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[printesa_corb]

So, there was this sweet girl I met, she was so nice and said wonderful compliments to me. She helped me get my eyebrows done for the first time and I really trusted her. She had an interesting last name, which I thought was Eastern Europe. Now, this girl looks white so I mistook her that she may be xian or non-religious. This girl, although I met her less than a month ago, she has helped a ton in helping me transitioning, helping me at amazing speeds. She said I should try nair a week ago and I tried an old one I had in the house. For some reason, I felt like picking a male romantic partner so I went and texted her. This girl said her bff might be interested. She showed me his insta and then I thought "wait I should really ask his religion." So, I asked her if she knew his religion, and when I gave her five religions and the lackof (atheism), save judaism and islam.  She said in a poor choice of words "he's none of those." So, I inquired if he was muslim. She went and said "I don't know what religion he is." "you don't like muslim P" So, thinking she was not religious, I said I have no problem with arabs, as they are people of a region (Middle East) while being a muslim is a religion. I continued to say the issue is that islam has "killed millions of people, loves a pedophile as a prophet,  and has destroyed parts of MY religion."  Then, 8 minutes later, she texts me with three words "I am Muslim."Shite. (Shit.)So, as I write this, no response in over 50 minutes. Her "strange" last name was similar to a former (i just realized why she stopped talking to me when I started to transition) friend who was pale white but was muslim. She was albanian. Historically, the SE Europe (I.E Balkans, Yugoslavia-Region, Greece, Bulgaria) was held under Ottoman Control with centuries at a time. There, they left islamic culture in europe, but I forgot about that since HS history doesn't mention important subjects.  I am quite tolerant of every culture, but I pick atheist, pagan, and non abrahamic religious friends as I don't take  too kindly to trendy-xians. So, they're either non-abrahamic or they don't mention a word to me. (thus i dont know where)
So......I feel like a mohamed-hole no, an ass is his wife. (ass-hole)But yes, this woman is or was until an hour ago an ally. I'm just very shocked. I'm not like "I hate black people but since I actually have a black friend that one person is okay." I was always against the abrahamic faiths (or the "slaver" religions) but I never really mention it unless provoked or asked by a stranger. But, do I care if she is an arab? nope. But, when I was a xian I would be blinded by even now what I said. When people get offended, their fight-or-flight part of brain takes control, shutting down the normal thought process.
So, the only people who would have said much much worse than I did and not be a hypocrite, what would you recommend? I'm in a deep hole right now.

 

[light_algur]

Personally, I do not have tolerance to all cultures. 
Anyways, It surprises me that this mudslum treats a third sex in a positive way when they have been programmed not to. Something that I have learned is that  Xians tend to be very hypocritical; double faced. They never speak the truth directly, look at you in the eye; talk behind your back. 
 I would be very careful spending time and energy with Xians. Muslims tend to be extremely violent, especially when pushing their religion. 
Revealing that you are an SS can be even dangerous. Spiritual Satanism and jewish's roots are like oil  and water. 
Short answer: Try to keep your distance and don't trust this individual.


<[/IMG]Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do.[/I]


---In [email protected], <d.j_martinez902@... wrote :

So, there was this sweet girl I met, she was so nice and said wonderful compliments to me. She helped me get my eyebrows done for the first time and I really trusted her. She had an interesting last name, which I thought was Eastern Europe. Now, this girl looks white so I mistook her that she may be xian or non-religious. This girl, although I met her less than a month ago, she has helped a ton in helping me transitioning, helping me at amazing speeds. She said I should try nair a week ago and I tried an old one I had in the house. For some reason, I felt like picking a male romantic partner so I went and texted her. This girl said her bff might be interested. She showed me his insta and then I thought "wait I should really ask his religion." So, I asked her if she knew his religion, and when I gave her five religions and the lackof (atheism), save judaism and islam.  She said in a poor choice of words "he's none of those." So, I inquired if he was muslim. She went and said "I don't know what religion he is." "you don't like muslim P" So, thinking she was not religious, I said I have no problem with arabs, as they are people of a region (Middle East) while being a muslim is a religion. I continued to say the issue is that islam has "killed millions of people, loves a pedophile as a prophet,  and has destroyed parts of MY religion."  Then, 8 minutes later, she texts me with three words "I am Muslim."Shite. (Shit.)So, as I write this, no response in over 50 minutes. Her "strange" last name was similar to a former (i just realized why she stopped talking to me when I started to transition) friend who was pale white but was muslim. She was albanian. Historically, the SE Europe (I.E Balkans, Yugoslavia-Region, Greece, Bulgaria) was held under Ottoman Control with centuries at a time. There, they left islamic culture in europe, but I forgot about that since HS history doesn't mention important subjects.  I am quite tolerant of every culture, but I pick atheist, pagan, and non abrahamic religious friends as I don't take  too kindly to trendy-xians. So, they're either non-abrahamic or they don't mention a word to me. (thus i dont know where)
So......I feel like a mohamed-hole no, an ass is his wife. (ass-hole)But yes, this woman is or was until an hour ago an ally. I'm just very shocked. I'm not like "I hate black people but since I actually have a black friend that one person is okay." I was always against the abrahamic faiths (or the "slaver" religions) but I never really mention it unless provoked or asked by a stranger. But, do I care if she is an arab? nope. But, when I was a xian I would be blinded by even now what I said. When people get offended, their fight-or-flight part of brain takes control, shutting down the normal thought process.
So, the only people who would have said much much worse than I did and not be a hypocrite, what would you recommend? I'm in a deep hole right now. 

 

[printesa_corb]

In this, I am still quite iffy, a friend is still a friend. And sure enough this afternoon, I got into an "argument" with a friend when I said Islam has killed millions of people (I was like: dude, how do you think mohamed went from mecca city to the entire middle east? Giving daisies?) and this girl started to laugh. She thought I was ignorant or something. And, I said the abrahamic religions (xianty, islam, and judaism) have killed millions. So, she said "I'm catholic." Okay..... I said it still applies.....blah blah blah.Truth be told, she said she was a "deeply religious" catholic, and I didn't really care to talk to the individual because she acts like a kindergartner while she assumed we were friends. She's kinda like the "we're in the same room and you don't hate me so you must like me" person. Drama (ugh) I realized a thing in this,Although I tried to make the distinction numerous times "you are not (100%) your religion" she took it, before revealing she was a devout catholic, as the same. She kept saying the phrase "I am my religion." and I realized what that meant.Abrahamics are so difficult to talk about religion and see plain truth (im just referring to simple history here), that they fail to realize the religion forced down their throat is not them. Yes, xians specifically are hypocritical in that one can completely contradict each other, even with both calling themselves xians. The xian and muslim people who believe I am my religion think that they must fit a stereotype. If you never had a choice in the matter of your beliefs, you cannot be a religion. 
anyway, even though I wear all black and am openly trans, I am known as the "nice guy" in the school. Its hard to get out of the history since some people have known me for 10+ years. But, they are mistaken. While I stay true to my beliefs, I do not push the issue. Truth be told, this catholic that thought we were friends I said "we are not friends anymore" I never cared about her anyway.
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I would like help in unfriending the people. What can I say that would make them either stop being abrahmic or more realistically, get them to know our friendship is over. These people are like leeches, and I do not need to deal with lies and fakeness when I am on a table having done surgery for transitioning for days.
This is a bit long. Anyway this is me getting out these emotions as I try to make sense of it. I have been called "sweetheart" "kind soul" or "kind person" more than 3 times a day. I was always a mother of love, so this will be sad to me when I am called "ignorant", "bigot" and "racist." This catholic (little boy-toucher religion) has called me those three when I am completely the opposite, and she is all of those three. Eh, what's a girl to do?

---In [email protected], <lightalgur@... wrote :

Personally, I do not have tolerance to all cultures. 
Anyways, It surprises me that this mudslum treats a third sex in a positive way when they have been programmed not to. Something that I have learned is that  Xians tend to be very hypocritical; double faced. They never speak the truth directly, look at you in the eye; talk behind your back. 
 I would be very careful spending time and energy with Xians. Muslims tend to be extremely violent, especially when pushing their religion. 
Revealing that you are an SS can be even dangerous. Spiritual Satanism and jewish's roots are like oil  and water. 
Short answer: Try to keep your distance and don't trust this individual.


<[/IMG]Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do.[/I]


---In [email protected], <d.j_martinez902@... wrote :

So, there was this sweet girl I met, she was so nice and said wonderful compliments to me. She helped me get my eyebrows done for the first time and I really trusted her. She had an interesting last name, which I thought was Eastern Europe. Now, this girl looks white so I mistook her that she may be xian or non-religious. This girl, although I met her less than a month ago, she has helped a ton in helping me transitioning, helping me at amazing speeds. She said I should try nair a week ago and I tried an old one I had in the house. For some reason, I felt like picking a male romantic partner so I went and texted her. This girl said her bff might be interested. She showed me his insta and then I thought "wait I should really ask his religion." So, I asked her if she knew his religion, and when I gave her five religions and the lackof (atheism), save judaism and islam.  She said in a poor choice of words "he's none of those." So, I inquired if he was muslim. She went and said "I don't know what religion he is." "you don't like muslim P" So, thinking she was not religious, I said I have no problem with arabs, as they are people of a region (Middle East) while being a muslim is a religion. I continued to say the issue is that islam has "killed millions of people, loves a pedophile as a prophet,  and has destroyed parts of MY religion."  Then, 8 minutes later, she texts me with three words "I am Muslim."Shite. (Shit.)So, as I write this, no response in over 50 minutes. Her "strange" last name was similar to a former (i just realized why she stopped talking to me when I started to transition) friend who was pale white but was muslim. She was albanian. Historically, the SE Europe (I.E Balkans, Yugoslavia-Region, Greece, Bulgaria) was held under Ottoman Control with centuries at a time. There, they left islamic culture in europe, but I forgot about that since HS history doesn't mention important subjects.  I am quite tolerant of every culture, but I pick atheist, pagan, and non abrahamic religious friends as I don't take  too kindly to trendy-xians. So, they're either non-abrahamic or they don't mention a word to me. (thus i dont know where)
So......I feel like a mohamed-hole no, an ass is his wife. (ass-hole)But yes, this woman is or was until an hour ago an ally. I'm just very shocked. I'm not like "I hate black people but since I actually have a black friend that one person is okay." I was always against the abrahamic faiths (or the "slaver" religions) but I never really mention it unless provoked or asked by a stranger. But, do I care if she is an arab? nope. But, when I was a xian I would be blinded by even now what I said. When people get offended, their fight-or-flight part of brain takes control, shutting down the normal thought process.
So, the only people who would have said much much worse than I did and not be a hypocrite, what would you recommend? I'm in a deep hole right now. 

 

[light_algur]

Build up a white gold aura that reflects the weaklings such as Xians and low spiritual kikes. Program it, if that is not enough. Invoking the sun's energy into the aura and constantly empowering it everyday sets you in another level from these leechers. 

It seems to me that you have too much of the water and air element. You need more fire. Though, this is at your own will. Invoking elements is advanced. 
I don't like to say this but I have found through my experiences that empowering the solar plexus helps in transitioning with people and obsessions. 
There are many ways to detach from people. One can use white magick and Black Magick. My post is getting too long. I will elaborate when I have more time. 
---In [email protected], <d.j_martinez902@... wrote :
I would like help in unfriending the people. What can I say that would make them either stop being abrahmic or more realistically, get them to know our friendship is over. These people are like leeches, and I do not need to deal with lies and fakeness when I am on a table having done surgery for transitioning for days.
This is a bit long. Anyway this is me getting out these emotions as I try to make sense of it. I have been called "sweetheart" "kind soul" or "kind person" more than 3 times a day. I was always a mother of love, so this will be sad to me when I am called "ignorant", "bigot" and "racist." This catholic (little boy-toucher religion) has called me those three when I am completely the opposite, and she is all of those three. Eh, what's a girl to do?

---In [email protected], <lightalgur@... wrote :

Personally, I do not have tolerance to all cultures. 
Anyways, It surprises me that this mudslum treats a third sex in a positive way when they have been programmed not to. Something that I have learned is that  Xians tend to be very hypocritical; double faced. They never speak the truth directly, look at you in the eye; talk behind your back. 
 I would be very careful spending time and energy with Xians. Muslims tend to be extremely violent, especially when pushing their religion. 
Revealing that you are an SS can be even dangerous. Spiritual Satanism and jewish's roots are like oil  and water. 
Short answer: Try to keep your distance and don't trust this individual.


<[/IMG]Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do.[/I]


---In [email protected], <d.j_martinez902@... wrote :

So, there was this sweet girl I met, she was so nice and said wonderful compliments to me. She helped me get my eyebrows done for the first time and I really trusted her. She had an interesting last name, which I thought was Eastern Europe. Now, this girl looks white so I mistook her that she may be xian or non-religious. This girl, although I met her less than a month ago, she has helped a ton in helping me transitioning, helping me at amazing speeds. She said I should try nair a week ago and I tried an old one I had in the house. For some reason, I felt like picking a male romantic partner so I went and texted her. This girl said her bff might be interested. She showed me his insta and then I thought "wait I should really ask his religion." So, I asked her if she knew his religion, and when I gave her five religions and the lackof (atheism), save judaism and islam.  She said in a poor choice of words "he's none of those." So, I inquired if he was muslim. She went and said "I don't know what religion he is." "you don't like muslim P" So, thinking she was not religious, I said I have no problem with arabs, as they are people of a region (Middle East) while being a muslim is a religion. I continued to say the issue is that islam has "killed millions of people, loves a pedophile as a prophet,  and has destroyed parts of MY religion."  Then, 8 minutes later, she texts me with three words "I am Muslim."Shite. (Shit.)So, as I write this, no response in over 50 minutes. Her "strange" last name was similar to a former (i just realized why she stopped talking to me when I started to transition) friend who was pale white but was muslim. She was albanian. Historically, the SE Europe (I.E Balkans, Yugoslavia-Region, Greece, Bulgaria) was held under Ottoman Control with centuries at a time. There, they left islamic culture in europe, but I forgot about that since HS history doesn't mention important subjects.  I am quite tolerant of every culture, but I pick atheist, pagan, and non abrahamic religious friends as I don't take  too kindly to trendy-xians. So, they're either non-abrahamic or they don't mention a word to me. (thus i dont know where)
So......I feel like a mohamed-hole no, an ass is his wife. (ass-hole)But yes, this woman is or was until an hour ago an ally. I'm just very shocked. I'm not like "I hate black people but since I actually have a black friend that one person is okay." I was always against the abrahamic faiths (or the "slaver" religions) but I never really mention it unless provoked or asked by a stranger. But, do I care if she is an arab? nope. But, when I was a xian I would be blinded by even now what I said. When people get offended, their fight-or-flight part of brain takes control, shutting down the normal thought process.
So, the only people who would have said much much worse than I did and not be a hypocrite, what would you recommend? I'm in a deep hole right now. 

 

[light_algur]

Again, one can use white magic in order to repel people. By using white gold energy and his/her aura. 
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Not important to read:Xians aura are filled with crappy energies that come in contact with our own. The deeper that individual is in the program, the clearer it is to notice. One does not have to see this, one can also feel this negativity. They have this hypocritical feeling when words come out of their mouth; not sincere, like hiding something.  _____________________________________________________________
 I am not going to get too theoretical,  my suggestion is to clean the aura and empower it every day.I don't mean a few weeks; it is everyday. Subconsciously to them, one stands out when he/she empowers him/herself. 
My favorite way to detach from people is using runes, for good and bad. I love the runes. With timing (planetary), precision and persistence one can detach and perhaps, depending on the objective of the mage, completely destroy that person's life. 
The sun square (spiritual) drastically empower's one solar plexus (affirmation), thus their self esteem. The solar 666 chakra of the element of fire. Something to keep in my mind. 
I don't know your spiritual progress nor routine, neither as an individual. There are no mediators in SS. Everything I write is a suggestion that can be taken or left. 
---In [email protected], <lightalgur@... wrote :

Build up a white gold aura that reflects the weaklings such as Xians and low spiritual kikes. Program it, if that is not enough. Invoking the sun's energy into the aura and constantly empowering it everyday sets you in another level from these leechers. 

It seems to me that you have too much of the water and air element. You need more fire. Though, this is at your own will. Invoking elements is advanced. 
I don't like to say this but I have found through my experiences that empowering the solar plexus helps in transitioning with people and obsessions. 
There are many ways to detach from people. One can use white magick and Black Magick. My post is getting too long. I will elaborate when I have more time. 
 

 

[printesa_corb]

Well, as I said, I am of Leo-born, so without giving much detail for my protection, Fire is my element. My family is very much water and air, that they don't let dirt or any fiery candles in the house. They make a special procedure for even the unfrequent, rare,  birthday candles. They are really against fire (dry) elements, and personally I think water is my feminine side, and fire is the masculine side. It is said too much water (element, not physical consumption) will make you depressed. The big issue that although I prefer water, I am running away from my own nature, that is fire, and I am just getting into playing around with fire with black candles that I light. I am also cooking oatmeal on occasion on a stove. My household doesn't have any fires whatsoever, with exception of cooking, but they do not allow any fires (be it small candle or bonfire.) Fireplaces and Fire-pits sometimes blind me when I get too close.Another thing I realized that even if I want myself to be majority of water, I still don't have any portion of dry, or fire in the slightest, although I do have a fire that never ceases but of course is barely visible. I absorb air in honor of the being by your name of Beelzebub, who is the Lord of All That Flies that has adequately guided me in my time of need.Fun facts on the new topic:I live near a beach, with no fires or forests nearby. The beach cannot be entered as it can harm. (lead poisioning)I have a skin tone that makes me never have sunburn, but I have adapted so that I am very resistant to the cold. I feel so much better and slightly more powerful at night.I have tried a sun square over a year ago, but I didn't know the use of what it does.Who knows, maybe I can come back to my natural senses, I hope I'll be welcome home.

 

[light_algur]

I meant the elements. I try to get away from my nature, which is water. So I... did some experiments but turned out to be a failure on one point. I am trying again some other time. 
Anyways don't feel bad Raven, we have Satan and the Gods guiding us. This is your home. It is like a family, in a way. 


---In [email protected], <d.j_martinez902@... wrote :

Well, as I said, I am of Leo-born, so without giving much detail for my protection, Fire is my element. My family is very much water and air, that they don't let dirt or any fiery candles in the house. They make a special procedure for even the unfrequent, rare,  birthday candles. They are really against fire (dry) elements, and personally I think water is my feminine side, and fire is the masculine side. It is said too much water (element, not physical consumption) will make you depressed. The big issue that although I prefer water, I am running away from my own nature, that is fire, and I am just getting into playing around with fire with black candles that I light. I am also cooking oatmeal on occasion on a stove. My household doesn't have any fires whatsoever, with exception of cooking, but they do not allow any fires (be it small candle or bonfire.) Fireplaces and Fire-pits sometimes blind me when I get too close.Another thing I realized that even if I want myself to be majority of water, I still don't have any portion of dry, or fire in the slightest, although I do have a fire that never ceases but of course is barely visible. I absorb air in honor of the being by your name of Beelzebub, who is the Lord of All That Flies that has adequately guided me in my time of need.Fun facts on the new topic:I live near a beach, with no fires or forests nearby. The beach cannot be entered as it can harm. (lead poisioning)I have a skin tone that makes me never have sunburn, but I have adapted so that I am very resistant to the cold. I feel so much better and slightly more powerful at night.I have tried a sun square over a year ago, but I didn't know the use of what it does.Who knows, maybe I can come back to my natural senses, I hope I'll be welcome home.

 

[printesa_corb]

About being "home" i feel i am naturally factionless, or maybe because of trauma i am like a "mad max" loner person. However, I had to make a choice between judaism and its programs, versus the Primordial Beings. Guess who I picked? As far as I could tell, the xian faction sent an "assassin" to kill me. Thus, when I had a chance to fight back, I was going to blaspheme this xian's "pissligion." So, I don't know what to call the being, but The Lord of The Flies has helped me so far. I have not dedicated for personal reasons and my youth, so being "welcome home" is an iffy thing. I do not want to give any wrong impression.I hope you understand,RP

 

[light_algur]

 It would be better if you dedicate...
Yes, to be a SS you need to dedicate. I am young too and was younger when I dedicated. 


---In [email protected], <d.j_martinez902@... wrote :

About being "home" i feel i am naturally factionless, or maybe because of trauma i am like a "mad max" loner person. However, I had to make a choice between judaism and its programs, versus the Primordial Beings. Guess who I picked? As far as I could tell, the xian faction sent an "assassin" to kill me. Thus, when I had a chance to fight back, I was going to blaspheme this xian's "pissligion." So, I don't know what to call the being, but The Lord of The Flies has helped me so far. I have not dedicated for personal reasons and my youth, so being "welcome home" is an iffy thing. I do not want to give any wrong impression.I hope you understand,RP

 

[jamesmarshall237]

Please never call Bal lord of the flies for it is very rude to him. He is lord of all that flies. He does what you would call air traffic control for the Nordics. It is super more complex that what we have most definitely and truly it is like due to his intellect that he could keep up with the demands of his job.

 

[printesa_corb]

I never said he was. I said he was the Lord of All That Flies