FancyMancy said:
Thanks for the tips, I've been studying the tongue position and all the science behind this strange mutant phenomenon (people rolling Rs like it's nothing lol) but in the end I just distressed myself even more.
What helped was an mp3 file in which HP Maxine describes either RAUM and SURYA (in the latter she 'hisses' the S with the cat breathing technique, something I didn't know yet), and states both rolled R and 'English R' (if that's the technical name) are fine for the RAUM meditation (and I assume for chanting Raum/Chnum's name and Solar chakra's mantra as well), so I've started doing that and the only question left I guess is "how many can I do every day". Ok, that and "how long before I can go hug a lion", etc.
I'm going to repeat myself once again, but this chance to 'befriend' animals by understanding how to communicate with them.. I find it kind of amazing. I was already kind of amazed to discover I could catch hints off machines, but animals have always been my greatest love.
Also, I just checked and confirmed that Raum's Element is the Element with which I seem to be able to work the best. I'm considering making this an 'unofficial rule' for me to consider Air elemented Gods easier to reach (partially saw Raum/Chnum back in 2003 when I was a complete newcomer to Spiritual Satanism, so there's got to be something that I find easier in some way. The Element seems to have to do with this. Don't really know if it's a rule that may work for everyone else too, but just in case keep it in mind if you wish to try.
HAIL SATAN!!!!