darkmonkey666
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Ghost in the Machine said:slyscorpion said:Taio said:off topic as usual, but I was wondering about this for quite a while now.
So times are getting more and more intense and people will die in the future and etc.
Where I'm going with this is that, should we focus more on dealing with enemy (RTR and so fort) rather then trying to achieve personal goals (like music career for myself and something else for others) spiritual progression is important also but just asking because if that is the case I don't mind putting aside my dreams and focusing on the spiritual and war stuff.
Maybe somebody can answer this if you understood me well.
thank you.
HS
I was told by the Gods they wanted me to focus more on rtrs and spiritual warfare right now directly back in March apparently for as long as i am able without really being low on money or at least for now didnt fully get it as i was not as open. The same day my work shut down for good and I had no idea that was going to happen so I definitely think it was a message. This is just my case and yeah I tend to be really dedicated to this so I can see why the Gods want it for me.
I would say mostly focus on warfare if you can right now. If not make time for it and of course also living life in some way.
In the future I would like to do something in the physical too but I feel that if possible focus more on warfare and advancing right now. If not at least try to make as much time as possible for it. We are all probably going to live much longer without the Jew curses anyways once they are gone since a lot of the curses deal with shortening the lifespan and aging etc even those that didn't meditate especially us that do. So we will have time for that i believe. I am hoping in a few years some opportunities come up to do some cool stuff helping out in the Satanic World or that we have better ability to train for or do more meaningful things.
I am just going off my experience.
I can't claim to have been told anything specific myself but I've seemingly been entirely changed of mind not of my own direct volition in what my priorities are now going forward and in desiring to only ever want to focus on my efforts spiritually and physically (in health). Jobs, careers, once upon time this was important to me, immensely so, but over the ages up to this point and just this year I can say this has pretty much near completely died out onto the backburner for the foreseeable future as nothing on this planet befits my true desire of Satanic purpose, being here and advancing my soul and self as Satan desires us to for him and every job or career I found or look into I have no real devotion to the people I'd be working for, it'd be like if a demon was working some meaningless money grab job for a lowly human who doesn't even grasp the basics in giving a damn enough to so much as recycle. These people know nothing we know, they live their life not giving a damn about the planet, their future generations, consuming literal poison from a bottle when they're down on their luck, waiting to die and then we just work 8 to 12 hours of our life on a regular basis for them, I just don't resonate with them anymore, this society, it feels so wrong. I have only been working and searching in better alternatives to find means of having more access in time for spiritual efforts and workings on correcting and bettering myself for future endeavors on this path and preserving what I can of myself for this too.
Now this is my own opinion, nobody else's, not to project some kind of view upon anyone to think, but I've spent so long thriving in service and care for other Satanists here in their own development that I did not put in the appropriate care for my own self on this matter, sure I gained a lot of power and can now do some interesting things that as a kid I thought would be cool to be able to do of which apparently now it's so casual it doesn't even have an 'awesome' factor to it, but what did I really do on the deeper aspects of this? If this is something that continues to be spread thin in the years to come and if I let myself fade away somehow then I won't be able to help anyone, ever again, and that is not what I want. This is why I have been spending progressively less and less time on the forums compared to how I used to to the point where I hardly make 3 posts a week when I used to be making like 8 a day, I wouldn't be surprised if others here and advanced as long as I have have been getting the same idea/feeling. My loyalty forever remains with Satan and it has ever increasingly been a growing feeling that it is this very loyalty that is my drive to preserve myself and stay alive by all physical and spiritual means through all of this that I can in time to remain as a soul of Satan and keep going.
I might be called selfish on this, but pride and devotion doesn't mean much if your spirit is dead. I did lots on my part here for a couple years now every single day and blasted RTRs like a beast for much of the same and all our rituals we did throughout the past decade of which are fond memories in working to take back what is ours, but with things getting very serious in the next few years to come especially as we approach 2024, I have my own new priorities now to try and brace and prepare for this. This ministries may not last forever with censorship and a wall of bullshit possibly coming down at some point in the future, but I will be damn sure my Satanic soul does last forever.
Should shit really hit the fan, the enemy can do all they fucking want, but our souls still belong to us and with Satan. Steel your hearts and your minds, that's all I can say because believe me, I know what happens and what it's like when you don't.
I like what you said but since most interaction is pointless in day to day life kind of for now as most people are complete braindead NPCs often I think coming here is helpful. Its not like I completely isolate myself never leave my home or anything but nothing really to do or any structure in anything and almost all social things are closed now. So i like coming here. I mean i am starting to advance more but want to help others out. Plus I like the structure in rituals posted here so seeing it each day gives me more motivation. I hope they keep posting rtr scendules and other stuff even if we just do the final rtr some days I find it helpful. What could be done is like final rtr somedays full on others then regular etc. I like structure.
A comment on structure. I think the lack of structure and meaningful things to do is why so many in my generation turn to drugs or seem aimless. I mean some dont struggle with that but more do than you think. It was much different in ancient times with community events a place in society being much easier and more natural. A day to day structure some could have. That lacks today in the USA at least its every man for himself this is why many struggle. Total freedom/individualism doesn't equal happiness and is only an illusion its not freedom at all. I like the system under National Socialism much better.