chayce.martin
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- Nov 17, 2003
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I normally despise asking for assistance from anyone, be it friends, family, or the gods. But I really need help, thoughts of suicide and hurting myself keep going into my head (I would never do it though). I believe the enemy is taking advantage of my current situation, I have tried and continue to try doing auras of protection, but nothing is permanent.
The story goes like this: I had dated, fallen hopelessly in love with, and given my entire being to this woman for 2 years of my life. We broke up this most recent June and I was doing alright, not my old happy joyous self, buy alright. Then, 4 days ago, I find out she is already fucking someone else are her summer camp and it cut me so deep. That is when all these horribly depressing thoughts started. I asked the gods for help and they helped for a day, I did the aura plot protection and some cleaning, but the feelings of hopelessness and pain came back. I am asking as a brother, human, friend, and above all a person in need for some insight on what to do. I'll even start begging if I have to, I'm so fucking tired of the same "pit-feeling" in my solar plexus. Please, I request guidance.
The story goes like this: I had dated, fallen hopelessly in love with, and given my entire being to this woman for 2 years of my life. We broke up this most recent June and I was doing alright, not my old happy joyous self, buy alright. Then, 4 days ago, I find out she is already fucking someone else are her summer camp and it cut me so deep. That is when all these horribly depressing thoughts started. I asked the gods for help and they helped for a day, I did the aura plot protection and some cleaning, but the feelings of hopelessness and pain came back. I am asking as a brother, human, friend, and above all a person in need for some insight on what to do. I'll even start begging if I have to, I'm so fucking tired of the same "pit-feeling" in my solar plexus. Please, I request guidance.