Thanks Chris!
I found a really good one thats nine minutes long, i think its going to help me tremendously!
Hail Enki
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[email protected][/email][/url], Chris Apps <c_apps@... wrote:
Hey Vivian,
I had same trouble when first started as well as trying to turn my mind off so I could sleep. I found that focusing on a sound like a fan going or some repetative noise helped a lot. Recently I've discovered binairal beats which when listened through stereo headphones act to synchronize your brainwaves to the beat u desire your brain to be at. Google binairal beats and look into it. I think it's fantastic!!
Good luck
On 20/05/2010, at 11:22, "Vivian P" <shadowfangedwolfheart@... wrote:
Phew. I feel absolutely relieved, and I thank all my fellow brothers and sisters for their advice and welcomings.
I kinda need some more advice tho pertaining to meditation.
I REALLY suck at it. I have a major short attention span and I've tried it (meditating) and I usuually give up about probably 2-3 minutes into it. It frustrates me because I want to be able to summon demons and develop a close relationship with one, and I want to meet Father and speak with him, I want to learn everything I just don't have the patience for it. Does anyone have any ideas as to what I can do? Cuz I don't honestly think I'll be very good at meditation without some help :/
Hail Enki
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[email protected][/email][/url], "DerekD" <derekthehellviking@ wrote:
Nope, it makes no difference at all. The ritual is simply more of a formality to show that you're serious. If someone can't commit to drawing their name in blood, how can they be expected to do anything greater? Don't worry about it, most dedication rituals don't go perfectly. I'm sure mine didn't either. It's the intent that's really important. Does that make sense?
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[email protected][/email][/url], "The Shortest Kids You Know" <shadowfangedwolfheart@ wrote:
Ok so I have a concern that is not cleared up on the JoS site. I have done the dedication ritual today. I bathed, I lit a red candle, I signed my name in blood the best I could, and then I read the prayer and torched it. I couldnt put it on a plate or anything so I stuck it in a glass jar to burn. And since I'm not allowed to have candles in my room (I think my Grandma is paranoid I'll blow the house up) I couldn't meditate or anything like that so I went through it rather quickly. But the paper that I put in the glass jar didn't burn all the way. Does this make a difference at all? I hope not cuz I will feel like a total dumbass for screwing up my first ritual
HAIL SATAN