Where did I "mock you and make you look bad to newcomers" other than the fact that you were so rude?I never stated any nonsense, nor do I consider my life events "trolling". I really don't understand the majority of your logic... Why suffer from mental disorders when you can ENJOY them?

You still obviously didn't read what I had to say on my quote. Because if you had you'd get it. I have( and had) nothing to do with your DPS thing that went on. My email is what it is because I love ravens and "shades". Not because I'm "like raven" or "following her footsteps" or anything.  Why...

Hello! I hope you enjoy your time here way more than I have :P Why suffer from mental disorders when you can ENJOY them?

No, it was a good explanation. (Now I know what cusps are) :PWhen you go to print out the chart( that's specified on the astrology page) if you don't stick in your hour if birth, the houses don't show up. (I got my hour now, though) How can I tell when something is going to happen in my life? In...

Thanks. Though someone else said that you vibrate the whole word in one exhale?(Or is that what your saying and I'm just misunderstanding)? Why suffer from mental disorders when you can ENJOY them?

I DID stop posting... Why suffer from mental disorders when you can ENJOY them?

You know what I love about you? You act like you know my life. Like you know me. Don't you just love it when people do that? It's the most wonderful feeling... (I'm being sarcastic, obviously)^_^ Why suffer from mental disorders when you can ENJOY them?

So I printed out my astrology chart and read through Azazel's astrology. I understand most of it but how can I tell which house a planet is in? Is there a link to a...less complicated astrology "tutorial"? Thanks. Why suffer from mental disorders when you can ENJOY them?

Thank you, and I understand completely. I was letting anger get the better of me too. I have done the dedication, but I feel I should do it again once it means more to me, if you get what I'm saying. If I understand your meaning of clinical depression correctly then yes, And a definite emotional...

I apologize for letting my temper getting the better of me (in ALL my posts). It was rude of me to call you all stupid. (And not true). Nothing I can say will convince you I'm not an infiltrator at this point, so whatever. I give up on this post. (Unless there IS something I can say)The only...

"3. Breathe in through your nose and on the exhale vibrate "Thoth." Thoth is the Moon God and the ruler of the 6th chakra and third eye is the moon. Release your breath slowly through your mouth and vibrate: TH-TH-TH-TH-OH-OH-OH-TH-TH-TH in one long exhale (vibrate the sound one time per...

Didn't you read, I JUST told you the reason for the "insanity".ill even post it for you again.  Look, i truly wasn't trying to draw attention to this. I was only stating the fact that I stopped my meditation, and the reason for it (you were all going to ask anyways)The reason I'm "venting" is...

Look, it's because I go through periods of "no, emotions mean nothing" and "you know what? I want emotions". THAT'S what I'm going through. Coupled with depression, well....( actually I think the reason for it is depression) I both care and don't care, it's messed up, I know. Point is, it's...

Just because I have quotes I like that deal with insanity doesn't mean I want to go insane. Lots of people think mental disorders are all negative and life ruining, but their not. That quote touches on this point. "Insanity" simply generalized other people's perspectives to make it sound less...

Look, I'm really sorry for insulting you...Ya, it does look like I have Dysthymia. (This is actually the first time I've heard of it, but it makes sense)I often let  my temper get out of hand and I apologize.  Why suffer from mental disorders when you can ENJOY them?

Seriously? This Is the first time anyone has told me its my third eye becoming active and you tell me that I'm ignoring it? Good grief, good for you, putting words into my mouth, this topic was started because I WASN'T ignoring it. If I ignored it I would not have made this topic! (Don't you...

Sheesh, have you never experienced depression before? Your not living my life, you don't know how I feel and what I think. I agree, it's stupid, selfish and lazy, but that's what depression does to me. And you know, my anti-depressants have started to kick in (a little) so my attitude is...

Haha, why am I here? I'm here to get questions answered. Why is anyone else here? I wasn't trying to seek attention, I was asking a question and happened to mention a part of my life, which you know nothing about. So please, stop being stupid.  Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY...

I just don't see what the point is, what all the fuss is about. Most of the time I think it would just be better to feel no emotion. (I have a story on http://www.experienceproject.com/storie ... wn/3069960if anyone cares to read to understand). To feel NOTHING, rather than this...I don't know...

But when did this become a scrutiny of my life?  What about this third eye business? Does anyone else have any opinions? Ideas? Observations? Jam flavours? Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it?-Joker Insanity is like an ocean, the deeper you go, the more interesting things you get to see.

It's not "delusional self pity", I just don't care. I don't like meditation, I would much rather daydream and think of things and read stories, so for me, it takes motivation. ^_^Sure, it may be a rhetorical question, but I just don't CARE. it's like I CAN'T care. (More often than not I think...

Maybe your right. And yes, really. There's really not much point. None that I can see, anyways.  Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it?-Joker Insanity is like an ocean, the deeper you go, the more interesting things you get to see.

It's not the meditations my friend disagrees with, it's all of satanism. Meditation Is good for you and my friend knows it. I just lack motivation. I mean, what's the point of all of it? Become a god? Why? What comes after? What's the point? Empower myself? Why? So I can learn and be strong...

Well (let's get right in to the meat of the topic) yesterday and today, it felt like there was a pressure, like someone pushing on my forehead where I imagine the third eye is. It also twitched constantly? Can Someone please tell me what's with this? Does it have anything to do with the third...

Can runes be spoken in your head and still have the same effect as if they were spoken aloud? Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it? -Joker Insanity is like an ocean, the deeper you go, the more interesting things you get to see.

Does Satan have any nieces or nephews? What are their names? Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it? -Joker

Is true necromancy possible? (Actually reattaching a soul to a dead body) Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it? -Joker

Thanks, and thanks. :) Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it?-Joker

Thanks Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it?-Joker

What are they, and how do they work? I've never seen anything ( that I can remember) on sun squares. Why suffer from insanity when you can ENJOY it? -Joker

Lol, thanks.  I think I remember reading somewhere not to raise the serpent during puberty (or something) am I totally wrong in what I remember or is that true, and why?Can your progress go backwards if you don't continue it? Will it start receding?

I looked through the joyofsatan site (multiple times) and couldn't find any answers to these more specific questions.  

Will your work on raising the Kundalini Serpent transfer into your next life? (I'm assuming so?) 

1. Are angels and Demons/Gods the same species? But only believe and act differently? 2. Are emotions essential to empowerment? Because if greys (and reptilians) can attack you with such power, but can't feel emotions... Then don't they have to be empowered in some way? 3. Can we be...

So what if someone (me) was experiencing some of these symptoms, but only started meditating around a week ago? Muscle spasms( been going on for a while)  Mild hot flashes (only sometimes) Chest pains ( quite often) Disturbing thoughts (well, I like them, but they are probably disturbing to...

What are the "symptoms" of the  Kundalini Serpent rising? I know I read it somewhere but I can't find it. 

If the greys and reptilians and them bunch hate us and want to kill us so badly, why don't they just come and blow up earth or something? Why all the spiritual warfare and religious battles? If they wanted to keep us from obtaining god-hood why isn't the earth blown up and scattered across the...

Well, can't you create things out of energy? Like with pyrokinesis or whatnot? So Couldn't  you create a sperm (or lots) using your energy? Biokinesis in a way?

Haha, I understand. Getting what's supposed to be a slap in the face wakes you up to reality, and no one should be anywhere without it. It's only that I read some other people's accounts on what they felt, so I was just wondering. I have started doing things,  :) though so far it's just me...

Thank you, that was enlightening.  :)