Spiritual Support Thread - Never Give Up!

[FlameGhost]

Along with what to do with the 40 Day Meditation program.

I've stopped doing those things and more or less say that I'm a wiccan if it comes down to it.

The one thing though is I've ofc been running into a few jews in the game here and there. I have one guy now that seems to be from Argentina and I've looked that 80% of the people there are jews.

I've been slowly removing them from my friends list before, but he's also been with a group of people that I've been seeing in vrchat. So idk how the reaction would be with that.

Should I also remove him or just talk to him as little as I can?

I may be wrong, but I've experienced to an extent that the strength and cleanliness of one's own soul can affect the type of people you attract in life as well as connect with on a deeper level. It strongly sounds like the kinds of people we encounter and interact with are vastly different despite it being the same game.

When you mention that you haven't moved onto opening or empowering your chakras as of yet, you may be susceptible to much greater spiritual fucknuttery and the energies from people you're doubtful about can interfere with spiritual hygiene. Sometimes this doubt may even be one's sense warning them about some kind of impending negative experience with that person.

How many of that group of people do you truly gain great happiness being with? How much do you lose not being with any of 'em? I, personally, would think you may yet be at a point at which you would benefit to focus on cleaning and empowering yourself first, lest you potentially compromise your spiritual hygiene by surrounding yourself with people you might best not connect with.

I do not know how close you are or feel to the people you care about, and I am not about to tell you to cut off people who might be important to you. But are they important enough that you could stand a potential jew in the vicinity when you hang out with them? If anything, you can visit the ones you like individually, or they can join you in some public/inv.only instance.

If you deleted the person in question even though he appears with the people you spend time with, it'd be hella awk when he sees that you removed him. I personally am trying to distance myself from someone too, but not making it too obvious, trying to trail off how often we talk, on top of having done detaching workings against that person. It's slowly been taking effect.

Regulate how much you bond with people. Stronger connections formed through exchanging mutual thoughtful expressions and emotional understanding, bears deeper spiritual effects than you may have hoped. These connections become more difficult to deal with past certain points, so choose wisely who you spend closer times with.

With stronger chakras, cleaning, protection, and flow of energy through our pathways (you DO do Hatha and Kundalini yoga, don't you?), most of the above becomes less of a concern. Again, as SS, in the end, your empowerment and connection to the Gods is of paramount priority. Good luck and keep me posted, sooner than a month later again preferably lol.

I started to realize more and more how being with people effects one's self indeed. I think that in the time I've been playing it, I've met my decent share of jews, spirtual vampires, and the like. I've now made it a point to remove/distance myself from each one.

I was wondering since idk if simply having someone on a list can be enough to render one vulnerable. Thank you for clarifying that. I Imagine that it would depend on the level of interaction. That's why I haven't removed some of the other people or vampires because I don't really think they realize they're doing it.

As far as the possible jew. I don't think he talks with people too much in the group anyway, and if it came down to it; I may be able to find a way to make him slip up and get people against him.

For the Kundalini and Hatha Yoga. Bright space mentioned on doing it and I know it's my fault for not keeping up with that and I'll do what I can to start that again and keep up with it this time. Do you have any specific recommendations that could help in that aspect?

For me not responding for so long. I usually try to make sure that there is an improvement and have been doing the suggested meditations enough for them to take affect and give the results from that. Also, tbh, while I do understand why the site has it set in place; it's still taking a tad to get used to each post being approved by a moderator before it's visible. I've also seen others able to post without needing any permission and I guess they're moderators themselves?

I'm not sure what's required to have that kind of permission and if anyone does wonder. I haven't really been helping other people on this site or answering too many questions because since I really haven't even done those small things; I want to make sure that I have the experience in for it and that I'm giving the right answer and guidance myself.

The only other thing that I can think on so far is I've been going through the study section in Deprogramming from christianity, and I've noticed quite a bit of it mentioning about the flaws and contradictions that are in the bible. For me it seems that the struggle with my doubt is knowing whether or not I'm doing the right thing and simply believing in myself in that rather that whatever necessarily lay beyond.

But yes, I'll do what I can to say any other questions I have or what is happening as I'm pursuing these exercises.

 

[Pan_Shaman]

I don't like that I am smoking addicted, I suffer from bipolar disorder and I am also having low self esteem issues. I am also very lonely since I don't have any friends from satan in real life, but reading posts like this make me happy.

I am doing a venus square working now to attract a woman that will be of match with me and I certainly hope she will be a satanist.

Other than that, I am facing a hard life cause I don't like my job a lot but I have to do it cause of the money. My main problem is loneliness though, how do you guys feel about loneliness?

Aren't we most here brothers and JoS is our home but it sucks that we can't meet offline?

How can we cope with this situation is of my concern

I don't know if this will do the trick for you, but I read a hackbook based on this book which was totally legit and worked increasing awareness and knowledge ending an addiction. https://booksvooks.com/nonscrolablepdf/allen-carrs-easy-way-to-stop-smoking-pdf-1.html

It did it btw I forgot to thank you. Nor just for me, I bought it for my father, he read it in one day and he quit smoking too.

What a jewel, thanks so much brother

 

[Henu the Great]

I don't like that I am smoking addicted, I suffer from bipolar disorder and I am also having low self esteem issues. I am also very lonely since I don't have any friends from satan in real life, but reading posts like this make me happy.

I am doing a venus square working now to attract a woman that will be of match with me and I certainly hope she will be a satanist.

Other than that, I am facing a hard life cause I don't like my job a lot but I have to do it cause of the money. My main problem is loneliness though, how do you guys feel about loneliness?

Aren't we most here brothers and JoS is our home but it sucks that we can't meet offline?

How can we cope with this situation is of my concern

I don't know if this will do the trick for you, but I read a hackbook based on this book which was totally legit and worked increasing awareness and knowledge ending an addiction. https://booksvooks.com/nonscrolablepdf/allen-carrs-easy-way-to-stop-smoking-pdf-1.html

It did it btw I forgot to thank you. Nor just for me, I bought it for my father, he read it in one day and he quit smoking too.

What a jewel, thanks so much brother

Oh wow! I am very glad to hear that, congratulations.

 

[OhNoItsMook]

I started to realize more and more how being with people effects one's self indeed. I think that in the time I've been playing it, I've met my decent share of jews, spirtual vampires, and the like. I've now made it a point to remove/distance myself from each one.

I was wondering since idk if simply having someone on a list can be enough to render one vulnerable. Thank you for clarifying that. I Imagine that it would depend on the level of interaction. That's why I haven't removed some of the other people or vampires because I don't really think they realize they're doing it.

As far as the possible jew. I don't think he talks with people too much in the group anyway, and if it came down to it; I may be able to find a way to make him slip up and get people against him.

For the Kundalini and Hatha Yoga. Bright space mentioned on doing it and I know it's my fault for not keeping up with that and I'll do what I can to start that again and keep up with it this time. Do you have any specific recommendations that could help in that aspect?

For me not responding for so long. I usually try to make sure that there is an improvement and have been doing the suggested meditations enough for them to take affect and give the results from that. Also, tbh, while I do understand why the site has it set in place; it's still taking a tad to get used to each post being approved by a moderator before it's visible. I've also seen others able to post without needing any permission and I guess they're moderators themselves?

I'm not sure what's required to have that kind of permission and if anyone does wonder. I haven't really been helping other people on this site or answering too many questions because since I really haven't even done those small things; I want to make sure that I have the experience in for it and that I'm giving the right answer and guidance myself.

The only other thing that I can think on so far is I've been going through the study section in Deprogramming from christianity, and I've noticed quite a bit of it mentioning about the flaws and contradictions that are in the bible. For me it seems that the struggle with my doubt is knowing whether or not I'm doing the right thing and simply believing in myself in that rather that whatever necessarily lay beyond.

But yes, I'll do what I can to say any other questions I have or what is happening as I'm pursuing these exercises.

This thread created by our legendary Lydia was what corrected and evolved my yoga routines (especially how to do Kundalini Yoga thanks to the accompanied video):

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=56153&sid=3900b66e8ea4e286b7b4e57255678f35

The video mostly shows the correct speed of the breaths and movements, but I personally prioritize the Kundalini Yoga pdf on the JoS site. The PDF mentions you can lower the repetitions if 108 is too high at the moment for you, but you could then build up to it by increasing from, for example, 54 to 88 and then eventually 108.

Also, my legs start aching during the kneeling poses, so I have to use a pillow under them, and I can't hold up my arms for 3 minutes during the final pose, so I lower them to my chest for the 2nd minute. Even with these compensations, you'll still gain the strong benefits Kundalini Yoga provides. Same for Hatha Yoga; I still struggle with most Asanas.

You might have an easy time where I struggle, and vice-versa. It's super individual.

What also might be somehow reassuring for you to know, is that it took me years to form perfect consistency. I've been an SS for 6 and a half years and only got to daily consistent Kundalini and Hatha yoga, 6 months ago. Hopefully you'll be faster than me, but all I mean to say is that sustainable consistency is something you gradually build towards.

It's a good thing you try to wait and observe the effects of meditations and workings before providing a response relaying its effects; it shows your willingness for accuracy and understanding.

Also, tbh, while I do understand why the site has it set in place; it's still taking a tad to get used to each post being approved by a moderator before it's visible. I've also seen others able to post without needing any permission and I guess they're moderators themselves?

I'm not sure what's required to have that kind of permission and if anyone does wonder. I haven't really been helping other people on this site or answering too many questions because since I really haven't even done those small things; I want to make sure that I have the experience in for it and that I'm giving the right answer and guidance myself.

The only other thing that I can think on so far is I've been going through the study section in Deprogramming from christianity, and I've noticed quite a bit of it mentioning about the flaws and contradictions that are in the bible. For me it seems that the struggle with my doubt is knowing whether or not I'm doing the right thing and simply believing in myself in that rather that whatever necessarily lay beyond.

You let your anxiety slip out here, lol. Genuinely don't worry about it. There's this term called off-mod where some long-term very active members are exempt from the approval process, but they are not staff themselves. While these members do indeed possess a prominent presence in the community, if you don't have off-mod privileges it doesn't mean your posts are trash.

Posts are approved within a few days, so the only downside is a little wait, unless it straight doesn't get approved and you have to type everything again (copy and paste your own post onto a Note or Word before submitting, in case it disappears).

Similarly to what you said, I also really never talk unless I bear direct personal experience and knowledge to the subject addressed, but when I do post, I try to help or contribute with enough information and experience as possible, and it usually winds up becoming a long-ass post. I am not off-mod and I could not care less about it, so you probably shouldn't, either.

When it comes to doubt, doubt should start to dissipate when you experience truth (in any area of life), and effects from meditation. For example, when you feel the energy surge from Kundalini Yoga, how could you doubt the existence of these pathways of the soul, when it surrounds you as you lay down for the 10-15 minutes following the session? Both forms of Yoga also contribute to empowering and advancing oneself, so naturally they would be the right things to do.

Later on, some truths are so strong that nothing else in the world makes sense, in comparison... it is a path of no return, but one of incredible knowledge, at which point doubt is overpowered by truth within seconds.

As your insight and understanding of yourself increases through meditation, you will usually know and feel if something's right or not. But don't be fooled by believing too much in yourself, because "yourself" can be wrong under some circumstances.

Even if you make the eventual and occasional misjudgment, you hopefully possess the will to learn to correct, and move forward.

Bonus knowledge:
Affect (verb) = The impacting, indicating some kind of result or change.
Effect (usually noun) = The impact or change itself that caused some kind of difference or alteration.

 

[Ludwick]

I keep seeing the number 108 (1:08 on a clock) and it variants (10:08, 11:08 AM/PM)
What could this mean?

And as a secondary question,
Is there a way to find out who my guardian demon/demoness is while still at a lower level?

Tertiary question,
Please explain the science behind how the rtr works.

 

[FlameGhost]

One of my good friends that I've known for a bit mentioned that he uses a wand when doing spell workings.

I know it to be a symbolical thing but he mentioned that it helps in not using up as much energy with it.

Could it help to also get myself one to make doing these workings easier?

 

[FlameGhost]

I have actually been doing the meditation you recommended so far. I guess it's kind of like when I do the bit for opening the Third eye. I also see from doing it a bit that when she says to focus on your Third eye, she's actually talking about the Sixth chakra.

The one slight issue is that I do feel the energy going to there but I can kind of feel how it may be atrophied/damaged from other things in my life. I imagine doing that meditation will help with that and I think it has relieved a lot of things so far. Definitely thank you for that.

Also is there any specific that I can do or stop to help decalcify my Pineal gland?

 

[FlameGhost]

If you don't mind my asking btw.

I think I've met my fair share of spiritual vampires on vrchat and the like along with a few jews here and thee. One kind of brought me into an erp session which isn't that bad just like anything in moderation or who it's with. but I could somewhat feel him draining a bit from me.

I was gonna ask what kind of thing happened to you for you to detach from the other person?

 

[FlameGhost]

One of my good friends that I've known for a bit mentioned that he uses a wand when doing spell workings.

I know it to be a symbolical thing but he mentioned that it helps in not using up as much energy with it.

Could it help to also get myself one to make doing these workings easier?

Okay, I've just read part of the JoS saying of how wands have been used and I see how that has been corrupted and used for a lot of ill will.

I know that he mentioned about being taught by a group for a bit where he lives although he also said that he went his own way.

He's also said that he doesn't really want to talk about it too openly either.

While I can't astral project yet, he has; and he's told me about some of his experiences and it is right in line with what the people this site has said many times. The enemy is among us, our Gods are fighting theirs and there is a lot of evil and malice in this world that wishes to keep such knowledge and freedom from us.

But I still ask if there is anything else like that which can be used to help make doing the workings easier?

 

[SShiva_fr]

I got to the point where either my mother or my own would die out. I sleep with my children in my childhood room and during the day I listen to my mother get angry about me or my children. I'm tired . I fucked my life and this situation is slowly coming from within. I can't meditate, I don't have a calm minute.

Do you still need help?

I mention BrightSpace, just in case

 

[OhNoItsMook]

I have actually been doing the meditation you recommended so far. I guess it's kind of like when I do the bit for opening the Third eye. I also see from doing it a bit that when she says to focus on your Third eye, she's actually talking about the Sixth chakra.

The one slight issue is that I do feel the energy going to there but I can kind of feel how it may be atrophied/damaged from other things in my life. I imagine doing that meditation will help with that and I think it has relieved a lot of things so far. Definitely thank you for that.

Also is there any specific that I can do or stop to help decalcify my Pineal gland?

You're welcome, good thing it's been working. Remember, when learning anything, apply a Satanic point of view and knowledge to filter and extract the most precise and true information. A lot of yoga practitioners focus excessively on the third eye when it's just an extension of the 6th, so... you figured it out perfectly already.

As for the pineal gland, what a coincidence! Or, of course not, we're SS. I've been planning to start a 40-day working for my own pineal gland on Summer Solstice, the 21st, and as a result have already conducted some gathering of information when it comes to empowering this particular area of the soul. I'm guessing you've already tried all the pineal related meditations on the JoS meditation page?

The main elements of the working I've personally formed for myself, were derived from the following pages. You could try making your own working, too, based on this information, plus your own additional research. As with most meditations, if something is too heavy for you, reduce repetitions to a number of power that is lower and more comfortable.


666 Breath of Lucifer's Grail: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/666_Breath.html

The reason this breath is important is because it creates the connection between the 6th chakra/pineal gland, and solar chakra, which is crucial as we know that the latter catches the nectar/Soma that the pineal gland secretes (part of the process for the Magnum Opus). Of course it empowers both, too, and it instills the meditative state, which is why I put it as first.


Runes (specifically for 6th chakra and pineal gland empowerment), I'm personally using Sowilo:

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html#SOWILO

Once again, do whatever number of vibrations you can handle, as long as it's a number of power. I'm doing 108. Remember to make an affirmation for yourself.


Ptah meditation: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=61420

This one just straight kicks ass. I keep forgetting to do it since it's recommended to do it at night, but this has been the most powerful meditation for all my psychic centres, so far.


All of the above is what I'm personally doing for myself, starting on the 21st, Summer Solstice. It may be missing something, or a different rune/vibration could be used, but whatever. These generally fulfil the formula of a working, and energy is energy as long as it's directed properly. That said, you could personally vibrate INANNA instead of Sowilo if you so desire.

If you need more information, I suggest consulting your GD and requesting to be led to what suits you best individually. Good luck.

 

[OhNoItsMook]

If you don't mind my asking btw.

I think I've met my fair share of spiritual vampires on vrchat and the like along with a few jews here and thee. One kind of brought me into an erp session which isn't that bad just like anything in moderation or who it's with. but I could somewhat feel him draining a bit from me.

I was gonna ask what kind of thing happened to you for you to detach from the other person?

Aaaaahahahahaha! I TOLD you! Fuck, that's classic. Let me guess, Trusted + FBT? You oughta watch yo ass before they be comin' fo dat ass.

My reason to detach from the person in my case was cause they turned out to be muslim, but that's only the most recent one. I did a detachment working against someone else almost 2 years ago because they were too emotionally invested in me, and abused me over a misunderstanding at some point. Then, before that, was another person who did the same goddamn thing.

AoP and Returning Curses are a hell of a buff, but shit like this can actually bypass your protection cause the emotional connection creates direct strings to you. Toughest shield in the world won't protect you if you invite the person directly inside, right?...

 

[BrightSpace666]

I got to the point where either my mother or my own would die out. I sleep with my children in my childhood room and during the day I listen to my mother get angry about me or my children. I'm tired . I fucked my life and this situation is slowly coming from within. I can't meditate, I don't have a calm minute.

Somehow make time for Meditation for your own sake. If you can only meditate for 10 minutes a day, or even 5 minutes, that's okay, the drops will collect on the paradigm of progress and eventually reach the top of the glass.

The first thing you can do is not to stress unnecessarily. Identify the problem and find a starting point for a solution. Even a lifestyle change could be an option. If you need money, you can start working on a money spell to increase your wealth. In situations like this, help yourself first, because only then can you help others to reach their full potential. You can also make time for daily meditation, even if it's just 5-10 minutes.

Family problems often hinder Spiritual development and have a strong impact on daily life. Try to put your home in order and do not let your children get into trouble. With your mother, you can try to talk to her calmly and find common ground.

Malfunctioning of the Root Chakra will eventually lead to depression and Spiritual exhaustion, but so will the Crown Chakra, and malfunctioning of the other Chakras can trigger similar complaints. Strengthen each of your Chakras every day, do power Meditations, Yoga, let go of unnecessary emotions.

Daily Void Meditations to bring your mind fully under control, to be able to act immediately in tense situations and to stay calm. 5-10 minutes of meditation on the Seal of Satan can work wonders, or even inhaling Blue or White-Gold energy. I also recommend balancing the Elements - you know yourself, so you need to know what elements you need. Usually 1 for sure, but you may need two, or worse three, because only one element is very dominant. Although this is rarer, it is not unthinkable.

I would recommend the Fire element to be more confident and powerful, or even the Air element to be a bit more social. Also, daily AoP and Chakra Cleansing is paramount to cleanse yourself of all the negative and destructive energy you have accumulated.

I also recommend breathing exercises to balance the mind - Bhastrika or Fire Breathing. 2-3 minutes a day of either can work wonders.

There are plenty of options to choose from. The worst thing you can do is fall into depression or self-loathing. This will not get you anywhere - I can tell you from experience. If you are in a bad situation, ask our Father for help and as soon as you get it, use it and do the best you can. I trust you.

I know it's hard sometimes. You must not panic, you must not collapse. Set an example, stay strong and keep trying. You will not fail. Remember - the beginning of everything is the hardest. If you persevere through the beginning, it will get easier from there.

 

[Amitanshu666]

I lost my faith many times and got confused many times after doing dedication ritual ... Will Lord Satan forgive me and take me back in the path?

 

[Henu the Great]

I lost my faith many times and got confused many times after doing dedication ritual ... Will Lord Satan forgive me and take me back in the path?

Doing dedication ritual once is enough. Just pick up where you left and start practicing 8 fold path.
Everything you need to know can be found from joyofsatan.org

 

[Ludwick]

I keep seeing the number 108 (1:08 on a clock) and it variants (10:08, 11:08 AM/PM)
What could this mean?

And as a secondary question,
Is there a way to find out who my guardian demon/demoness is while still at a lower level?

Tertiary question,
Please explain the science behind how the rtr works.

PS ,
I doubt I will give my response posts a custom title again

 

[OhNoItsMook]

I keep seeing the number 108 (1:08 on a clock) and it variants (10:08, 11:08 AM/PM)
What could this mean?

Since you've already asked twice, I'll help. The answers to these particular questions can actually be found throughout the forums, but it's possible you weren't able to find them.

Numbers of power often tie into planetary energies, and the effects borne from vibrating a mantra at such numbers. 108 specifically, is Saturnian, relating to Satan, and it is a very overall number for many types of workings and meditations. Kundalini yoga, intended to facilitate the rising of the Serpent (Satan's symbol), is done at 108 repetitions. There are some numbers that are stronger depending on the type of working and goal, though.

You're kind of lucky to get to see that number so much; the enemy spams jew numbers on me to annoy me, all the time...

And as a secondary question,
Is there a way to find out who my guardian demon/demoness is while still at a lower level?

Go to the Demons page where it lists all Demons, and even check the high-ranking Gods, too. The entire lists, by letter. When you read the texts describing each one of them, you will most likely discover a few whom you resonate with the most, and among those, try to feel which final one you sense yourself most attracted to. This is how it can work in the beginning.

Sometimes, one's connection will manifest through a mysterious interest towards a particular Demon, even before one had ever known about JoS. If, for example, someone always felt strong admiration towards Anubis as a kid, there's a possibility Anubis might actually turn out to have been their GD the whole time.

In my opinion, finding one's GD initially shouldn't be one's utmost priority, because they reveal themselves to you when you're ready. And it's one's job to develop themselves to become ready. It is unlikely one will be able to see, hear and know who one's GD is at this point, anyway, so meditation and RTRs come first.

If you do not know who your GD is and someone or a page on the JoS mentions you to consult them for something, focus deeply in your mind and emit your thoughts, questions, and feelings like you're actually talking to somebody who you cannot see. Your GD will most likely already be there to hear and listen to you, and guide you, even if you do not know who they are. They can hear your thoughts and know your feelings before you even think of them.

Tertiary question,
Please explain the science behind how the rtr works.

The curses created by the jews are formed through them vibrating their letters from the torah, created from corrupted Pagan knowledge, and used to bind and spiritually disembowel the gentile soul to keep humans enslaved. The entire universe operates on vibration, and vibrating certain words raises energy to cause the universe to manifest phenomena, when directed through affirmation. Normal magic workings for us function this way, too.

By chanting the torah's hebrew letters in reverse, we undo the jewish curses upon the souls of all gentiles, and the affirmations cause it to happen through whatever ways pertain to the particular RTR. There are specific RTRs used to even mitigate or prevent manifestations such as worldly events the enemy tries to manifest. The final RTR, which is to be done at least once every day, is designed to reverse and undo the very core of the enemy's curses upon the world.

I hope I was able to provide appropriate answers to your inquiries.

 

[BrightSpace666]

I keep seeing the number 108 (1:08 on a clock) and it variants (10:08, 11:08 AM/PM)
What could this mean?

And as a secondary question,
Is there a way to find out who my guardian demon/demoness is while still at a lower level?

Tertiary question,
Please explain the science behind how the rtr works.

PS ,
I doubt I will give my response posts a custom title again

The number 108 is a certain Mantra number, so we can vibrate a Rune or even AUM according to this number. However, such numbers often have an underlying meaning and can warn or indicate something. In such cases, don't just look at 108, but you can also look at 1, 0 and 8 from this. Or even 10 and 8. The number of variations is long. It is possible that a Wonderful Demon wants to contact you and is Signalling you.

To find your Guardian Demon, you need a certain level of development. I am thinking of things like Astral Hearing/Seeing, or Telepathy. You can find it without these things, because you will know who it is. You will feel the Amazing Energy when you think of Her/Him, or when you see His/Her name. In short - He/She will be special to you.

RTRs are more complicated to operate, but simpler. When there is a Spiritual War going on, we are either fighting for the Welfare of the SS, or against the paradigms and events designed by the enemy. RTRs also have a liberating effect, both Mentally and Spiritually.

The whole phenomenon itself is Spiritual. Our combined forces are invested for a purpose that is constructive. And with affirmations we affirm and ensure that what we do is done in an appropriate and pleasurable way. Each vibration and affirmation is for the purpose of achieving this goal.

 

[Henu the Great]

Tertiary question,
Please explain the science behind how the rtr works.

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=244681#p244681

Read the OP as well.

 

[BrightSpace666]

I lost my faith many times and got confused many times after doing dedication ritual ... Will Lord Satan forgive me and take me back in the path?

Our Father is not angry with you. He knows you as you are, He knows you best. He knows exactly when you leave the Path and when you return. Clear your minds, get rid of the burdens of the past. Start a new, righteous life with Satan and lift your soul to Perfection.

 

[Masterj810610]

I dont know where to write this.
I have dedicate last april 29th, so almost 2 months. I've complete the 40 days program, Ive open my 7 main chakras. Been doing the hatha yoga for 5 breaths and Im doing the Kundalini yoga for at least 26 breaths for each karya that require that amount of breaths.

I haven't really felt the energy rising beside seeing amplified light around my head. I have had the flu and a cold in most of the time, its been hard to vibrate words with a strain throat and breathing exercice with my nose blocked.

But yesterday, my wife (who dont know yet about my journey into Satanism and were able to see people's aura at a younger age) asked my if I beleive in aura. She told me that my aura was high above my head and yellow like the light. I began to cry. I knew then that the last 40ish days was not a waste of time, it was the confirmation of my dedication to Father Satan.


I hope, who are not able to feel real change because they are not advanced, will read this and be able to have a boost in their faith.

Hail Satan

 

[Pyralis]

You have tried? You would need to be consistent to reap the benefits. How is your daily routine, by the way? If it is lacking, that is one thing to change right off the bat for improvement.

Furthermore in regard to being drowsy while raising energy: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=342741#p342741

For a clean slate so to speak you need to consistently clean with various methods and perhaps include a munka or ansuz working for freeing the soul. Also the following method would suit your situation, it is from HC666:

Also, you might want to use Nauthiz for more stability and generally clean and empower base chakra for more stability. Of course other chakras need daily work as well.

I recommend to read JoS and sermons for refreshing your memory and learning new things. Knowledge, when applied to your practice will speed up your advancement.

" post_id=343027 time=1649504718 user_id=21286]
What do you mean by "attempting to improve myself"? What sort of meditations or other work?

I think this is a situation where you have too much energy and need to focus on regulating it, balancing, and cleaning.

Henu's post covers cleaning and hatha yoga. What are your experiences with those? These should be done as a large focus of your new routine. As you mention, your raw power does not seem to be your limit here, rather managing it.

Besides that, you can use runes like Isa, Nauthiz, or Berkano to restore calm and structure to your body, with each rune doing something unique. Satanama can be used for balance, as well.

I would focus your affirmations and intentions on stabilizing your energies, in a positive manner.

I realize this reply is quite late, and for that I apologize. I also apologize for my post being difficult to understand; I have this annoying habit of trying to give a precise, detailed explanation and instead coming up with a cryptic word salad that accomplishes the opposite. So to start off, I'd like to start over and try to clarify what I wrote before.

About a decade ago, not long after I dedicated, my kundalini erupted prematurely. Ever since then, it's been slowly but surely progressing, without my input. My body has become flooded with its fiery energy--not just along my spine and in my head, but just about everywhere else as well. Depending on what it's doing, the feeling can range from moderate discomfort to white-hot searing agony, but there are no days where I am free of pain. This extends to my mind as well, making it literally painful to think. (As a current university student involved with high level research, this is quite unfortunate.) I also have a very inconsistent sleep schedule which tends to oscillate between insomnia and narcolepsy.

Exercises that require deep mental concentration are essentially impossible; the energy keeps my mind in a constant state of overstimulation which I am unable to bring it down from. This also means my astral senses are useless, so I'm unable to ask the gods for help and get a direct answer. Exercises to clean and empower my soul have the effect of amplifying the pain and causing severe dizziness, disorientation, and physical exhaustion.

Another fear of mine is that things may be in a very delicate balance for me. Lately, the serpent has gone beyond affecting just me and produces intermittent but tangible effects in the physical world. The first such events were very brief but blindingly bright flashes of white light which even my normie friends were able to see. More recently, it's causing electrical disturbances. There was a period not long ago when my town of residence was crawling with utility trucks trying to find the source of the recent string of "micro-blackouts", when in reality, the source was me. Put simply, I'm afraid to interfere: I'm scared of causing its ascension to go awry and inflict irreparable damage on my soul, and I'm scared that a technique powerful enough to fix things would be outside my ability and be susceptible to costly mistakes...I'm reminded of HP Vovim and his talismans, and how that ended up for him.

As far as what my routine is now...I hate to admit it, but there isn't one. I've been on what could charitably be called an "extended break" the past few years, out of a combination of demoralization and fear of screwing things up, as previously mentioned. Despite this, whatever my serpent is trying to accomplish, it seems to not be hindered by this in the slightest. Regarding other spiritual matters, I have participated in every Shenu ritual, and also perform the other group rituals when time and my mental state permits.

In addition, I am also in a relationship with a succubus. Having her around has possibly been the one thing keeping me sane through this whole ordeal. Whenever the pain gets too great, I'm able to call upon her and have her "work her magic," so to speak, and after that and maybe an hour's rest, the discomfort comes down to a more manageable level. This is the only semi-reliable method I've found to manage the pain. As well, there are times post-orgasm when my mind actually does calm down, and I become able to perceive the astral. Trying to recreate the sensation outside of this has just about never been successful.

So as it stands, I'm at a loss. With how advanced a stage it's reached, I don't know if there's anything I can do. Or even if there's anything I should do. Do I try to regain control, or do I just continue to let it run its course?

 

[BrightSpace666]

I dont know where to write this.
I have dedicate last april 29th, so almost 2 months. I've complete the 40 days program, Ive open my 7 main chakras. Been doing the hatha yoga for 5 breaths and Im doing the Kundalini yoga for at least 26 breaths for each karya that require that amount of breaths.

I haven't really felt the energy rising beside seeing amplified light around my head. I have had the flu and a cold in most of the time, its been hard to vibrate words with a strain throat and breathing exercice with my nose blocked.

But yesterday, my wife (who dont know yet about my journey into Satanism and were able to see people's aura at a younger age) asked my if I beleive in aura. She told me that my aura was high above my head and yellow like the light. I began to cry. I knew then that the last 40ish days was not a waste of time, it was the confirmation of my dedication to Father Satan.


I hope, who are not able to feel real change because they are not advanced, will read this and be able to have a boost in their faith.

Hail Satan

Everyone starts to feel the energy at a different time. For some it lasts shorter, for others longer. They all have one thing in common - you don't give up and you keep going. Over time your energy sensitivity will improve and you will feel it fully. I am happy for your success so far, keep it up!

 

[pettyespaca]

Dear BrightSpace666!

Thank you very much!
It seems the answer is allways the meditation. I 'll try my best.

I got to the point where either my mother or my own would die out. I sleep with my children in my childhood room and during the day I listen to my mother get angry about me or my children. I'm tired . I fucked my life and this situation is slowly coming from within. I can't meditate, I don't have a calm minute.

Somehow make time for Meditation for your own sake. If you can only meditate for 10 minutes a day, or even 5 minutes, that's okay, the drops will collect on the paradigm of progress and eventually reach the top of the glass.

The first thing you can do is not to stress unnecessarily. Identify the problem and find a starting point for a solution. Even a lifestyle change could be an option. If you need money, you can start working on a money spell to increase your wealth. In situations like this, help yourself first, because only then can you help others to reach their full potential. You can also make time for daily meditation, even if it's just 5-10 minutes.

Family problems often hinder Spiritual development and have a strong impact on daily life. Try to put your home in order and do not let your children get into trouble. With your mother, you can try to talk to her calmly and find common ground.

Malfunctioning of the Root Chakra will eventually lead to depression and Spiritual exhaustion, but so will the Crown Chakra, and malfunctioning of the other Chakras can trigger similar complaints. Strengthen each of your Chakras every day, do power Meditations, Yoga, let go of unnecessary emotions.

Daily Void Meditations to bring your mind fully under control, to be able to act immediately in tense situations and to stay calm. 5-10 minutes of meditation on the Seal of Satan can work wonders, or even inhaling Blue or White-Gold energy. I also recommend balancing the Elements - you know yourself, so you need to know what elements you need. Usually 1 for sure, but you may need two, or worse three, because only one element is very dominant. Although this is rarer, it is not unthinkable.

I would recommend the Fire element to be more confident and powerful, or even the Air element to be a bit more social. Also, daily AoP and Chakra Cleansing is paramount to cleanse yourself of all the negative and destructive energy you have accumulated.

I also recommend breathing exercises to balance the mind - Bhastrika or Fire Breathing. 2-3 minutes a day of either can work wonders.

There are plenty of options to choose from. The worst thing you can do is fall into depression or self-loathing. This will not get you anywhere - I can tell you from experience. If you are in a bad situation, ask our Father for help and as soon as you get it, use it and do the best you can. I trust you.

I know it's hard sometimes. You must not panic, you must not collapse. Set an example, stay strong and keep trying. You will not fail. Remember - the beginning of everything is the hardest. If you persevere through the beginning, it will get easier from there.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

I dont know where to write this.
I have dedicate last april 29th, so almost 2 months. I've complete the 40 days program, Ive open my 7 main chakras. Been doing the hatha yoga for 5 breaths and Im doing the Kundalini yoga for at least 26 breaths for each karya that require that amount of breaths.

I haven't really felt the energy rising beside seeing amplified light around my head. I have had the flu and a cold in most of the time, its been hard to vibrate words with a strain throat and breathing exercice with my nose blocked.

But yesterday, my wife (who dont know yet about my journey into Satanism and were able to see people's aura at a younger age) asked my if I beleive in aura. She told me that my aura was high above my head and yellow like the light. I began to cry. I knew then that the last 40ish days was not a waste of time, it was the confirmation of my dedication to Father Satan.


I hope, who are not able to feel real change because they are not advanced, will read this and be able to have a boost in their faith.

Hail Satan

This is a thought-provoking answer to a question I posted today on "Ask All Questions Here! New members" topic.

 

[Black Sun Light]

I thought I'd create this topic, which will be about the help given to the SS. I am thinking of things like depression, loneliness, isolation, suicidal thoughts, and I could go on and on. The point of this topic would be to provide Spiritual Help.

I don't know how much you would be interested, if it is not necessary, however, I will delete the post. As there have been some unexpected turns lately - from more advanced members who need help. I have written posts about these before, if I remember them I will link them here.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68155

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68029

I could write at length about this here, but I'll devote this thread to it instead.

I would like to ask for help from more advanced, more advanced members - if you would like to help, you are welcome. I imagine there will be a lot of posts here, I don't know if I could do it alone. I would like to ask the SS members here, if you have any problems, feel free to post here.

I should add that I'm not sure I'll be able to answer everything, which is why I need help.

If something bothers you, annoys you, or you feel like posting, post here and we will help you. May SS always be happy, grow and shine. That is why I created this thread, if you have any problems and think you would like to share and ask for help, post here.

Remember - you are SS, your goal is Spiritual and Physical Perfection, and to achieve it you need to be happy and strong! May The Strength Be With You.

BrightSpace666

Im going to go through this thread. Thank you Bright Space. I'm going through the worst and best time of my life at the same damn time.

Before RTR money was slow, like 7.25 an hour. Then it picked up, then it got really good, then it got stupid good like $40 an hour jobs, I'm like Holy shit.

I have stupid fears about being a jew. Just issues, that people have actually showed me the reason behind though. Everything is a break down of who I am, and it keeps getting better. But I just wanna make the God's proud, I wanna advance.

Alot of stupid problems. But I'm just gonna keep trying. I'm gonna keep doing what I can, and hopefully, one day the God's will meet me and hug me. Or I will be destroyed... Whatever, at least I can finally enjoy life, which was impossible before.

Let's push on.

 

[BrightSpace666]

I thought I'd create this topic, which will be about the help given to the SS. I am thinking of things like depression, loneliness, isolation, suicidal thoughts, and I could go on and on. The point of this topic would be to provide Spiritual Help.

I don't know how much you would be interested, if it is not necessary, however, I will delete the post. As there have been some unexpected turns lately - from more advanced members who need help. I have written posts about these before, if I remember them I will link them here.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68155

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68029

I could write at length about this here, but I'll devote this thread to it instead.

I would like to ask for help from more advanced, more advanced members - if you would like to help, you are welcome. I imagine there will be a lot of posts here, I don't know if I could do it alone. I would like to ask the SS members here, if you have any problems, feel free to post here.

I should add that I'm not sure I'll be able to answer everything, which is why I need help.

If something bothers you, annoys you, or you feel like posting, post here and we will help you. May SS always be happy, grow and shine. That is why I created this thread, if you have any problems and think you would like to share and ask for help, post here.

Remember - you are SS, your goal is Spiritual and Physical Perfection, and to achieve it you need to be happy and strong! May The Strength Be With You.

BrightSpace666

Im going to go through this thread. Thank you Bright Space. I'm going through the worst and best time of my life at the same damn time.

Before RTR money was slow, like 7.25 an hour. Then it picked up, then it got really good, then it got stupid good like $40 an hour jobs, I'm like Holy shit.

I have stupid fears about being a jew. Just issues, that people have actually showed me the reason behind though. Everything is a break down of who I am, and it keeps getting better. But I just wanna make the God's proud, I wanna advance.

Alot of stupid problems. But I'm just gonna keep trying. I'm gonna keep doing what I can, and hopefully, one day the God's will meet me and hug me. Or I will be destroyed... Whatever, at least I can finally enjoy life, which was impossible before.

Let's push on.

I'm happy to help. I often need it myself. In life, I have not yet received sentences, perhaps kind words, such as "You are valuable" or "You matter and are worth a lot" and their manifestations, although they often have an impact, both on well-being and spirituality. I often do a Magic Work (whether Black or White Magic) and worry that I have failed.

Yet I do it absolutely right and often overdo it with consequences for myself, but an SS here knows this as I once made a big mistake in Black Magic. I don't feel I have the confidence or the reassurance to reassure myself. I like to help others and improve their mentality, but not myself, I prefer to turn to destructive "things" and wait quietly until the melancholy is over.

I created this thread so that SS who needs help can get it. I could ask for help, but again there is this idea that no one cares anyway. Many times the Gods help me to feel better because melancholy often consumes them.

I'd rather help others than myself. From what I have experienced so far, I can make constructive comments and help. Helping others is always good.

 

[Black Sun Light]

I thought I'd create this topic, which will be about the help given to the SS. I am thinking of things like depression, loneliness, isolation, suicidal thoughts, and I could go on and on. The point of this topic would be to provide Spiritual Help.

I don't know how much you would be interested, if it is not necessary, however, I will delete the post. As there have been some unexpected turns lately - from more advanced members who need help. I have written posts about these before, if I remember them I will link them here.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68155

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68029

I could write at length about this here, but I'll devote this thread to it instead.

I would like to ask for help from more advanced, more advanced members - if you would like to help, you are welcome. I imagine there will be a lot of posts here, I don't know if I could do it alone. I would like to ask the SS members here, if you have any problems, feel free to post here.

I should add that I'm not sure I'll be able to answer everything, which is why I need help.

If something bothers you, annoys you, or you feel like posting, post here and we will help you. May SS always be happy, grow and shine. That is why I created this thread, if you have any problems and think you would like to share and ask for help, post here.

Remember - you are SS, your goal is Spiritual and Physical Perfection, and to achieve it you need to be happy and strong! May The Strength Be With You.

BrightSpace666

Im going to go through this thread. Thank you Bright Space. I'm going through the worst and best time of my life at the same damn time.

Before RTR money was slow, like 7.25 an hour. Then it picked up, then it got really good, then it got stupid good like $40 an hour jobs, I'm like Holy shit.

I have stupid fears about being a jew. Just issues, that people have actually showed me the reason behind though. Everything is a break down of who I am, and it keeps getting better. But I just wanna make the God's proud, I wanna advance.

Alot of stupid problems. But I'm just gonna keep trying. I'm gonna keep doing what I can, and hopefully, one day the God's will meet me and hug me. Or I will be destroyed... Whatever, at least I can finally enjoy life, which was impossible before.

Let's push on.

I'm happy to help. I often need it myself. In life, I have not yet received sentences, perhaps kind words, such as "You are valuable" or "You matter and are worth a lot" and their manifestations, although they often have an impact, both on well-being and spirituality. I often do a Magic Work (whether Black or White Magic) and worry that I have failed.

Yet I do it absolutely right and often overdo it with consequences for myself, but an SS here knows this as I once made a big mistake in Black Magic. I don't feel I have the confidence or the reassurance to reassure myself. I like to help others and improve their mentality, but not myself, I prefer to turn to destructive "things" and wait quietly until the melancholy is over.

I created this thread so that SS who needs help can get it. I could ask for help, but again there is this idea that no one cares anyway. Many times the Gods help me to feel better because melancholy often consumes them.

I'd rather help others than myself. From what I have experienced so far, I can make constructive comments and help. Helping others is always good.

Really? Ever since you were mentioned as being part of that project, I realized you were important. You are one of the greats here. I think alot of people are going through issues.

Once we rid this enemy shit off the earth, maybe we can all live a decent life.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

Without any real effort and discipline on your part to have some positive perspective, some cleaning, protection, and plan of advancement, of gathering control - you will only spiral this Serpent opening to either damage you or close off at one point very forceful, and both these paths will make you depressed and powerless.

All of the above manifestations are extremely enjoyable and bring you above the status quo of the memento mori. But you have not developed and neither put the effort in to start a serious discipline meditation.

Given you observed some real effects of this, this would be motivating. If your Serpent closes off now, your body will be in a shock and it will become depressed. Your mind capacity will be lessened and If now you cannot do any effort, with all of this energy, you won't be able to do it then either.

What you detail is also a lower lever manifestation, the first layers of this alive energy. You are also lacking in magnetic properties, in the nourishing of the body of the water.

You need to get a hold of your mental space, your direction of thought, and your emotions. Start hatha yoga, so your body will not be in pain, daily. Start cleaning so your body won't "melt" from the excessive lava, fire. Start breathing exercises so your chakras will awaken along with your bodies, and the Serpent energy can be assimilated. Learn to control the discharge of the electricity.

All of the above is you gaining control. There is no fight, no conflict. Harmony, power. Lessons and gravity. You are not a victim, and if you are you have to change this mindset, being exactly what stops you from positively embracing this.

I know this can be overwhelming, but the Serpent has a rhythm of action. You have time and also relaxed moments regardless.

 

[BrightSpace666]

Im going to go through this thread. Thank you Bright Space. I'm going through the worst and best time of my life at the same damn time.

Before RTR money was slow, like 7.25 an hour. Then it picked up, then it got really good, then it got stupid good like $40 an hour jobs, I'm like Holy shit.

I have stupid fears about being a jew. Just issues, that people have actually showed me the reason behind though. Everything is a break down of who I am, and it keeps getting better. But I just wanna make the God's proud, I wanna advance.

Alot of stupid problems. But I'm just gonna keep trying. I'm gonna keep doing what I can, and hopefully, one day the God's will meet me and hug me. Or I will be destroyed... Whatever, at least I can finally enjoy life, which was impossible before.

Let's push on.

I'm happy to help. I often need it myself. In life, I have not yet received sentences, perhaps kind words, such as "You are valuable" or "You matter and are worth a lot" and their manifestations, although they often have an impact, both on well-being and spirituality. I often do a Magic Work (whether Black or White Magic) and worry that I have failed.

Yet I do it absolutely right and often overdo it with consequences for myself, but an SS here knows this as I once made a big mistake in Black Magic. I don't feel I have the confidence or the reassurance to reassure myself. I like to help others and improve their mentality, but not myself, I prefer to turn to destructive "things" and wait quietly until the melancholy is over.

I created this thread so that SS who needs help can get it. I could ask for help, but again there is this idea that no one cares anyway. Many times the Gods help me to feel better because melancholy often consumes them.

I'd rather help others than myself. From what I have experienced so far, I can make constructive comments and help. Helping others is always good.

Really? Ever since you were mentioned as being part of that project, I realized you were important. You are one of the greats here. I think alot of people are going through issues.

Once we rid this enemy shit off the earth, maybe we can all live a decent life.

Thank you.

 

[Black Sun Light]

I'm happy to help. I often need it myself. In life, I have not yet received sentences, perhaps kind words, such as "You are valuable" or "You matter and are worth a lot" and their manifestations, although they often have an impact, both on well-being and spirituality. I often do a Magic Work (whether Black or White Magic) and worry that I have failed.

Yet I do it absolutely right and often overdo it with consequences for myself, but an SS here knows this as I once made a big mistake in Black Magic. I don't feel I have the confidence or the reassurance to reassure myself. I like to help others and improve their mentality, but not myself, I prefer to turn to destructive "things" and wait quietly until the melancholy is over.

I created this thread so that SS who needs help can get it. I could ask for help, but again there is this idea that no one cares anyway. Many times the Gods help me to feel better because melancholy often consumes them.

I'd rather help others than myself. From what I have experienced so far, I can make constructive comments and help. Helping others is always good.

Really? Ever since you were mentioned as being part of that project, I realized you were important. You are one of the greats here. I think alot of people are going through issues.

Once we rid this enemy shit off the earth, maybe we can all live a decent life.

Thank you.

It would be so amazing to be in person with one of the God's one day. Just like, hey can we go sit and chat for a bit? So what am I? What is my life? Why are things?

Everything I believe I have experienced with the God's, they are truly amazing. Very understanding. But I got around smart mortals, that have helped me alot. Being in person is a big difference.

I have tried for years to be what I am suppose to be. I'm starting to see those who use anger or a I get you before you can get me mentality, it's all about not wanting to be hurt. Anger is better then pain.

I've learned alot but still understand nothing. I don't know what my part in the play is, I could just be an enemy. But from My experience, I think you are really cool, I like what you write. I really don't want anything bad to happen to anyone.

I hope that your life gets better and better. That you advance and get what you want out of life. Sorry I'm sounding crazy, weird time in my life. But thanks for talking with me bright space.

 

[BrightSpace666]

Hi! I wanted to ask you something. The biggest thing that's been bothering me lately is the lack of a sense of direction in my life. Now I can say for sure that I'm confused because I don't know what I really want from life. This mostly applies to my profession. Tried a few things but nothing seems to turn me on as much as I would like. I know my strengths and weaknesses quite well, as I have devoted a lot of time to studying my natal chart, but as I said earlier, I cannot understand in which direction to go. I've always been fascinated by people like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk and others who had passion and woke up in the morning with the feeling that they had to accomplish something very important. I also want to have a calling like these people. But how can I get it? Now I feel lost and I'm thrown from side to side.... I did not think that by the age of 27 I would feel lost. Are there anyone who feels the same ?

Hail Satan!

You need to find what interests you and gives you the substance and direction you need in your life. You are in no way lost, you are just a little confused. That's not a disadvantage, because you can start working on finding what it is that really gives you value in your life. This can be any kind of work.

Sit down somewhere, go into a trance, do some Void Meditation, and when you're completely relaxed, in a calm, chaos-free environment, ask yourself what it is that's really important to you. You can even keep a journal where you can easily write down your thoughts in this paradigm and reflect.

If you are serious about achieving something in life, you have to make the effort. Laziness and despair is never a good solution, I can tell you from personal experience.

You might as well start a 40-day work, combined with Runes and Affirmations. For this I recommend the Nauthiz Rune and the Isa. Awareness and purposefulness is what gives you the motivation to achieve something.

As I said, in a relaxed environment, ask yourself, what is it that deep down in your soul you desire? You will find the answer, you just have to do it and you have to want it. Once you find it, keep going until you get it. These are all things in your life that you have to face and find a solution to.

At twenty-seven you haven't lost anything, you have time. Keep up your daily Spiritual Practices, do Yoga and keep a positive mentality. These are difficult times, we need to stay strong, especially as SS. Get what you want and be happy. Often your biggest enemy is yourself, and if you outgrow yourself, you can do a lot.

 

[Black Sun Light]

Hi! I wanted to ask you something. The biggest thing that's been bothering me lately is the lack of a sense of direction in my life. Now I can say for sure that I'm confused because I don't know what I really want from life. This mostly applies to my profession. Tried a few things but nothing seems to turn me on as much as I would like. I know my strengths and weaknesses quite well, as I have devoted a lot of time to studying my natal chart, but as I said earlier, I cannot understand in which direction to go. I've always been fascinated by people like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk and others who had passion and woke up in the morning with the feeling that they had to accomplish something very important. I also want to have a calling like these people. But how can I get it? Now I feel lost and I'm thrown from side to side.... I did not think that by the age of 27 I would feel lost. Are there anyone who feels the same ?

Hail Satan!

You need to find what interests you and gives you the substance and direction you need in your life. You are in no way lost, you are just a little confused. That's not a disadvantage, because you can start working on finding what it is that really gives you value in your life. This can be any kind of work.

Sit down somewhere, go into a trance, do some Void Meditation, and when you're completely relaxed, in a calm, chaos-free environment, ask yourself what it is that's really important to you. You can even keep a journal where you can easily write down your thoughts in this paradigm and reflect.

If you are serious about achieving something in life, you have to make the effort. Laziness and despair is never a good solution, I can tell you from personal experience.

You might as well start a 40-day work, combined with Runes and Affirmations. For this I recommend the Nauthiz Rune and the Isa. Awareness and purposefulness is what gives you the motivation to achieve something.

As I said, in a relaxed environment, ask yourself, what is it that deep down in your soul you desire? You will find the answer, you just have to do it and you have to want it. Once you find it, keep going until you get it. These are all things in your life that you have to face and find a solution to.

At twenty-seven you haven't lost anything, you have time. Keep up your daily Spiritual Practices, do Yoga and keep a positive mentality. These are difficult times, we need to stay strong, especially as SS. Get what you want and be happy. Often your biggest enemy is yourself, and if you outgrow yourself, you can do a lot.

So I've been doing really good with the aura. When I first started, all these thoughtforms were shooting off like a machine gun. My aura was dark and nasty. Now my aura is light, I think it's most way cleaned. I can see my chakras.

So my chakras are like nasty dirty. Like blocks of just dirt. So I did 216 Saulu into my crown last night, it was okayyy. So I did 216 Surya, I liked this better. I'm gonna do 40 days of it and move down the chakras doing the same. I've done some chakra cleaning already. They must be better, which is sad, because they were worse then.

I'm gonna try to do more into the other chakras and stuff. I am going to clean and clean for years. I'm excited to see what happens. I'm hoping to get all clean and be a different person. I want to be one of the advanced people here that can help people.

I want my mentality cleansed. To stop thinking like a jew and be uplifting to others. Wish me luck! I will become a new person!

 

[Dhruv11]

Bros (and sisters)... I feel like the enemy is just so damn afraid of me ever having my own damn garden....
The fact that I don't have my own home and garden already does get me down if I waver from my mental discipline and allow that... which I don't... but I wanted to let them know that I know.

 

[Henu the Great]

Bros (and sisters)... I feel like the enemy is just so damn afraid of me ever having my own damn garden....
The fact that I don't have my own home and garden already does get me down if I waver from my mental discipline and allow that... which I don't... but I wanted to let them know that I know.

Fuck what the enemy thinks. Live your life to the fullest!

 

[BrightSpace666]

Hi! I wanted to ask you something. The biggest thing that's been bothering me lately is the lack of a sense of direction in my life. Now I can say for sure that I'm confused because I don't know what I really want from life. This mostly applies to my profession. Tried a few things but nothing seems to turn me on as much as I would like. I know my strengths and weaknesses quite well, as I have devoted a lot of time to studying my natal chart, but as I said earlier, I cannot understand in which direction to go. I've always been fascinated by people like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk and others who had passion and woke up in the morning with the feeling that they had to accomplish something very important. I also want to have a calling like these people. But how can I get it? Now I feel lost and I'm thrown from side to side.... I did not think that by the age of 27 I would feel lost. Are there anyone who feels the same ?

Hail Satan!

You need to find what interests you and gives you the substance and direction you need in your life. You are in no way lost, you are just a little confused. That's not a disadvantage, because you can start working on finding what it is that really gives you value in your life. This can be any kind of work.

Sit down somewhere, go into a trance, do some Void Meditation, and when you're completely relaxed, in a calm, chaos-free environment, ask yourself what it is that's really important to you. You can even keep a journal where you can easily write down your thoughts in this paradigm and reflect.

If you are serious about achieving something in life, you have to make the effort. Laziness and despair is never a good solution, I can tell you from personal experience.

You might as well start a 40-day work, combined with Runes and Affirmations. For this I recommend the Nauthiz Rune and the Isa. Awareness and purposefulness is what gives you the motivation to achieve something.

As I said, in a relaxed environment, ask yourself, what is it that deep down in your soul you desire? You will find the answer, you just have to do it and you have to want it. Once you find it, keep going until you get it. These are all things in your life that you have to face and find a solution to.

At twenty-seven you haven't lost anything, you have time. Keep up your daily Spiritual Practices, do Yoga and keep a positive mentality. These are difficult times, we need to stay strong, especially as SS. Get what you want and be happy. Often your biggest enemy is yourself, and if you outgrow yourself, you can do a lot.

So I've been doing really good with the aura. When I first started, all these thoughtforms were shooting off like a machine gun. My aura was dark and nasty. Now my aura is light, I think it's most way cleaned. I can see my chakras.

So my chakras are like nasty dirty. Like blocks of just dirt. So I did 216 Saulu into my crown last night, it was okayyy. So I did 216 Surya, I liked this better. I'm gonna do 40 days of it and move down the chakras doing the same. I've done some chakra cleaning already. They must be better, which is sad, because they were worse then.

I'm gonna try to do more into the other chakras and stuff. I am going to clean and clean for years. I'm excited to see what happens. I'm hoping to get all clean and be a different person. I want to be one of the advanced people here that can help people.

I want my mentality cleansed. To stop thinking like a jew and be uplifting to others. Wish me luck! I will become a new person!

I am glad to hear this. I wish you good luck!

 

[Black Sun Light]

You need to find what interests you and gives you the substance and direction you need in your life. You are in no way lost, you are just a little confused. That's not a disadvantage, because you can start working on finding what it is that really gives you value in your life. This can be any kind of work.

Sit down somewhere, go into a trance, do some Void Meditation, and when you're completely relaxed, in a calm, chaos-free environment, ask yourself what it is that's really important to you. You can even keep a journal where you can easily write down your thoughts in this paradigm and reflect.

If you are serious about achieving something in life, you have to make the effort. Laziness and despair is never a good solution, I can tell you from personal experience.

You might as well start a 40-day work, combined with Runes and Affirmations. For this I recommend the Nauthiz Rune and the Isa. Awareness and purposefulness is what gives you the motivation to achieve something.

As I said, in a relaxed environment, ask yourself, what is it that deep down in your soul you desire? You will find the answer, you just have to do it and you have to want it. Once you find it, keep going until you get it. These are all things in your life that you have to face and find a solution to.

At twenty-seven you haven't lost anything, you have time. Keep up your daily Spiritual Practices, do Yoga and keep a positive mentality. These are difficult times, we need to stay strong, especially as SS. Get what you want and be happy. Often your biggest enemy is yourself, and if you outgrow yourself, you can do a lot.

So I've been doing really good with the aura. When I first started, all these thoughtforms were shooting off like a machine gun. My aura was dark and nasty. Now my aura is light, I think it's most way cleaned. I can see my chakras.

So my chakras are like nasty dirty. Like blocks of just dirt. So I did 216 Saulu into my crown last night, it was okayyy. So I did 216 Surya, I liked this better. I'm gonna do 40 days of it and move down the chakras doing the same. I've done some chakra cleaning already. They must be better, which is sad, because they were worse then.

I'm gonna try to do more into the other chakras and stuff. I am going to clean and clean for years. I'm excited to see what happens. I'm hoping to get all clean and be a different person. I want to be one of the advanced people here that can help people.

I want my mentality cleansed. To stop thinking like a jew and be uplifting to others. Wish me luck! I will become a new person!

I am glad to hear this. I wish you good luck!

Thanks!

So Final RTR and Satanas charts are doing fine now. They are not over loading or anything, all positive. It just feels like nasty energy fading off of me, I did what Satan said to just fry myself with it all, and I must have burnt off some kinda jewish energy.

November I hit 1 year of 216 Surya! I am getting close. There's definitely advice I need to get from some here on how to just bring my soul to where it needs to be. Then there's just the wait period, of needing to work and come back.

Once I make it too January, I will switch when I I I count to there. So it will be all of 2022 and 2023. To make 2 years. So I'm waiting and waiting for 2024 to get here. But then I also need to clean these chakras and do other stuff. So it's gonna take a while.....

Hopefully in a few years In the future, I will be this different person and help people. Whatever the outcome, I have to try.

 

[Henu the Great]

Hopefully in a few years In the future, I will be this different person and help people. Whatever the outcome, I have to try.

Only you are stopping you from helping others. Everyone can do it in their own capacity.

 

[Black Sun Light]

Hopefully in a few years In the future, I will be this different person and help people. Whatever the outcome, I have to try.

Only you are stopping you from helping others. Everyone can do it in their own capacity.

I don't know how Henu. I get so negative sometimes. I'm trying to heal myself. I have theoretical knowledge, but I don't know how to help someone advance. I have life experience, but alot of it is cold.

I need to have a life that makes me happy, before I can encourage others positively. So the only thing I know, is to show people I am progressing. Maybe once I fix everything and am happy, that will motivate people.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Hopefully in a few years In the future, I will be this different person and help people. Whatever the outcome, I have to try.

Only you are stopping you from helping others. Everyone can do it in their own capacity.

I don't know how Henu. I get so negative sometimes. I'm trying to heal myself. I have theoretical knowledge, but I don't know how to help someone advance. I have life experience, but alot of it is cold.

I need to have a life that makes me happy, before I can encourage others positively. So the only thing I know, is to show people I am progressing. Maybe once I fix everything and am happy, that will motivate people.

I agree with Henu. Think about everyday help, you can always do that. For example, I read about traditional Chinese medicine here on the forum. I looked for a TCM doctor in the area for a man I care about, and a vet for his cat who specializes in acupuncture and other holistic methods. Or for example I found catinfo.org also here on the forum and translated several articles from the website into Hungarian. I can use the information for the benefit of my cat and can give tips to others. I also translated Lydia's article on yoga, so I can help those who want to understand what yoga is all about. Stb.

I have managed to introduce someone to spiritual Satanism and he is already SS, he has done his own initiation. You don't have to work miracles to help others.