As you meditate, you’ll naturally gain new abilities. I’ve had experiences where concerning their physical appearance, they’ll grant me glimpses of them. They’re always so beautiful and striking. In one ritual where I established a contract, a Goddess appeared to me in a vision while in a trance, and she talked to me face to face through that. Their energy swirls around them and can show you wisps of vibrant colors. When my Guardian Demon revealed himself to me, he made fun of a train of thought I had about giving up. He was lounging on a crescent moon nude and turned to the side. He turned his head to face me and talked to me that way. Sometimes you’ll feel their energy so intimately it can hurt, like causing joint swelling or small prickles on the skin due to energy buzz. These Deities are always so beautiful and kind, their energy is just so immense that it can overwhelm the system. Continue meditation in earnest and your abilities will come to you, and you will meet your Gods as well.