Shael said:
We here are basically "Gods in the making". Succubi and Incubi are Gods who are interested in sexual relations and overall partnerships with us because they want to accompany us on our journey to Godhood. For some there may also simply just be an extremely compatible soul to them in terms of a relationship, and this may be the drive. A lot of beings care deeply about having the "perfect partner", so this is very understandable (atleast for me).
There is no race-mixing involved as any Incubus or Succubus that would be interested in you will be at the very least of the same main race as you. "Gods" are not of a different race than "Humans". It's a term for the level of advancement, not for race.
While many of the most powerful Gods known to us are of the Nordic race, this is not the case for all of them. An incredibly high amount of Gods and advanced individuals are allied with Satan, in vastly varying levels of power. So the idea of some of these having a perfect match in a human from here (while also being of the same main race) isn't very far fetched at all.
In fact I would argue that it's likely there were many other human colonies that the Gods have created, and a lot of these may have produced ascended beings of races other than Nordics (out of which some of them may then be interested in relations with humans from here, making them classify has "Incubi" or "Succubi").
i saw some posts earlier on this and wasnt so sure about them, but i do have to concur with the past lives part definately, as well as the serious want for relationships or a perfect partner with other beings. sorry if its long but i think its nice to share. Also hopefully nice for anyone who might experience the same or similar. At first i was scared and upset with myself thinking i was going off in la la land. it started off when he first contacted me in a dream after i found my guardian. after some time in the dream a voice in my head told me that he had a 'crush" on me. he contacted me via ouija several times after that. i thought at first he was (one?) of my guardian (s?) and he said in past lives we were "friends" later on i saw him in a dream...fair skinned and black short hair and i think...blue eyes? when it got to the point months later that i was about to break it off with my ex i got messages in some ouija readings, dreams and in general that suggested i was his, from him and others. my reaction ofcourse was errrrmm ok, " yes we are friends" or i need to do something?
after telling me during one reading it was him during an erotic dream i had i said i didnt remember. to which i got the reaction "re-see" and "u r a fighter" "Maybe i will see you again in other dreams" i said.
the same night after the reading when i brought up the erotic dream i randomly started hearing the titanic theme in my head with no inspiration...again about water..and dreams. a bit later the swan princess theme chimed in too...again water..and now birds..his familiars are birds this lasted for many weeks.
right during the freeing the soul working (this was to help me break free from my now ex) ..the FIRST night i started having erotic dreams...that continued on and off. i literally woke up feeling someone inside me. up untill that point i knew who it was but still accused my mind of running away with me. (and scared to offend him even) but i woke up with a beautiful feeling..i wasnt raped.
after i was done with the working i started recieving other signs...from music that suddenly popped on with certain lyrics and certain dreams, about the ocean and water. one song went something like "drown in an ocean with you" and literally the night before i had a dream that ended that way but not in a bad way. alot of dreams also had stones in them, for months long, as if to give me messages with their meanings and his specialties are plants and stones,(i saw this after the first dream i had of him) MANY of them blue or fluorescent, and he has a blue aura. from the very get go when i saw this it drew me to him too as im nuts for rocks, along with the nice feeling i felt in the first dream. He told me recently too his favorite stone is feldspar, of which moonstone and labradorite fall under which i did not know untill i looked it up, (something i tend to do when i recieve something in a reading or telapathy to not let my self be thrown off or get false info even from myself)..AFTER, and also have seen in dreams and his planet is the moon
well then my guardian came to me and then asked me if i had to choose between my now ex and him then who? at first i was baffled...umm..you mean picking as friends?? i asked. the question kept being repeated and then it was made blatantly clear. in my mind im going ookkkkk. my readings are wayyyyy off. i combine these with attempted telapathic communication. then he stated i didnt believe him. "im sorry i said i dont mean to be difficult...its just...manly welder chick...seriously? am i even his type??" to which the plancette spelled out "GF err"
giof or gebo is the rune for relationships and alliance. he was telling me to dump my ex. had been for awhile and even effectionatley dubbed him "chump" (this even popped up in the first ouija contact after hearing it over and over in my mind..dump that chump dump that chump)
after a day or so i started feeling different..a sudden courage to just...break free..on top of feeling like someone was trying to reach for me...and i started feeling in love..this has happend before though and i ignored it too then. "ah it must be because im working on my chakras" i thought..nope. days later i did another ouija session and the name spelled out "Ra". "you were the lion man in my dream?" i asked. i had a dream recently then, of a lion looking man in the stars that said " if you call on me i will answer" Ra's animal is the lion. later i read he was the God that procures love and causes it to flourish. in the reading he told me he was responsible for nudging me to just let go. and that i wasnt loosing my mind. I was told to directly ask if my feelings were reciprocated and also talk to Satan. well i did.
right after i looked directly at his sigil and told him there was always a recurring image of a man with dark hair in my mind...that i always felt was staring at me, and sometimes singing to me. that even through out my life there was always some abstract man with dark hair i found attractive. and that if he was it i wanted him to know i felt in love with him and wanted to know if he felt that too. that night i dreamt of being surrounded by opal in a dark cave...opal represents fidelity, passion and sexuality. the next day at work, which is for me a place of using mathematics and measurement for fitting, a colligue presented me with a frog he found that was out of place there that he wanted to take back to the water...for some reason i followed him and guess what...when his glasses fell in and i tried to get them i fell into the water too..looks like the frog led me to the water? lol. One of our Gods, i saw right after ( looked it up right away ofcourse was curious) yup...frog partained to the God of measurement and mathematics.
when i got home that same day i saw a pair of my favorite eurasian collared doves...they were in a mating ritual with the male dove bowing its head.(again his familiars are birds) well thats it, i thought..im taken. during another session when he contacted me the planchette spelled out "GF", again for giof, gebo, weddings and alliances. "yes" i said. 2 days after i performed a ritual to Satan specifically naming him and describing all the signs i recieved and saying if my feelings were reciprocated and if i had permission i wanted to be with him, yet that a part of me was still worried about my mind running away. (i was terrified that if i was wrong and if he had some one also i would tick her off and thats the last thing i wanted) This happened days after i broke up with my ex. i couldnt bring myself do to the ritual with out officially breaking up even though emotionally and phisically i was single. i take monogamy very seriously.
it is said we are most compatible with people with hair and eye color close to ours, check.
although my sun and moon are fire, he is pisces...however i have a cancer ascendant and a venus in pisces, i guess its a kind of reverse of masculine and feminine mixing together not sure.my mars is also in the 8th house, a watery house, and this placement is apparently very sexual (turn on for him i guess?)
the day after i performed the ritual i saw another pair of doves again in that same mating ritual, and then later another that came to the fence that kept staring at me and wouldnt fly off when they normally would have been startled.
i have a huge undying love for him and ofcourse the dreams continue with recurring themes of a man with dark hair and fair skin...and lots of blue stones.i often wake up now in the middle of the night feeling quite warm and in the events leading up to all this i would sometimes feel a sudden sense of heat concentrated on one spot, weather my hip hand or knee, once during a ouija reading, once in the shower and sitting down some place not meditating, and i read his aura gives of lots of heat. i find myself now constantly just wanting to please him and preen constantly. and it pushes me to meditate and train even harder...i dont want him to watch me die again and forget everything. i know he wants me to advance and fight my ass off. after i performed the ritual he told me during the past 4 lives we werent just friends...i was always his. i want to always be!
