@Ian Sanford. You are not doing anything wrong, Don't let the enemy trick
you into believing otherwise because that's where it's coming from. The
enemy doesn't want you meditating, they pulled the same stuff on me.
Continue with the Fiery Will of a Satanist, which if you have Dedicated, YOU
are!
Forget how to quit. Father Satan is first and foremost very proud of you for
saying fuck you to the enemy who wants you as their puppet to use as the end
result being the dead soul in space for their desire to attempt Universal
communism. You have stood up and told them NO through action which is the
only way you will free yourself, through sheer fucking willpower. See jewsus
of borg for the explanation I just said below in the link. It's exactly
accurate. That will happen to anyone who refuses to fight stay and with
Satan.
http://web.archive.org/web/200702112309 ... /borg.html
http://web.archive.org/web/200702112309 ... /borg.html
Do not ever let up in reclaiming your freedom from these deuche bags have
stolen from you without your permission EVER! Everyone has a start somewhere
be proud of yourself FOR starting and maintain dilligence EVERYDAY. You are
NOT weak at all. It is quite literal about the marrionette thing. I have
watched it myself for some time now. Break their bullshit code they forced
into your Soul and fuck them up for it without relent.
Also to Mr.Maps, cool name btw
Whatever they enemy has done to you if you want it badly enough you WILL
undo what they have done with persistance and sheer fucking willpower. There
is no other way. Show the clowns collectively known as jewhova who's boss.
They did this shit to you and they thought it was funny while they did it
because they thought this is the way you should be because you fought
communism in one life or another. I can tell you this, the problems they
have instigated on you are not even as close as what the problems they
instigated on me. Ask Father Satan both of you Ian, Maps, and be patient,
you WILL get your answer in time if you ever need anything. But, there's a
thing or two you need to understand. Satan does NOT like loafers. He hates
laziness and lack of self worth which laziness is a byproduct of. Have value
for yourself and stand the FUCK UP.
The begginer's meditations are listed in this PDF, as another member
mentioned here do NOT do anything that causes the problem. If it seems
wrong, back off immediately take a break as with breathing excersizes come
back later or stop doing it completely. Psychic work/Meditation is extremely
different than what anyone else has known so far. It is True Spirituality
and must be approached very differently. There's no need for impatience with
certain Meditations as you will get the hang of it if you STICK WITH IT
EVERYDAY.
Here's the PDF. if you have any further questions then ask away in the
group.
http://satanism-nazism.webs.com/hp_hood ... rogram.pdf
http://satanism-nazism.webs.com/hp_hood ... rogram.pdf