Yeah.. Thanks! I tried asking for a sign. But that leaves another problem, the greys might give me a sign so that I think something's wrong when it's not. But I don't think I got a sign. My demon has said that he is trying all the time to give me proof that he is who he says. He said it's got...

I've done most of these stuff alot now. And though the blue fire he is still here. I know his name now :) But he can't give any proof of that he exists.. I hope there is an explaination for it. I'm not giving up though.

Hmm.. Is there any other way I can tell if the entity is hostile? Something they would say that Demons never would, so I can exclude that? I can't get in touch with Satan for the moment, my Demon (if it is a Demon) is telling me He is too busy.

Thanks for the advice, but I've got the name of my guardian now. He finally typed it for me on the computer. I found thats the best way for me. I tried ouija, but everytime I just got combinations of letter's and numbers as replies, and yes's and no's, the answer's differing all the time...

Thanks alot =] I've been wondering alot about that actually. Alot of the stuff that my Demon is saying sounds as if could be some other entity. But it has told me it was of Father Satan. So after what you said, I guess I can trust that. :D Besides he encourages me to continue in Satanism...

It doesn't sound like psychic vampirism. But most books got it all wrong anyway

How do I get the name of my guardian? We are communicating by writing, but he can't write his name. Is there any way to make it easier for him to tell me? And also, I find black hair's around the place. Both long and short. It's not mine or someone elses, they come from nowhere. what the...

Demons are way stronger than the souless enemy deities. Pray for their assistance and then if you haven't tried: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/DEATH.html If you are really sure she deserves it.

I had lots of similar. I know now it was all the enemy's fault. They knew we were going to be Satanists so they did all they could to make us suffer. It's nothing new to me that it seems we are all connected spiritually though. Hail Satan!

Why do you think? Satan knows his. Most of us here are born to be Satanists :D And Satan is the good one, you should know that now

Thanks but I don't find it important. I'm not supportive of mindaltering substances.

I also don't drink. But non-alcoholic wine isn't that bad :) Hail Satan <3

I'm sick of getting this on me. I said already that don't help me then. I don't wanna have any advice. Obviously it didn't reach you. I was bullied to the edge of suicide by the christians and others that I had to grow up with, and I can tell you, your group is no better. I thought you would...

Then why bother writing to me. That was very disrespectful against someone asking for advice.

Thanks for the reply but, who said there is no such thing as "real vampires"? There is energy in blood too. In fact even more than what you can draw out of people by psychic powers.

I just want to know if I have the option.. I would consider it *_^ Nobody knows?

Does anyone know if there is a spell or some way to become a "normal" human?