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Renita

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I was born into a family full of alcoholism, both Mother, father and grandma. The childhood adoption center already was keeping a watch on my family as there had been previous cases of abuse and neglect with my brother. At the ripe age of only 2 I had crawled from my home and ended up on the streets..as if knowing It would all end bad if I didn't leave. I got adopted at 3 by a single mother of another daughter. From the very start, I was a very quiet and silent child, barley cried and always played by myself.

I had some very strange events happen from the age of 3 to 6. Such being, somehow knowing passwords to computers without any clues or being told, calling my mothers number even if I've never heard or seen her number. I have also always had a really big pain tolerance from the start, one time literally split my forehead open and didn't cry one bit. My mother and sister always said there was something "weird" about me. As I grew, I never felt close to the xtian God, never. I had started getting into dark occult things around the age of 11 or 10. I always found peace and beauty in dark occultism, such as Demons. On January of this year, coming to Satan didn't feel any different that coming home to a happy family, it felt natural.


This is just strange yet helpfully events in my life that had led me to JoS. I always wonder if any of those strange events from my childhood had to do with my connection to the occult. All that is important is that I'm grateful for being here. Thank you and HAIL SATAN!!
 
I was born into a family full of alcoholism, both Mother, father and grandma. The childhood adoption center already was keeping a watch on my family as there had been previous cases of abuse and neglect with my brother. At the ripe age of only 2 I had crawled from my home and ended up on the streets..as if knowing It would all end bad if I didn't leave. I got adopted at 3 by a single mother of another daughter. From the very start, I was a very quiet and silent child, barley cried and always played by myself.

I had some very strange events happen from the age of 3 to 6. Such being, somehow knowing passwords to computers without any clues or being told, calling my mothers number even if I've never heard or seen her number. I have also always had a really big pain tolerance from the start, one time literally split my forehead open and didn't cry one bit. My mother and sister always said there was something "weird" about me. As I grew, I never felt close to the xtian God, never. I had started getting into dark occult things around the age of 11 or 10. I always found peace and beauty in dark occultism, such as Demons. On January of this year, coming to Satan didn't feel any different that coming home to a happy family, it felt natural.


This is just strange yet helpfully events in my life that had led me to JoS. I always wonder if any of those strange events from my childhood had to do with my connection to the occult. All that is important is that I'm grateful for being here. Thank you and HAIL SATAN!!
These abilities and experiences and feelings that you’re not like other people come from your past lives.

And also occultic interest in a young age.
You probably are an older soul that’s been with Satan for many years and probably are a significant soul at least compared to people that are without.

These will show hints on your natal chart, like occult/spiritual talent or affinity.

Regarding your abilities in my opinion I just felt that Uranus is somehow significant for you, Uranus is the higher octave of Mercury and gives powerful intuition, technology, genius intellect, etc. just something that came to mind.

Pain tolerance is probably trauma lol, not something spiritual. Like you might’ve had a tendency to emotionally withdraw or not show you’re hurt or in pain. Or maybe it is spiritual in a way that relates to void meditation and focus in that you’re detached from the pain, you feel it but it doesn’t scare you.

I look back through my life, even my early pre-school years and I can now clearly see I was always of Satan. I was born with a mark, an unusual birthmark. I was drawn to the occult at an early age.

A strong interest in the occult and in Satanism can indicate one has already set foot on the left hand path in previous lifetimes. We were somehow different and never really fit in.

Other religions do not work for children of Satan. The energies clash and when a child of Satan is in an enemy environment, such as being forced to attend a Christian school, much unhappiness will often be the result.

Contact with Demons also extends into past lives. They will usually make contact again with us again in this life. Some of us have been with Satan through many, many lifetimes.
-HPS Maxine

You will still need to meditate and train though to discover your power and who you really are. What I was mentioning and what you’re seeing is all just potential, you still have to unlock it and follow the path to Godhood.
 
Thank you!
These abilities and experiences and feelings that you’re not like other people come from your past lives.

And also occultic interest in a young age.
You probably are an older soul that’s been with Satan for many years and probably are a significant soul at least compared to people that are without.

These will show hints on your natal chart, like occult/spiritual talent or affinity.

Regarding your abilities in my opinion I just felt that Uranus is somehow significant for you, Uranus is the higher octave of Mercury and gives powerful intuition, technology, genius intellect, etc. just something that came to mind.

Pain tolerance is probably trauma lol, not something spiritual. Like you might’ve had a tendency to emotionally withdraw or not show you’re hurt or in pain. Or maybe it is spiritual in a way that relates to void meditation and focus in that you’re detached from the pain, you feel it but it doesn’t scare you.


-HPS Maxine

You will still need to meditate and train though to discover your power and who you really are. What I was mentioning and what you’re seeing is all just potential, you still have to unlock it and follow the path to Godhood.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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