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ktrv

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I love and hate my life as i keep losing track of my path. And motivation being at current lowest i just don’t know what to do.

I have my dreams of becoming a music artist which i’m trying to achive but my financial status and situation is being a huge “wall” preventing me from achieving it.Also i came across a time in my life in which i “have” to choose my future job etc.As i don’t have a rich background i don’t have the comfort to experiment.I’m scared to be honest of what is about to come and did i make the right choice if a let’s say chose music over more paying job.

And all these thinking made me lose all my motivation for anything in life. I feel deeply sad inside and escape from reality by watching content or hanging out and ignoring my life calling. For me it feels like this, but the calendar doesn’t lie months have passed and I still haven’t chosen what will be my answer and the deadline is closer.

I tried something with music and even invested money in it, but unfortunately, it didn’t work out, but also one song doesn’t mean everything, but it costs everything.

My only current comfort in my life is my Lord Satan which helps me feel good even tho i feel like i would want to quit my life.But then i feel like a asshole to the people who have it even worse than me,who have diseases, who have struggles far beyond my perception.Also a BIG BIG BIG thing is i have ADHD which naturally makes me even harder to accomplish anything. Even if I have talent or I’m smart it is a waste in my current hands.

I would like to break the ice and finally achieve my dreams. I would love to be ultra rich, who wouldn’t but that is not my goal. I would like just a happy life with my dreams achieved and my kids, having everything I didn’t have.Even while writing this. I’m losing myself.

At one point when I finally was thinking, I had a grip on life reality struck me like lightning and my world shattered.The only thing keeping me in this world ks my love for my Lord who help me all the way here.

Brothers and sisters I would like any advice possible even small or big. I’m all ears. I tried fighting this on my own, but it just doesn’t work so I need all the help I can get.

I know I may sound like I’m a child or that I’m lazy, but I just wrote the most important parts and not all the struggles…
 
I love and hate my life as i keep losing track of my path. And motivation being at current lowest i just don’t know what to do.

I have my dreams of becoming a music artist which i’m trying to achive but my financial status and situation is being a huge “wall” preventing me from achieving it.Also i came across a time in my life in which i “have” to choose my future job etc.As i don’t have a rich background i don’t have the comfort to experiment.I’m scared to be honest of what is about to come and did i make the right choice if a let’s say chose music over more paying job.

And all these thinking made me lose all my motivation for anything in life. I feel deeply sad inside and escape from reality by watching content or hanging out and ignoring my life calling. For me it feels like this, but the calendar doesn’t lie months have passed and I still haven’t chosen what will be my answer and the deadline is closer.

I tried something with music and even invested money in it, but unfortunately, it didn’t work out, but also one song doesn’t mean everything, but it costs everything.

My only current comfort in my life is my Lord Satan which helps me feel good even tho i feel like i would want to quit my life.But then i feel like a asshole to the people who have it even worse than me,who have diseases, who have struggles far beyond my perception.Also a BIG BIG BIG thing is i have ADHD which naturally makes me even harder to accomplish anything. Even if I have talent or I’m smart it is a waste in my current hands.

I would like to break the ice and finally achieve my dreams. I would love to be ultra rich, who wouldn’t but that is not my goal. I would like just a happy life with my dreams achieved and my kids, having everything I didn’t have.Even while writing this. I’m losing myself.

At one point when I finally was thinking, I had a grip on life reality struck me like lightning and my world shattered.The only thing keeping me in this world ks my love for my Lord who help me all the way here.

Brothers and sisters I would like any advice possible even small or big. I’m all ears. I tried fighting this on my own, but it just doesn’t work so I need all the help I can get.

I know I may sound like I’m a child or that I’m lazy, but I just wrote the most important parts and not all the struggles…

Solar-style motivation comes from knowing that you can create value within an area, which itself comes as a result of being present in that environment and attempting to create something.

Breaking it down for music, this could mean opening up the creation program and tinkering around. Even if you didn't make one song, at least you made a beat, or at least you know now what this one button does. This then compounds the next day, as you know at you can operate one button, so you try the next button. Then you try to build something greater.

Maybe you do not feel like a successful professional musician, but at least you know you are capable of producing one song. Further, your existing talents can be "brought in" to help you in this new area, so to speak. For example, you may have some inherent understanding of music, plus you are a Zevist and know you can apply a Sun Square and many other spiritual tools to grow yourself. All of these are different options to bolster your overall musical success.

Part of confidence involves having a positive outlook. For example, look at how you said, "Even if I have talent or I'm smart it is a waste". Yet, wouldn't someone who is proud say the exact opposite? In other words, there is an internal solar fire within us all, that when properly activated, figures out how to use what tools it has to create success. Therefore, you can think positively, like "Well, I may not have a good song yet, but I like music, already made my first song, and already have the equipment".

This generates motivation to at least take the next step. Why not go back and take a second look at the song you have? You said it didn't work out, which means you must have some idea of what could be off within in. Why not do the ritual of Baalzebul, then start tinkering with the song again? If you have ADHD, then have a music tutorial video playing right next to you, or something.
 
Solar-style motivation comes from knowing that you can create value within an area, which itself comes as a result of being present in that environment and attempting to create something.

Breaking it down for music, this could mean opening up the creation program and tinkering around. Even if you didn't make one song, at least you made a beat, or at least you know now what this one button does. This then compounds the next day, as you know at you can operate one button, so you try the next button. Then you try to build something greater.

Maybe you do not feel like a successful professional musician, but at least you know you are capable of producing one song. Further, your existing talents can be "brought in" to help you in this new area, so to speak. For example, you may have some inherent understanding of music, plus you are a Zevist and know you can apply a Sun Square and many other spiritual tools to grow yourself. All of these are different options to bolster your overall musical success.

Part of confidence involves having a positive outlook. For example, look at how you said, "Even if I have talent or I'm smart it is a waste". Yet, wouldn't someone who is proud say the exact opposite? In other words, there is an internal solar fire within us all, that when properly activated, figures out how to use what tools it has to create success. Therefore, you can think positively, like "Well, I may not have a good song yet, but I like music, already made my first song, and already have the equipment".

This generates motivation to at least take the next step. Why not go back and take a second look at the song you have? You said it didn't work out, which means you must have some idea of what could be off within in. Why not do the ritual of Baalzebul, then start tinkering with the song again? If you have ADHD, then have a music tutorial video playing right next to you, or something.

You said it didn't work out, which means you must have some idea of what could be off within in
Well the song i relesed was the best one yet and personally i like it.I meant the marketing part went horrble and it didn’t have as much traction as expected.

Also the whole problem is not taking a step by step.It is the fear of not being financially stable if you choose to do what you love.Even if i do a ritual for money for example that does not guarantee income.I wouldn’t want to be stuck fighting to put bread on my table that’s all.
 
I love and hate my life as i keep losing track of my path. And motivation being at current lowest i just don’t know what to do.

I have my dreams of becoming a music artist which i’m trying to achive but my financial status and situation is being a huge “wall” preventing me from achieving it.Also i came across a time in my life in which i “have” to choose my future job etc.As i don’t have a rich background i don’t have the comfort to experiment.I’m scared to be honest of what is about to come and did i make the right choice if a let’s say chose music over more paying job.

And all these thinking made me lose all my motivation for anything in life. I feel deeply sad inside and escape from reality by watching content or hanging out and ignoring my life calling. For me it feels like this, but the calendar doesn’t lie months have passed and I still haven’t chosen what will be my answer and the deadline is closer.

I tried something with music and even invested money in it, but unfortunately, it didn’t work out, but also one song doesn’t mean everything, but it costs everything.

My only current comfort in my life is my Lord Satan which helps me feel good even tho i feel like i would want to quit my life.But then i feel like a asshole to the people who have it even worse than me,who have diseases, who have struggles far beyond my perception.Also a BIG BIG BIG thing is i have ADHD which naturally makes me even harder to accomplish anything. Even if I have talent or I’m smart it is a waste in my current hands.

I would like to break the ice and finally achieve my dreams. I would love to be ultra rich, who wouldn’t but that is not my goal. I would like just a happy life with my dreams achieved and my kids, having everything I didn’t have.Even while writing this. I’m losing myself.

At one point when I finally was thinking, I had a grip on life reality struck me like lightning and my world shattered.The only thing keeping me in this world ks my love for my Lord who help me all the way here.

Brothers and sisters I would like any advice possible even small or big. I’m all ears. I tried fighting this on my own, but it just doesn’t work so I need all the help I can get.

I know I may sound like I’m a child or that I’m lazy, but I just wrote the most important parts and not all the struggles…
Try to find motivational videos on youtube.
Some of them are:
 
Creative fields require a process where you are actively creating. This creative process gets better and better with iterations and then leads to something good. By not actively creating, you are preventing your mind from expanding in that field. If you take a singular failure as an absolute defeat, you lose the chance to utilize the lessons that this failure has brought you.

I must also point out that the creative process seldom enjoys stress. So being under constant stress or feeling the pressure of an upcoming deadline will often hinder your creative abilities. I can understand why you are going through this, so this stress is normal, but you may need to improve your level of tolerance of it, which will lead to a more stable mind.

And to give you an idea about marketing, I've seen some artists create accounts under their own name and post meme videos or edits with their songs. It's usually the songs that make these short videos watchable and draw the viewer in. You can apply a strategy like this, if you grow your audience, after a certain point those viewers will start promoting your song because they will use them in their videos and this chain reaction is the reason why many current popular songs have become popular.
 
By not actively creating, you are preventing your mind from expanding in that field. If you take a singular failure as an absolute defeat, you lose the chance to utilize the lessons that this failure has brought you.
I didn’t say i stop making music completely,but seeing as other factors in my life are starting to become more important it becomes harder for me to give my all to music.Which is why im kind of in a breakdown state something like smiling while suffering.


I can understand why you are going through this, so this stress is normal, but you may need to improve your level of tolerance of it, which will lead to a more stable mind.
The worst part is, I don’t feel it consciously, but unconsciously, as it affects me in the worst possible way like a silent poison slowly killing me.


And to give you an idea about marketing, I've seen some artists create accounts under their own name and post meme videos or edits with their songs. It's usually the songs that make these short videos watchable and draw the viewer in. You can apply a strategy like this, if you grow your audience, after a certain point those viewers will start promoting your song because they will use them in their videos and this chain reaction is the reason why many current popular songs have become popular.
Thank you this advice is great and i did do something similar but it will take me a lot more practice to master it but at least I gained a lot of experience for the next song.
 
Also a BIG BIG BIG thing is i have ADHD
Do not own your diseases, illness, whatever. By doing so you are further affirming those ailments, making it harder to overcome.
Even if i do a ritual for money for example that does not guarantee income.
This is a wrong mindset. I suggest affirmations in self-hypnosis for changing your mindset about finances.
 
Do not own your diseases, illness, whatever. By doing so you are further affirming those ailments, making it harder to overcome.
I do not i try to “forget” that i even have it.Just thought it was worth mentioning.


This is a wrong mindset. I suggest affirmations in self-hypnosis for changing your mindset about finances.
Could this also be used for different uses?
 
Just make everything important in your life a habit. Once it becomes a habit, you'll need much much less motivation and mental effort to do it.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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