Question #5029: Sexual Energy of Kundalini and my sexual life

[AskSatanOperator]

As I read, the Kundalini Serpent has very much sexual energy, so I’m guessing my sexual life, sex drive etc..would evolve as well with it?
I have some problems with my sexual life. I am a 22 years old male. I have started my sexual life when I was 11. I was not raped or sexually assaulted but it just started. I am a gay male and when I turned 16 I got into dating apps like Grindr, Romeo etc where I met a bunch of men. From old to very old to young etc..I realise it didn’t really help me because after some years I realised it never pleased me, it made me feel empty. I had many problems with myself being with others in bed where I would feel shame, or being too ugly for some, even tho I was praised by everyone. I was also ashamed about my penis length although all guys where like: ,,You have a nice dick bro.”.
I was all my life a bottom, I never had a blowjob or anal sex because I had phimosis my whole life and when I was 19 I decided to go to the doctor and see what was wrong. I eventually got my foreskin cut off, but the head of my penis still remained very sensible to the touch of others. Receiving a blowjob or doing anal was never pleasing to me, because of how it hurt and my erection would just simple die in the moment of doing it.
I checked a doctor some months ago, because it doesn’t sound normal to me for a penis to not heal after 3 damn years. The doctor couldn’t help me much so he gave a moisture cream, it was La Roche Posay Cicaplast, but he said himself it wouldn’t help much and the sensitivity I experience sometimes just remains in some men. I couldn’t accept it and still can’t. I started doing the Mars Square to heal it but I forgot a day and I basically screwed it up.
I never understood how guys have a hard dick in bed all the time even when we are just talking or kissing..Or having a hard one upon awakening. Or having orgasm.. I was never able to do so and my mental state about sex really went down. I took a pause from sex for 2 months now and I’m still doing it because I want to find out what is wrong with me.
I even thought about trying to be a versatile in bed or a top, but my masculine energy is missing and being a man in bed with other guys makes me feel ashamed and strange doing it.
So this is why I’m wondering now..will my sexual problems cause my Kundalini problems? Do you guys have any idea what I could do?

 

[AFODO]

Clean and empower your sacral chakra. You should do this with every chakra but start a plus working with a Sun mantra to empower your sacral. Than ask help from Valefor. He has a ritual, do his ritual every day.

These two should be enough on the spiritual side of things. Than there are methods to grow the foreskin back, and TCM doctors could probably help in other ways too. Search for one and ask help from them.

 

[Power of Justice [JG]]

Sexual trauma and the like (shame, insecurities related to that, etc.) is stored in the sacral chakra. You must perform freeing workings to free yourself from that before the serpent can ascend. Anything the serpent touches is amplified, that goes for the bad too. Though you needn't worry about that, if your serpent is raising it will be blatantly obvious, and it wont happen on accident.