I was making a rhetorical point about you choosing to share it. The point is that I didn't say it publicly so people shouldn't act as if I did. I don't really care what you choose to do, but I'm not going to sit here and be crucified as if I came before everyone in the public sphere to run my mouth because that's not what happened. That aside, I think you are technically right. I just define my terms differently. I am fully aligned with the Joy of Satan and Maxine's teachings. What I am not in alignment with is the community of the ancient forums.
And one more thing. HC knows exactly how I feel about him because I told him to his face. I keep it to myself because it's my own business. You all should learn to mind yours.