AskSatanOperator
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As a Spiritual Satanist: I think it's beautiful to be able to explore your mind,
And body. Especially with masturbation? You should enjoy it so much, that you go into a state of tantric pleasure. I used to be able to do it, and was
Able to control my mind. But now every time I try to get into that state of mind, I get all kinds of unwanted images appearing in my mind, such as grays, jews and ugly faces of creepy guys and other similar things. That i don't want to sexuality connect with..and it is really upsetting me.
And it's even making it hard for me to enjoy the pleasure. I've even when I'm with my husband. And it also bothers him to. And it makes the whole idea
Of doing it seem creepy...Eeew!
And body. Especially with masturbation? You should enjoy it so much, that you go into a state of tantric pleasure. I used to be able to do it, and was
Able to control my mind. But now every time I try to get into that state of mind, I get all kinds of unwanted images appearing in my mind, such as grays, jews and ugly faces of creepy guys and other similar things. That i don't want to sexuality connect with..and it is really upsetting me.
And it's even making it hard for me to enjoy the pleasure. I've even when I'm with my husband. And it also bothers him to. And it makes the whole idea
Of doing it seem creepy...Eeew!