AskSatanOperator
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I am becoming more and more confused about my sexuality.
I am a woman, and I am realising I do not like dominant men at all, as it naturally goes in conflict with my character. I tried this kind of relationship, but it really doesn't work for me.
I prefer feminine men, and actually this kind of relationships allowed me to be the best version of myself. An interesting fact is that my best relationships from an emotional and even sexual point of view, were with musicians, who were less assertive in nature, more "feminine". Simply zero conflicts in years.
However, now things are continuing to change. When I think of men sexually, I am not comfortable as I used to be. I am naturally highly sexual, so I do not have problems regarding sexuality per se, but when I try to remember my past experiences with men, I have a sense of disgust. It is a bit better when I think about the musicians, but I am very confused.
I had a brief experience with a woman, it was not a complete experience, but the chemistry was the absolute best. It is in fact, the only experience I don't feel confused about.
I believe a healthy society has at its foundations strong families, with a masculine man who provides for his family and a feminine woman who express freely her kindness and loving nature. However, the idea of being this kind of female, makes me feel unhappy. I am living this reality for a year now, and I hate this role. I never, not even as a child, wanted to be this kind of woman. I identify more in an ambitious nature, and when I see a woman I like, the first thought I have is making her happy, and providing for her. I have deep respect of women, and the idea of a loving woman to provide for makes me happy. I see myself in this role.
I am very confused, as these doubts are arising only now. I never had them, and actually, I always was attracted to men sexually, in a spontaneous way.
I don't understand if I am attracted to men, or women. My doubt is, may a person be naturally bisexual, or this is just jewish propaganda as for the transexual example? I understood homosexuality is a natural thing, but what about bisexuality?
I am a woman, and I am realising I do not like dominant men at all, as it naturally goes in conflict with my character. I tried this kind of relationship, but it really doesn't work for me.
I prefer feminine men, and actually this kind of relationships allowed me to be the best version of myself. An interesting fact is that my best relationships from an emotional and even sexual point of view, were with musicians, who were less assertive in nature, more "feminine". Simply zero conflicts in years.
However, now things are continuing to change. When I think of men sexually, I am not comfortable as I used to be. I am naturally highly sexual, so I do not have problems regarding sexuality per se, but when I try to remember my past experiences with men, I have a sense of disgust. It is a bit better when I think about the musicians, but I am very confused.
I had a brief experience with a woman, it was not a complete experience, but the chemistry was the absolute best. It is in fact, the only experience I don't feel confused about.
I believe a healthy society has at its foundations strong families, with a masculine man who provides for his family and a feminine woman who express freely her kindness and loving nature. However, the idea of being this kind of female, makes me feel unhappy. I am living this reality for a year now, and I hate this role. I never, not even as a child, wanted to be this kind of woman. I identify more in an ambitious nature, and when I see a woman I like, the first thought I have is making her happy, and providing for her. I have deep respect of women, and the idea of a loving woman to provide for makes me happy. I see myself in this role.
I am very confused, as these doubts are arising only now. I never had them, and actually, I always was attracted to men sexually, in a spontaneous way.
I don't understand if I am attracted to men, or women. My doubt is, may a person be naturally bisexual, or this is just jewish propaganda as for the transexual example? I understood homosexuality is a natural thing, but what about bisexuality?
