I have a bit of a theory that life naturally tends to fluctuate between really good and really bad spells unless we try to intervene the pattern spiritually. I doubt you're being punished. Just try doing visualizations, affirmations, and meditations to make things better.  I was in the same...

Hey :) You can chat with me. My instant messenger name is sixredcandles.  Sent from my iPhone

Yeah, I've really noticed that I have some pretty good kike-dar ever since I dedicated. I work in a high end restaurant and I have to work with a lot of different people, and there's a lot of customers now where I can just tell they're kikes and it makes it really hard not to be a tad hostile.  ...

First of all, a big hooray to you! I was in your shoes a few months ago (though I was only on one heavy medication for ADHD.) All the same, I know getting off meds can be difficult and I wanted to commend your efforts. If you feel fine, I'd say you're working at a good pace. Lol just don't do...

Ohhh! Thanks! 

Wow.... That's scary. Remember though, if things are as bad as you think, call 911, barricade yourself in a closet until the police arrive, or tear out of there fast as you can. I'd help, but I live in Florida.I'll meditate for your safety though. May Satan be with you in these scary times! Same...

True true. Distance makes little difference. Anyone wanna talk to me, hit me up over email. Haha I check daily.  Im a newbie too.  Just dedicated about a month ago. Sixredcandles@...  Hail Satan! 

True that. My family were a bunch of devout Christians and I've got divorced parents and a suicidal brother who's now on heavy medication.  

This is a wonderful idea! Haha I think I'll try to take more time to Truro get to know someone on here too! :D I've already walked my friend through a ritual today over the phone (her Internet was taken away by her parents, so she asked me to read directions from the site), and even just over...

Yeah I invited her to, but she's not quite comfortable with the idea of a group yet. :,/  She's on her way though. She's got some pretty big dreams that she's desperate to make into a reality, so she's following a lot of the meditations diligently. But being a satanist on your own is really...

She's a black lab.... So she's not the easiest dog to house. She need space and a big back yard. 

Totally agree! Fuck the Xians!!!!! If it were not for them, my family would not be so devastated!!!! So under their influence I have a suicidal brother, an emotionally unstable father, and a mother who was so busy doing 'god's work' that she missed out on a huge portion of my teenage years. 

Thanks for all the help. I'll definitely look into that!  The bastard even took the day off of work. :/ Hes an EMT, so once every two days I'm supposed to get a break from his shit, but no. This is the third week in a row that he's taken a day off, and the dick only works 2 to 3 fucking days a...

Thanks for the advice and support. I think I might ask my brother to help me out. He had his friend teach him how to drive and he'll be getting his license on the twentieth. It's not much better today though. He just called me up to yell at me because I'm not home at the moment. I'm out...

Yeah. I actually tell all my closest friends about the demon's I've met. My friends are all either atheists or agnostic so they kind of let me talk freely about religion and the demons. A couple are even starting to lean toward Satanism, and tonight one of my friends even asked me if I could...

You know what? I wanted to major in filmography, and now I'm dead set on that career goal. It would be so amazing to change the world's view of the Satan though cinematography. Plus, with Satan and my GD on my side, who can stop me?  Though no, I do not have a raised serpent. But that is only a...

I know exactly how you all feel. Whenever I have a bad day or am faced with a major obstacle, I just remind myself that no matter what, Satan's there and that everything will be okay, and y'know what? Everything always turns around afterwards. Sometimes I just take awhile out of my day to bask...

I'm in Florida :/ 

Maybe if you don't really "try" to speak with them it might help. Like, keep meditating, but just let it come to you instead of pushing it. Void meditations might help. Have you tried doing those? It's sorta difficult at first, but as you get better at it and can hold it for longer periods of...

I know exactly what you mean! I get this feeling a lot when I meditate! I always feel it the most in my third eye area. My third eye isn't open quite yet, but the more I've worked on opening it, the more I get that feeling. It's not really a bad feeling for you though is it? I always find it a...

I think your intuition is a better answer than any thatyou'dd get from anyone else.  Hail Satan!!! On Oct 28, 2011, at 6:08 PM, "blac5_ang3l" <blac5_ang3l@... wrote: