oh wow that is awesome ! @magus Kruser

yap that is what i meant !  Kruser

Well thanks and for that sermon's link. Hail Sаtan ! Kruser

Awww... Let's see if we do develop our spiritual level then we don't have to be worried about the saturn's effect in our lives uh huh? Kruser

You saw your wings?:o or you just felt that feeling of having wings? One more question i do wanna ask from all respected members. Can any other average person see our wings? I guess their third eye should be open to see it. Am I right? I'm very passionate to have wings and levitation !! Kruser

All chakras should be opened for working with kabalistic squares,isn't it? It is written there on JoS. Unfortunetly,my chakras aren't opened yet and i'm new to meditation. I guess,programming aura to deflect saturn's energy into enemies would be easy for a newbie like me. Kruser

Oh! Kak vu lordenki?:D btw where are you living in ukraine,in kiev? Kruser

So,it is clear that we will need lifes more than one life to achieve Godhood. isnt it? Kruser

Well okay ! So where do i find information related to this? I couldn't on JoS something like how to become really immortal or to say that ascend the kundalini,working of Godhood. Kruser

Accend? Howww???  Kruser

I'd suggest you to do Banishing ritual. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Banishing.html Kruser

Wow ! I'm really glad for you. Might be you were astrally somewhere with him as Allison P said. Sure it was of him. You wrote you did ritual ? If it was your dedication ritual welcome to family then. Ψ Kruser Ψ

@henry nav: Great! I guess my fear of water will stay no longer too if i try to learn swim cuz i'm willing to learn it But i may fear at first steps im sure. But not any source here at my place to learn it. Kruser

Okay thanks SILVER! I tried it once before but no luck! Will do it now but won't just try :) :D Kruser

He is your guardian demon Kruser

Very Beautiful dream in which he showed you his very true care and love to you. WONDERFUL !!  Kruser

Its okay:) You mean past life regression meditation??? Kruser

 i dont fear of rain as well. If i put my head in a tub of water or even if under any flowing tab just for some mili seconds i would breathe hardly then. I did it willing to test out to get my head under flowing tap or in under water i feel like I'm drowning. Now i think it can be because of...

yeah it can be more like phobia than cuz of past life trauma whatever. And about heights i dont feel to vomit but i just feel strongly that i will fall down and the thoughts of falling down start coming in my mind Kruser