AskSatanOperator
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I think I'm addicted to love. (?) I don't know how to explain this, but if I give an example: I had my first boyfriend when I was 12 and I couldn't forgot him until I turned 15. I can't relax without thinking that I'm in a relationship with someone, but I don't really want a relationship. I just love to fantasize about it. I know this, because when I'm in a relationship with someone that I think I'm in love with or when I think I'm in a actual relationship with them, I don't enjoy it that much.
I love the chemistry of love. I don't like a serious relationship, taking responsibility and trying to get on someone's good side to maintain the relationship. This is just not for me. This side of love attracts me, like, if I were a princess, I would carry a knife with me to protect my prince charming. The person I love must be the one for me, and I have to be the one for him. I look for this in people, but even if I don't find it, I can't get rid of loving that person. It takes me to 1 or 2 year and eventually, I suddenly forget the person I love. Just because of a stupid, little detail. It's like I'm looking for an excuse to forget, but no. I really love them. I also know that my love is too much, so I usually try to hide it. When I don't, the person blocks me like 12 times, and when I forget, he texts me. The people I went through this with still texts me even after years.
In order to overcome this obsessive love situation, I created an imaginary partner for myself and I pretend that I am in a relationship with him. So that, I can leave people alone. I am an extremely Venusian person, I don't know if this has an effect on this situation, but it probably does. I have done a lot of work for this before, I can say that it has eased, but it still didn't work completely. Can you suggest me a solution? I really need the thoughts and ideas of my brothers and sisters on this subject.
I love the chemistry of love. I don't like a serious relationship, taking responsibility and trying to get on someone's good side to maintain the relationship. This is just not for me. This side of love attracts me, like, if I were a princess, I would carry a knife with me to protect my prince charming. The person I love must be the one for me, and I have to be the one for him. I look for this in people, but even if I don't find it, I can't get rid of loving that person. It takes me to 1 or 2 year and eventually, I suddenly forget the person I love. Just because of a stupid, little detail. It's like I'm looking for an excuse to forget, but no. I really love them. I also know that my love is too much, so I usually try to hide it. When I don't, the person blocks me like 12 times, and when I forget, he texts me. The people I went through this with still texts me even after years.
In order to overcome this obsessive love situation, I created an imaginary partner for myself and I pretend that I am in a relationship with him. So that, I can leave people alone. I am an extremely Venusian person, I don't know if this has an effect on this situation, but it probably does. I have done a lot of work for this before, I can say that it has eased, but it still didn't work completely. Can you suggest me a solution? I really need the thoughts and ideas of my brothers and sisters on this subject.