Thank you for your replies. I think you are right, I can see this going wrong in the future. When she found out I was atheist, she told me I needed to change because I was going to burn. I wouldnt be able to hold back if "my love" started to abuse my true love (father). Ever since I decided...

Hello brothers and sisters, Its been a while since I've posted here but I have been reading the messages from my smartphone.... but anyway. I live in a very xian society and satanists are VERY hard to come by. I have not met a single satanist that lives within a 5 mile radius of my...

I have slacked for long enough! To the point of where I was becoming a burden to father! But no more, I have made a new meditation plan: Purification Rite (Orgasm) Yoga (Very hard for me since I am "tight" from all my weight training) Breathing Exercises (1 & 3) Opening the Soul (7 main...

Is there anything I can do to increase my pain tolerance and threshold? What about getting rid of my fear of pain?? Hail Satan!

Hey brothers and sisters in truth, I have been looking more into the SWP, It looks as though it could greatly help me with my concentration and trance problems - the problem is I have already started more advanced techniques and meditations. If I start the training program (since it says not...

Thanks a lot for your reply. I completely agree with you and reading your reply I wish I had reacted differently instead of giving him the old stare down, it doesnt help that I can get really aggressive and angry easily (generally I am nice to everyone though - I just have a reaaally bad side)...

Hey brethren, Its been along time since I have posted here. I have linked my new smartphone to my email account so I can check the mail here on my phone. I normally check them when I have spare time, normally on the bus. Today however was different. I was on my way home on the bus looking...

I meditated on my throat chakra today, I did energy breathing, ez spining (at speed of light) and I tried expanding it too. During the session i started to notice a soreness in my throat and this has lasted throughout the whole day. It does not pain seriously but i feel a minor soreness when...

I tried past life regression today, but i had no luck. First of all my breathing was all over the place (the 6 counts were not equal - I had to sync the counts with my heartbeat which didnt help cause my hbs kept fluctuating) and my body felt itchy, i managed to let it go but it was a big...

How can I decrease the time it takes me to go into trance to under a minute or so? I want to practice for the evil eye technique.

Hi brethren, The weather in London is dismal and right now, so is the amount happiness in heart. Today in psychology we watched a video on a woman with DID (disociative identity disorder - aka Multiple Personality Disorder). Aparently she had been abused by a "satanic" ocult. This quote...

Hi brothers and sisters, I am a sixteen year old dedicated satanist and I want to start the magnum opus. I really want to achieve godhood before 2012 and it seem I do not have enough time. The JoS states that one must be out of puberty, well this isn't clear enough for me. The following...

I found this soooo funny! I can just picture whole situation. But I have to agree with Drew, that was going tooooo far. The last thing you want to do is give them the wrong impression of father, we get enough of that from dabblers who learn the hard way...

Since I dedicated to Satan at a young age and have only started developing my soul at late-teenhood is it too late to reach godhead? Or is there enough time?

What can happen if things go wrong?

I have tried void meditation but I still cant do it without talking to myself or remembering other things. Its annoying because I will think without even thinking! I try to focus on my breathing but its hard! Also I occasionally have thoughts that I dont want to have - like imagining a needle...

Brothers and Sisters of Satan, Before I start I had no strong intention of astral projection at the time. Before I sleot though I was hoping that I could reach the vibrational state by meditating all night (but I fell asleep XD). So I woke up this morning and I felt energetic but wierdly I...

How dangerous is splitting the soul and what are the benefits of doing so? How advanced do you need to be before attempting this? Is it advisable for a teen?

I only dedicated to father a couple of months ago so I am going to use Samhain to meditate all day. (Normally I only get around an hour on weekdays and 15-30 mins on weekends) I think strengthening our souls is the best thing we can do for Satan, so one day, we may all rise strong against the...

lol You'd better do some banishing rituals because they're going to be "praying for your soul" and we don't want that now do we :) Good on you though, I wish I could set my family straight! HAIL SATAN! HAIL MY GUARDIAN DEMON! HAIL THE MIGHTY GODS OF DUAT!

I was doing the aura meditation while in bed and when I focused on the aura around my head, I saw a bright light before my closed eyes (imaging shining a torch on your eyes while they are closed) but it was wierd because the light appeared whitish (I imagined me being surrounded by father's...

I haven't done a ritual for a succubus yet because my house is just not private enough, I would be thrown out (or burned!) if they knew I was a satanist. But I have wanted a succubus for a long time and Im constantly asking father to help me find one ;P If I start sleep talking though, I may...

Hi brothers and sisters, I was sleeping the other night and my dad said he heard me screaming in the night. From his account, it sounded more like moaning than screaming (not like a moan of pain). I have no memory of this, nor did i dream of anything (that I can remeber). I don't normally...

Hi brothers and sisters of satan, I tried to astral project today during the day time, but there was no result. I was able to relax my body and get into a light trance and then advance to a medium trance. But the problem is coming to a deep trance. When I do this, I feel this deep sense of...

This is probably happeneing because you are not open enough. You should focus on developing your soul and opening your chakras before expecting to get a "reaction". The Gods of hell vibrate at a much higher spiritual frequency than us so we need to develop much further before we can fully...

I vibrated thoth in a completely different way! But I still feel the pressure on my head and I can make it appear at will - is my third eye open?