Low BP

[sahasrarabliss]

No I didn't notice about temples ache being worse or better after exercise because it started yesterday only...and I stooed exercising yesterday.

Day before yesterday I was feeling weak I think but I did exercise...maybe that worsened my situation..

 

[sahasrarabliss]

I think it is not cold but kinda feels like pins, needles on the head, on thr Left side , on left side of forehead,

But it gives no ache , pain...only a sensation

When it's in or on the head, it's inly there, stays for few seconds and then I get it on nose or lip...or on left side of temple...or left eye ball or eye brow or forehead.

It stays at one area for few seconds before It moves to other areas.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

Maybe low oxygen in blood causing it and poor circulation is accompanying it??

 

[sahasrarabliss]

Im feeling kinda better now. But to avoid this problem coming again I need to know why this occured...why when something like this occured....I had low BP. Before when I had felt ache on the chest left side....next morning I had low BP. Now this pins, needle sensation whcih feels chilling... It started with left side of forehead 3-4 days ago. Then maybe it's the cause for low BP or my physical exercise lowered the BP???

I did breath of fire and drink that solution for electrolytes dehydration...

Any yoga poses for improving blood circulation in entire body?

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I think it is not cold but kinda feels like pins, needles on the head, on thr Left side , on left side of forehead,

But it gives no ache , pain...only a sensation

When it's in or on the head, it's inly there, stays for few seconds and then I get it on nose or lip...or on left side of temple...or left eye ball or eye brow or forehead.

It stays at one area for few seconds before It moves to other areas.

The movement and tingling describes a pathogen class called "wind" in TCM. I think, combined with the temple headache, there is some sort liver issue. Perhaps liver yang rising. due to the headache. This fits the damage that would come with a stressful and damaging past lifestyle. Deficient liver blood can allow wind to occupy the blood, manifesting as tingly or twitching. The yoga helps with this, in my experience.

When you do exercise, it is important to take it slow. I would maybe fast walk only, for now, which would give you the benefits of circulation without actually pushing the body too hard. I am starting to think your problems are more of a deficiency then "over-nourished" blood. As far as exercise goes, always do mild.

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All the yoga in the pdf link will help circulation in one way or another. Circulation problems are mainly due to the heart's ability to pump and the quality of the blood, so even if you move the blood around one day with cardio, then the source of the problem still exists. The hatha yoga is very nourishing for the yin of the body, and will start to build up all the organ systems and energize them all. This will also start to balance the body. It is very much like a cure-all, so I would do this immediately and do it at least once, even twice per day.

As far as boosting yang of the body, you can do the Tibetan 5 Rites. This is good, but see what results you get from the hatha yoga first, as it is gentle. In my experience, the T5R can impede the yin if it is already unbalanced.

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Do you feel any heat symptoms, such as red face, hot feeling, insomnia, hot flushes, sweating? Do you have undereye bags? Also, how is your sleep and digestion? Do you ever feel dizzy in general, or dizzy after sitting up? How is your energy, do you feel fatigue? Do you feel lower back pain or achey knees?

If you had specifically oxygenation problems, you would look very pale or even blue. I don't think that is the case here.

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I don't know enough about those meds to say for certain which ones are useful and which are not. I would say it is fine to take them, for now, but be diligent about implementing the actual fixes of your health, and then once you improve, you can taper off the medicines.

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Low BP can be caused by a few different reasons, which is why I asked all those questions. In general, it is usually a yang or energy deficiency in the body that manifests like this. This is another reason why I think it is less about the cholesterol in the blood and more about a lack of energy pushing (heart) or nourishing (liver/general yin) it. The BP will improve as the condition of the organs improves. I wouldn't worry unless you are feeling dizzy or fainting.

Cayenne pepper is normally red in color. As far as boosting the heart, you should pick red foods. You want to eat whole food-based meals. Pick nourishing foods, but don't go so heavy such that you cannot digest it well. Make your plate like 1/3 grains or rice, 1/3 veggies, and 1/3 meat or beans. This ensures a proper balance that nourishes the whole body.

Make sure you are sleeping at or before 11pm, as this is the best time for the body to be asleep, relative to circadian rhythm and the magnetic fields of the earth. For example, the liver builds and cleans its blood from 1-3am, and this would help that twitching condition.

Additionally, I must ask, but how often do you engage in sexual activity or masturbation? For men, the ejaculation results in a loss of "jing" from the body, which can tax the body if done too frequently or when already weakened. This normally happens due to porn use, and so if this applies to you, you will want to get a handle on this. Jing loss stresses the yin and yang of the kidneys, and kidneys are important because they boost the other organs when they are deficient.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

I think it is not cold but kinda feels like pins, needles on the head, on thr Left side , on left side of forehead,

But it gives no ache , pain...only a sensation

When it's in or on the head, it's inly there, stays for few seconds and then I get it on nose or lip...or on left side of temple...or left eye ball or eye brow or forehead.

It stays at one area for few seconds before It moves to other areas.

The movement and tingling describes a pathogen class called "wind" in TCM. I think, combined with the temple headache, there is some sort liver issue. Perhaps liver yang rising. due to the headache. This fits the damage that would come with a stressful and damaging past lifestyle. Deficient liver blood can allow wind to occupy the blood, manifesting as tingly or twitching. The yoga helps with this, in my experience.

When you do exercise, it is important to take it slow. I would maybe fast walk only, for now, which would give you the benefits of circulation without actually pushing the body too hard. I am starting to think your problems are more of a deficiency then "over-nourished" blood. As far as exercise goes, always do mild.

-------------------------------------------

All the yoga in the pdf link will help circulation in one way or another. Circulation problems are mainly due to the heart's ability to pump and the quality of the blood, so even if you move the blood around one day with cardio, then the source of the problem still exists. The hatha yoga is very nourishing for the yin of the body, and will start to build up all the organ systems and energize them all. This will also start to balance the body. It is very much like a cure-all, so I would do this immediately and do it at least once, even twice per day.

As far as boosting yang of the body, you can do the Tibetan 5 Rites. This is good, but see what results you get from the hatha yoga first, as it is gentle. In my experience, the T5R can impede the yin if it is already unbalanced.

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Do you feel any heat symptoms, such as red face, hot feeling, insomnia, hot flushes, sweating? Do you have undereye bags? Also, how is your sleep and digestion? Do you ever feel dizzy in general, or dizzy after sitting up? How is your energy, do you feel fatigue? Do you feel lower back pain or achey knees?

If you had specifically oxygenation problems, you would look very pale or even blue. I don't think that is the case here.

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I don't know enough about those meds to say for certain which ones are useful and which are not. I would say it is fine to take them, for now, but be diligent about implementing the actual fixes of your health, and then once you improve, you can taper off the medicines.

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Low BP can be caused by a few different reasons, which is why I asked all those questions. In general, it is usually a yang or energy deficiency in the body that manifests like this. This is another reason why I think it is less about the cholesterol in the blood and more about a lack of energy pushing (heart) or nourishing (liver/general yin) it. The BP will improve as the condition of the organs improves. I wouldn't worry unless you are feeling dizzy or fainting.

Cayenne pepper is normally red in color. As far as boosting the heart, you should pick red foods. You want to eat whole food-based meals. Pick nourishing foods, but don't go so heavy such that you cannot digest it well. Make your plate like 1/3 grains or rice, 1/3 veggies, and 1/3 meat or beans. This ensures a proper balance that nourishes the whole body.

Make sure you are sleeping at or before 11pm, as this is the best time for the body to be asleep, relative to circadian rhythm and the magnetic fields of the earth. For example, the liver builds and cleans its blood from 1-3am, and this would help that twitching condition.

Additionally, I must ask, but how often do you engage in sexual activity or masturbation? For men, the ejaculation results in a loss of "jing" from the body, which can tax the body if done too frequently or when already weakened. This normally happens due to porn use, and so if this applies to you, you will want to get a handle on this. Jing loss stresses the yin and yang of the kidneys, and kidneys are important because they boost the other organs when they are deficient.

Well. First of all, since yesterday I noticed after I wake up from sleep, I find my left arm asleep. Today morning I found it asleep upon waking up.

Now this morning, I'm feeling weak in legs and arms. Can't stand for more than 5-10 seconds. Weakness in arms and legs.

No, I don't feel those heat symptoms I think but cold symptoms like feeling cold and light and physically weak.

I may have yellowish look , but I have wheatish complexion.

I'm doing hatha yoga since yesterday.


I was sleeping after 11pm very late.

I've been excessively doing masturbation too.

So I should stop masturbation until I feel normal again?

I don't have eye bags but dark eye circles since a decade. Bad far eye sight /myopia since 10+ years. I can't see clear from 5-6 feet away. How to improve?? I don't wanna wear specs that I have.

I didn't take meds but only one dose yesterday night. It's taste is still in mouth and on tongue.

And what fruits can I eat during low BP? Oranges, cocunut water?? Banana?? Can I also drink orange juice if I have low BP? I think BP is still low. It fluctuates.

I'm gonna drink coffee, with half milk half water and little jaggery powder as a substitute for white refined sugar.

It's been a year that I've eating only jaggery powder as sugar in tea and in milk. Rarely I've taken white sugar in tea few times in last one year.

I have medium sized Himalayan pinkish salt stone which can last for next 3-5 years. We use it in everything, veggies cooked in pressure cooker. I eat chappati/bread made from wheat flour.

(I also suggest to start using real Himalayan salt if you can get it raw in stone form then good. Idk about ready made Himalayan salt packages.)


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Now when I did hatha yoga a while ago, on the third pose where you bend your body forward while sitting, I got this same sensation near the spine. Chilly, pins, needles sensation which doesn't ache but feels chilling.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Your condition seems to indicate more of a yang deficiency, if you aren't feel those heat symptoms, and especially if you are cold. The undereye discoloration is also indicative of kidney problems. For men, ejaculation places a strain on the kidneys, and they kidneys are what nourish the rest of the body.

I don't know what sort of masturbation frequency you have now, but you will want to lengthen it. I would recommend a minimum of 3 days, and an optimal length of 5 days, to allow your body to recover. At this point in time, the excessive masturbation is probably the primary stress against your body, and your feelings of weakness and eye circles contraindicate sexual activity.

The act of orgasm in both men and women spins the chakras and promotes for a circulation of energy, however the ejaculation of semen stresses the kidneys to make up for the lost jing. Within normal frequencies, this is perfectly fine, however, under times of poor health or stress, this should be contraindicated. Semen and jing are very finely made substances that take a lot of effort to make, so when it is expended too frequently, it strains the body.

If you use porn, this is probably the primary reason you masturbate more than you should. It is in my personal experience, and my observations, that porn induces feelings of being horny and erections where the body would normally not feel this way, such as the case with deficient kidney yang. Combined with the addictive element of porn, this can induce someone to overdue it.

For myself, I have had success using self-hypnosis tapes to counter my use of porn. If this is something you are interested in, I can link some that I have used.

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TCM recognizes myopia as caused by deficient liver blood and kidneys. This may improve as the general health of the body improves. The headstand/shoulderstands of the yoga will wash the eyes and head with blood, so this will help, as well. Unfortunately, eyesight can be complicated to deal with, and so this should be a longer term goal, as opposed to something that will happen quickly. Working on general physical and spiritual health will help, as always.

There are concerns that the blue light found in modern lights and screens can hurt the eyes. Additionally, glasses help in the short term, but they also allow the eye muscles to weaken and never "try" to focus better. This is what I mean with the situation being a little complicated. It is not impossible though. Perhaps a spiritual working would be necessary for rapid change.

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All of the fruits should be fine, to my knowledge. There is nothing really that would impede BP. I originally thought your blood condition was of blood congestion, but it appears now to be more from a lack of energy pushing it. To build up your yang and combat the cold, eat warming and heavier foods, just don't eat so much that you feel bloated or stuffed. See below and try to avoid an abundance of cooling foods.

Be careful with coffee, as it can hurt kidney yang. The caffeine may make you feel energized at first, but it does so by stressing the kidneys. I would limit yourself to 1 cup, if you must drink it. Otherwise, use decaf or tea instead. Your energy will improve over time, so eventually you shouldn't even feel the need for an energy boost.

Otherwise, your diet sounds good, and I am glad you make cook your food. Some people don't have the desire or time to do so, and this can hamper their recovery. That is good advice on the Himalayan salt, thanks!

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What you experienced with the yoga should be fine. As long as you aren't pushing the stretch or not feeling pain, then I wouldn't worry. It is something related to the energy movement. It could have been good, as yoga normally induces energy and a tingling feeling. Even if this was not the case, I doubt it is anything permanent or anything to worry about.

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Your condition should improve over the next few days and weeks by focusing on good food, good sleep, and exercise and yoga. Your primary focus should be on not masturbating too frequently, as like I explained above, this represents a loss of jing on the body, which is hard to make. The energy gained from the food and sleep would otherwise be "wasted" by too frequent jing loss.

I don't want to scare you away from sexual activity, as the orgasm itself is very useful, spiritually. It is just that in your case, your body is showing signs that it needs to slow down. I think you will start to feel better in these coming days if you can get a handle on that. Again, this is not permanent, and in the future, with all the things you do for yourself, physically and spiritually, you will be significantly stronger and healthier, and can engage in sex more frequently.

The ultimate solution to this, is to separate the orgasm from the ejaculation. It is certainly possible, it just takes some work. Once trained, then you wouldn't have to worry about infrequent sex. There are physical training methods, and there are also subconscious training methods, in the form of hypnosis tapes. I can link one I found, but didn't personally try, if this interest you.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

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Your condition seems to indicate more of a yang deficiency, if you aren't feel those heat symptoms, and especially if you are cold. The undereye discoloration is also indicative of kidney problems. For men, ejaculation places a strain on the kidneys, and they kidneys are what nourish the rest of the body.

I don't know what sort of masturbation frequency you have now, but you will want to lengthen it. I would recommend a minimum of 3 days, and an optimal length of 5 days, to allow your body to recover. At this point in time, the excessive masturbation is probably the primary stress against your body, and your feelings of weakness and eye circles contraindicate sexual activity.

The act of orgasm in both men and women spins the chakras and promotes for a circulation of energy, however the ejaculation of semen stresses the kidneys to make up for the lost jing. Within normal frequencies, this is perfectly fine, however, under times of poor health or stress, this should be contraindicated. Semen and jing are very finely made substances that take a lot of effort to make, so when it is expended too frequently, it strains the body.

If you use porn, this is probably the primary reason you masturbate more than you should. It is in my personal experience, and my observations, that porn induces feelings of being horny and erections where the body would normally not feel this way, such as the case with deficient kidney yang. Combined with the addictive element of porn, this can induce someone to overdue it.

For myself, I have had success using self-hypnosis tapes to counter my use of porn. If this is something you are interested in, I can link some that I have used.

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TCM recognizes myopia as caused by deficient liver blood and kidneys. This may improve as the general health of the body improves. The headstand/shoulderstands of the yoga will wash the eyes and head with blood, so this will help, as well. Unfortunately, eyesight can be complicated to deal with, and so this should be a longer term goal, as opposed to something that will happen quickly. Working on general physical and spiritual health will help, as always.

There are concerns that the blue light found in modern lights and screens can hurt the eyes. Additionally, glasses help in the short term, but they also allow the eye muscles to weaken and never "try" to focus better. This is what I mean with the situation being a little complicated. It is not impossible though. Perhaps a spiritual working would be necessary for rapid change.

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All of the fruits should be fine, to my knowledge. There is nothing really that would impede BP. I originally thought your blood condition was of blood congestion, but it appears now to be more from a lack of energy pushing it. To build up your yang and combat the cold, eat warming and heavier foods, just don't eat so much that you feel bloated or stuffed. See below and try to avoid an abundance of cooling foods.

Be careful with coffee, as it can hurt kidney yang. The caffeine may make you feel energized at first, but it does so by stressing the kidneys. I would limit yourself to 1 cup, if you must drink it. Otherwise, use decaf or tea instead. Your energy will improve over time, so eventually you shouldn't even feel the need for an energy boost.

Otherwise, your diet sounds good, and I am glad you make cook your food. Some people don't have the desire or time to do so, and this can hamper their recovery. That is good advice on the Himalayan salt, thanks!

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What you experienced with the yoga should be fine. As long as you aren't pushing the stretch or not feeling pain, then I wouldn't worry. It is something related to the energy movement. It could have been good, as yoga normally induces energy and a tingling feeling. Even if this was not the case, I doubt it is anything permanent or anything to worry about.

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Your condition should improve over the next few days and weeks by focusing on good food, good sleep, and exercise and yoga. Your primary focus should be on not masturbating too frequently, as like I explained above, this represents a loss of jing on the body, which is hard to make. The energy gained from the food and sleep would otherwise be "wasted" by too frequent jing loss.

I don't want to scare you away from sexual activity, as the orgasm itself is very useful, spiritually. It is just that in your case, your body is showing signs that it needs to slow down. I think you will start to feel better in these coming days if you can get a handle on that. Again, this is not permanent, and in the future, with all the things you do for yourself, physically and spiritually, you will be significantly stronger and healthier, and can engage in sex more frequently.

The ultimate solution to this, is to separate the orgasm from the ejaculation. It is certainly possible, it just takes some work. Once trained, then you wouldn't have to worry about infrequent sex. There are physical training methods, and there are also subconscious training methods, in the form of hypnosis tapes. I can link one I found, but didn't personally try, if this interest you.

Very good info and on masturbation. I'd save it. I didn't about in that depth.

Well. I got injected glucose with multivitamins in it....

Today, I woke up by a feeling In the bottom of my heart...felt like the pumping of blood.....then I drank coffee as I was feeling weak.....then...after a while I started feeling uneasy way more than I was feeling upon waking up. I walked and my heart started beating faster when I stood up..it felt scary...I felt like passing out...but then I drank that electrolytes dehydration solution for treating dehydration.....I felt fine within few mins. the heart rate was normal again

But I was scared and went to the hospital.....they injected glucose with multivitamins in it...

Which didn't help much but little..as that solution water did.

I hearrd these glucose..saline water cause kidney diseases...

Also got medicines prescribed :

1 syrup for fungal diastase n papain
2 provest capsules
3 rabeprazole sodium domperidone SR
4 nutraceutical

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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It sounds like they are giving you a lot of items for nutritional and digestive support. These should be ok to continue taking, and the conditions will improve on their own as your body heals and becomes energized on its own. I don't think any of those medicines, except #3 (rabeprazole sodium domperidone SR), are particularly bad for you. Only this one is a shitty treatment.

The rabeprazole is a medicine that reduces the amount of stomach acid you make, however the cause of heartburn or stomach upset is actually a weakened stomach, not the other way around. As the food stagnates, it results in heartburn and other indigestion symptoms. The yoga will help with this, as well as eating smaller, nourishing meals. Take the medicine if you want, but I would recommend coming off of it as soon as you feel better.

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I wouldn't worry too much about the glucose injection, as it was just a one time thing. I am unaware of their relationship to kidney disease, but you should be fine. The yoga and other aspects of good health will prevent you from getting kidney disease.

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It sounds like the coffee is hurting you. I would cease drinking it entirely, for now. I understand that you feel tired, so the proper solution is to schedule more time for sleep. Perhaps if you wake up and feel tired, lay in bed for a little longer. Otherwise, try eating a small meal or walking around or something to energize yourself. The energy that coffee gives you is not "free" energy.

In TCM, the kidneys/adrenals regulate the heart beat. In this case, the caffeine from the coffee weakened the kidneys by forcing them to give energy to the body. The weakened kidneys were then unable to control the heart, leading to it beating too fast and your mind racing. That was good that you had the intuition to drink your electrolyte solution. It sounds like that stuff works well for you, I would keep taking it.

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I think if you continue with all the items that promote good health: yoga, moderate exercise, good diet, proper sleep, and proper frequency of sexual activity, then your condition will start to readily improve. In your case, I think the excessive masturbation was the biggest strain on your kidneys, and so I think the solution lies in regulating this.

When I used to read the "nofap" forums on reddit, a lot of people reported symptoms like this with the heart, fatigue, anxious thoughts, feeling unwell and so on being cured. This is because the kidneys relate to all these things. The kidneys also directly support all other organs in the body, and they regulate the heart, so this will help your heart feelings as well.

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An important note that must always be said is that sexual orgasm is beneficial for the chakras and energy circulation. Christians and other New Age people claim you should never ejaculate (which will cause a sacral chakra blockage), but rather you just have to make sure you are not doing it too much, as the ejaculation specifically can strain the kidneys. Some people can handle it better than others, and you will be able to handle it better in the future as your general health improves.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

Thanks. I'd read your reply again by tomorrow morning carefully.
I took that rapzi tablet today and got ache on solar plexes area when I push my chest out and when I stand straight, it aches mildly as if that area is swollen...like a muscle ache.

Won't take it. Only 3 tablet for 3 days. Took one.

Good news is , I'm feeling fine now. Yeah I masturbated two days ago... That's why this condition in the yesterday morning.

Now when I aroused myself , then I didn't ejaculate...then I stood up...I felt weak...as if I was having low BP.

Another good news is i think my far eye sight myopia is cured a little....

But how do I get rid of this negative thought of heart surgery...I don't wanna talk about it...shit. idk why I get attached to one thought... I'm air dominant though... because I'm not keeping myself busy and do not have a busy social life.

Sorry for bad English...when I'm lazy my english is like this.like a toddler.

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It sounds like they are giving you a lot of items for nutritional and digestive support. These should be ok to continue taking, and the conditions will improve on their own as your body heals and becomes energized on its own. I don't think any of those medicines, except #3 (rabeprazole sodium domperidone SR), are particularly bad for you. Only this one is a shitty treatment.

The rabeprazole is a medicine that reduces the amount of stomach acid you make, however the cause of heartburn or stomach upset is actually a weakened stomach, not the other way around. As the food stagnates, it results in heartburn and other indigestion symptoms. The yoga will help with this, as well as eating smaller, nourishing meals. Take the medicine if you want, but I would recommend coming off of it as soon as you feel better.

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I wouldn't worry too much about the glucose injection, as it was just a one time thing. I am unaware of their relationship to kidney disease, but you should be fine. The yoga and other aspects of good health will prevent you from getting kidney disease.

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It sounds like the coffee is hurting you. I would cease drinking it entirely, for now. I understand that you feel tired, so the proper solution is to schedule more time for sleep. Perhaps if you wake up and feel tired, lay in bed for a little longer. Otherwise, try eating a small meal or walking around or something to energize yourself. The energy that coffee gives you is not "free" energy.

In TCM, the kidneys/adrenals regulate the heart beat. In this case, the caffeine from the coffee weakened the kidneys by forcing them to give energy to the body. The weakened kidneys were then unable to control the heart, leading to it beating too fast and your mind racing. That was good that you had the intuition to drink your electrolyte solution. It sounds like that stuff works well for you, I would keep taking it.

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I think if you continue with all the items that promote good health: yoga, moderate exercise, good diet, proper sleep, and proper frequency of sexual activity, then your condition will start to readily improve. In your case, I think the excessive masturbation was the biggest strain on your kidneys, and so I think the solution lies in regulating this.

When I used to read the "nofap" forums on reddit, a lot of people reported symptoms like this with the heart, fatigue, anxious thoughts, feeling unwell and so on being cured. This is because the kidneys relate to all these things. The kidneys also directly support all other organs in the body, and they regulate the heart, so this will help your heart feelings as well.

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An important note that must always be said is that sexual orgasm is beneficial for the chakras and energy circulation. Christians and other New Age people claim you should never ejaculate (which will cause a sacral chakra blockage), but rather you just have to make sure you are not doing it too much, as the ejaculation specifically can strain the kidneys. Some people can handle it better than others, and you will be able to handle it better in the future as your general health improves.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Thanks. I'd read your reply again by tomorrow morning carefully.
I took that rapzi tablet today and got ache on solar plexes area when I push my chest out and when I stand straight, it aches mildly as if that area is swollen...like a muscle ache.

Won't take it. Only 3 tablet for 3 days. Took one.

Good news is , I'm feeling fine now. Yeah I masturbated two days ago... That's why this condition in the yesterday morning.

Now when I aroused myself , then I didn't ejaculate...then I stood up...I felt weak...as if I was having low BP.

Another good news is i think my far eye sight myopia is cured a little....

But how do I get rid of this negative thought of heart surgery...I don't wanna talk about it...shit. idk why I get attached to one thought... I'm air dominant though... because I'm not keeping myself busy and do not have a busy social life.

Sorry for bad English...when I'm lazy my english is like this.like a toddler.

The rapzi tablet probably upset your stomach a bit, giving that pain. It is just a poopy treatment overall. If I had to guess, I think sometimes high arousal can temporarily take some kidney yang from the kidneys in preparation for the ejaculation, which I think may have led to the low BP. This is just my guess.

There is no reason to have surgery at all. The heart is perfectly capable of healing on its own, even before you use Satanic treatments. It is only modern medicine that doesn't understand this.

Proof of this is on the comment section of this herbal formula called "Cardiovigor" by Activeherb. One reviewer said that their heart recovered in function completely after multiple heart attacks, both visually and in function. This means that, when given the energy to heal, it is perfectly capable of doing so. I don't think your heart is actually significantly damaged, even if it was performing weakly. It is more like a car with low fuel than actual damage to the car itself.

Either way, as your other conditions improve, your circulation should return to normal. There is nothing that heart surgery could do for you, because you simply do not need it. Your condition, and any condition, is perfectly curable and treatable when the right actions are taken, there is virtually never a reason to do surgery for stuff like this, in my opinion. I wouldn't worry about this being a possibility, even if you feel uneasy.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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I have no idea what is going on this thread but I've never felt so anxious reading posts about someone's health in my entire life on this forum, nobody is asking any real questions. When you jump to assumptions and start throwing random solutions based upon these assumptions that aren't founded on any solid grounds, it can be harmful.


- How old are you?

- What did you tell your doctor exactly? Some doctors give a prescription based on how you explain the problem and what they decide by the symptoms, and they usually do this without any real proper tests such as getting your liver or heart checked out

- Are you overweight or obese? (Be honest, seriously, I don't judge)

- What did your blood test results tell you? Did it say you have high cholesterol? Is your blood sugar okay? Was there anything that stood out?

- What is your diet like? Do you eat a lot of meat? Do you eat lots of sugary things? Do you usually add sugar to stuff like cereal or tea? Do you drink coffee?

- Do you have difficulty breathing? Do you find that you are always breathing quickly, like you can't really catch your breath?

- And finally do you drink enough water daily? Low blood pressure can be caused by dehydration, you should be drinking plenty of water.


Once you answer these questions I may be able to better help with a likely cause and appropriate solution.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

Thnaks. It was just negative thought lingering....was afraid because imagined things become reality. But anyway...trying to be positive.

Good thing is today went for checkup... He prescribed multi vitamin.. the chemist gave me a different brand and in tablet form multi vitamin, but previous one was on soft capsule form and the name was slightly different.

No issue?

It was prescribed to be taken in the evening once a day.

The rapzi tablet probably upset your stomach a bit, giving that pain. It is just a poopy treatment overall. If I had to guess, I think sometimes high arousal can temporarily take some kidney yang from the kidneys in preparation for the ejaculation, which I think may have led to the low BP. This is just my guess.

There is no reason to have surgery at all. The heart is perfectly capable of healing on its own, even before you use Satanic treatments. It is only modern medicine that doesn't understand this.

Proof of this is on the comment section of this herbal formula called "Cardiovigor" by Activeherb. One reviewer said that their heart recovered in function completely after multiple heart attacks, both visually and in function. This means that, when given the energy to heal, it is perfectly capable of doing so. I don't think your heart is actually significantly damaged, even if it was performing weakly. It is more like a car with low fuel than actual damage to the car itself.

Either way, as your other conditions improve, your circulation should return to normal. There is nothing that heart surgery could do for you, because you simply do not need it. Your condition, and any condition, is perfectly curable and treatable when the right actions are taken, there is virtually never a reason to do surgery for stuff like this, in my opinion. I wouldn't worry about this being a possibility, even if you feel uneasy.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Thnaks. It was just negative thought lingering....was afraid because imagined things become reality. But anyway...trying to be positive.

Good thing is today went for checkup... He prescribed multi vitamin.. the chemist gave me a different brand and in tablet form multi vitamin, but previous one was on soft capsule form and the name was slightly different.
No issue?
It was prescribed to be taken in the evening once a day.

It should be ok. I don't know the difference between the two multi-vitamins, but I am assuming there won't be a whole lot if the chemist substituted one for the other. Multivitamins are fine to take. They won't do any harm, but sometimes they will have a lot of nutrients that most people already easily obtain. Some are better than others.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

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I have no idea what is going on this thread but I've never felt so anxious reading posts about someone's health in my entire life on this forum, nobody is asking any real questions. When you jump to assumptions and start throwing random solutions based upon these assumptions that aren't founded on any solid grounds, it can be harmful.


- How old are you?

- What did you tell your doctor exactly? Some doctors give a prescription based on how you explain the problem and what they decide by the symptoms, and they usually do this without any real proper tests such as getting your liver or heart checked out

- Are you overweight or obese? (Be honest, seriously, I don't judge)

- What did your blood test results tell you? Did it say you have high cholesterol? Is your blood sugar okay? Was there anything that stood out?

- What is your diet like? Do you eat a lot of meat? Do you eat lots of sugary things? Do you usually add sugar to stuff like cereal or tea? Do you drink coffee?

- Do you have difficulty breathing? Do you find that you are always breathing quickly, like you can't really catch your breath?

- And finally do you drink enough water daily? Low blood pressure can be caused by dehydration, you should be drinking plenty of water.


Once you answer these questions I may be able to better help with a likely cause and appropriate solution.

I think it was dehydration problem. I was doing cardio but didn't drink enough water and also didn't eat well balanced diet and enough food.

1. Above 25
2 . Told him I couldn't stand and felt weak in legs. My heart was was little high that morning. They checked BP
3 it only said I have one point higher triglycerides that is 171. Few weeks before it was little higher than that.
4. Not much, I ate less than what was required I think. 3 meals only. I take jaggery powder, not white sugar.
5 yes little difficulty in breathing, in taking long breathe after while a while. I have this problem since many years.
6. Didn't drink enough. Doctor too said it was because of dehydration.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

Thnaks. It was just negative thought lingering....was afraid because imagined things become reality. But anyway...trying to be positive.

Good thing is today went for checkup... He prescribed multi vitamin.. the chemist gave me a different brand and in tablet form multi vitamin, but previous one was on soft capsule form and the name was slightly different.
No issue?
It was prescribed to be taken in the evening once a day.

It should be ok. I don't know the difference between the two multi-vitamins, but I am assuming there won't be a whole lot if the chemist substituted one for the other. Multivitamins are fine to take. They won't do any harm, but sometimes they will have a lot of nutrients that most people already easily obtain. Some are better than others.

I got tablets replaced with soft gels capsules, which were prescribed to be taken at night. Idk if night time is appropriate/suitable for taking multivitamins or not.

Is soft gel capsule safe?? I think tablet form is more safer and better or both??


The problem doctor said was dehydration. The last time I did exercise (cardio) I was already feeling kind of tired or weak...guess that affected and caused dehydration. Or blood circulation could be the main and dehydration as an additional or it's just totally dehydration as a cause.

I'm feeling normal now.

Multivitamins seem to have affected my myopia very positively. Before I couldn't see far distant objects without closing my eyes to adjust the lens focus...

Now I just need to blink few times to see a little clear...before I had to blink many times and alsoni couldn't stare withiut blinking for more than 2-3 seconds... Now it has extended to 5-8 seconds.

It's just a little improvement in eyesight.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

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3 days ago I had pain in the left side but at the bottom.
Went to doctor. There was littlr infection in urine.

Pain was relieved by pain killer injection. Told to get ultrasound done.

Today I went for ultrasound, in the kidney, there is 5mm to mid ureteric calculus measuring 5.5mm. echogenic calculus measuring 3mm seen in the lower pole.

Conclusion : left mid ureteric calculus, iwth grade-I hydronephrosis left kidney.

And,

Left renal calculus.

That's all.

Last night or before yesternight, I had pain while passing urine. It was stopped but then it passed.

Now I'm afraid it the medicines the doctor gave cause the stone to get stuck and block urine?

I have no choice but to take it.

Drinking enough water. Going to toilet within 5-10 minutes. Huh

 

[sahasrarabliss]

Im urinating in steel utensil, I went to toilet for 15-20 times or more since noon.

Only thrice a very tiny pieces, VERY TINY came out...the third time was when I actually touched it and it was solid and it was the size of a tiny dot... But the stone is 5.5mm and the other 3mm I think :'(

It started in 2018 , it was 04mm n 03mm before. I didn't care. Or maybe this is newly formed.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Yeah those stones are going to upset your water balance a bit. I am unsure what medicines exactly would cause kidney/ureter stones. That is a good guess, because it sounds like these stones developed quickly. Besides asking your doctor, you can just google the meds and search their relation to kidney stones.

You will want to take items that counter kidney/ureter stones. Home remedies for kidney stones. These items should help dissolve and counter the accumulation.

Also, keep doing your yoga, as the hatha yoga is the best thing you can do for removing blockages in the body. Read this article on yoga poses for kidney stones and try those, as well.

These items should remove the stones and give you some relief, but you should still talk to your doctor about which meds can cause this and tapering off of them. A lot of those meds were a little redundant and only useful to people who don't eat right or don't do yoga. If they are now causing your side effects, I think they are no longer useful.

In addition, you can use the SaTaNaMa mantra for general health and balance. Doing this will give your body another extra push in the right direction.

Im urinating in steel utensil, I went to toilet for 15-20 times or more since noon.

Only thrice a very tiny pieces, VERY TINY came out...the third time was when I actually touched it and it was solid and it was the size of a tiny dot... But the stone is 5.5mm and the other 3mm I think :'(

It started in 2018 , it was 04mm n 03mm before. I didn't care. Or maybe this is newly formed.

So that is good if it appears the stones are breaking apart. If it started in 2018, then this could be the result of a previous bad diet or other imbalances. It is hard to say.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

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Yeah those stones are going to upset your water balance a bit. I am unsure what medicines exactly would cause kidney/ureter stones. That is a good guess, because it sounds like these stones developed quickly. Besides asking your doctor, you can just google the meds and search their relation to kidney stones.

You will want to take items that counter kidney/ureter stones. Home remedies for kidney stones. These items should help dissolve and counter the accumulation.

Also, keep doing your yoga, as the hatha yoga is the best thing you can do for removing blockages in the body. Read this article on yoga poses for kidney stones and try those, as well.

These items should remove the stones and give you some relief, but you should still talk to your doctor about which meds can cause this and tapering off of them. A lot of those meds were a little redundant and only useful to people who don't eat right or don't do yoga. If they are now causing your side effects, I think they are no longer useful.

In addition, you can use the SaTaNaMa mantra for general health and balance. Doing this will give your body another extra push in the right direction.

Im urinating in steel utensil, I went to toilet for 15-20 times or more since noon.

Only thrice a very tiny pieces, VERY TINY came out...the third time was when I actually touched it and it was solid and it was the size of a tiny dot... But the stone is 5.5mm and the other 3mm I think :'(

It started in 2018 , it was 04mm n 03mm before. I didn't care. Or maybe this is newly formed.

So that is good if it appears the stones are breaking apart. If it started in 2018, then this could be the result of a previous bad diet or other imbalances. It is hard to say.

I just woke up. I feel so weak in the knees maybe cuz of I drank alot of water yesterday every time while standing ???

I'll post the meds he prescribed for stone removal. Just woke up. Feeling so weak in the knees and legs.

My lifestyle has been very sedentary. Physically inactive since many years.
It's the main cause I think.

Thanks. I'll check out. And reply again soon.

So maybe stones were also the reason that caused low BP in the first place n weaknesses???

 

[sahasrarabliss]

A while ago, a larger in size stone came out but with it, some little sperm also came out... Why???? Was it for good???

If I measure it in size it's 3mm , exactly the size which was stuck in the lower pole and the other 5.5mm in the mid.

But it is tall in height and its width is less. Less thick in size. But probably the biggest stone since yesterday.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

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For kidney stones, he continued infection medication he prescribed on that when I had pain before going to ultrasound next day.

Now he prescribed :.
1.Neeri tablet, bromelain, rutoside trihydrate

2. diclofenac sodium tablets,

3. Ofloxacin Tabkets

4. Hyoscine butybromide paracetamol - buscogast

5. Potassium citrate magnesium citrate & vitamin B6 syrup, to drink in one glass , one spoon of it.


I'll have to take Neeri tablet for one month I think... won't that affect badly on kidneys???? I can simply drink water , citrus fruits , etc...or take some ayurvedic medicine instead???? Would that be better....

 

[sahasrarabliss]

He also prescribed two capsules I took it now in the morning, he said it will put pressure, make you feel dizzy... Don't walk.

I hope everything's gonna be alright.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

Can I also do Breath of fire???

 

[sahasrarabliss]

So I noticed little sperm came out second time after I urinated after passing the stool.
Same thing happened in the morning. It came after passing the stool. I think it is usual with me. But why?

I'm urinating in steel utensil so that's why I noticed. It might have been coming out before too.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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For the most part those medicines are fine to take. When I googled the Neeri, it said it was a medicine of ayurvedic origin. That and the bromelain, and even the rutoside, appear to be plant-derived. I think they are ok and won't hurt the kidneys. It sounds like the doctors likes to give a mix of vitamins/nutrients and pharmaceuticals. You could always see a doctor that is more ayurvedic/TCM in origin in addition to this one, if that makes you feel better.

The semen in urine can be from weakened kidneys. Are you sure it was semen? The urine can also be cloudy, if you have an infection and probably also from the stones.

Do you have any heat signs, such as feeling hot, dark urine, super thirsty? If you do, then your body is more yin deficient, but otherwise it sounds like yang deficient. The leg weakness indicates kidney weakness, and likely same with fatigue.

I am unsure specifically about the breath of fire, but if you are not feeling heat signs it should be ok. Same for yoga and mild exercise. Do everything mildly and stop if it starts to hurt. Given your symptoms, and just in general, you should also be doing the yoga. It will aid the bladder/kidneys and prevent energy stagnation in the body.

It sounds like the stones are clearing out, which was upsetting your water balance. Once this has finished, you should be in a much better spot. You will be fine, this is just a temporary obstacle.

Keep doing yoga, mild exercise, and a whole food, balanced diet and your health will steadily improve. Right now just take everything easy and make sure you get lots of sleep. It doesn't sound like you are doing anything majorly wrong, so your health should improve steadily.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

I'll check out ayurvedic medicine too tomorrow. Yes, it was sperm. White , looked thick. I think I usually or sometimes get it when I urinate right after passing stool...

My knees ached in the morning only after the first day of drinking alot of water whole day and first day of medicine for kidney stone. After first day, I didn't feel weak in the knees.

Maybe excessive masturbation since 16 weakened kidneys. But kidneys might not be weak....I just hope.

Doing yoga, and no I'm not feeling any heat in the kidney areas...or abdomen area.

Today I'm tired. Tired of drinking water and going to bathroom after few minutes.

Nothing came out since yesterday, but only one stone in the morning came out as I told. Nothing since yesterday.

Sometimes I just feel like wishing to die. I'm really tired and fed with up with this life. I don't see anything ahead.. short height wrecked havoc on my social life. Can't live with this short height either. It seems like I had a chance but I wasted it. Everything seems so gloomy.

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For the most part those medicines are fine to take. When I googled the Neeri, it said it was a medicine of ayurvedic origin. That and the bromelain, and even the rutoside, appear to be plant-derived. I think they are ok and won't hurt the kidneys. It sounds like the doctors likes to give a mix of vitamins/nutrients and pharmaceuticals. You could always see a doctor that is more ayurvedic/TCM in origin in addition to this one, if that makes you feel better.

The semen in urine can be from weakened kidneys. Are you sure it was semen? The urine can also be cloudy, if you have an infection and probably also from the stones.

Do you have any heat signs, such as feeling hot, dark urine, super thirsty? If you do, then your body is more yin deficient, but otherwise it sounds like yang deficient. The leg weakness indicates kidney weakness, and likely same with fatigue.

I am unsure specifically about the breath of fire, but if you are not feeling heat signs it should be ok. Same for yoga and mild exercise. Do everything mildly and stop if it starts to hurt. Given your symptoms, and just in general, you should also be doing the yoga. It will aid the bladder/kidneys and prevent energy stagnation in the body.

It sounds like the stones are clearing out, which was upsetting your water balance. Once this has finished, you should be in a much better spot. You will be fine, this is just a temporary obstacle.

Keep doing yoga, mild exercise, and a whole food, balanced diet and your health will steadily improve. Right now just take everything easy and make sure you get lots of sleep. It doesn't sound like you are doing anything majorly wrong, so your health should improve steadily.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I'll check out ayurvedic medicine too tomorrow. Yes, it was sperm. White , looked thick. I think I usually or sometimes get it when I urinate right after passing stool...

My knees ached in the morning only after the first day of drinking alot of water whole day and first day of medicine for kidney stone. After first day, I didn't feel weak in the knees.

Maybe excessive masturbation since 16 weakened kidneys. But kidneys might not be weak....I just hope.

Doing yoga, and no I'm not feeling any heat in the kidney areas...or abdomen area.

Today I'm tired. Tired of drinking water and going to bathroom after few minutes.

Nothing came out since yesterday, but only one stone in the morning came out as I told. Nothing since yesterday.

Sometimes I just feel like wishing to die. I'm really tired and fed with up with this life. I don't see anything ahead.. short height wrecked havoc on my social life. Can't live with this short height either. It seems like I had a chance but I wasted it. Everything seems so gloomy.

Excessive masturbation does harm the kidneys. This is from TCM medicine which views the kidneys as a much larger organ system than simply a filtration device. The weakened kidneys also explains the water metabolism problems, leading to the frequent urination. Your knees not aching anymore is a good sign, it means the kidneys are getting stronger again.

Lots of people suffer because of lack of knowledge in this area. Both you and me, for example, and I know of many people. For most people, including me, it was (((porn))) use, started at an early age, that did this. It took me way too long to figure it out and stop it. This does not mean you can never masturbate again, it just means to be mindful of it while the kidneys heal. Yoga, good food and sleep, and power meditation will all boost the kidney's health and allow a fulfilling sex life as well.

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Feeling tired and no heat means you are likely more yang deficient than yin, so keep this in mind for balancing yourself in the future. For me, for example, I am prone to yin deficiency, and so I feel lots of heat, agitation, and feeling like I cannot sit still or calm down.

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Did the doctors tell you to drink lots of water? If you are going to the restroom every few minutes, you could decrease your water consumption. I think the kidneys are just letting it all out anyway. That is what it sounds like.

You can drink lemon juice or apple cider vinegar to aid the kidneys in flushing out the remaining stones. Also, don't forget the kidney-stone specific yoga, in addition to the hatha yoga. Does your kidneys/bladder still hurt or feel uncomfortable? It sounds like they are getting better.

What about your heart/circulation? Does it seem a little better? If the kidneys are weakened, you may still feel a little palpitations, but hopefully you don't feel any blood stagnation.

I am unsure exactly why the stones arrived. I hope it wasn't from the medicines, but you will not be on them forever anyway. I think as your health improves, the stones will expel and not reform. TCM listed the cause of stones online as " damp-heat betting and water-heat interpenetration". I don't know the full extent of what that means, but it sounds like that is something that can be prevented with yoga and other balancing methods.

By the way, include lots of salty and bean foods for the kidneys. This includes olives, kelp, anchovies, sardines, kidney beans, and eggs.

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Poor health will make you feel gloomy. In addition, poor kidney health will specifically give you a feeling of despair or stress. I remember when I was a lot younger and masturbating multiple times daily. I would sit up all night procrastinating on my homework because my willpower was destroyed. I would get so angry and frustrated and felt like something was wrong with me. I kept asking myself why life seemed so hard for me, but not everyone else.

I felt similar feelings the past year when I hurt my health and kidneys before I learned proper TCM lifestyle choices. I felt the same way again: like everything was fucked and my stress was through the roof. I kept asking myself how everyone else seems to manage fine and not deal with this stuff. This has to do with kidney health.

In the TCM view, kidneys act like batteries for the rest of the organs, so if one organ has low yin/yang, the kidneys will boost them. If the kidneys are weakened, however, then the other organs can quickly become weak. I think this was the case for your heart, and for me in the past, this was the case for my liver and stomach. Kidneys also control willpower and stress response.

I ended up seeing a TCM doctor for herbal medicine and acupuncture, and I read about my conditions and what foods and other lifestyle choices to make. In addition, I started doing yoga, and my health steadily improved and stabilized. I still keep track of my masturbation frequency, because I don't think my kidneys are in perfect health yet.

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It is not your fault that nobody told you how to manage your health perfectly. It is just the clownworld we live in. As Satanic souls, we basically incarnated into this disaster of a world to fix it. Since we were born into it, we also had to figure out what is right and what is wrong, and what is healthy and what is not. Both you and I suffered because we did not know the proper knowledge of good health, but now as we learn it, we are starting to rebuild what is right.

With good health comes lots of energy and willpower, and by investing this energy into power meditation, then we become even healthier and stronger, even achieving immortality. Along with our allies, we will eventually bring this whole planet back to Satan, and with it will come immense health and glory.

In this sense, the future is bright for you, even if it may be hard to view, due to previously weakened health. Your health is showing signs of improving, and you will be back on your feet soon. As your health gets better, your outlook will improve on its own.

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I find it funny that you mention being short, because I am also short, myself. Combined with some astrological factors and excessive masturbation in my past (which made me nervous and withdrawn), my social life was not great either. I am pretty introverted so I could handle it to some degree, but everyone still needs form of social contact.

Being short is just one small aspect of yourself which will be greatly outshined by your spiritual progress. I would rather be made a Satanic midget, then a super tall Chad who is Christian. This is because the spiritual progress will pay off infinitely more for your happiness than height. With spiritual power, you could likely change your height and other aspects of your appearance. For me, my muscle size increased significantly from the yoga alone, for example.

Hopefully you can understand, at least logically, how life is worth living and how your future is still bright. You just have to hang on and keep pushing. It is impossible for your situation to not improve if you make the correct actions. It already sounds like your health is getting better, even with this minor setback of the kidney stones.

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You will find good treatments in with holistic systems like Ayurveda or TCM. They will be effective with very few side effects. If you have the financial means, definitely pursue those health systems, as they work very well.

Even with your current doctor, it sounds like your health has been improving. Continue with the good diet, yoga, sleep, exercise, and it is impossible for your health to not improve. In addition, power meditation will also boost the body immensely, further preventing any major imbalances. Good health and success is within your grasp, just like it is for anyone else, so you just need to keep persevering!

 

[sahasrarabliss]

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We gave the stone to lab for analysis so doctor said he will prescribe diet and medicine aftyer the stone analysis. Till the I'll have to take :

1. Neeri tablet, thrice a day.
2. Celfixime & Sulbactam tablets. This one is new now.
3. Same Potassium citrate magnesium citrate vitamin B6 Syrup thrice a day,

Plus I went to ayurvedic store "Ramdev" , they gave me the usual same herbs to boil and drink the water of it. These ayurvedic medicines have no side effects. But..

But I'm wondering what if both allopathy and this ayurvedic medicines clashes and put load on kidneys? causing something negative?


The ayurvedic medicines by Patanjali Ayurvedic are 2 :

1. Ashmarihar Kwath
2. Ashmarihar Ras

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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We gave the stone to lab for analysis so doctor said he will prescribe diet and medicine aftyer the stone analysis. Till the I'll have to take :

1. Neeri tablet, thrice a day.
2. Celfixime & Sulbactam tablets. This one is new now.
3. Same Potassium citrate magnesium citrate vitamin B6 Syrup thrice a day,

Plus I went to ayurvedic store "Ramdev" , they gave me the usual same herbs to boil and drink the water of it. These ayurvedic medicines have no side effects. But..

But I'm wondering what if both allopathy and this ayurvedic medicines clashes and put load on kidneys? causing something negative?


The ayurvedic medicines are 2 :

1. Ashmarihar Kwath
2. Ashmarihar Ras

The neeri tablet and the ayurvedic medicine both aid the kidneys, so this would prevent an extra load from a potential clash. In general, if medicines clashed, they would just be rendered inert and be disposed of just like they normally would. It is normally only allopathic medicines that have to be filtered by the body anyway, because in most cases they upset the body's balance too much.

I think if a medicine was going to harm your kidneys, it would occur while the medicine is active, not after is has interacted with something else. I don't think the load placed on the kidneys through filtration of an additional substance would be significant compared to other things that can damage them, like lots of coffee, low sleep, etc. Also, you would feel the symptoms again, which would be fatigue, back/knee pain, etc, so it isn't like it would just come out nowhere.

Worst case scenario you would stop the medicines and the kidneys would heal, as they always can. However, you should make your allopathic doctor aware of these medicines you are taking, just to be sure. Truthfully, I don't know if they would know about the majority of them, as they are not trained at all in holistic care.

Anyway, this is good to hear. You should feel better soon.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

I had a desire to masturbate...but didn't...cuz don't know if it's healthy to do this in this condition.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

And oh, after I took Celfixime & Sulbactam tablets with Neeri tablet and potassium syrup.... After some hours, I had felt ache in the right side...while the stone is on left.

Maybe ache in the bladder..

Then I felt cold sensation while urinating..
Now it mildly aches there.

I didn't take this medicine and not even syrup, not even Neeri. I'm starting Ayurvedic by tomorrow morning and breath of fire.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

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We gave the stone to lab for analysis so doctor said he will prescribe diet and medicine aftyer the stone analysis. Till the I'll have to take :

1. Neeri tablet, thrice a day.
2. Celfixime & Sulbactam tablets. This one is new now.
3. Same Potassium citrate magnesium citrate vitamin B6 Syrup thrice a day,

Plus I went to ayurvedic store "Ramdev" , they gave me the usual same herbs to boil and drink the water of it. These ayurvedic medicines have no side effects. But..

But I'm wondering what if both allopathy and this ayurvedic medicines clashes and put load on kidneys? causing something negative?


The ayurvedic medicines are 2 :

1. Ashmarihar Kwath
2. Ashmarihar Ras

The neeri tablet and the ayurvedic medicine both aid the kidneys, so this would prevent an extra load from a potential clash. In general, if medicines clashed, they would just be rendered inert and be disposed of just like they normally would. It is normally only allopathic medicines that have to be filtered by the body anyway, because in most cases they upset the body's balance too much.

I think if a medicine was going to harm your kidneys, it would occur while the medicine is active, not after is has interacted with something else. I don't think the load placed on the kidneys through filtration of an additional substance would be significant compared to other things that can damage them, like lots of coffee, low sleep, etc. Also, you would feel the symptoms again, which would be fatigue, back/knee pain, etc, so it isn't like it would just come out nowhere.

Worst case scenario you would stop the medicines and the kidneys would heal, as they always can. However, you should make your allopathic doctor aware of these medicines you are taking, just to be sure. Truthfully, I don't know if they would know about the majority of them, as they are not trained at all in holistic care.

Anyway, this is good to hear. You should feel better soon.

Okay.
Idk if I should take Celfixime & Sulbactam tablets or not... First dose of it caused ache in right side.. then cold sensation.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

I didn't notice this post earlier.

Haven't masturbated since a week now I guess. Yeah been doing it excessively since early age..teenage. yes, I'm drinking alot of water, so maybe that's why Im going to bathroom after every few minutes.

Drinking lemon water. It's not hurting or aching right now... Just till last night I did. It started after I starting drinking water and taking medicines. It's maybe because of alot of water.

No palpitations.

I think, It formed within two years since 2018. It was 0.3mm, 0.4mm in 2018. I remember last years I would feel ache in the left side and year before last year I think in 2019, one day I was sitting on chair then suddenly I felt that pain in the left lower back , it lasted few seconds. I could NOT TOLERATE IT OMG. Didn't care about it then when it stopped.

It's the same stone I guess. It took them two years to form.

Btw...the doc advised against taking protein and salt.


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I understand everything you've said, but I can't get rid of this involuntarily self creating disease thinking pattern coming out of fear.... What if stone is created in the gall bladder....been stressed by this thought and I actually been imagining gallbladder stone in fear..... I'm too sensitive to these.

How to solve this? Void meditation is not the answer to this alone. Social contact is. But I have no where to go. No friends. No job. I gave this destructive thought too much energy and focus and visualization since last two days.

Height is important for me but what can we do now.... I could easily Increase it with power of subconscious mind in my 21s. Too late now.

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Excessive masturbation does harm the kidneys. This is from TCM medicine which views the kidneys as a much larger organ system than simply a filtration device. The weakened kidneys also explains the water metabolism problems, leading to the frequent urination. Your knees not aching anymore is a good sign, it means the kidneys are getting stronger again.

Lots of people suffer because of lack of knowledge in this area. Both you and me, for example, and I know of many people. For most people, including me, it was (((porn))) use, started at an early age, that did this. It took me way too long to figure it out and stop it. This does not mean you can never masturbate again, it just means to be mindful of it while the kidneys heal. Yoga, good food and sleep, and power meditation will all boost the kidney's health and allow a fulfilling sex life as well.

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Feeling tired and no heat means you are likely more yang deficient than yin, so keep this in mind for balancing yourself in the future. For me, for example, I am prone to yin deficiency, and so I feel lots of heat, agitation, and feeling like I cannot sit still or calm down.

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Did the doctors tell you to drink lots of water? If you are going to the restroom every few minutes, you could decrease your water consumption. I think the kidneys are just letting it all out anyway. That is what it sounds like.

You can drink lemon juice or apple cider vinegar to aid the kidneys in flushing out the remaining stones. Also, don't forget the kidney-stone specific yoga, in addition to the hatha yoga. Does your kidneys/bladder still hurt or feel uncomfortable? It sounds like they are getting better.

What about your heart/circulation? Does it seem a little better? If the kidneys are weakened, you may still feel a little palpitations, but hopefully you don't feel any blood stagnation.

I am unsure exactly why the stones arrived. I hope it wasn't from the medicines, but you will not be on them forever anyway. I think as your health improves, the stones will expel and not reform. TCM listed the cause of stones online as " damp-heat betting and water-heat interpenetration". I don't know the full extent of what that means, but it sounds like that is something that can be prevented with yoga and other balancing methods.

By the way, include lots of salty and bean foods for the kidneys. This includes olives, kelp, anchovies, sardines, kidney beans, and eggs.

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Poor health will make you feel gloomy. In addition, poor kidney health will specifically give you a feeling of despair or stress. I remember when I was a lot younger and masturbating multiple times daily. I would sit up all night procrastinating on my homework because my willpower was destroyed. I would get so angry and frustrated and felt like something was wrong with me. I kept asking myself why life seemed so hard for me, but not everyone else.

I felt similar feelings the past year when I hurt my health and kidneys before I learned proper TCM lifestyle choices. I felt the same way again: like everything was fucked and my stress was through the roof. I kept asking myself how everyone else seems to manage fine and not deal with this stuff. This has to do with kidney health.

In the TCM view, kidneys act like batteries for the rest of the organs, so if one organ has low yin/yang, the kidneys will boost them. If the kidneys are weakened, however, then the other organs can quickly become weak. I think this was the case for your heart, and for me in the past, this was the case for my liver and stomach. Kidneys also control willpower and stress response.

I ended up seeing a TCM doctor for herbal medicine and acupuncture, and I read about my conditions and what foods and other lifestyle choices to make. In addition, I started doing yoga, and my health steadily improved and stabilized. I still keep track of my masturbation frequency, because I don't think my kidneys are in perfect health yet.

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It is not your fault that nobody told you how to manage your health perfectly. It is just the clownworld we live in. As Satanic souls, we basically incarnated into this disaster of a world to fix it. Since we were born into it, we also had to figure out what is right and what is wrong, and what is healthy and what is not. Both you and I suffered because we did not know the proper knowledge of good health, but now as we learn it, we are starting to rebuild what is right.

With good health comes lots of energy and willpower, and by investing this energy into power meditation, then we become even healthier and stronger, even achieving immortality. Along with our allies, we will eventually bring this whole planet back to Satan, and with it will come immense health and glory.

In this sense, the future is bright for you, even if it may be hard to view, due to previously weakened health. Your health is showing signs of improving, and you will be back on your feet soon. As your health gets better, your outlook will improve on its own.

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I find it funny that you mention being short, because I am also short, myself. Combined with some astrological factors and excessive masturbation in my past (which made me nervous and withdrawn), my social life was not great either. I am pretty introverted so I could handle it to some degree, but everyone still needs form of social contact.

Being short is just one small aspect of yourself which will be greatly outshined by your spiritual progress. I would rather be made a Satanic midget, then a super tall Chad who is Christian. This is because the spiritual progress will pay off infinitely more for your happiness than height. With spiritual power, you could likely change your height and other aspects of your appearance. For me, my muscle size increased significantly from the yoga alone, for example.

Hopefully you can understand, at least logically, how life is worth living and how your future is still bright. You just have to hang on and keep pushing. It is impossible for your situation to not improve if you make the correct actions. It already sounds like your health is getting better, even with this minor setback of the kidney stones.

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You will find good treatments in with holistic systems like Ayurveda or TCM. They will be effective with very few side effects. If you have the financial means, definitely pursue those health systems, as they work very well.

Even with your current doctor, it sounds like your health has been improving. Continue with the good diet, yoga, sleep, exercise, and it is impossible for your health to not improve. In addition, power meditation will also boost the body immensely, further preventing any major imbalances. Good health and success is within your grasp, just like it is for anyone else, so you just need to keep persevering![/quote]

 

[sahasrarabliss]

And you had asked about sleep, I'm sleepin at 10-11 pm and then I wake up suddenly to urinate after 3-4 hours and then go back to sleep again.

This been happening since last few days.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Okay.
Idk if I should take Celfixime & Sulbactam tablets or not... First dose of it caused ache in right side.. then cold sensation.

According to google it says that these tablets are for fighting off bacterial infections; they are antibiotics. Is that what they were prescribed for, or was it preventative?

I am unsure why it would cause that reaction. I would just ask the doctor about that one, specifically. If your kidneys aren't completely blocked by the stones, I don't know what the purpose of antibiotics would be. You could try another dose and see if does the same, or just call the doctor and say you felt a weird reaction from it.

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The doctor advising against protein and salt seems a little silly to me. That is a modern medicine idea to completely restrict the salt and protein just because of the tiny load it puts on the kidneys. In my opinion, removing them would stall the healing process more than would be gained by the kidneys not processing them.

If you want, I would just try the best of both worlds. You could probably reduce salt for a few days, but protein seems harder to do. The best protein to eat for kidney health would be beans, such as black beans or kidney beans.

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Stones formed in the gall bladder are different from those in the kidney. You would be feeling other symptoms, like poor digestion and pain where the gall bladder is located if that were the case.

The gall bladder stones usually come from low fat diet, because the gall bladder creates bile to digest fat. On a low fat diet, it produces little bile and it starts to get stagnated inside, since it isn't doing anything.

Like everything, the yoga will take care of this, particularly the side stretches. This massages the gall bladder and keeps it functioning properly.

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One cause of fear could be the weakened kidneys. Each organ system in TCM is associated with a certain emotion when they become unbalanced. For the kidneys, it is fear. I think this should improve as the kidneys heal.

From a mental or spiritual side of things, I would recommend some sort of working or self-hypnosis tapes. Perhaps Satanama, wunjo, or isa would work for calming anxious thinking.

Is the anxious thinking related to health specifically, or is it generalized? I might have two self-hypnosis tapes for health-specific thoughts, if that is the case.

Void meditation is a big part of emotional regulation, so don't give up on it. I understand what you mean, like perhaps the feeling is too great for void meditation to solve it in the short term.

I don't understand what you mean when you say social contact is. Lack of social contact is the cause of anxious thinking, or do you mean that the lack of social contact is just sort of stressing you in general?

As far as social contact, the best place to start would be at work or at some sort of area for a hobby you have. This may start online, like in a discord channel or something.

Additionally, you can start a working to attract a friend to you, although I don't know off the top of my head what mantra to use. You could also do a working to make yourself more charismatic or friendly, also self hypnosis, if you think that would better yield you a friend.

I am pretty introverted and only see my friends every month or couple of months. Besides that, I enjoy the social interactions I get through JOS, although I know that that is not a perfect substitute.

It may be hard to create a friendship out of thin air, but it is still certainly possible. I think the best place to start would be through your hobbies, like if you play any games or anything really. From there, you could find people in person or online, and as you build up a relationship, then you ask them to hang out in person and stuff.

You are not alone in that sort of situation. I have read on Reddit about a lot of people like that. Most people get their friends from either work or school anyway, because they are around the same people for long enough. Perhaps there are some subreddits or organizations that will match potential friends together.

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As far as height goes, I think that is hard to change now. It is eventually possible, but you will have to be pretty advanced spiritually. There might be some sort of hypnosis tapes for this, but I imagine it would take a long time to work, assuming it worked at all.

For me, I have stopped caring about my height. It was only in my teenage years when people would mention it to me, but now nobody says anything about it, so it never pops into my mind.

You have to focus on the other aspects of yourself, like your charisma, hygiene, grooming, and musculature/body composition. These will all compensate for height. Don't forget raw spiritual power, which of course helps everything.

As far as relationships with girls go, you will have to focus on these other aspects. Some girls may not like men shorter than them, but others don't mind it as much.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

I don't have that pain on right side but I didn't drink enough water since two days and I was having ache in the left side so I took the meds and drank water now and the ache eased a little.

Antibiotics maybe because my urine had infection that day firstly, had unbearable pain in the front of left side , then he told us to get ultrasound report next day, that's when we got know about the stones.

The fear I mean... uncontrollable mind, I start imagining out if fear "what if, what if, then..." I'm and I was paranoid. I get paranoid when it is about my health. Then I involuntarily imagine the worse things about health. No sane mind would do this to itself. Maybe because I have no social contact that's why I get trapped into these negative self destructive out of control involuntary imagination and imagination creates reality


Idk how I'm still living with short height.

Did the ritual for monogamous relationship, but I'm not if I have one. I don't think I'll ever be happy with a humane wife. But life gets harder without a human partner

I was thinking to do some working to cut off past life relationships but I'm unsure whether if it will also cut off the relationship with a Succubus if she is from my past life (if only I have one) ???

Most probably the past life love relationships ruined my present love life to an extent where I'm left alone now.

Okay.
Idk if I should take Celfixime & Sulbactam tablets or not... First dose of it caused ache in right side.. then cold sensation.

According to google it says that these tablets are for fighting off bacterial infections; they are antibiotics. Is that what they were prescribed for, or was it preventative?

I am unsure why it would cause that reaction. I would just ask the doctor about that one, specifically. If your kidneys aren't completely blocked by the stones, I don't know what the purpose of antibiotics would be. You could try another dose and see if does the same, or just call the doctor and say you felt a weird reaction from it.

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The doctor advising against protein and salt seems a little silly to me. That is a modern medicine idea to completely restrict the salt and protein just because of the tiny load it puts on the kidneys. In my opinion, removing them would stall the healing process more than would be gained by the kidneys not processing them.

If you want, I would just try the best of both worlds. You could probably reduce salt for a few days, but protein seems harder to do. The best protein to eat for kidney health would be beans, such as black beans or kidney beans.

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Stones formed in the gall bladder are different from those in the kidney. You would be feeling other symptoms, like poor digestion and pain where the gall bladder is located if that were the case.

The gall bladder stones usually come from low fat diet, because the gall bladder creates bile to digest fat. On a low fat diet, it produces little bile and it starts to get stagnated inside, since it isn't doing anything.

Like everything, the yoga will take care of this, particularly the side stretches. This massages the gall bladder and keeps it functioning properly.

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One cause of fear could be the weakened kidneys. Each organ system in TCM is associated with a certain emotion when they become unbalanced. For the kidneys, it is fear. I think this should improve as the kidneys heal.

From a mental or spiritual side of things, I would recommend some sort of working or self-hypnosis tapes. Perhaps Satanama, wunjo, or isa would work for calming anxious thinking.

Is the anxious thinking related to health specifically, or is it generalized? I might have two self-hypnosis tapes for health-specific thoughts, if that is the case.

Void meditation is a big part of emotional regulation, so don't give up on it. I understand what you mean, like perhaps the feeling is too great for void meditation to solve it in the short term.

I don't understand what you mean when you say social contact is. Lack of social contact is the cause of anxious thinking, or do you mean that the lack of social contact is just sort of stressing you in general?

As far as social contact, the best place to start would be at work or at some sort of area for a hobby you have. This may start online, like in a discord channel or something.

Additionally, you can start a working to attract a friend to you, although I don't know off the top of my head what mantra to use. You could also do a working to make yourself more charismatic or friendly, also self hypnosis, if you think that would better yield you a friend.

I am pretty introverted and only see my friends every month or couple of months. Besides that, I enjoy the social interactions I get through JOS, although I know that that is not a perfect substitute.

It may be hard to create a friendship out of thin air, but it is still certainly possible. I think the best place to start would be through your hobbies, like if you play any games or anything really. From there, you could find people in person or online, and as you build up a relationship, then you ask them to hang out in person and stuff.

You are not alone in that sort of situation. I have read on Reddit about a lot of people like that. Most people get their friends from either work or school anyway, because they are around the same people for long enough. Perhaps there are some subreddits or organizations that will match potential friends together.

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As far as height goes, I think that is hard to change now. It is eventually possible, but you will have to be pretty advanced spiritually. There might be some sort of hypnosis tapes for this, but I imagine it would take a long time to work, assuming it worked at all.

For me, I have stopped caring about my height. It was only in my teenage years when people would mention it to me, but now nobody says anything about it, so it never pops into my mind.

You have to focus on the other aspects of yourself, like your charisma, hygiene, grooming, and musculature/body composition. These will all compensate for height. Don't forget raw spiritual power, which of course helps everything.

As far as relationships with girls go, you will have to focus on these other aspects. Some girls may not like men shorter than them, but others don't mind it as much.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I don't have that pain on right side but I didn't drink enough water since two days and I was having ache in the left side so I took the meds and drank water now and the ache eased a little.

Antibiotics maybe because my urine had infection that day firstly, had unbearable pain in the front of left side , then he told us to get ultrasound report next day, that's when we got know about the stones.

The fear I mean... uncontrollable mind, I start imagining out if fear "what if, what if, then..." I'm and I was paranoid. I get paranoid when it is about my health. Then I involuntarily imagine the worse things about health. No sane mind would do this to itself. Maybe because I have no social contact that's why I get trapped into these negative self destructive out of control involuntary imagination and imagination creates reality

That is good the pain is better, and it should continue to get better. If it worsens, then just revisit what you did and think if anything could have influenced it.

I am curious, do you mainly get anxious just about health? It does sound like you are a little unhappy about both health and height/relationships, so it could be generalized frustration, but I am curious if perhaps you have any astrological placements that would signal for anxiety or hypochondriac-like feelings.

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Like I mentioned earlier, weakened kidneys can result in anxiety, therefore this is one potential cause of feeling this way, however another potential cause could be astrological or spiritual in nature. Don't beat yourself up so bad over this. Lots of people have anxiety, not just insane people. It is perfectly solvable once you identify the root cause.

In a general sense, as your health improves, you will start to feel better and healthier, giving you less opportunity to think negatively about it. This comes from daily lifestyle choices, as well as yoga and power meditation. All of these things, especially the power meditation, will give you so much bioenergy that it will be literally impossible to get sick or imbalanced. Remember, the yoga itself, as well as some pranayama or SaTaNaMa use, is incredibly balancing to the body, therefore regular practice makes it impossible to get sick (imbalances).

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For the above reasons, you should be able to draw some comfort about your health. The next step is to look into mental/spiritual reasons why you may be anxious. This is where void meditation will help, and you should practice it regardless of whether you are anxious or not. Second, you should make some affirmations pertaining to your health ("I am always balanced, healthy, and safe, at all times, in every way", for example) and pertaining to any anxiety ("I always think about myself positively and in a healthy manner, at all times, in every way").

As far as what to do if you ever negatively visualize something about you, or visualize something the opposite of what you want: yes, this does put some energy towards that vision, but you can also immediately reverse it by reminding yourself to always visualize yourself as healthy, no matter what. You then spend 2x the time visualizing that part of you as completely healthy and balanced. Now the net effect of your visualizations, both negative and positive, will only be positive.

In other words, it is just a silly accident that you visualized something improperly, so simply correct it with the proper visualization. Now you don't have to worry about any negative psychic energy. In addition, I am pretty sure the aura cleaning and AOP will also work to counter negative visualizations, but either way, this the backup plan.

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No social contact can certainly hurt, as it is a human need, but you can do what you are able to now to become strong, which will then make you feel more confident about being social. Don't let it become a cycle where you feel bad about being social, leading you to feel worse physically. Push through and empower one aspect of it, so that the other improves as well. Take solace in the fact that you will find eventually solve this problem. It is only a matter of time, not if it will happen.

If you want to give yourself at least some social fulfillment, then I would look online at chat rooms or maybe streaming services or something that can give you some sense of feeling connected with others. I realize this is not perfect, but if you think lack of social contact is harming you, this is a small fix which can make you temporarily feel better; enough to not let it drag you down elsewhere.

Idk how I'm still living with short height.

Did the ritual for monogamous relationship, but I'm not if I have one. I don't think I'll ever be happy with a humane wife. But life gets harder without a human partner

I was thinking to do some working to cut off past life relationships but I'm unsure whether if it will also cut off the relationship with a Succubus if she is from my past life (if only I have one) ???

Most probably the past life love relationships ruined my present love life to an extent where I'm left alone now.

What do you mean still living? Like someone will physically assault you? Height is not something you can change for the present, so it is best not to dwell too much on it. I guarantee you that you will find success by making use of the other attributes that you possess; ones that can change to become exponential greater that height alone. This applies to every situation: business, social, romance, sex appeal.

Height is just one reason that people will become attracted to you, but it is just one. There are plenty of other things that also influence your appeal to others, and the majority of these things are influenced by Satanic advancement. For example, the yoga and meditation will make you physically fit and give you the willpower/knowledge on grooming and hygiene. This already puts you above average in physical attraction. If you need more masculinity: yoga and meditation boost the bioenergy, including that used by the testes to produce androgens. You can also use a Mars working. Lastly, there will be a point in your spiritual advancement where you CAN change height, as well as other more fixed features; just not right now.

The above is just an example of how you can improve yourself physically through your Satanic advancement, not to mention all the other ways your social appeal can be influenced. You have to realize that through your Satanic advancement, you will skyrocket to an elite human being. People will be nearly harassing you for your attention, because it will be so worthwhile. Height will be almost meaningless at this point, assuming you didn't fix it yet.

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What makes you think you have a succubus? Are you just guessing at reasons that may prevent current relationships, or did you pursue a succubus relationship in the past?

You could do some working if you think it likely that you have a succubus. Alternatively, you could ask Satan for guidance to fix this. What I mean is, if there is a succubus out there preventing you from forming romantic relationships, and you have no direct contact for them, then Satan would be able to fix this relatively easily. You aren't asking him for a spiritual makeover, rather just to relay a message, assuming this is the case.

If this isn't the case, then perhaps Satan may give you some pointers or other guidance related to making social contact more viable. I don't think the situation is so complicated that you cannot find the solution on your own, but if it is weighing on you heavily, he may be able to alleviate it quicker.

Otherwise, just do more workings for a relationship. Perhaps more energy is needed to make it go quicker. Either way, as you continue to advance, your social appeal will go up, or you will be able to apply more energy into a working.

I cannot stress enough that your life will always improve as you advance, even if things seem bleak now. In these past few weeks you have rapidly gained much knowledge related to your health and applied these facts, and so I believe that you will also rapidly progress in that area. You should feel happy as yet another thing is fixed, and your future looks even brighter because of it. Importantly, this knowledge also maintains your health, so it shouldn't be a mystery anymore as to what the health of your body is.

Anyway, hopefully some of this helped. I know I write a lot, but I want to address these things as best as I can. Feel free to keep talking to me whenever you want, I don't mind it; I want to see you feel better and better.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

So I noticed it aches on the right side again while urinating or sometimes while sitting. Idk what to do staying at home. It requires physical activity too to remove the stone I think and prevent it from developing. I can just take a walk outside and come back home. No work.

Or I can do plank every hour for some minutes.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

Hmm... A new problem now. Yesterday I was doing breath of fire and it kinda ached the left side where I think gallbladder is. I'm paranoid what if my vision in anxiety of gallbladder stone is realised? Or realising? Or it's just some muscle ache there at the bottom of liver... Bottom of right side ribcage.

Trying to be positive. Doing yoga and kidney stone yoga. I started drinking less water. Tired of it. Focused more on yoga and meditation.

Skipping medicine doses but taking ayurvedic medicine twice a day for renal calculus removal/kidney stones.

I think I can still Increase height by impressing the subconscious mind.

You mean streaming live with face cam??? Or chatting with others in chatrooms? I've been doing this since 16.

I mean I did the ritual for monogamous Succubus lover. Then after 2-3, nights I had two dreams. One of it seemed legit, real. Will ask Satan about this.

Void meditation. Visualising the reverse is difficult since my mind runs so fast. If I think of one positive thought, immediately a negative thought comes up.

I'm Gemini ascendant.

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