1. Remove your sense of entitlement, thinking you are "supposed" to achieve these things. This creates an overall bad thought pattern, I know this from experience.
2. These things come with time. Learn to live in the moment and appreciate your present, while making you sure you are taking steps towards it every day.
3. As for what those steps are, keep doing the God Rituals. Keep doing the RTRs. Keep doing the Power Meditations. Keep up with your daily spiritual hygiene. Study the Gods. Follow Satanic ethics. Help further the Joy of Satan in what ways you can. These things will have immediate effects, yes, but they are also small bits of a huge process taking place within you on a spiritual level, over a long time.