Diabetes and my near death experience

[DarkAries]

So, its a while this happened, but recently I remember it over and over. That time I didnt payed attention to what happened, I had bigger problems to work with. Please, excuse me if it doesnt really have a point, or if I get too sentimental. I just want to share it with you.

July, 2023. After a few weeks of general weakness, bad sleep and thirstiness one horrible morning I got into hospital. Turned out it was very unusual that I wasnt fainted, in paper I should have been in come for a few days now. Breathing was painful, felt like sharps shards of glass cutting my throath every time I inhale. I was afraid of pins that time, yet I barely felt the infusions and all the blood samples they took. I got some wet cotton, put a lot of electrode into me and left me in a room with a dying old man. Truth be told, I wasnt really aware, and my sense of time was lost. I constantly fell asleep and woke up in every hour. Hours felt like weeks passed.

I remember mother and father visiting. Their smile was fake and their eyes was sorrowful. I only asked them to get me out. I wanted to get home.
I got a few water. I was too weak to move, and I could only drink when someone was around. I watched as the old mens family say good by to the one in front of me.

I didnt expected my life to flash before my eyes. Breathing was still too painful to focus into anything else. I had only two heavy toughts, even in the least aware state: "I am thirsty" and "I havent meditated today". I made a very basic chakra empovering on the hospital bed.

Maybe it was night, but more likely it was day when I didnt felt the world around me. I felt Im laying on my side, even thou I was on my back, and I havent moved for days. The windows next to me were closed, yet I felt a warm wind blowing in.

A hand gently stroked my back. It was a warm, and kind move, like my mother did when I was a child. The realisation sent shivers in my spine. I already relived my previous lifes, I knew whats happening. I havent tought of my family, my loved ones, my life, or any pissibility that future could hold. I only thought that even if I reborn instantly and find Satan in a young age(like I did in this life) the age of aquarious would be nearly over. I would miss the fight, the chance to give back the jews what they deserve. I could not serve the Gods as well as I want to. I would fail myself.

I didnt felt my body that point, yet I started crying: "Please, Satan... I still have work in this life..."

I dont know how I said it, I could barely speak at that point. Shortly after this, maybe just hours, maybe a half day, I was finally moved away from emergency, into the endocrinology wing. One nurse playfully introduced herself to me, and I sat up to shake her hand. Some doctor barely believed into her eyes. At that afternoon I was able to eat, to speak without pain or exhaustion. I got a single room with a tv, a bathroom, and I even got the remaining tea (that tea was thin and tasteless, but I was still greatful). That night I was able to stand up and walk on my own. My dear Succubus visited me that night. Gave a gently hugged me and told me how happy She is for my decision. Ten days later I got home.

The happiness quickly faded, once the infusions was removed, and I thinked through the past. I didnt remembered those two weeks for a long time. Almost everyone told me to forget it.

If you would knew what some people would do, just to be in my place, and die in peace. How many young man and woman I spoke, whos only still alive, because suicide would be too painful!

Nietzsche said: "He, who has a "why" to live can bear almost any "how"". I meditate on that feeling, on my decision for a few days now. Or just remember it while wasting my time on games: was this the reason I choosed life? I came back for this?

No.

I am here, because I want to fight.
I am here, because I want to be useful for the Gods.
I am here, because I want to help taking back this world for us.
That is the reason I am still alive.
I will try to live my life according to that decision.
So when a time without choice would come, I will feel satisfiction, and not shame.

Hail Satan!

 

[Larissa666]

Thank you for sharing this with us. <3

I am glad you realized that giving up was foolish and chose to stay and fight instead.

 

[Alicia777]

So, its a while this happened, but recently I remember it over and over. That time I didnt payed attention to what happened, I had bigger problems to work with. Please, excuse me if it doesnt really have a point, or if I get too sentimental. I just want to share it with you.

July, 2023. After a few weeks of general weakness, bad sleep and thirstiness one horrible morning I got into hospital. Turned out it was very unusual that I wasnt fainted, in paper I should have been in come for a few days now. Breathing was painful, felt like sharps shards of glass cutting my throath every time I inhale. I was afraid of pins that time, yet I barely felt the infusions and all the blood samples they took. I got some wet cotton, put a lot of electrode into me and left me in a room with a dying old man. Truth be told, I wasnt really aware, and my sense of time was lost. I constantly fell asleep and woke up in every hour. Hours felt like weeks passed.

I remember mother and father visiting. Their smile was fake and their eyes was sorrowful. I only asked them to get me out. I wanted to get home.
I got a few water. I was too weak to move, and I could only drink when someone was around. I watched as the old mens family say good by to the one in front of me.

I didnt expected my life to flash before my eyes. Breathing was still too painful to focus into anything else. I had only two heavy toughts, even in the least aware state: "I am thirsty" and "I havent meditated today". I made a very basic chakra empovering on the hospital bed.

Maybe it was night, but more likely it was day when I didnt felt the world around me. I felt Im laying on my side, even thou I was on my back, and I havent moved for days. The windows next to me were closed, yet I felt a warm wind blowing in.

A hand gently stroked my back. It was a warm, and kind move, like my mother did when I was a child. The realisation sent shivers in my spine. I already relived my previous lifes, I knew whats happening. I havent tought of my family, my loved ones, my life, or any pissibility that future could hold. I only thought that even if I reborn instantly and find Satan in a young age(like I did in this life) the age of aquarious would be nearly over. I would miss the fight, the chance to give back the jews what they deserve. I could not serve the Gods as well as I want to. I would fail myself.

I didnt felt my body that point, yet I started crying: "Please, Satan... I still have work in this life..."

I dont know how I said it, I could barely speak at that point. Shortly after this, maybe just hours, maybe a half day, I was finally moved away from emergency, into the endocrinology wing. One nurse playfully introduced herself to me, and I sat up to shake her hand. Some doctor barely believed into her eyes. At that afternoon I was able to eat, to speak without pain or exhaustion. I got a single room with a tv, a bathroom, and I even got the remaining tea (that tea was thin and tasteless, but I was still greatful). That night I was able to stand up and walk on my own. My dear Succubus visited me that night. Gave a gently hugged me and told me how happy She is for my decision. Ten days later I got home.

The happiness quickly faded, once the infusions was removed, and I thinked through the past. I didnt remembered those two weeks for a long time. Almost everyone told me to forget it.

If you would knew what some people would do, just to be in my place, and die in peace. How many young man and woman I spoke, whos only still alive, because suicide would be too painful!

Nietzsche said: "He, who has a "why" to live can bear almost any "how"". I meditate on that feeling, on my decision for a few days now. Or just remember it while wasting my time on games: was this the reason I choosed life? I came back for this?

No.

I am here, because I want to fight.
I am here, because I want to be useful for the Gods.
I am here, because I want to help taking back this world for us.
That is the reason I am still alive.
I will try to live my life according to that decision.
So when a time without choice would come, I will feel satisfiction, and not shame.

Hail Satan!

I wish you good health and I’m sure in a short time you will be healthy strong and that you and us all will fight till the end for our earth back from the Jews and Reptilian beings who have taken our planet and have turned it into a bloodbath!

 

[Helleniser]

I also had a really low point in June-July 2023. But there came a moment when I felt my mind shine and Satan told me to keep fighting. Then Azazel helped me get over some things in the following months. He must be my Guardian Demon, I'm 95% sure, but I'm not certain.

Really though, how do you ensure who is your GD?

 

[AFODO]

Thank you for sharing! I hope you are better now

 

[M T R]

Had something similar during that time period: immense weakness on all fronts, lacking power for anything but basic meditation program and rainy mood throughout each day. Yet, I haven't given up on meditation, put my effort into rituals and meditations to drag myself out of this abyss.

Thanks to the Gods and their knowledge, as I for sure wouldn't know what to do without them.

So the only answer here is this: keep up the fight, even if it means struggle, as in the end, with proper effort, labor turns into a fruit of achievement.
Be brave, be free.

 

[DarkAries]

I also had a really low point in June-July 2023. But there came a moment when I felt my mind shine and Satan told me to keep fighting. Then Azazel helped me get over some things in the following months. He must be my Guardian Demon, I'm 95% sure, but I'm not certain.

Really though, how do you ensure who is your GD?

Im happy to hear that, He is also my Guardian
But sadly I cant help with ensuring. Master Azazel teached me in all of my previous lifes, for me it felt like returning to an old friend, or getting home after a long vander.

 

[Stellar Starlight]

I also had a really low point in June-July 2023. But there came a moment when I felt my mind shine and Satan told me to keep fighting. Then Azazel helped me get over some things in the following months. He must be my Guardian Demon, I'm 95% sure, but I'm not certain.

Really though, how do you ensure who is your GD?

You should try asking Lord Azazel if he is your Guardian (through His sigil), and see if you notice any synchronicities throughout your day, or you may outright hear Him. A Demon helping you may not necessarily be your Guardian though, you may have just been close with Him in a past life. I'd be interested in hearing about how it goes either way though, if you don't mind. I hope you find your Guardian!

 

[Helleniser]

You should try asking Lord Azazel if he is your Guardian (through His sigil), and see if you notice any synchronicities throughout your day, or you may outright hear Him. A Demon helping you may not necessarily be your Guardian though, you may have just been close with Him in a past life. I'd be interested in hearing about how it goes either way though, if you don't mind. I hope you find your Guardian!

Thanks a lot! I will try, and I have no problem with sharing my results with you.

 

[Epiphany]

So, its a while this happened, but recently I remember it over and over. That time I didnt payed attention to what happened, I had bigger problems to work with. Please, excuse me if it doesnt really have a point, or if I get too sentimental. I just want to share it with you.

July, 2023. After a few weeks of general weakness, bad sleep and thirstiness one horrible morning I got into hospital. Turned out it was very unusual that I wasnt fainted, in paper I should have been in come for a few days now. Breathing was painful, felt like sharps shards of glass cutting my throath every time I inhale. I was afraid of pins that time, yet I barely felt the infusions and all the blood samples they took. I got some wet cotton, put a lot of electrode into me and left me in a room with a dying old man. Truth be told, I wasnt really aware, and my sense of time was lost. I constantly fell asleep and woke up in every hour. Hours felt like weeks passed.

I remember mother and father visiting. Their smile was fake and their eyes was sorrowful. I only asked them to get me out. I wanted to get home.
I got a few water. I was too weak to move, and I could only drink when someone was around. I watched as the old mens family say good by to the one in front of me.

I didnt expected my life to flash before my eyes. Breathing was still too painful to focus into anything else. I had only two heavy toughts, even in the least aware state: "I am thirsty" and "I havent meditated today". I made a very basic chakra empovering on the hospital bed.

Maybe it was night, but more likely it was day when I didnt felt the world around me. I felt Im laying on my side, even thou I was on my back, and I havent moved for days. The windows next to me were closed, yet I felt a warm wind blowing in.

A hand gently stroked my back. It was a warm, and kind move, like my mother did when I was a child. The realisation sent shivers in my spine. I already relived my previous lifes, I knew whats happening. I havent tought of my family, my loved ones, my life, or any pissibility that future could hold. I only thought that even if I reborn instantly and find Satan in a young age(like I did in this life) the age of aquarious would be nearly over. I would miss the fight, the chance to give back the jews what they deserve. I could not serve the Gods as well as I want to. I would fail myself.

I didnt felt my body that point, yet I started crying: "Please, Satan... I still have work in this life..."

I dont know how I said it, I could barely speak at that point. Shortly after this, maybe just hours, maybe a half day, I was finally moved away from emergency, into the endocrinology wing. One nurse playfully introduced herself to me, and I sat up to shake her hand. Some doctor barely believed into her eyes. At that afternoon I was able to eat, to speak without pain or exhaustion. I got a single room with a tv, a bathroom, and I even got the remaining tea (that tea was thin and tasteless, but I was still greatful). That night I was able to stand up and walk on my own. My dear Succubus visited me that night. Gave a gently hugged me and told me how happy She is for my decision. Ten days later I got home.

The happiness quickly faded, once the infusions was removed, and I thinked through the past. I didnt remembered those two weeks for a long time. Almost everyone told me to forget it.

If you would knew what some people would do, just to be in my place, and die in peace. How many young man and woman I spoke, whos only still alive, because suicide would be too painful!

Nietzsche said: "He, who has a "why" to live can bear almost any "how"". I meditate on that feeling, on my decision for a few days now. Or just remember it while wasting my time on games: was this the reason I choosed life? I came back for this?

No.

I am here, because I want to fight.
I am here, because I want to be useful for the Gods.
I am here, because I want to help taking back this world for us.
That is the reason I am still alive.
I will try to live my life according to that decision.
So when a time without choice would come, I will feel satisfiction, and not shame.

Hail Satan!

Thank you for sharing this wonderful story with us, and welcome back to the forum.

Times like this can be a catalyst for major change and insight.

 

[NinRick]

So, its a while this happened, but recently I remember it over and over. That time I didnt payed attention to what happened, I had bigger problems to work with. Please, excuse me if it doesnt really have a point, or if I get too sentimental. I just want to share it with you.

July, 2023. After a few weeks of general weakness, bad sleep and thirstiness one horrible morning I got into hospital. Turned out it was very unusual that I wasnt fainted, in paper I should have been in come for a few days now. Breathing was painful, felt like sharps shards of glass cutting my throath every time I inhale. I was afraid of pins that time, yet I barely felt the infusions and all the blood samples they took. I got some wet cotton, put a lot of electrode into me and left me in a room with a dying old man. Truth be told, I wasnt really aware, and my sense of time was lost. I constantly fell asleep and woke up in every hour. Hours felt like weeks passed.

I remember mother and father visiting. Their smile was fake and their eyes was sorrowful. I only asked them to get me out. I wanted to get home.
I got a few water. I was too weak to move, and I could only drink when someone was around. I watched as the old mens family say good by to the one in front of me.

I didnt expected my life to flash before my eyes. Breathing was still too painful to focus into anything else. I had only two heavy toughts, even in the least aware state: "I am thirsty" and "I havent meditated today". I made a very basic chakra empovering on the hospital bed.

Maybe it was night, but more likely it was day when I didnt felt the world around me. I felt Im laying on my side, even thou I was on my back, and I havent moved for days. The windows next to me were closed, yet I felt a warm wind blowing in.

A hand gently stroked my back. It was a warm, and kind move, like my mother did when I was a child. The realisation sent shivers in my spine. I already relived my previous lifes, I knew whats happening. I havent tought of my family, my loved ones, my life, or any pissibility that future could hold. I only thought that even if I reborn instantly and find Satan in a young age(like I did in this life) the age of aquarious would be nearly over. I would miss the fight, the chance to give back the jews what they deserve. I could not serve the Gods as well as I want to. I would fail myself.

I didnt felt my body that point, yet I started crying: "Please, Satan... I still have work in this life..."

I dont know how I said it, I could barely speak at that point. Shortly after this, maybe just hours, maybe a half day, I was finally moved away from emergency, into the endocrinology wing. One nurse playfully introduced herself to me, and I sat up to shake her hand. Some doctor barely believed into her eyes. At that afternoon I was able to eat, to speak without pain or exhaustion. I got a single room with a tv, a bathroom, and I even got the remaining tea (that tea was thin and tasteless, but I was still greatful). That night I was able to stand up and walk on my own. My dear Succubus visited me that night. Gave a gently hugged me and told me how happy She is for my decision. Ten days later I got home.

The happiness quickly faded, once the infusions was removed, and I thinked through the past. I didnt remembered those two weeks for a long time. Almost everyone told me to forget it.

If you would knew what some people would do, just to be in my place, and die in peace. How many young man and woman I spoke, whos only still alive, because suicide would be too painful!

Nietzsche said: "He, who has a "why" to live can bear almost any "how"". I meditate on that feeling, on my decision for a few days now. Or just remember it while wasting my time on games: was this the reason I choosed life? I came back for this?

No.

I am here, because I want to fight.
I am here, because I want to be useful for the Gods.
I am here, because I want to help taking back this world for us.
That is the reason I am still alive.
I will try to live my life according to that decision.
So when a time without choice would come, I will feel satisfiction, and not shame.

Hail Satan!

If you want to reverse the diabetes watch those and apply the knowledge.

Knowledge is power. You don’t have to experience anything like that ever again.

 

[V12-POWER]

wow it seems it was a general thing? my health took a sharp dive at the beginning of 2022. i never got to know what was it, because going to get checked would have ended up with me in a bed and most likely the covid vaccine given to me stealthly (which I fighted like a plague) winter here begins june 21. it was the worst time of my life in terms of energy, felt weak, tired 24/7, zero will to do anything. I blew my nose and blood with phlegm came out, I could barely, barely breath at times, for months. only meditating and doing yoga helped me get through this, doing healing work and general cleaning. during those minutes, I was free and powerful, with time I understood my body quickly used this extra energy to recover.

to this day I still get sinus inflammation in the slight presence of dust, and that makes me angry but at least I can feel energetic all day, just as I used to be.

 

[Alicia777]

wow it seems it was a general thing? my health took a sharp dive at the beginning of 2022. i never got to know what was it, because going to get checked would have ended up with me in a bed and most likely the covid vaccine given to me stealthly (which I fighted like a plague) winter here begins june 21. it was the worst time of my life in terms of energy, felt weak, tired 24/7, zero will to do anything. I blew my nose and blood with phlegm came out, I could barely, barely breath at times, for months. only meditating and doing yoga helped me get through this, doing healing work and general cleaning. during those minutes, I was free and powerful, with time I understood my body quickly used this extra energy to recover.

to this day I still get sinus inflammation in the slight presence of dust, and that makes me angry but at least I can feel energetic all day, just as I used to be.

Do you think you might have caught the Covid 19 virus?
Unfortunately I had to get the covid vaccine because where I live if you didn’t get the vaccine you were not allowed to go anywhere, even to buy food or groceries, couldn’t go to work or practically do anything!

 

[Henu the Great]

If you want to reverse the diabetes watch those and apply the knowledge.

Knowledge is power. You don’t have to experience anything like that ever again.

Assuming you have watched these videos as you link them, it would be courteous to refer to what they are about and tell us the small bit of useful information instead of expecting us to spend multiple hours for that small bit of useful information that could be condensed in a fraction of the total time.

 

[NinRick]

Assuming you have watched these videos as you link them, it would be courteous to refer to what they are about and tell us the small bit of useful information instead of expecting us to spend multiple hours for that small bit of useful information that could be condensed in a fraction of the total time.

This was for DarkAries specifically, as I have already mentioned those practices multiple times here.

listening and engaging in this topic will reap much more benefit for him, than me just commenting some benefit practices.

 

[Henu the Great]

This was for DarkAries specifically, as I have already mentioned those practices multiple times here.

listening and engaging in this topic will reap much more benefit for him, than me just commenting some benefit practices.

So you refuse to have courtesy since there are other readers other than him who are interested in the information, and force people to spend hours to find some tiny bit of useful information. Okay, but that is not acceptable etiquette in my opinion, not here, or elsewhere because people have a lot on theit table as it is. Imagine having a discussion with someone, and backing up an argument with a hour long audio or video without referring what the source is about and so on. For all we know the information could be false, or irrelevant to the topic at hand...

 

[NinRick]

So you refuse to have courtesy since there are other readers other than him who are interested in the information, and force people to spend hours to find some tiny bit of useful information. Okay, but that is not acceptable etiquette in my opinion, not here, or elsewhere because people have a lot on theit table as it is. Imagine having a discussion with someone, and backing up an argument with a hour long audio or video without referring what the source is about and so on. For all we know the information could be false, or irrelevant to the topic at hand...

Here is a quote from me, that I posted a time ago.

„Human beings are hormonally driven. Whenever you eat, your pancreas detect blood sugar / glucose and excrete insulin.

The worse your metabolism, the more insulin restiant your cells become, and the more insulin your pancreas need to flush you with, in order to be able to process the glucose.

Now some facts about insulin.

- Whenever you have insulin kn your blood, your body is on „fat storage mode“. You will store fat, and it is impossible to lose fat.
Type 2 Diabetics can not lose fat because of this. Those people already produce ALOT of insulin, but even this is not enough anymore, because they have become so insulin resistant.

- Glucose spikes, also produce Insulin spikes. So avoid glucose spikes, because tgis way, you will gain much fat.

- Glucose spikes, also lead to Mitochondria dysfunction. Your Poor Mitochondria try to process the glucose asap and over work themselves. They become weak and sick.

-try time restriced feeding: eat for a time intervall for 8 hrs and fast 16hrs. During the fasting period, you Drink water. but no calories.

-Avoid breakfasting within 1 hrs after waking up, and avoid eating 3hrs before going to bed.

- When you breakfast, avoid foods with high contents of carbs. You are actually more insulin restiant after you have woken up. This has to do with the circadian cycle of the human being. (24h genetical cycle of Humans)
Instead, eat much Protein, this helps you to tap into anabolic mode.

-Try to sleep full 7-8hrs

- Eat whole foods, avoid processed foods, junk food etc. Sugar, pasta, flours are all highly processed foods. Avoid them. Pasta/flour lead to a high glucose spike. Your gut absorbs the powders very quickly, which causes glucose spikes, inflammation, starvation of your Healthy gut bacteria , and so on.

- before having your meal, have a salad, with acid. So a salad with vinegar or Lemon Juice. This is decreasing the glucose spike by ALOT. -> Less insulin for the same food -> you gain less fat -> you lose fat more quickly

- Omega 3 Fats also help a lot with weitg regulation and normalization. Try to have fatty fish 3x a week. Salmon, Hering, Mackrele.
But even not so fatty fish is very beneficial, and you will reap effects.
Avoid fish oil tho, many are loaded with toxins. (Not Cod liver oil tho)
Strive for 1:1 omega 3 to omega 6 ratio

- Workout. Go for a run. MOVE YOUR BODY.
having healthy muscle is impedant and very important. this also helps your mitochondria asfuck.

- Prolonged water fasting is very beneficial for your metabolism. You will tap into ketogeneis (buring your fat for energy fuel), autophagy (rejuvination of all your bodycells, brain restauration, increased levels of growth hormones (for men after 48h 20x more HGH) and many more.

Everything I mentioned above, is working to better the human metabolism. By doing so, your weight is also going to the optimal range.

Much body fat, is destroying the matabolsim. By fixing the metabolsim, you also optimize your fat content.“

Everything in the above will help you to become more Insulin sensitive, aka, reversing diabetes. Good Luck!

I would still advice you to listen to the PodCasts/ Lectures.

 

[DarkAries]

Here is a quote from me, that I posted a time ago.
„Human beings are hormonally driven. Whenever you eat, your pancreas detect blood sugar / glucose and excrete insulin.
The worse your metabolism, the more insulin restiant your cells become, and the more insulin your pancreas need to flush you with, in order to be able to process the glucose.
Now some facts about insulin.
- Whenever you have insulin kn your blood, your body is on „fat storage mode“. You will store fat, and it is impossible to lose fat.
Type 2 Diabetics can not lose fat because of this. Those people already produce ALOT of insulin, but even this is not enough anymore, because they have become so insulin resistant.
- Glucose spikes, also produce Insulin spikes. So avoid glucose spikes, because tgis way, you will gain much fat.
- Glucose spikes, also lead to Mitochondria dysfunction. Your Poor Mitochondria try to process the glucose asap and over work themselves. They become weak and sick.
-try time restriced feeding: eat for a time intervall for 8 hrs and fast 16hrs. During the fasting period, you Drink water. but no calories.
-Avoid breakfasting within 1 hrs after waking up, and avoid eating 3hrs before going to bed.
- When you breakfast, avoid foods with high contents of carbs. You are actually more insulin restiant after you have woken up. This has to do with the circadian cycle of the human being. (24h genetical cycle of Humans)
Instead, eat much Protein, this helps you to tap into anabolic mode.
-Try to sleep full 7-8hrs
- Eat whole foods, avoid processed foods, junk food etc. Sugar, pasta, flours are all highly processed foods. Avoid them. Pasta/flour lead to a high glucose spike. Your gut absorbs the powders very quickly, which causes glucose spikes, inflammation, starvation of your Healthy gut bacteria , and so on.
- before having your meal, have a salad, with acid. So a salad with vinegar or Lemon Juice. This is decreasing the glucose spike by ALOT. -> Less insulin for the same food -> you gain less fat -> you lose fat more quickly
- Omega 3 Fats also help a lot with weitg regulation and normalization. Try to have fatty fish 3x a week. Salmon, Hering, Mackrele.
But even not so fatty fish is very beneficial, and you will reap effects.
Avoid fish oil tho, many are loaded with toxins. (Not Cod liver oil tho)
Strive for 1:1 omega 3 to omega 6 ratio
- Workout. Go for a run. MOVE YOUR BODY.
having healthy muscle is impedant and very important. this also helps your mitochondria asfuck.
- Prolonged water fasting is very beneficial for your metabolism. You will tap into ketogeneis (buring your fat for energy fuel), autophagy (rejuvination of all your bodycells, brain restauration, increased levels of growth hormones (for men after 48h 20x more HGH) and many more.
Everything I mentioned above, is working to better the human metabolism. By doing so, your weight is also going to the optimal range.
Much body fat, is destroying the matabolsim. By fixing the metabolsim, you also optimize your fat content.“
Everything in the above will help you to become more Insulin sensitive, aka, reversing diabetes. Good Luck!
I would still advice you to listen to the PodCasts/ Lectures.

Thank you, I appraciate. Sadly I have the type-1 diabetes, wich is known as
not reversible. In type-1 your pancreas cant make enough insulin, so your body reject the food and you loose a lot of weight. I lost 15 kg when I was diagnosed.
I still do runic healing, and did the Sun square for it, now Im pretty used to it.

 

[NinRick]

Thank you, I appraciate. Sadly I have the type-1 diabetes, wich is known as
not reversible. In type-1 your pancreas cant make enough insulin, so your body reject the food and you loose a lot of weight. I lost 15 kg when I was diagnosed.
I still do runic healing, and did the Sun square for it, now Im pretty used to it.

Good luck with your healing!

 

[NinRick]

Thank you, I appraciate. Sadly I have the type-1 diabetes, wich is known as
not reversible. In type-1 your pancreas cant make enough insulin, so your body reject the food and you loose a lot of weight. I lost 15 kg when I was diagnosed.
I still do runic healing, and did the Sun square for it, now Im pretty used to it.

Let me just think loudly okay?

This type 1 Diabetes just appeared out of the blue, and you got the diagnosis mid 2023?

So there must be a „trigger“ of some sort for this, right?

There is a theory, which I believe to be true, at least to large degree, which says following:

To develop autoimmune disease there must be:
1) a generic predisposition
2) some sort of environmental „trigger“
3) some degree of chronic inflammation, due to leaky gut.

So in other words, if your gut is fully healthy, autoimmune disease will vanish, or at the very least get much better.

I can just say that I got rid of an allergy this way, but this is not severe at all. Like you said.

The Gut Micro Biome is very important for our overall health. The Mircobes are amazing chemists, that make all sorts of beneficial or harmful chemicals. They have in sum 1000 times more Genetics than we have.

Good Microbes nourish the entire Body and even psyche with their nutrients and chemicals they produce. Bad ones, for example produce „hydrogen sulfide“. This is a very poisonous Gas, and very bad for health.

This bad chemicals, attack the gut, and rip holes in it. As a response, the body needs to wind up the inflammation response, so no Feces, food and microbes get into the blood system.

This is a chronic battle for the body which is depleting the own Life energy, and thus, the other organs need to supply their own energy for the body/other organs.

So by fixing our Guts, we battle autoimmune disease, our own metabolism, and get healthies and more vital over all.

For this, we need to avoid:
- artificial sweeteners
-food colouring
-smoking
-alcohol
-processed foods in general

What we need:
-stress management
-good sleep
-excersie
-positive outlook as Gut and Brain are conneted

What the Microbes need:
-Probiotics: Food that encourages diversity of good gut bacteria: Ayran, Sauerkraut, Kimchi, Yoghurt, Kombucha (basically fermented foods)
-Prebiotics: basically just plant fibre, bell peppers, Cabbage, etc


Another thing is, that the source of our health is in the Bone. In the Bone Marrow.

If your Bone Marrow is strong and healthy, you are a strong and healthy individual.

There are 2 Types of Bone marrow in the long limb bones. Red Bone Marrow and Yellow Bonemarrow.

Red. One Marrow is a sponge like red tissue. Here the Blood production takes place, BUT ALSO, we create our Immune Cells and train them. This is also the Storage of Stem Cells in the Body. They are stored and cultivated in the red Bone Marrow. (The Base Chakra is ruling over Bone and the red Bone Marrow)

Then there is also yellow bone marrow. This one is just fat. It is doing nothing.

When we are born, we all had 100% of red Bone marrow in our bones. When humans age, yellow is growing.

At the age of 30, people usually have around 40% of yellow bone marrow.

Chronic Stress, sleep deprivation, junk food/ a fatty diet, being obese, alcohol, and loads of sugar accelerate the fattening of the bone.

Also, Malnutrition and also anorexia nervosa, (being very very unhealthy skinny) is causing fattening of the bone.

This is still just an open topic for study, how to reduce bone fat, but it is just regular fat. Like a fatty liver this can be reversed.

Also, the fattier the bone, the weaker it gets. Osteoporosis is symptom of a very fatty bone.

from a healthy bone, emerge healthy, strong and functional Stem cells that can heal the body. By working on the Bone, as it is an important organ, we increase our health.

What I believe to be beneficial is:
High intensity work out, and also hardening the bone consciously.
Following a healthy diet, with no drugs.
Cold exposure, to trigger the brown fat. Brown fat can actually „burn“ white fat, and create heat.
As well as meditations to trigger this organ specifically.

 

[DarkAries]

Let me just think loudly okay?

This type 1 Diabetes just appeared out of the blue, and you got the diagnosis mid 2023?

So there must be a „trigger“ of some sort for this, right?

There is a theory, which I believe to be true, at least to large degree, which says following:

To develop autoimmune disease there must be:
1) a generic predisposition
2) some sort of environmental „trigger“
3) some degree of chronic inflammation, due to leaky gut.

So in other words, if your gut is fully healthy, autoimmune disease will vanish, or at the very least get much better.

I can just say that I got rid of an allergy this way, but this is not severe at all. Like you said.

The Gut Micro Biome is very important for our overall health. The Mircobes are amazing chemists, that make all sorts of beneficial or harmful chemicals. They have in sum 1000 times more Genetics than we have.

Good Microbes nourish the entire Body and even psyche with their nutrients and chemicals they produce. Bad ones, for example produce „hydrogen sulfide“. This is a very poisonous Gas, and very bad for health.

This bad chemicals, attack the gut, and rip holes in it. As a response, the body needs to wind up the inflammation response, so no Feces, food and microbes get into the blood system.

This is a chronic battle for the body which is depleting the own Life energy, and thus, the other organs need to supply their own energy for the body/other organs.

So by fixing our Guts, we battle autoimmune disease, our own metabolism, and get healthies and more vital over all.

For this, we need to avoid:
- artificial sweeteners
-food colouring
-smoking
-alcohol
-processed foods in general

What we need:
-stress management
-good sleep
-excersie
-positive outlook as Gut and Brain are conneted

What the Microbes need:
-Probiotics: Food that encourages diversity of good gut bacteria: Ayran, Sauerkraut, Kimchi, Yoghurt, Kombucha (basically fermented foods)
-Prebiotics: basically just plant fibre, bell peppers, Cabbage, etc


Another thing is, that the source of our health is in the Bone. In the Bone Marrow.

If your Bone Marrow is strong and healthy, you are a strong and healthy individual.

There are 2 Types of Bone marrow in the long limb bones. Red Bone Marrow and Yellow Bonemarrow.

Red. One Marrow is a sponge like red tissue. Here the Blood production takes place, BUT ALSO, we create our Immune Cells and train them. This is also the Storage of Stem Cells in the Body. They are stored and cultivated in the red Bone Marrow. (The Base Chakra is ruling over Bone and the red Bone Marrow)

Then there is also yellow bone marrow. This one is just fat. It is doing nothing.

When we are born, we all had 100% of red Bone marrow in our bones. When humans age, yellow is growing.

At the age of 30, people usually have around 40% of yellow bone marrow.

Chronic Stress, sleep deprivation, junk food/ a fatty diet, being obese, alcohol, and loads of sugar accelerate the fattening of the bone.

Also, Malnutrition and also anorexia nervosa, (being very very unhealthy skinny) is causing fattening of the bone.

This is still just an open topic for study, how to reduce bone fat, but it is just regular fat. Like a fatty liver this can be reversed.

Also, the fattier the bone, the weaker it gets. Osteoporosis is symptom of a very fatty bone.

from a healthy bone, emerge healthy, strong and functional Stem cells that can heal the body. By working on the Bone, as it is an important organ, we increase our health.

What I believe to be beneficial is:
High intensity work out, and also hardening the bone consciously.
Following a healthy diet, with no drugs.
Cold exposure, to trigger the brown fat. Brown fat can actually „burn“ white fat, and create heat.
As well as meditations to trigger this organ specifically.

Yeah, the doctors wasnt undertood about it, how a supposed "chronic" illness just appered at me. Noone in my family tree had type-1. Sadly I was sensitive to autoimmune diseases, I have a minor allergy since birth, or very yound age.
If there was something to trigger, I guess it was the university. 2023 may and june was a devastating load of exams, I was problems with sleeps because of that, spended most of my days just memorising useless facts and still failed over and over... I finished them, but it was one of the worst exam period I had. So maybe that, but I tried to not fall into resentment against that. What happend, happened.
I dont smoke, dont use drugs, dont eat any processed food, and only drink around a bottle of wine a year. Or maybe even less. My only weak point among those is the sweetener, I had a really sweet taste before got diagnosed, and still have. The amount of carbonhidrate I can eat a day is very limited, so I drink my tea with sweetener since then. Now you mention it, I have pretty rich-taste teas(pure matcha, and bio earl-gray, costed a smaller fortune but worthed it), I can try drinking those without sweetener.
About stress... Yeah, I learned the hard way what stress can couse to bloodsugar. Im rather calm and more cold-headed now, and go to gym every other day. The sleep schedule is rather in progress, but I will work in that.
I will give a chance to bone hardening and microbioms, now that I can (finally) make some change on my diet. A Saturn square for bone marrow? I also plan to try Jupiter square, directly for diabetes.

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

So, its a while this happened, but recently I remember it over and over. That time I didnt payed attention to what happened, I had bigger problems to work with. Please, excuse me if it doesnt really have a point, or if I get too sentimental. I just want to share it with you.

July, 2023. After a few weeks of general weakness, bad sleep and thirstiness one horrible morning I got into hospital. Turned out it was very unusual that I wasnt fainted, in paper I should have been in come for a few days now. Breathing was painful, felt like sharps shards of glass cutting my throath every time I inhale. I was afraid of pins that time, yet I barely felt the infusions and all the blood samples they took. I got some wet cotton, put a lot of electrode into me and left me in a room with a dying old man. Truth be told, I wasnt really aware, and my sense of time was lost. I constantly fell asleep and woke up in every hour. Hours felt like weeks passed.

I remember mother and father visiting. Their smile was fake and their eyes was sorrowful. I only asked them to get me out. I wanted to get home.
I got a few water. I was too weak to move, and I could only drink when someone was around. I watched as the old mens family say good by to the one in front of me.

I didnt expected my life to flash before my eyes. Breathing was still too painful to focus into anything else. I had only two heavy toughts, even in the least aware state: "I am thirsty" and "I havent meditated today". I made a very basic chakra empovering on the hospital bed.

Maybe it was night, but more likely it was day when I didnt felt the world around me. I felt Im laying on my side, even thou I was on my back, and I havent moved for days. The windows next to me were closed, yet I felt a warm wind blowing in.

A hand gently stroked my back. It was a warm, and kind move, like my mother did when I was a child. The realisation sent shivers in my spine. I already relived my previous lifes, I knew whats happening. I havent tought of my family, my loved ones, my life, or any pissibility that future could hold. I only thought that even if I reborn instantly and find Satan in a young age(like I did in this life) the age of aquarious would be nearly over. I would miss the fight, the chance to give back the jews what they deserve. I could not serve the Gods as well as I want to. I would fail myself.

I didnt felt my body that point, yet I started crying: "Please, Satan... I still have work in this life..."

I dont know how I said it, I could barely speak at that point. Shortly after this, maybe just hours, maybe a half day, I was finally moved away from emergency, into the endocrinology wing. One nurse playfully introduced herself to me, and I sat up to shake her hand. Some doctor barely believed into her eyes. At that afternoon I was able to eat, to speak without pain or exhaustion. I got a single room with a tv, a bathroom, and I even got the remaining tea (that tea was thin and tasteless, but I was still greatful). That night I was able to stand up and walk on my own. My dear Succubus visited me that night. Gave a gently hugged me and told me how happy She is for my decision. Ten days later I got home.

The happiness quickly faded, once the infusions was removed, and I thinked through the past. I didnt remembered those two weeks for a long time. Almost everyone told me to forget it.

If you would knew what some people would do, just to be in my place, and die in peace. How many young man and woman I spoke, whos only still alive, because suicide would be too painful!

Nietzsche said: "He, who has a "why" to live can bear almost any "how"". I meditate on that feeling, on my decision for a few days now. Or just remember it while wasting my time on games: was this the reason I choosed life? I came back for this?

No.

I am here, because I want to fight.
I am here, because I want to be useful for the Gods.
I am here, because I want to help taking back this world for us.
That is the reason I am still alive.
I will try to live my life according to that decision.
So when a time without choice would come, I will feel satisfiction, and not shame.

Hail Satan!

I hope you are doing better and are in a position where you can take action against any health symptoms. Please book an appointment with Centralforce so you can gain some options to balance your health before it gets this bad. For example, the Kidney 3 acupoint is one point known to help diabetes-like symptoms. Similarly, a Venus or Moon Square can aid against yin-based deficiencies which may result in excessive thirstiness.

Rather than chakra empowerment, you can pull healing energy directly into your soul. Affirm it generally to treat your symptoms and this will help whatever areas are needed to restore your function.

 

[NinRick]

Yeah, the doctors wasnt undertood about it, how a supposed "chronic" illness just appered at me. Noone in my family tree had type-1. Sadly I was sensitive to autoimmune diseases, I have a minor allergy since birth, or very yound age.
If there was something to trigger, I guess it was the university. 2023 may and june was a devastating load of exams, I was problems with sleeps because of that, spended most of my days just memorising useless facts and still failed over and over... I finished them, but it was one of the worst exam period I had. So maybe that, but I tried to not fall into resentment against that. What happend, happened.
I dont smoke, dont use drugs, dont eat any processed food, and only drink around a bottle of wine a year. Or maybe even less. My only weak point among those is the sweetener, I had a really sweet taste before got diagnosed, and still have. The amount of carbonhidrate I can eat a day is very limited, so I drink my tea with sweetener since then. Now you mention it, I have pretty rich-taste teas(pure matcha, and bio earl-gray, costed a smaller fortune but worthed it), I can try drinking those without sweetener.
About stress... Yeah, I learned the hard way what stress can couse to bloodsugar. Im rather calm and more cold-headed now, and go to gym every other day. The sleep schedule is rather in progress, but I will work in that.
I will give a chance to bone hardening and microbioms, now that I can (finally) make some change on my diet. A Saturn square for bone marrow? I also plan to try Jupiter square, directly for diabetes.

Hi, sorry for the super late reply, I was busy with life :/

Auto Immune diseases come in any shape and form. This is when the body decides to destruct it self in any shape and form. Something inside the body is out of whack, and the body is going wild.

90% of the disease in the US are stress related. What you described must have been very hard on you, with the sleep deprivation and the chronic stress.

Maybe you even had some self-destructive thoughts about yourself. „I am an idiot“ „why won’t I learn this?!“ „bullshit“.

It is important to understand, that our emotions have a resonance, that create and cultivate corresponding energies inside the body and soul. So if you had all of the mentioned above, as well as some sort of „self-hatred“ even if it was just because of frustration, this could result in your body starting to destroy itself. As a resonance to this cultivated thoughts and energy. Where your thoughts and mind is, there your energy flows, and does what ever it resonates with.

This is especially the case for Satanists that cultivate their own powers of the soul. When I was new I accidentally cursed my family members. It is important to keep your thoughts and emotions in check. Especially if you practice power meditations.

But even Stress alone could result in some humans to fry their pancreas. When people habe chronic stress, especially when they are sleep deprived, their cells become much more Insulin resistant. Every cell in the body suffers.
This means that the pancreas has to excrete much more Insulin and work much more. And might even oven work itself…

This is why stress management is very important. Stress can cause all sorts of distortions in the body.

I am still thinking loudly, okay?

What I have noticed for myself. When I wale up and do the RAUM meditation and/or kundalini Yoga, I start the day much better. I am full of energy, confidence and my metabolism is much better. Also, I am much more resilient against stress.

1) So maybe try, to have some spare time in the mornings, just for your self. This time is reserved as meditation time for you. You will benefit from this immensely.

2) Focus more on cleaning, and hatha yoga. When you clean yourself and do hatha yoga, your energy in the body can move more freely and you gain overall balance.
I wouldn’t advice doing too much empowerment meditations, as this could interfere maybe. Mostly cleaning and Hatha yoga. Twice a day cleaning, in sun light, and 1-2 times Hatha yoga.

3) Don’t overdo it with your sports and work outs. Working out is a strain on the nervous system and causing a stress response. Do not work out with 90% of your max weight. Even just doing 40% is enough to build muscles. Also when you go out for a run, don’t push too hard. Run as it is comfortable for you. You can run and walk, and alternate between.
Core message is, not to push too hard and work out lightly. (Ik nobody tells you this, but building muscle is just a stress response from the body on a nerval level)
- don’t push yourself.

3) have you opened your legs yet? If not, by doing so you would benefit from it. You can take in energy from the earth through the feet and legs. This is very healing. But before you do this, first open your legs, your „roots“ will get the nutrients of mother earth and nature.

4) Remember how I told you that thoughts have a resonance in the body?

Do this twice a day. Breathe in healing energy of the sun, and direct it into your pancreas. Don’t do it too often, listen to your body. It should feel good and not overloading it.

Do the same with the healing energy of the earth. Preferably in a spot in nature, where nobody will disturb you. But even a garden will be enough, if you have one. Pull in healing energy for the earth and direct it into the pancreas.

When you do both, SMILE! Be happy that you are healing right now in this moment! Be a HUMAN! Be the CONQUEROR! Be the EMPEROR OF YOURSELF!
With this EMPOWERED mindset, as a HUMAN! With LOVE for yourself!

You create a resonance in the body, and it will follow your thoughts, energy and intentions.

When working on the eyes with this method, you will see how your vision gets better for a flash, as it follows your intention.

It is hard in the beginning to create this resonance of healing and empowerment through emotions, but it is very effective.

You will most likely notice the results very quickly. Maybe within the first week. (I worked on my eyes with this method, and they got much better after just 4-5 Days).
You need to do work on yourself for at least 40 Days. Better 80 Days.
So even after you healed yourself, or got much better, you need to continue doing this work. Or else your body might relapse. This is just like building a habit.


4) What I meant with meditations was rather a very practical and direct approach. I would not do a Saturn Square.
You can look for books about Bone marrow Nei Kung. This is something in the direction I was having in mind.

5) there are also foods that can help with regenerating the body, and help it to regain homeostasis. This information below is from the book „Eat to best disease“ from Dr. William Li. I really recommend reading this book as it gives many insights into human health and how we can affect it for the better.

Foods to strengthen and empower the stem cells:
-Aronia
- Eggplants
- Bamboo shoots
- Leaf cabbage
- Blueberries
- Dark chocolate
- Peanuts
- Fiddlehead fern
- Goji berries
- Green beans
- Green tea
- Coffee
- Turmeric
- Mango
- Swiss chard
- Omega-3 fish
- Pistachios
- Rice bran
- Red wine
- Brown mustard
- Cutting celery
- Spinach
- Watercress


What is calming down the immune system (for auto immune issues):
-Green tea
-everything with Vitamin C
-Acerola
- Broccoli
- Camu Camu
- Cherry tomatoes
- Strawberries
- Grapefruit
- Guava
- Orange


6) Sleep well. If you have a partner, maybe even try sleeping one night alone. When the partner moves for example this can get you out of the deep sleep, which is important. Try to sleep 8 hrs a night. The longer you sleep, the longer your REM sleep phases get. So you get the majority of „REM sleeping time“ during the last 2hrs of the sleep.

7) listen to the advice JGuardian Blotzkrieg gave you, and consult Central Force with your Situation. He will most likely be of immense help.

That being said, I wish you good luck! Never doubt yourself! You are here for a reason!
You can update us on the progress!

 

[NinRick]

Also what I advise you for the future is stress management. The body does not differentiate between emotinal, psychologial or physical stress.

Meditation and yoga are very potent to prevent stress from building up and releasing it, as well as grounding yourself. At some point you will be unshakable.

Especially in the morning is a good time for meditation/ yoga to Frame yourself the best way.

 

[NinRick]

Also, what I would do in your situation is to prepare myself, and select a good date for the healing. Others can help you with this.

And I would consult my doctor, if it is okay if we decrease the amount of insulin each shot. So the pancreas are encouraged to start working themself step by step again. And to see the results of the healing. And decrease the amount of insulin needed to supplied as the healing goes onward.

Seeing the doctor as you start the healing maybe even daily. Just to monitor the whole process with medical superfision.

I am not a doctor, this is just how I would do this.

DO THIS ONLY IF A DOCTOR GIVES THE OKAY AND IS WILLING TO GO ALONG SIDE YOU ON THIS PATH.

DO NOT ATTEMPT THIS ALONE WITHOUT PROPER AND REGULAR MEDICAL SUPERVISION!

 

[V12-POWER]

Yeah, the doctors wasnt undertood about it, how a supposed "chronic" illness just appered at me. Noone in my family tree had type-1. Sadly I was sensitive to autoimmune diseases, I have a minor allergy since birth, or very yound age.
If there was something to trigger, I guess it was the university. 2023 may and june was a devastating load of exams, I was problems with sleeps because of that, spended most of my days just memorising useless facts and still failed over and over... I finished them, but it was one of the worst exam period I had. So maybe that, but I tried to not fall into resentment against that. What happend, happened.
I dont smoke, dont use drugs, dont eat any processed food, and only drink around a bottle of wine a year. Or maybe even less. My only weak point among those is the sweetener, I had a really sweet taste before got diagnosed, and still have. The amount of carbonhidrate I can eat a day is very limited, so I drink my tea with sweetener since then. Now you mention it, I have pretty rich-taste teas(pure matcha, and bio earl-gray, costed a smaller fortune but worthed it), I can try drinking those without sweetener.
About stress... Yeah, I learned the hard way what stress can couse to bloodsugar. Im rather calm and more cold-headed now, and go to gym every other day. The sleep schedule is rather in progress, but I will work in that.
I will give a chance to bone hardening and microbioms, now that I can (finally) make some change on my diet. A Saturn square for bone marrow? I also plan to try Jupiter square, directly for diabetes.

always remember that you can indeed change genetics over time with spiritual practices. your body is ill but it has all it needs to be alright once again, specially if you were healthy in the past, I would seriously put my energy on healing and restoring your "healthy" state prior diabetes, im sure you can do it. coming from someone who has tinkered with this kind of stuff specifically, it is doable. might take time, but not outside the scope.

 

[DarkAries]

Hi, sorry for the super late reply, I was busy with life :/

Auto Immune diseases come in any shape and form. This is when the body decides to destruct it self in any shape and form. Something inside the body is out of whack, and the body is going wild.

90% of the disease in the US are stress related. What you described must have been very hard on you, with the sleep deprivation and the chronic stress.

Maybe you even had some self-destructive thoughts about yourself. „I am an idiot“ „why won’t I learn this?!“ „bullshit“.

It is important to understand, that our emotions have a resonance, that create and cultivate corresponding energies inside the body and soul. So if you had all of the mentioned above, as well as some sort of „self-hatred“ even if it was just because of frustration, this could result in your body starting to destroy itself. As a resonance to this cultivated thoughts and energy. Where your thoughts and mind is, there your energy flows, and does what ever it resonates with.

This is especially the case for Satanists that cultivate their own powers of the soul. When I was new I accidentally cursed my family members. It is important to keep your thoughts and emotions in check. Especially if you practice power meditations.

But even Stress alone could result in some humans to fry their pancreas. When people habe chronic stress, especially when they are sleep deprived, their cells become much more Insulin resistant. Every cell in the body suffers.
This means that the pancreas has to excrete much more Insulin and work much more. And might even oven work itself…

This is why stress management is very important. Stress can cause all sorts of distortions in the body.

I am still thinking loudly, okay?

What I have noticed for myself. When I wale up and do the RAUM meditation and/or kundalini Yoga, I start the day much better. I am full of energy, confidence and my metabolism is much better. Also, I am much more resilient against stress.

1) So maybe try, to have some spare time in the mornings, just for your self. This time is reserved as meditation time for you. You will benefit from this immensely.

2) Focus more on cleaning, and hatha yoga. When you clean yourself and do hatha yoga, your energy in the body can move more freely and you gain overall balance.
I wouldn’t advice doing too much empowerment meditations, as this could interfere maybe. Mostly cleaning and Hatha yoga. Twice a day cleaning, in sun light, and 1-2 times Hatha yoga.

3) Don’t overdo it with your sports and work outs. Working out is a strain on the nervous system and causing a stress response. Do not work out with 90% of your max weight. Even just doing 40% is enough to build muscles. Also when you go out for a run, don’t push too hard. Run as it is comfortable for you. You can run and walk, and alternate between.
Core message is, not to push too hard and work out lightly. (Ik nobody tells you this, but building muscle is just a stress response from the body on a nerval level)
- don’t push yourself.

3) have you opened your legs yet? If not, by doing so you would benefit from it. You can take in energy from the earth through the feet and legs. This is very healing. But before you do this, first open your legs, your „roots“ will get the nutrients of mother earth and nature.

4) Remember how I told you that thoughts have a resonance in the body?

Do this twice a day. Breathe in healing energy of the sun, and direct it into your pancreas. Don’t do it too often, listen to your body. It should feel good and not overloading it.

Do the same with the healing energy of the earth. Preferably in a spot in nature, where nobody will disturb you. But even a garden will be enough, if you have one. Pull in healing energy for the earth and direct it into the pancreas.

When you do both, SMILE! Be happy that you are healing right now in this moment! Be a HUMAN! Be the CONQUEROR! Be the EMPEROR OF YOURSELF!
With this EMPOWERED mindset, as a HUMAN! With LOVE for yourself!

You create a resonance in the body, and it will follow your thoughts, energy and intentions.

When working on the eyes with this method, you will see how your vision gets better for a flash, as it follows your intention.

It is hard in the beginning to create this resonance of healing and empowerment through emotions, but it is very effective.

You will most likely notice the results very quickly. Maybe within the first week. (I worked on my eyes with this method, and they got much better after just 4-5 Days).
You need to do work on yourself for at least 40 Days. Better 80 Days.
So even after you healed yourself, or got much better, you need to continue doing this work. Or else your body might relapse. This is just like building a habit.


4) What I meant with meditations was rather a very practical and direct approach. I would not do a Saturn Square.
You can look for books about Bone marrow Nei Kung. This is something in the direction I was having in mind.

5) there are also foods that can help with regenerating the body, and help it to regain homeostasis. This information below is from the book „Eat to best disease“ from Dr. William Li. I really recommend reading this book as it gives many insights into human health and how we can affect it for the better.

Foods to strengthen and empower the stem cells:
-Aronia
- Eggplants
- Bamboo shoots
- Leaf cabbage
- Blueberries
- Dark chocolate
- Peanuts
- Fiddlehead fern
- Goji berries
- Green beans
- Green tea
- Coffee
- Turmeric
- Mango
- Swiss chard
- Omega-3 fish
- Pistachios
- Rice bran
- Red wine
- Brown mustard
- Cutting celery
- Spinach
- Watercress


What is calming down the immune system (for auto immune issues):
-Green tea
-everything with Vitamin C
-Acerola
- Broccoli
- Camu Camu
- Cherry tomatoes
- Strawberries
- Grapefruit
- Guava
- Orange


6) Sleep well. If you have a partner, maybe even try sleeping one night alone. When the partner moves for example this can get you out of the deep sleep, which is important. Try to sleep 8 hrs a night. The longer you sleep, the longer your REM sleep phases get. So you get the majority of „REM sleeping time“ during the last 2hrs of the sleep.

7) listen to the advice JGuardian Blotzkrieg gave you, and consult Central Force with your Situation. He will most likely be of immense help.

That being said, I wish you good luck! Never doubt yourself! You are here for a reason!
You can update us on the progress!

Hey, sorry for not replying for a time, I got busy at work and I wanted to reply with progress to share.

I slowly but surely try to added more to my daily routine, and not just meditations. Now about four times a weak I do hatha yoga, Sat Kriya and my meditations. I often made the mistake to push myself into a new routine daily, now I go safer.

How about yin yoga? I was in a few times, and the yoga intructor said that I was rather good at it. Also, isnt auto-immun disases caused by too much yang energy? When the body wants to fight so much it start to fight with itself? Maybe I just look too much into it.

My sleep schedule get noticeably better, and so my dreams returned. I always have very vivid, almost lucid dreams when I sleep well. Those dreams are not always pleasant, but always have some unconscionous meaning.

Also, I plan to do a meditation day weekly. I only did this week yet, and just lasted 3 hours, but the effect is very powerful. If I can do it Ill be able to meditate 6-8 hours straight.

About positive mindset... yeah, that one is lacking a bit. There wasnt any reak procces since januar, when my dose of insulin get decreased by one unit. Only one single unit. Since that I did my healings, Sun square , yoga, but things havent really changed. Maybe, maybe I got better news about it next month, when I go back to control.

To get this clear, I want to get rid of diabetes. Not just prevent the side effects(all of them are pretty horrible by the way...), not live a long and fulfilling life with this illnes, no such nonsense. I learned to endure it (because what other choice I had) but I dont want to have this shit for the rest of my life. I lnow its not my fault(type 2 would be for eating junk food and being lazy), yet the inability to fix it over nearly a year... sometimes I feel I failed myself for that. That I might not be strong enough.

With all of those the positive mindset is very, very hard to maintain, even when I evade the stress.

Any idea about ayurvedic methods of healing it? Maybe special tea for pancreas or pitta dosha fasting? Did some research at eastern medicines, probably give feng shui a try soon. Sadly noticed that modern healthcare does not aim to heal the body, just helps you live with the illness. The treats I got did absolutly nothing with my pancreas, just refilled the missing insulin.

Reducing insulin manually definitly worth a shot. I think my doctor should agree with it, even for a shorter time.

Sorry if I sound a bit depressed sometimes. Fortunatly I have more free time and energy now.

 

[DarkAries]

Hi, sorry for the super late reply, I was busy with life :/

Auto Immune diseases come in any shape and form. This is when the body decides to destruct it self in any shape and form. Something inside the body is out of whack, and the body is going wild.

90% of the disease in the US are stress related. What you described must have been very hard on you, with the sleep deprivation and the chronic stress.

Maybe you even had some self-destructive thoughts about yourself. „I am an idiot“ „why won’t I learn this?!“ „bullshit“.

It is important to understand, that our emotions have a resonance, that create and cultivate corresponding energies inside the body and soul. So if you had all of the mentioned above, as well as some sort of „self-hatred“ even if it was just because of frustration, this could result in your body starting to destroy itself. As a resonance to this cultivated thoughts and energy. Where your thoughts and mind is, there your energy flows, and does what ever it resonates with.

This is especially the case for Satanists that cultivate their own powers of the soul. When I was new I accidentally cursed my family members. It is important to keep your thoughts and emotions in check. Especially if you practice power meditations.

But even Stress alone could result in some humans to fry their pancreas. When people habe chronic stress, especially when they are sleep deprived, their cells become much more Insulin resistant. Every cell in the body suffers.
This means that the pancreas has to excrete much more Insulin and work much more. And might even oven work itself…

This is why stress management is very important. Stress can cause all sorts of distortions in the body.

I am still thinking loudly, okay?

What I have noticed for myself. When I wale up and do the RAUM meditation and/or kundalini Yoga, I start the day much better. I am full of energy, confidence and my metabolism is much better. Also, I am much more resilient against stress.

1) So maybe try, to have some spare time in the mornings, just for your self. This time is reserved as meditation time for you. You will benefit from this immensely.

2) Focus more on cleaning, and hatha yoga. When you clean yourself and do hatha yoga, your energy in the body can move more freely and you gain overall balance.
I wouldn’t advice doing too much empowerment meditations, as this could interfere maybe. Mostly cleaning and Hatha yoga. Twice a day cleaning, in sun light, and 1-2 times Hatha yoga.

3) Don’t overdo it with your sports and work outs. Working out is a strain on the nervous system and causing a stress response. Do not work out with 90% of your max weight. Even just doing 40% is enough to build muscles. Also when you go out for a run, don’t push too hard. Run as it is comfortable for you. You can run and walk, and alternate between.
Core message is, not to push too hard and work out lightly. (Ik nobody tells you this, but building muscle is just a stress response from the body on a nerval level)
- don’t push yourself.

3) have you opened your legs yet? If not, by doing so you would benefit from it. You can take in energy from the earth through the feet and legs. This is very healing. But before you do this, first open your legs, your „roots“ will get the nutrients of mother earth and nature.

4) Remember how I told you that thoughts have a resonance in the body?

Do this twice a day. Breathe in healing energy of the sun, and direct it into your pancreas. Don’t do it too often, listen to your body. It should feel good and not overloading it.

Do the same with the healing energy of the earth. Preferably in a spot in nature, where nobody will disturb you. But even a garden will be enough, if you have one. Pull in healing energy for the earth and direct it into the pancreas.

When you do both, SMILE! Be happy that you are healing right now in this moment! Be a HUMAN! Be the CONQUEROR! Be the EMPEROR OF YOURSELF!
With this EMPOWERED mindset, as a HUMAN! With LOVE for yourself!

You create a resonance in the body, and it will follow your thoughts, energy and intentions.

When working on the eyes with this method, you will see how your vision gets better for a flash, as it follows your intention.

It is hard in the beginning to create this resonance of healing and empowerment through emotions, but it is very effective.

You will most likely notice the results very quickly. Maybe within the first week. (I worked on my eyes with this method, and they got much better after just 4-5 Days).
You need to do work on yourself for at least 40 Days. Better 80 Days.
So even after you healed yourself, or got much better, you need to continue doing this work. Or else your body might relapse. This is just like building a habit.


4) What I meant with meditations was rather a very practical and direct approach. I would not do a Saturn Square.
You can look for books about Bone marrow Nei Kung. This is something in the direction I was having in mind.

5) there are also foods that can help with regenerating the body, and help it to regain homeostasis. This information below is from the book „Eat to best disease“ from Dr. William Li. I really recommend reading this book as it gives many insights into human health and how we can affect it for the better.

Foods to strengthen and empower the stem cells:
-Aronia
- Eggplants
- Bamboo shoots
- Leaf cabbage
- Blueberries
- Dark chocolate
- Peanuts
- Fiddlehead fern
- Goji berries
- Green beans
- Green tea
- Coffee
- Turmeric
- Mango
- Swiss chard
- Omega-3 fish
- Pistachios
- Rice bran
- Red wine
- Brown mustard
- Cutting celery
- Spinach
- Watercress


What is calming down the immune system (for auto immune issues):
-Green tea
-everything with Vitamin C
-Acerola
- Broccoli
- Camu Camu
- Cherry tomatoes
- Strawberries
- Grapefruit
- Guava
- Orange


6) Sleep well. If you have a partner, maybe even try sleeping one night alone. When the partner moves for example this can get you out of the deep sleep, which is important. Try to sleep 8 hrs a night. The longer you sleep, the longer your REM sleep phases get. So you get the majority of „REM sleeping time“ during the last 2hrs of the sleep.

7) listen to the advice JGuardian Blotzkrieg gave you, and consult Central Force with your Situation. He will most likely be of immense help.

That being said, I wish you good luck! Never doubt yourself! You are here for a reason!
You can update us on the progress!

Hey, so quick note!
I do daily RAUM meditation more than a week now, and the result were almost immidietly. My bloodsugar level get lover, doesnt go beyond 10 mmol/l, and stay lover than it suppesed to.

 

[Karnonnos [TG]]

I dont smoke, dont use drugs, dont eat any processed food, and only drink around a bottle of wine a year. Or maybe even less. My only weak point among those is the sweetener, I had a really sweet taste before got diagnosed, and still have. The amount of carbonhidrate I can eat a day is very limited, so I drink my tea with sweetener since then. Now you mention it, I have pretty rich-taste teas(pure matcha, and bio earl-gray, costed a smaller fortune but worthed it), I can try drinking those without sweetener.

Much of the time, people over-exaggerate how much lifestyle factors contribute to disease. This is because people want to live in a just and happy world where disease is simply down to 'choices' one makes and those who make the wrong choices (i.e. they get ill) should be condemned. The logic in their heads is, if I make the right choices, I will avoid it altogether...

Age alone past 50 years, for example, strongly correlates with cancer. Outside of Satanism, there's not a lot many people can do about that.

Smoking obviously kills in many cases (very strong association) but some people treat their body like a dumpster and live until their eighties. Others are obese until then. Ozzy Osbourne has systematically destroyed his body over and over again and keeps on living. Meanwhile, a few previously healthy children are struck down with brutal childhood cancer, childhood dementia and childhood mitochondrial diseases out of 'nowhere'.

There's a whole lot of scientific literature 'linking' red meat to cancer and it's totally laughable. If you look at the meta-analyses of the biggest studies, it doesn't even make any sense. Yes, forcing poor women to work with radium and phosphate was a crime against humanity and tobacco can be extremely dangerous, among other historical atrocities, but past a certain point, this paranoia about disease and nitpicking everything becomes insanity. People in these manias also ignore the dangers right under their nose (CCP-derived foods or the hormone disrupting plastics embedded in their windows and walls for example).

Disease often occurs as a random genetic mutation or as a product of lowered bioelectricity for a long time, or it can follow someone throughout lifetimes. Using the example of plastics, there are also some unrecognized and supremely difficult to 'choose' dangers. Some diseases are down to one's direct stupidity, most aren't, beyond not evolving the soul. This shouldn't be an incentive for people to treat their body like crap (one SHOULD prioritize health, diet, exercise as much as possible) but it should direct people away from the blame game unnecessarily and onto evolving with the Gods.

 

[DarkAries]

Greatings!
Its been a while since anything would drastically changed, and I wish I would have good news to share. Physically everything remained the same, expect that too high or low tempeture weather cause rapid changes on my bloodsugar level.
But mentally... dear Gods, Im all time low, and it might be worse from here. All that time, things havent got any better, despite all my effort and sacrifices. Sun squares, runic healings, yoga, healthier food, yet there isnt any sign of healing. And for that, despite I shouldnt, I started hating myself, feeling that I failed. Even questioning that I did the right thing when I choosed to survive it. Because no matter what I do, I might never be as strong as I could have been without diabetes. It makes life a lot bitter, to the point where I feel no happiness for anything. My expectations to myself are unrealisticly high, yet Im never proud of myself, even if I do as much as possible. All, because I couldnt heal it. I read that around 10 percent of type one diabetics attempt suicide by overdosing the insulin, and more than half of them are succesful. And the rest... more bitter, spiteful and hateful to life than anyone. They seem like dead souls in still living bodies.
Im not planning to speak with a psychiater. How could any of them understand, how it feels being crippled while you want to attain perfection. That how much I hate myself for that this happened, and that it still didnt healed. That I feel like I failed

 

[NinRick]

Greatings!
Its been a while since anything would drastically changed, and I wish I would have good news to share. Physically everything remained the same, expect that too high or low tempeture weather cause rapid changes on my bloodsugar level.
But mentally... dear Gods, Im all time low, and it might be worse from here. All that time, things havent got any better, despite all my effort and sacrifices. Sun squares, runic healings, yoga, healthier food, yet there isnt any sign of healing. And for that, despite I shouldnt, I started hating myself, feeling that I failed. Even questioning that I did the right thing when I choosed to survive it. Because no matter what I do, I might never be as strong as I could have been without diabetes. It makes life a lot bitter, to the point where I feel no happiness for anything. My expectations to myself are unrealisticly high, yet Im never proud of myself, even if I do as much as possible. All, because I couldnt heal it. I read that around 10 percent of type one diabetics attempt suicide by overdosing the insulin, and more than half of them are succesful. And the rest... more bitter, spiteful and hateful to life than anyone. They seem like dead souls in still living bodies.
Im not planning to speak with a psychiater. How could any of them understand, how it feels being crippled while you want to attain perfection. That how much I hate myself for that this happened, and that it still didnt healed. That I feel like I failed

Hi and welcome back.

Are you struggling with type 1 diabetes?
Or with type 2 diabetes?

 

[DarkAries]

Hi and welcome back.

Are you struggling with type 1 diabetes?
Or with type 2 diabetes?

Type 1
For about a year and a half now

 

[NinRick]

Type 1
For about a year and a half now

I am sorry to hear that, that must have been horrible. Originally I thought that you were talking about type 2 diabetes, not type 1.

Let me think loudly with you. Maybe this can of any help. But I could think of some mechanisms that are at play here.

Have you got tested for heavy inflammations in your system?
I am asking because, some people have very heavy inflammations in the gut, due to a leaky gut. Your gut has the task, to absorb all the nutrients, but keep the stool, toxins, and bacteria inside the gut, and not absorb it into the blood stream.

However, when you have a leaky gut, you get a sepsis, because feces and bacteria are getting into the blood… to avoid this, your gut gets locally very heavily inflammed.

This heavy inflammation is keeping everything kind of in check, but it is draining a lot of life force away. Your body is in „high alert“ mode, it’s fight or flight, life or death for your body.

As a response, you immune system is going on a rampage. This can lead to auto-immune disease, like your immune cells starting to attacking your pancreas.

So, maybe you should get checked for a leaky gut, high inflammation markers in the blood and what bacteria are residing in your gut. (As those can lead to a leaky gut)

High inflammations can trigger Bad genetics in your DNA. This is the epigenes at play, they decide regarding onto environmental and internal triggers, what genes to activate/deactivate at what times.

Even if someone has bad genes, that lead to type 1 diabetes, this person will only manifest this, if the epigenetics decide to activate them.


Another thing I might think of is, maybe too much stress. Too much stress can also fry your glands that produce hormones. Too little sleep, living on the Edge, worrying too much, being anxious all the time, drinking too much coffee - those are somethings that induce stress on the body.
Constantly dwelling upon bad emotions can also lead to this, as you are programming yourself towards decay.

Another thing that might be the case is a hormone imbalance. The above mentioned could lead to, too much stress hormones, like cortisol and adrenaline. Insulin is a hormone and all hormones influence and inhibit each other. That’s why hormones should always spike for a short time, and decline again. You habe a peak, at certain times, so the hormones can act freely. When people habe chronic high hormone levels, their bodies freak out because the hormones can not act, as other hormones get in the way.

Another thing is, maybe your body does not have the basic building blocks to build hormones? Are you eating enough cholesterol for example? Both types of cholesterol are very important for the body.

Is this a known issue in your family history?


I suggest you, seeing multiple doctors, getting multiple opinions and get your body heavily tested.

1) test your blood for inflammation markers. Consult a doctor, that you have a suspicion that you body is inflamed and ask him how you could get this tested.

-> You want to find out, if your body is developing autoimmune diseases by high inflammation levels, especially in the gut


2) get your hormones tested. Consult a doctor that you need to know what the hormone levels in your body are.

-> You want to know whether or not you have an issue with multiple hormones, or just Insulin.


3) This sounds silly, but you might want to get your gut micro biome tested, and see what kind of bacteria are residing in your gut.

-> Bad bacteria produce toxins and lead to a leaky gut


You can not get tested for vitamins in the blood, as all the fat soluble vitamins are in the fatty tissues. But I suggest you to reflect on your diet, and count all the vitamins you get in a week.

Maybe your body does not have all the essential building blocks.

Same goes for Omega 3 acids. You want to have at least 1:4 Omega3 to Omega6.

If you need some more guidance on nutrition from a Whole Food diet, I can give you some more input.

I suggest, to get your lab tests first though. You want to examine everything in your body, and look for anomalies. You might have to pay it yourself though. But I would definitely do it.

 

[DarkAries]

I am sorry to hear that, that must have been horrible. Originally I thought that you were talking about type 2 diabetes, not type 1.

Let me think loudly with you. Maybe this can of any help. But I could think of some mechanisms that are at play here.

Have you got tested for heavy inflammations in your system?
I am asking because, some people have very heavy inflammations in the gut, due to a leaky gut. Your gut has the task, to absorb all the nutrients, but keep the stool, toxins, and bacteria inside the gut, and not absorb it into the blood stream.

However, when you have a leaky gut, you get a sepsis, because feces and bacteria are getting into the blood… to avoid this, your gut gets locally very heavily inflammed.

This heavy inflammation is keeping everything kind of in check, but it is draining a lot of life force away. Your body is in „high alert“ mode, it’s fight or flight, life or death for your body.

As a response, you immune system is going on a rampage. This can lead to auto-immune disease, like your immune cells starting to attacking your pancreas.

So, maybe you should get checked for a leaky gut, high inflammation markers in the blood and what bacteria are residing in your gut. (As those can lead to a leaky gut)

High inflammations can trigger Bad genetics in your DNA. This is the epigenes at play, they decide regarding onto environmental and internal triggers, what genes to activate/deactivate at what times.

Even if someone has bad genes, that lead to type 1 diabetes, this person will only manifest this, if the epigenetics decide to activate them.


Another thing I might think of is, maybe too much stress. Too much stress can also fry your glands that produce hormones. Too little sleep, living on the Edge, worrying too much, being anxious all the time, drinking too much coffee - those are somethings that induce stress on the body.
Constantly dwelling upon bad emotions can also lead to this, as you are programming yourself towards decay.

Another thing that might be the case is a hormone imbalance. The above mentioned could lead to, too much stress hormones, like cortisol and adrenaline. Insulin is a hormone and all hormones influence and inhibit each other. That’s why hormones should always spike for a short time, and decline again. You habe a peak, at certain times, so the hormones can act freely. When people habe chronic high hormone levels, their bodies freak out because the hormones can not act, as other hormones get in the way.

Another thing is, maybe your body does not have the basic building blocks to build hormones? Are you eating enough cholesterol for example? Both types of cholesterol are very important for the body.

Is this a known issue in your family history?


I suggest you, seeing multiple doctors, getting multiple opinions and get your body heavily tested.

1) test your blood for inflammation markers. Consult a doctor, that you have a suspicion that you body is inflamed and ask him how you could get this tested.

-> You want to find out, if your body is developing autoimmune diseases by high inflammation levels, especially in the gut


2) get your hormones tested. Consult a doctor that you need to know what the hormone levels in your body are.

-> You want to know whether or not you have an issue with multiple hormones, or just Insulin.


3) This sounds silly, but you might want to get your gut micro biome tested, and see what kind of bacteria are residing in your gut.

-> Bad bacteria produce toxins and lead to a leaky gut


You can not get tested for vitamins in the blood, as all the fat soluble vitamins are in the fatty tissues. But I suggest you to reflect on your diet, and count all the vitamins you get in a week.

Maybe your body does not have all the essential building blocks.

Same goes for Omega 3 acids. You want to have at least 1:4 Omega3 to Omega6.

If you need some more guidance on nutrition from a Whole Food diet, I can give you some more input.

I suggest, to get your lab tests first though. You want to examine everything in your body, and look for anomalies. You might have to pay it yourself though. But I would definitely do it.

Im not sure it could be related to my guts, my digestion system usually endures anything. Same for my father, we often jokes we two could even 'digest an iron nail' if it would be needed.

Nope, not a singe one type one diabetic as long as my family tree goes back. And since my aunt maniacally searced our family tree, it goes back almost 150 years. And only one type two diabetic, my grandfather, but he 100 was type two. As I remember, he was very fat, and got diagnosed after almost lost his house(stress)

Speaking of stress... yes, insane amount, overwhelming stress before, now even more stress to somehow get rid of diabetes. Hard to get relaxed when you have to make every single day count. Couse if not, well, why I am here then? Luckyly I get off coffee years ago, I drink earl gray tea instead.

I already take a dosens of vitamins daily, omegas are among them.

I can get my doctor to test hormones. I have to go to test my blood soon anyway. Cant wait to be again among twenty dying and crippled old mans and womans with diaper, waiting to take my blood. Very motivational feeling

Would all or any help curing it and finally getting rid of it, or would just delaying and keeping under control? I had a few bad day regarding bloodsugar a week ago, and even if it works perfectly now... Im not feeling okay. Just the tought that a smaller colr or a slight weather change is enough to ruin what I try to keep stable with lots of movment and diet(I had more than enough from both, Im constantly tired and hungry).

 

[Henu the Great]

Speaking of stress... yes, insane amount, overwhelming stress before, now even more stress to somehow get rid of diabetes. Hard to get relaxed when you have to make every single day count. Couse if not, well, why I am here then? Luckyly I get off coffee years ago, I drink earl gray tea instead.

It’s key that you start mitigating this negative self talk and overall stress you are referring to. The goal should be to eliminate it if not completely, then at least to levels where your health is not suffering as a result. This right here is one key component in succeeding overcoming this ailment. Actually, not just here, but generally speaking one's inner world plays a huge role in one's health.

The actual methods require active approach in steering your mind to a more peaceful region allthewhile you are doing physical activities that not only bring you joy, but health. Yoga asanas, and the like. I think you are already doing these as you have mentioned that in the past, but these efforts can only go so far when your mind is working against you. By bringing your mind in alignment with your goal in a manner that is 'peaceful/relaxed' I think you can have the best results. Now, I am not saying it will be easy or fast, but given enough resources, time and willpower mainly, I believe you can overcome this.

Many things have been discussed in the past, but I do not remember mentions about taking care of your mind. So, please do that.

 

[NinRick]

Im not sure it could be related to my guts, my digestion system usually endures anything. Same for my father, we often jokes we two could even 'digest an iron nail' if it would be needed.

Nope, not a singe one type one diabetic as long as my family tree goes back. And since my aunt maniacally searced our family tree, it goes back almost 150 years. And only one type two diabetic, my grandfather, but he 100 was type two. As I remember, he was very fat, and got diagnosed after almost lost his house(stress)

Speaking of stress... yes, insane amount, overwhelming stress before, now even more stress to somehow get rid of diabetes. Hard to get relaxed when you have to make every single day count. Couse if not, well, why I am here then? Luckyly I get off coffee years ago, I drink earl gray tea instead.

I already take a dosens of vitamins daily, omegas are among them.

I can get my doctor to test hormones. I have to go to test my blood soon anyway. Cant wait to be again among twenty dying and crippled old mans and womans with diaper, waiting to take my blood. Very motivational feeling

Would all or any help curing it and finally getting rid of it, or would just delaying and keeping under control? I had a few bad day regarding bloodsugar a week ago, and even if it works perfectly now... Im not feeling okay. Just the tought that a smaller colr or a slight weather change is enough to ruin what I try to keep stable with lots of movment and diet(I had more than enough from both, Im constantly tired and hungry).

Thank you for the further input!

I believe we found the root cause of the issue here - stress.
You can still get you hormones and gut tested, though as with things like that, there is no „too much testing“.

Now coming to the nervous system. We have two modes in which our nervous systems operate: sympathetic nervous system (fight or flight), and the parasympathetic nervous system (rest and digest).
As Henu said correctly, you need to calm your mind down.

Our Nervoussystem is holy for us. It is the window to the world, materially as well as spiritually. Your Nervoussystem is Perceiving and modeling the world around you.

It is also the Main regulator. The Nervoussystem gives the command to grow muscle, to strengthen the bone, to heal the body, to digest food, to elongate the eyeballs, to trigger certain genes in regards to the circadian cycle and stimulus… the nervous system is extremely important for our health and well-being.

Examples:
1. You can grow muscle when your brain (central nervous system) commands it. You can simply sit down and imagine how you are working out, and your brain will create a stimulus to the Nervous system, and you will grow muscle.

2. When you work out in the gym, and move heavy weights, your bones compress and create an electric voltage (as bones are basically crystals!) - this electrical signal is the trigger for the nervous system to thicken the bone and strenghten it.

Everything has to do with the nervous system. It is holy.

When you constantly live on the edge and stress out your nervous system (sympathetic nervous system), you ENTIRE body is feeling this - for the worse.

The element of fire, bestows the ability to push trough the pain and stress. They do not feel the stress as much, and can push through. However, this can lead them to fry their nervous system out, if they endure this for too long. (They can push through even if they have to tank blows, cuts and burns and so on - like a warrior)

Water is more sensible for stressors, as they deeply connect this with the body and wellbeing.

Air creates a reactive nervous system, as air is electric.

And the Element of earth grounds yourself, and gives you through this grounding resistance against stress.


When your are chronically stressed:
Inflammation goes up, Cortisol and Adrenealine go up, your cells become more insulin resistant, your sleep quality and Regeneration declines, Human growth hormone (healing/regeneration) and testosterone decline… and even worse - this can affect your immune system as well as the epi genetics!

When you are constantly stressed out, you literally live in the mode „fight or flight“. This energy and consciousness is active and present in your whole being - not only in the conscious part of the body (mind/muscles) but also the unconscious part of the body (gut/epi genetics/ immune system..).

This is stressing out the body, and the part of you, that you are not aware of (Immune System and Epi Genetics) goes Nuts.
This can lead for the epi genetics to simply decide to stop producing any insulin any more, as they will simply not activate the Genes that are responsible for the Production of Insulin, or to shrink the pancreas - your epi genetics rule over genetics - everything can be activated (or deactivated) that is somehow encoded in your DNA. Epi Generics mean - Over the genetics, something that is above and rules over the genetics.

Immense chronic stress, can also program your Immune system (for example the T-Killer Cells) to WAGE WAR. This can lead to your immune system to just attack and destroy your pancreas. - This is a form of Auto Immune disease.

Your Nervoussystem, Epi Genetics/ Genetics, and Immune system are unique and reacts differently to stress, then someone’s else.


In order to heal, you need to adress the underlying issue at hand - in your case; most likely the stress.

What I would do if I were you:

1) Develop a „I don‘t give a fuck„ mentality.

2) Go out for a walk in Nature, for at least 20 Minutes.

3) Do easy hatha yoga. This will calm you down.

4) Do easy meditations.
You want to get the Energy flowing, but you want to avoid to open up certain parts of the soul especially in the brain (central nervous system) - as with high Levels of stress this could be too much for your brain and even a seizure could happen (speaking from experience here)

You can do easy meditations like Void meditation, trance training, Energy Meditation, directing Energy. You want to avoid tensing up and pooling the energy, it should flow freely and easily.

Do not perform any powerful meditations that could strain yourself. For example do not charge your chakras to the point you feel them intensely with pain.

You could do easy chakra breathing and RAUM meditation. Without stressing yourself or straining yourself.

And don’t meditate for too long at once. You can split your meditation sessions up, and meditate over the day.

After your meditations, sit down, feel your energy buzz and when you feel the energy flow freely - programm your energy: „I love myself. I am healing.“

This is enough. Do not stress too much, relax and feel your energy.

5) try to sleep for 8 hrs and try to have good sleeping quality.

6) Skip the gym. This might sound weird. But this is actually stressing the body as well. Go out for a walk in nature as well - as this will bring Stress Levels down.

7) Avoid situations or people that stress you out.


The first thing is to calm your nervous system down and maintain a healthy stress management.

From my understanding your pancreas either got deactivated or even immensely damaged by your own immune system - in both cases the Pancreas are very atrophied.

Now is the time for magick to heal yourself. In addition to that, you can also try out the following material steps.

Case #1: Your Pancreas are deactivated and atrophied:
In this case, after your have taken control back over your nervous system - it would be a good idea to try to reboot it.
When electrical devices are malfunctioning a reboot can fix the issue - the same is the case for the nervous system.
After prolonged water fasting, after around 72h - 100h your immune system and nervous system gets reset.
You might want to try to do that, for a couple times and see whether or not this helps.

Do some own research regarding that, but I successfully did that to reset my nervous system to adapt new habits and quit addictions like coffee addictions in a very short time.


Case #2: Your Pancreas got damaged and destroyed by your immune system:

Now this is more tricky, however, HIGH amounts of Stem Cells could repair and heal your pancreas. Do your own research on how to boost HGH (Human growth homones) and Stem cells - there are some foods that do that, as well as Ice Bathing.

Fasting also does that. When you enter in a prolonged fasting state, your body switches to the mode of „maintain and repair“. Now your body is using all the life force that was needed to digest food, to repair and heal itself.

After fasting for 48h your HGH boosts up to 2000%, and sten cells flush from the bone marrow to the blood, to the affected cells.

In fasting cells offer their own organelles to reuse them to raise amino acids and energy for the body to maintain and repair itself. After wards, stem cells from the arms and legs flush into the blood stream, to heal those affected cells - this is rejuvenating the body from within.

By doing this, you also increase the count of your stem cells, their strength and also their ability to travel through the body - as you train them to do this each time you fast.


I advice you to do some independent research, and try those things out.

I wish you good luck on healing! If you have any questions regarding what I have said, you can always approach me!

 

[V12-POWER]

keep us updated. Ninrick has some solid advice.

 

[HPS Lydia]

When Jupiter enters Cancer, go hard on its squares. It's in detriment until June 10. It will take a lot of time, and combine it with the above advice. A member posted here some years ago about how it can be healed, the pancreas can produce insulin again, but it takes something like 10 years from dietary changes. So with squares and other healing, you can fix it in less time, but it still takes time for organs to be fixed.

 

[DarkAries]

Thank you for the further input!

I believe we found the root cause of the issue here - stress.
You can still get you hormones and gut tested, though as with things like that, there is no „too much testing“.

Now coming to the nervous system. We have two modes in which our nervous systems operate: sympathetic nervous system (fight or flight), and the parasympathetic nervous system (rest and digest).
As Henu said correctly, you need to calm your mind down.

Our Nervoussystem is holy for us. It is the window to the world, materially as well as spiritually. Your Nervoussystem is Perceiving and modeling the world around you.

It is also the Main regulator. The Nervoussystem gives the command to grow muscle, to strengthen the bone, to heal the body, to digest food, to elongate the eyeballs, to trigger certain genes in regards to the circadian cycle and stimulus… the nervous system is extremely important for our health and well-being.

Examples:
1. You can grow muscle when your brain (central nervous system) commands it. You can simply sit down and imagine how you are working out, and your brain will create a stimulus to the Nervous system, and you will grow muscle.

2. When you work out in the gym, and move heavy weights, your bones compress and create an electric voltage (as bones are basically crystals!) - this electrical signal is the trigger for the nervous system to thicken the bone and strenghten it.

Everything has to do with the nervous system. It is holy.

When you constantly live on the edge and stress out your nervous system (sympathetic nervous system), you ENTIRE body is feeling this - for the worse.

The element of fire, bestows the ability to push trough the pain and stress. They do not feel the stress as much, and can push through. However, this can lead them to fry their nervous system out, if they endure this for too long. (They can push through even if they have to tank blows, cuts and burns and so on - like a warrior)

Water is more sensible for stressors, as they deeply connect this with the body and wellbeing.

Air creates a reactive nervous system, as air is electric.

And the Element of earth grounds yourself, and gives you through this grounding resistance against stress.


When your are chronically stressed:
Inflammation goes up, Cortisol and Adrenealine go up, your cells become more insulin resistant, your sleep quality and Regeneration declines, Human growth hormone (healing/regeneration) and testosterone decline… and even worse - this can affect your immune system as well as the epi genetics!

When you are constantly stressed out, you literally live in the mode „fight or flight“. This energy and consciousness is active and present in your whole being - not only in the conscious part of the body (mind/muscles) but also the unconscious part of the body (gut/epi genetics/ immune system..).

This is stressing out the body, and the part of you, that you are not aware of (Immune System and Epi Genetics) goes Nuts.
This can lead for the epi genetics to simply decide to stop producing any insulin any more, as they will simply not activate the Genes that are responsible for the Production of Insulin, or to shrink the pancreas - your epi genetics rule over genetics - everything can be activated (or deactivated) that is somehow encoded in your DNA. Epi Generics mean - Over the genetics, something that is above and rules over the genetics.

Immense chronic stress, can also program your Immune system (for example the T-Killer Cells) to WAGE WAR. This can lead to your immune system to just attack and destroy your pancreas. - This is a form of Auto Immune disease.

Your Nervoussystem, Epi Genetics/ Genetics, and Immune system are unique and reacts differently to stress, then someone’s else.


In order to heal, you need to adress the underlying issue at hand - in your case; most likely the stress.

What I would do if I were you:

1) Develop a „I don‘t give a fuck„ mentality.

2) Go out for a walk in Nature, for at least 20 Minutes.

3) Do easy hatha yoga. This will calm you down.

4) Do easy meditations.
You want to get the Energy flowing, but you want to avoid to open up certain parts of the soul especially in the brain (central nervous system) - as with high Levels of stress this could be too much for your brain and even a seizure could happen (speaking from experience here)

You can do easy meditations like Void meditation, trance training, Energy Meditation, directing Energy. You want to avoid tensing up and pooling the energy, it should flow freely and easily.

Do not perform any powerful meditations that could strain yourself. For example do not charge your chakras to the point you feel them intensely with pain.

You could do easy chakra breathing and RAUM meditation. Without stressing yourself or straining yourself.

And don’t meditate for too long at once. You can split your meditation sessions up, and meditate over the day.

After your meditations, sit down, feel your energy buzz and when you feel the energy flow freely - programm your energy: „I love myself. I am healing.“

This is enough. Do not stress too much, relax and feel your energy.

5) try to sleep for 8 hrs and try to have good sleeping quality.

6) Skip the gym. This might sound weird. But this is actually stressing the body as well. Go out for a walk in nature as well - as this will bring Stress Levels down.

7) Avoid situations or people that stress you out.


The first thing is to calm your nervous system down and maintain a healthy stress management.

From my understanding your pancreas either got deactivated or even immensely damaged by your own immune system - in both cases the Pancreas are very atrophied.

Now is the time for magick to heal yourself. In addition to that, you can also try out the following material steps.

Case #1: Your Pancreas are deactivated and atrophied:
In this case, after your have taken control back over your nervous system - it would be a good idea to try to reboot it.
When electrical devices are malfunctioning a reboot can fix the issue - the same is the case for the nervous system.
After prolonged water fasting, after around 72h - 100h your immune system and nervous system gets reset.
You might want to try to do that, for a couple times and see whether or not this helps.

Do some own research regarding that, but I successfully did that to reset my nervous system to adapt new habits and quit addictions like coffee addictions in a very short time.


Case #2: Your Pancreas got damaged and destroyed by your immune system:

Now this is more tricky, however, HIGH amounts of Stem Cells could repair and heal your pancreas. Do your own research on how to boost HGH (Human growth homones) and Stem cells - there are some foods that do that, as well as Ice Bathing.

Fasting also does that. When you enter in a prolonged fasting state, your body switches to the mode of „maintain and repair“. Now your body is using all the life force that was needed to digest food, to repair and heal itself.

After fasting for 48h your HGH boosts up to 2000%, and sten cells flush from the bone marrow to the blood, to the affected cells.

In fasting cells offer their own organelles to reuse them to raise amino acids and energy for the body to maintain and repair itself. After wards, stem cells from the arms and legs flush into the blood stream, to heal those affected cells - this is rejuvenating the body from within.

By doing this, you also increase the count of your stem cells, their strength and also their ability to travel through the body - as you train them to do this each time you fast.


I advice you to do some independent research, and try those things out.

I wish you good luck on healing! If you have any questions regarding what I have said, you can always approach me!

Thank you for always providing great amount of information, I appraise it

I will definitly try fasting, if Im already hungry it wouldnt matter much. But regarding that its damaged or deactivated... I have no idea, and its annoys me beyond words, that no matter what, I cant know more from my doctor. All I (and they) know is that my pancreas still produce some insulin, just not enough in itself. And that on paper I should have been dead, soooo, as long as I still breath they dont really care.

My sleep schedule is more or less optimal now, I usually get 6-8 hours. Dropping gym got just the right moment, I quitted a few weeks ago. They raised price again, and I just physically cant do daily gym and yoga. Or at least I can, but then I get way too tired for the rest of the day, and feel the dread to do it again.

I tried the stoic "wont care, Ill embrace whatever happens" mentality, even Amor Fati(love your fate, whatever it is). I can do it for a month, even severals, but it wouldnt be me. Sooner or later my inner self will cry out against it, declearing that its in fact not okay, and its not good, and it needs to be changed.

About getting back meditations, I already did that, and I hate myself for it. Even though medical way its not that bad, really dont make good on my mental health. Taking meditations back even more would likely cause me to hate myself more. A lot of meditating, advencing, going through even if its hard, tiresome or even painful... thats what I was proud. And whenever it wasnt challenging enough, I increased the repeat, or tried to raise the quality. Even when I was tired, barely able to stay awake and weakened, I did meditations, did RTRs. Even when I was nearly ded, I did meditations. And thats likely the last tiny thing I love in myself, but diabetes made it worse. Before it, I felt like all the work I do is to make myself better, to get even just a barely notecably closer to godhood. Now, all just to try to get back to minimal state and heal this shit, and even if it takes less then a decade and doesnt severe... it feels humiliating. Something I shouldnt have, something I perfectly be without. Sure, I could be good at healing once its done, becoming a healer and have better understanding of how hormones and digest system works and be able to fix its issues... Its not a way of life I wanted. I would rather be a warrior, an artist, or even a teacher, and yes, I could do multiple at once, but damn, sharing focus between subjects really decrease the quality of it. Now, Im mostly just a diabetic. Something I hate with every part of my body and soul, but it gets worse if I ignore it.

"That is enough" - I literally dont remember if I ever said it to myself. Or at least without sarcasm and disgust, like "thats enough, if you dont want to achive any meaningful today". I really dont like the feeling that I would get weaker, yet diabetes is purely that for me

Now thinking through, my own self-respect/self-love purely relied on how much I advance. Since how could I love something weak? And I see diabetes, and my diabetic self as a huge, HUGE decrease. I meditate more since that, but Im not satisfied with myself. I tried, but it doesnt outweight it for me.

Sorry if any of this sounds irrational, or too emotional. To be honest, I had a devastating lowpoint, and I felt the touch of death closer that time, when I was literally dying(what I wrote way back). Its better now, but just a bit, and I made preparations, like writing a list to while "not give up" if I feel this low again. Its better if I dont tell more how exactly I felt that time, it would be pessimistic and dark, even compared to me.

I have no false hopes that there wont be any worse lowpoints. Guess my goal now is to stay alive till I can start Jupiter squares(wich once again, I feel like a big decrease to my past, shameful decrase). Its not just the medical parts now, I still do the runic healing Azazel teached me, it worked before(decreased the amount of insulin I need to give by one unit over 4-5 months). Just taking diabetes under control takes a lot of my focus, and bigger amount of stress than before. Like "should I give same insulin and risk a high bloodsugar, or give more and risk a low bloodsugar?" "Oh, it gets too high, now, was it because I slept half hour less, its because its 4 degree colder today, its because I got flue just dont have any symptoms yet, or just no reasons at all", "I want to go to yoga class, it starts 6 pm, so I need to measure my blood 5 pm, get something with precisely 60 g carbonhidrates, or 70 if the class gets intense and eat before class or my bloodsugar will go crazy again"(its really not a pleasent feeling to eat bigger amount before yoga, it was awful). I cant really look at myself and say something like "good job, you made wonderful work, Im proud of you". It would be a lie. Im ashamed that I got diabetes and havent cured it yet.

 

[DarkAries]

Thank you for always providing great amount of information, I appraise it

I will definitly try fasting, if Im already hungry it wouldnt matter much. But regarding that its damaged or deactivated... I have no idea, and its annoys me beyond words, that no matter what, I cant know more from my doctor. All I (and they) know is that my pancreas still produce some insulin, just not enough in itself. And that on paper I should have been dead, soooo, as long as I still breath they dont really care.

My sleep schedule is more or less optimal now, I usually get 6-8 hours. Dropping gym got just the right moment, I quitted a few weeks ago. They raised price again, and I just physically cant do daily gym and yoga. Or at least I can, but then I get way too tired for the rest of the day, and feel the dread to do it again.

I tried the stoic "wont care, Ill embrace whatever happens" mentality, even Amor Fati(love your fate, whatever it is). I can do it for a month, even severals, but it wouldnt be me. Sooner or later my inner self will cry out against it, declearing that its in fact not okay, and its not good, and it needs to be changed.

About getting back meditations, I already did that, and I hate myself for it. Even though medical way its not that bad, really dont make good on my mental health. Taking meditations back even more would likely cause me to hate myself more. A lot of meditating, advencing, going through even if its hard, tiresome or even painful... thats what I was proud. And whenever it wasnt challenging enough, I increased the repeat, or tried to raise the quality. Even when I was tired, barely able to stay awake and weakened, I did meditations, did RTRs. Even when I was nearly ded, I did meditations. And thats likely the last tiny thing I love in myself, but diabetes made it worse. Before it, I felt like all the work I do is to make myself better, to get even just a barely notecably closer to godhood. Now, all just to try to get back to minimal state and heal this shit, and even if it takes less then a decade and doesnt severe... it feels humiliating. Something I shouldnt have, something I perfectly be without. Sure, I could be good at healing once its done, becoming a healer and have better understanding of how hormones and digest system works and be able to fix its issues... Its not a way of life I wanted. I would rather be a warrior, an artist, or even a teacher, and yes, I could do multiple at once, but damn, sharing focus between subjects really decrease the quality of it. Now, Im mostly just a diabetic. Something I hate with every part of my body and soul, but it gets worse if I ignore it.

"That is enough" - I literally dont remember if I ever said it to myself. Or at least without sarcasm and disgust, like "thats enough, if you dont want to achive any meaningful today". I really dont like the feeling that I would get weaker, yet diabetes is purely that for me

Now thinking through, my own self-respect/self-love purely relied on how much I advance. Since how could I love something weak? And I see diabetes, and my diabetic self as a huge, HUGE decrease. I meditate more since that, but Im not satisfied with myself. I tried, but it doesnt outweight it for me.

Sorry if any of this sounds irrational, or too emotional. To be honest, I had a devastating lowpoint, and I felt the touch of death closer that time, when I was literally dying(what I wrote way back). Its better now, but just a bit, and I made preparations, like writing a list to while "not give up" if I feel this low again. Its better if I dont tell more how exactly I felt that time, it would be pessimistic and dark, even compared to me.

I have no false hopes that there wont be any worse lowpoints. Guess my goal now is to stay alive till I can start Jupiter squares(wich once again, I feel like a big decrease to my past, shameful decrase). Its not just the medical parts now, I still do the runic healing Azazel teached me, it worked before(decreased the amount of insulin I need to give by one unit over 4-5 months). Just taking diabetes under control takes a lot of my focus, and bigger amount of stress than before. Like "should I give same insulin and risk a high bloodsugar, or give more and risk a low bloodsugar?" "Oh, it gets too high, now, was it because I slept half hour less, its because its 4 degree colder today, its because I got flue just dont have any symptoms yet, or just no reasons at all", "I want to go to yoga class, it starts 6 pm, so I need to measure my blood 5 pm, get something with precisely 60 g carbonhidrates, or 70 if the class gets intense and eat before class or my bloodsugar will go crazy again"(its really not a pleasent feeling to eat bigger amount before yoga, it was awful). I cant really look at myself and say something like "good job, you made wonderful work, Im proud of you". It would be a lie. Im ashamed that I got diabetes and havent cured it yet.

*About taking back meditations