happiness thanks to the insight of many members here. I patiently and ardently read many posts on your website and loved seeing how knowledge, learning and logical thinking have been promoted as something that Satan wants his people to do. I also learned that the time I spent alone in my life was probably the biggest blessing I had since I had devoted that time so I could study philosophical works in solitude, admiring people like Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, Voltaire, Aristotle - I think that they were true thinkers and caretakers of humanity and were not servants of the enemies unless someone can prove me wrong.
The current stage of my journey also made me aware just how much the Abrahamic faiths divided people in the region of the world where I live, and how it continues to negatively impact our societies, regardless of it being Croatian, Serbian or Slovenian. The vast majority of politicians in the Balkan countries are communists (many are most likely crypto-Jews) of the 1945-1991 period who created various right-wing and left-wing parties, and who used the divide and conquer tactic to deceive our people so we would slaughter each other. The main religious institutions in these regions (the Catholic church, the Orthodox church and the Pisslamic Society) are loaded with clergy that are rich up to their necks and who are closely connected with the politicians who are destroying our future. This is especially seen in Bosnia and Hercegovina, but the situation in other countries is not any better. You have common people who can barely make a living while the priests and imams they listen to are enjoying luxurious lifestyles and preaching to the commoners how poverty and "modesty" are necessary for embracing.
In addition, the church is pretty much supportive of illegal migration and there are various Catholic organizations that are preaching the open border policies, such as the Jesuit charities which are led by some sickos who do not mind Croatia being overrun with migrants, which is happening in Zagreb for example where the number of foreigners has increased. However, when I read the topic about the Inquisition and the Jesuit society on JoS, I was not surprised that they would be the frontrunners in all of this. Even in BiH, the local Islamic Mevlis (that is like a word for their religious body) is welcoming rich Arab investors. What is even worse is that they are importing the radical Wahabi preachers who have been radicalizing the younger Bosnian Muslims prompting them to join ISIS and waste their lives for that shitty religion. And that is what I noticed about the Abrahamic faiths and their ravaging of our society, though I am not that familiar with the situation in Serbia that much and how the Orthodox branch is affecting that country.
My present goal is to get familiarized with the original faith of my people and my ancestors, and that is Slavic paganism or Rodnovjerje as it is called. In addition, I am enjoying solitude and time alone more and more. It has enabled me to focus on continuous studying and self-improvement while not being bothered by the foolish stupidity I would be subjected to in large crowds and public venues. I believe that solitude is probably one of the biggest blessings a person can have in today's world, and I aim to use it productively.
That would be the long summary of my journey, and I am sorry for the length and any grammar mistakes along the way. In the end, I would like to ask some questions.
What is the best way to expand one's knowledge about history and our present-day society?
What are the beginner steps in Spiritual Satanism (things a beginner should know)?
What are some authors and thinkers who are good for reading and exploring and are not Jews or their pawns parroting idiotic nonsense (I love reading so this question is really important to me?
Should I even try to waste time on people following the Abrahamic crap, considering how berserk and triggered (especially the mudslimes) they can get if you point the obvious mistakes in the plagiarized books (I mean people went crazy at Galileo and Avicenna)?
As you can obviously see, I'm a new member who joined this forum one month ago. Even though I recently joined this forum, I am not wholly new to the aforementioned forum, as I have been exploring it for quite some time, studying some things on this forum and realizing how many pieces of information written and featured here helped me abolish many difficulties I had in understanding my life and the society I live in.
I hail from the city of Mostar in Bosnia and Hercegovina, a country that is unfortunately plagued by many diseases: corruption, nepotism, instability, remnants of communism and the presence of every Abrahamic religion. When it comes to my nationality, I am Croatian and my family comes from a Catholic background, and they zealously adhere to these tumorous beliefs that I eventually singled out as the biggest reasons for our society's misery. As a relatively young child, my father died due to complications arising because of a wrong medical procedure for which the doctor never got prosecuted for, as such I was left by myself as a child without receiving much attention because the other parent always had to work and we were of the low social standard back then, struggling to find permanent residence.
Growing up, I spent most of my time in absolute loneliness and comfort of my home. I became obsessed with studying and learning from the very get-go, and these studious labors brought me satisfaction and even company because I felt that the great minds who composed these books were speaking directly with me when I read their books. I particularly enjoyed studying mythology and even marveling at the ancient world as a time when mankind had perfect social awareness and cohesion, which I cannot see in the modern world that we all live in. I loved the stories of Gods and various mythological heroes whose tales of courage and valor inspired many people throughout the ancient world. Once I started going to school, my mother sent me to the church to be a part of a theology class for young Catholics, which I initially believed to be something that would finally help me find inclusion and the way out of the comfort shell I was trapped in. Now, my mother is not a bad person by any means. In fact, she is probably one of the most caring mothers in the world, and she did a wonderful job, working diligently to be able to give me and my brother opportunities to make it out on our own; however, she does have an almost imperishable connection with Christianity, making it hard for me to share my present beliefs.
Anyway, I was always an introverted and reserved type. During my time in elementary school (elementary and junior high are both classified as elementary here) and high school, I had a hard time establishing a connection with anyone, and I was even sidelined by my peers because I always had this intricate desire to question, ponder and dig deep when it comes to philosophical endeavors and anything that is not trivial modern-day trash like celebrities, latest social network reels and social networks in general because to me they have always been the gathering places of the dumbest layers of our society (I like to call them NPCs), which is unfortunately the majority of people around us. My adherence to my Catholic faith did not in any way relieve me of the misery and struggle I was suffering from as a child and a teenager. We were always taught to embrace suffering and poverty as something "virtuous" because it makes us the best of believers and the closest ones to the fictional Nazarene. In fact, we were taught blind obedience and the command of not questioning or thinking for ourselves if the subject involved the negation of church beliefs. At the same time, the priests and the bishops of the church live in luxury, as they receive so much money from donations and taxations (for weddings, funerals, baptisms), drive the most expensive cars, own multiple houses and even public venues. This led me away from Catholicism, and I became what you would call an atheist, or a person without a faith or religion. This happened just before college when I saved as much money as I could. I completely devoted my time to studying and thanks to diligence and my love for studying and knowledge I ended up being the first graduate in my generation. This achievement came as a form of conviction: as a man you need to have a strong belief in yourself and your abilities, and not let anyone suppress your gift of common and reason. Since then, I have been working numerous jobs while waiting for any opportunity to get something more akin to my specialization. However, loneliness was still present and I had a hard time accepting the fact that I could not establish a strong connection with anyone or share my knowledge because most people around prefer foolishness and lies they have been indoctrinated to believe in until I met two friends whom I still hang out with today and who are quite intelligent and willing to discuss various topics that require intellectual capacity. Regardless, I felt the need to expand my social circle, so I joined this American team of actors who were holding a theatrical play in my city, and my time during that period was quite nice. They had connections with people from various colleges in the US, and they gave my contact information to some of them. Eventually, I received a message from a team of American expats who came to my city to stay there for about six months. I attended numerous workshops they organized and made connections with many people from the US and some locals who also attended the meetings. They eventually invited me to translate some teaching for them, which I agreed to do. However, I was not aware that the place where we were going is a Protestant church in my city that is fairly secluded in the city. During the period of three months, I did translations and spoke with people there, trying to give religion a "second chance" - in reality, that was just my curiosity getting the better of me. The preacher typically spent a full hour preaching about the fictional Nazarene and other fictional prophets and how God helped them vanquish the enemies of his chosen people and anyone who worshipped pagan Gods whom they brand demonic. One of the biggest differences that I noticed is that Protestants spend much more time reading the plagiaristic toilet paper called the Bible compared to Catholics. I was there for many studies and even got the English version of the Bible which I read alone and with them, and the more I read it, the more I wanted to vomit due to the foolishness in it and the obvious plagiarism (and yes Protestants preach about poverty and the beauty of misery as well and their pastors are filthy rich at the same time). My knowledge of history, mythology and even philosophy helped me notice the obvious hijacking of things such as the great flood (stolen from the Epic of Gilgamesh), crucifixion (a common theme in many pagan religions, such as the Nordic one with Odin for example), and many more. In addition, the Abrahamic god appears to be hypocritical, egotistical, illogical, cruel and genocidal - traits I noticed that the Bible accuses Satan of.
It did not take me a long time to part away from this group and to do some independent research. I became a believer in a divine force, but rejected the Abrahamic god all together, meaning the other popular denomination (Orthodox Christianity) and another branch of Abrahamic trash called Islam - which I studied online by reading the English version of the Quran and the Hadith, which are loaded with morbid and retarded verses that only a complete imbecile would believe in. My curiosity made me search for books or articles that presented Satan's side of the story, and after encountering some corrupted nonsense (groups that follow the stereotypical representation of Satan by the Jewish media), I finally discovered the JoS forum, which really helped me restore confidence and happiness thanks to the insight of many members here. I patiently and ardently read many posts on your website and loved seeing how knowledge, learning and logical thinking have been promoted as something that Satan wants his people to do. I also learned that the time I spent alone in my life was probably the biggest blessing I had since I had devoted that time so I could study philosophical works in solitude, admiring people like Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, Voltaire, Aristotle - I think that they were true thinkers and caretakers of humanity and were not servants of the enemies unless someone can prove me wrong.
The current stage of my journey also made me aware just how much the Abrahamic faiths divided people in the region of the world where I live, and how it continues to negatively impact our societies, regardless of it being Croatian, Serbian or Slovenian. The vast majority of politicians in the Balkan countries are communists (many are most likely crypto-Jews) of the 1945-1991 period who created various right-wing and left-wing parties, and who used the divide and conquer tactic to deceive our people so we would slaughter each other. The main religious institutions in these regions (the Catholic church, the Orthodox church and the Pisslamic Society) are loaded with clergy that are rich up to their necks and who are closely connected with the politicians who are destroying our future. This is especially seen in Bosnia and Hercegovina, but the situation in other countries is not any better. You have common people who can barely make a living while the priests and imams they listen to are enjoying luxurious lifestyles and preaching to the commoners how poverty and "modesty" are necessary for embracing.
In addition, the church is pretty much supportive of illegal migration and there are various Catholic organizations that are preaching the open border policies, such as the Jesuit charities which are led by some sickos who do not mind Croatia being overrun with migrants, which is happening in Zagreb for example where the number of foreigners has increased. However, when I read the topic about the Inquisition and the Jesuit society on JoS, I was not surprised that they would be the frontrunners in all of this. Even in BiH, the local Islamic Mevlis (that is like a word for their religious body) is welcoming rich Arab investors. What is even worse is that they are importing the radical Wahabi preachers who have been radicalizing the younger Bosnian Muslims prompting them to join ISIS and waste their lives for that shitty religion. And that is what I noticed about the Abrahamic faiths and their ravaging of our society, though I am not that familiar with the situation in Serbia that much and how the Orthodox branch is affecting that country.
My present goal is to get familiarized with the original faith of my people and my ancestors, and that is Slavic paganism or Rodnovjerje as it is called. In addition, I am enjoying solitude and time alone more and more. It has enabled me to focus on continuous studying and self-improvement while not being bothered by the foolish stupidity I would be subjected to in large crowds and public venues. I believe that solitude is probably one of the biggest blessings a person can have in today's world, and I aim to use it productively.
That would be the long summary of my journey, and I am sorry for the length and any grammar mistakes along the way. In the end, I would like to ask some questions.
What is the best way to expand one's knowledge about history and our present-day society?
What are the beginner steps in Spiritual Satanism (things a beginner should know)?
What are some authors and thinkers who are good for reading and exploring and are not Jews or their pawns parroting idiotic nonsense (I love reading so this question is really important to me?
Should I even try to waste time on people following the Abrahamic crap, considering how berserk and triggered (especially the mudslimes) they can get if you point the obvious mistakes in the plagiarized books (I mean people went crazy at Galileo and Avicenna)?
