I've recently made some good spiritual progress in meditation using the sanskrit AUM vibrations on each of my chakras (something I hadn't tried before). Once I felt all of my chakras were balanced and empowered, I tried dropping into deep trance whilst continuously affirming that 'I continuously clear all unwanted thoughts' to help me maintain a sense of focus (something I have struggled with in the past).
Interestingly, I approached that euphoric, brilliant-white state that I've experienced a couple of times in the past. However, since I always get a little too excited when this happens, it fades away like a startled deer. In that white light, is the only time I ever have undoubted psychic visions, and is the only place I can say I have had the amazing pleasure of seeing/hearing Father Satan. I have been a dedicated Satanist for approaching 11 years - and I had this - the most profound experience - on day 1 of my dedication. Since I was able to reach this level on the first day, I feel I have let Father Satan down - I am sure he would want me to progress quicker than I have. However, I am really trying recently and I truly feel now is a good time for me to advance.
Amidst the fading euphoric white light, I asked Baal Berith to kindly advise me how to progress further. First - my own thought was that I need to 'grow up', not in the physical sense, but in the sense that I am still spiritually immature. I essentially become giddy over possible 'profound' spiritual experiences, which prevents them from happening. Then, Baal Berith told me I needed to empower my pineal gland and third eye. I started seeing swirling colours in that moment, and saw a rainbow eye in my mind. Seeing colours is something I'm not unfamiliar with, but it last happened during a memorable meditation session I did as a teenager, before I knew about Satanism.
Later that evening my young son almost slammed the door on his own fingers, but amazingly the lock latch had come out which saved him from the pain. I also heard two loud unexplained bangs in my house perfectly timed to when I was thinking about what had happened. I take these as signs from Baal Berith.
This morning, taking the advice from Baal Berith, I began some basic pineal meditations - the ones listed on the JoS website. Essentially absorbing white-gold energy through the third-eye chakra and expanding into the head/pineal gland. Then I realised there was a spot of winter sun, so I moved outside and used the sun to absorb energy instead. I only did around 10-15 rounds and meditated on the energy for a while afterwards - it felt great. But for the last few hours, I have experienced a hot feeling on my forehead, like I have burnt the skin (without the pain); an occasional burning/melting smell and a teal coloured light behind my eyes when closed.
I'd like to ask if these affects I'm experiencing are positive sign of spiritual progression or a sign that I've done overdone something?
Hail Satan
Hail Baal Berith
Interestingly, I approached that euphoric, brilliant-white state that I've experienced a couple of times in the past. However, since I always get a little too excited when this happens, it fades away like a startled deer. In that white light, is the only time I ever have undoubted psychic visions, and is the only place I can say I have had the amazing pleasure of seeing/hearing Father Satan. I have been a dedicated Satanist for approaching 11 years - and I had this - the most profound experience - on day 1 of my dedication. Since I was able to reach this level on the first day, I feel I have let Father Satan down - I am sure he would want me to progress quicker than I have. However, I am really trying recently and I truly feel now is a good time for me to advance.
Amidst the fading euphoric white light, I asked Baal Berith to kindly advise me how to progress further. First - my own thought was that I need to 'grow up', not in the physical sense, but in the sense that I am still spiritually immature. I essentially become giddy over possible 'profound' spiritual experiences, which prevents them from happening. Then, Baal Berith told me I needed to empower my pineal gland and third eye. I started seeing swirling colours in that moment, and saw a rainbow eye in my mind. Seeing colours is something I'm not unfamiliar with, but it last happened during a memorable meditation session I did as a teenager, before I knew about Satanism.
Later that evening my young son almost slammed the door on his own fingers, but amazingly the lock latch had come out which saved him from the pain. I also heard two loud unexplained bangs in my house perfectly timed to when I was thinking about what had happened. I take these as signs from Baal Berith.
This morning, taking the advice from Baal Berith, I began some basic pineal meditations - the ones listed on the JoS website. Essentially absorbing white-gold energy through the third-eye chakra and expanding into the head/pineal gland. Then I realised there was a spot of winter sun, so I moved outside and used the sun to absorb energy instead. I only did around 10-15 rounds and meditated on the energy for a while afterwards - it felt great. But for the last few hours, I have experienced a hot feeling on my forehead, like I have burnt the skin (without the pain); an occasional burning/melting smell and a teal coloured light behind my eyes when closed.
I'd like to ask if these affects I'm experiencing are positive sign of spiritual progression or a sign that I've done overdone something?
Hail Satan
Hail Baal Berith