Unberable external pressure from environment

[Engineered Trasformation]

I often had a noisy neighborhood since I was a kid, but on a smaller degree.
Strange events happen in my life since ever. Let's say I rent a flat in a quiet place, some weeks/months later a new neighbor comes in and out of the blue plays music in the evening at such a loud volume it can be heard through the walls with two floors gap between the flats, on weekly basis. I needed months to send this person away, and only my GD have been able to do this (so many thanks and gratitude here). Let's say I rent a flat in front of a quiet street and some months later random guys often meet in the street at 2 AM with loud music in front of my window, as a form of habit. Let's say I go to a quiet cafe with empty tables close to me, and people sits close to me and are very noisy, while many others tables are free. Let's say I go on holiday and the hotel is silent except the rooms below and close to mine where people make crazy noise.

The point is not the noise. Those people's energies are very strange and negative, like there's something behind them. I immediately spot onw of "them" instead of common people making common noise. I am unable to understand what, a single thoughtform cannot be that powerful, and I often sense them, but this is quite mysterious to me. This makes a high pressure on me, with the result of weakening my lower chakras, like this "thing" uses people to keep me on a lower level/vibration. Just my feeling.

I did not find a solution yet to this problem, answers I got from the Gods are confused - if any - it seems I understand I am the cause of this for a form of self-harm I unconsciously enact to myself. Today I was walking in a quiet and green place and mentally asked to Satan "how can I finally find a solution to this problem forever?" - all of a sudden I felt compelled to write this on here.

Is there anyone with similar experiences able to fix this?
Honestly this is slowly ruining my daily life.
Magick helped to fix some temporary situations, but this is a returning pattern.

 

[Aarti]

it sounded a bit like obsessive compulsive disorder to me and i felt very similar to myself. the sound of water flowing disturbs me a lot. there are similar things. i can notice them immediately because i dont like them. we can call it selectivity in perception. i recommend you try to get used to it as it is not possible to silence the whole world - even if you move to the top of a mountain.
maybe some air invocation might help. or if you are sure that you have a thought form, you should do a banishment ritual. you should even learn its name with a pendulum and do it by inverting its name. i know very well that these things can seriously reduce the quality of life. i hope you can solve this problem as soon as possible

 

[Henu the Great]

I would use the Munka mantra for as long as it requires to remove this karmic pattern.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

The perception of sound and atmosphere affects your brain waves as you are probably a sensitive (in a positive way) person. The way to deal with this is to focus on whatever you do in that time and adapt to these spatial changes, while keeping focus either mentally or internally. You can also focus externally and practice a relaxation breathing technique, controlling your string of focus by breath. Meditation and inner peace will help you with this. Your perception is open and receptive, you can restrain and close yourself by experience in meditation and grounding, whether by mental direction (focusing on specific thoughts), spatially by focusing on objects or being in general "calm".

 

[Aorphis]

Engaging with the triggers repeatedly for a long period of time forms a pattern that can be broken through only when reaction is subdued and awareness on the present moment re-established. The world is full of noise and perpetual "quiet" is simply impossible. Your calmness must become as solid as the mountain, no matter how sensitive.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

I would use the Munka mantra for as long as it requires to remove this karmic pattern.

I had the thought it's a karmic problem, coming from the inside rather than outside. I'll try.
This intensifies when some family member is around (was around, now I cut them off) or sending bad energies to me, for conflict.

it sounded a bit like obsessive compulsive disorder to me and i felt very similar to myself. the sound of water flowing disturbs me a lot. there are similar things. i can notice them immediately because i dont like them. we can call it selectivity in perception. i recommend you try to get used to it as it is not possible to silence the whole world - even if you move to the top of a mountain.

Not everything. I love water flowing sound and it relaxes me a lot, like birds tweeting, so on. But I understand what you mean.
I forgot to add dogs barking (that I dislike), they often pop up from nowhere, once a neighbour's dog even barked all night long.

The perception of sound and atmosphere affects your brain waves as you are probably a sensitive (in a positive way) person. The way to deal with this is to focus on whatever you do in that time and adapt to these spatial changes, while keeping focus either mentally or internally. You can also focus externally and practice a relaxation breathing technique, controlling your string of focus by breath. Meditation and inner peace will help you with this. Your perception is open and receptive, you can restrain and close yourself by experience in meditation and grounding, whether by mental direction (focusing on specific thoughts), spatially by focusing on objects or being in general "calm".

Yes you got the point, I am quite empathic with my environment. I tend to absorb external "mood" also, despite I close my chakras in public areas.
Is this related to Neptune placement as I thought?
I'll try thanks, this gives me a valuable direction too.

Thanks to everyone who replied until now, much appreciated!
I am in doubt where this annoying fact comes from myself (karma, mind faults), or rather it's an external action (aggression from externals).
In view of what has been said I think it's rather a pattern I bring "with me" so I need to fis it "inside", so to speak.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Just to add information, I planned a Munka work with next waning Moon. I will do for 90 days as it seems a very rooted problem.
Will post outcomes, I expect some crazy things to manifest (maybe not?) while doing this operation.

 

[Aarti]

Just to add information, I planned a Munka work with next waning Moon. I will do for 90 days as it seems a very rooted problem.
Will post outcomes, I expect some crazy things to manifest (maybe not?) while doing this operation.

good luck, it has already started working