Lavena said:
I am very glad that we have new members in our ranks. Please accept my congratulations.
Yeah I am very glad you all accept her too, she was quite fearful at first of taking that step that is why it took a couple months for her to decide. The enemy tried everything to convince her that the entities attacking her were working for Satan and everything to keep her away from the truth.
They tried everything last night too to prevent her from going through with it including forcing us to argue about unrelated issues so she would have to go home.
When she realized what they were doing we went through with it. Even though we were some what nervous during this. I was quiet the whole time and let her do the dedication but helped her out by being there and helping her prick her finger and get a little blood hope that wasnt bad. I think she was nervous too so she kind of half focused on making dinner etc since we were making food.
But we did it i feel like she was accepted.
I mentioned her a lot cause I cared about her as a person a lot. So I am glad she is here. I was going to be her friend regardless of what she did. But fact is i think we both realized with the enemy it was impossible to connect to much unless she dedicated as they constantly were attacking both of us.
If she doesn't join the group I may ask a few questions for her if she needs to know anything more that I dont know.
Not sure if she wants to as of right now cause she has trouble opening up to new people and trust issues. But I think she will eventually.
I will talk to her about it. But i thought I would post about it here cause it feels great when I read someone joins officially so I wanted to keep up the spirit of this.
Eventually we will have a Satanic family i hope that is white. That would be great but it still may be a couple years away as we have things to work on before we can do that emotionally and also we have to find some way to be more stable financially.
But neither of us ever got what we needed in Childhood and admit sadly we never will. So at least in the future we can give it to someone give them a happy childhood that would make up for it.