MercuryWisdom
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It will get better for you.Wildfire said:Hahah, something to help me cope with a huge fail I just had with life...thanks for this one
It will get better for you.Wildfire said:Hahah, something to help me cope with a huge fail I just had with life...thanks for this one
Corax 4 Dracon said:Do we have to do these rituals at night?
Hail Astarte!Corax 4 Dracon said:
Andrejuška said:I skipped it yesterday, can I make Astarte's ritual tonight along with Azazel's?
Corax 4 Dracon said:Corax 4 Dracon said:Do we have to do these rituals at night?
I posted this after looking at Astarte's ritual only, my bad!
Hail Astarte!
Hail Azazel!
Wildfire said:Hahah, something to help me cope with a huge fail I just had with life...thanks for this one
sshivafr said:It is a very nice idea to do the authority rituals of the Four Crowned now.
I really enjoy doing them and I can't wait to do the Father Satan one tomorrow. But, I am still very intimidated when I have to do Lord Baalzebub's though. I don't know why.
Happy late diwali Brothers and Sisters
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:sshivafr said:It is a very nice idea to do the authority rituals of the Four Crowned now.
I really enjoy doing them and I can't wait to do the Father Satan one tomorrow. But, I am still very intimidated when I have to do Lord Baalzebub's though. I don't know why.
Happy late diwali Brothers and Sisters
He is most certainly intimidating, and what you refer to as a feeling here is called in Ancient Greek as "Deos" which means an exuberant respect out of the power of a being. That is not a bad emotion, it's related to respect. I feel great and similar emotions about Lord Beelzebul as words cannot describe my admiration, love and so on.
We do not always just feel lovely emotions. The reasons about this can be also internal and emotional.
Edward Lonsa said:HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:sshivafr said:It is a very nice idea to do the authority rituals of the Four Crowned now.
I really enjoy doing them and I can't wait to do the Father Satan one tomorrow. But, I am still very intimidated when I have to do Lord Baalzebub's though. I don't know why.
Happy late diwali Brothers and Sisters
He is most certainly intimidating, and what you refer to as a feeling here is called in Ancient Greek as "Deos" which means an exuberant respect out of the power of a being. That is not a bad emotion, it's related to respect. I feel great and similar emotions about Lord Beelzebul as words cannot describe my admiration, love and so on.
We do not always just feel lovely emotions. The reasons about this can be also internal and emotional.
And I feel "intimidation" with anyone but this God. Maybe I am just a worst medium and can't sense anything, but what I do sense is so great so absolutely overwhelming desire to be with this God. So deep tearing desire to have his energies around, such a happiness in the presence of these energies. To tear from the prison of 3-dimentional world to run to this God (actually his energies feel like freeing from ties and that he is a Lord of Freedom Herself). Such an overwhelming desire to do his ritual more and more. Feeling protected, freedoms and rights guarantied, sexual life freed, soul freed, abrahamic prison broke etc. - things that are wanted the most.
I remember you said that man does not cry but on the wedding of his best friend. I felt like crying of extreme joy and relief when doing this God's ritual. As if my energies were long trapped and now they broke free.
Strangely but this exactly God makes me feel first time in my life FREED from all and any intimidation, fear, feeling POW, being afraid to pay for being a Satanist in the world of inquisition and jihad etc. Feeling that there is a real Man real Samurai there to stand up and beat down the enemy from whom all fears come. This is the energy of the Swords Tarot and all Martial Arts and Samuraihood of the East. All that is so loved, so desired and so lacking. And most and foremost the energy of the Air and Freedom, the Flight, the fast energy flow.
Actually it is very much like the gravitation the Alpha Male has on a female: she does not feel "intimidated" by his Power instead she feels relieved by it and first time in her life actually LIBERATED, because he broke free from the little ego prison and with him she does not have to eternally humiliate herself to serve anyone's little ego anymore. This is incredible healing feeling that there is someone around you with whom you can be really free.
I can spend eternity with these energies and nowhere and with no one I feel more at home than with this God. With his ritual I feel like returning home worn out by most tiring journey or like waking up from a nightmare. Imagine in what debt I feel before you for making his ritual. I really can't fight with the desire to do it more and more and more - till the ends of times.
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:Edward Lonsa said:
I can spend eternity with these energies and nowhere and with no one I feel more at home than with this God.
Beelzebul is my Guardian...
I did not make this drawing and I did not make the drawing I linked,just I shared it.NitrateOsfatate666 said:88HungarianSatanicWarrior666 said:Hail Astarte!Corax 4 Dracon said:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=373017#p373017
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=374406#p374406
Nice drawing of the Ritual of Power!!! I really like it
I knew and felt this so much.HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:...
Beelzebul is my Guardian......
Yes.Edward Lonsa said:HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:Edward Lonsa said:I can spend eternity with these energies and nowhere and with no one I feel more at home than with this God.
Beelzebul is my Guardian...
You are the most lucky and blessed then.
mercury_wisdom said:It will get better for you.Wildfire said:Hahah, something to help me cope with a huge fail I just had with life...thanks for this one
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:sshivafr said:It is a very nice idea to do the authority rituals of the Four Crowned now.
I really enjoy doing them and I can't wait to do the Father Satan one tomorrow. But, I am still very intimidated when I have to do Lord Baalzebub's though. I don't know why.
Happy late diwali Brothers and Sisters
He is most certainly intimidating, and what you refer to as a feeling here is called in Ancient Greek as "Deos" which means an exuberant respect out of the power of a being. That is not a bad emotion, it's related to respect. I feel great and similar emotions about Lord Beelzebul as words cannot describe my admiration, love and so on.
We do not always just feel lovely emotions. The reasons about this can be also internal and emotional.
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:He is most certainly intimidating, and what you refer to as a feeling here is called in Ancient Greek as "Deos" which means an exuberant respect out of the power of a being. That is not a bad emotion, it's related to respect. I feel great and similar emotions about Lord Beelzebul as words cannot describe my admiration, love and so on.
We do not always just feel lovely emotions. The reasons about this can be also internal and emotional.
I'm very glad,that you like it.NitrateOsfatate666 said:88HungarianSatanicWarrior666 said:I did not make this drawing and I did not make the drawing I linked,just I shared it.NitrateOsfatate666 said:Nice drawing of the Ritual of Power!!! I really like it
Either way, it is very good and I like it
Hail Satan.
NitrateOsfatate666 said:Nice drawing of the Ritual of Power!!! I really like it
NitrateOsfatate666 said:By the way where did you get that picture that you use in your signature, I like it. It is very interesting.
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:Edward Lonsa said:HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:He is most certainly intimidating, and what you refer to as a feeling here is called in Ancient Greek as "Deos" which means an exuberant respect out of the power of a being. That is not a bad emotion, it's related to respect. I feel great and similar emotions about Lord Beelzebul as words cannot describe my admiration, love and so on.
We do not always just feel lovely emotions. The reasons about this can be also internal and emotional.
And I feel "intimidation" with anyone but this God. Maybe I am just a worst medium and can't sense anything, but what I do sense is so great so absolutely overwhelming desire to be with this God. So deep tearing desire to have his energies around, such a happiness in the presence of these energies. To tear from the prison of 3-dimentional world to run to this God (actually his energies feel like freeing from ties and that he is a Lord of Freedom Herself). Such an overwhelming desire to do his ritual more and more. Feeling protected, freedoms and rights guarantied, sexual life freed, soul freed, abrahamic prison broke etc. - things that are wanted the most.
I remember you said that man does not cry but on the wedding of his best friend. I felt like crying of extreme joy and relief when doing this God's ritual. As if my energies were long trapped and now they broke free.
Strangely but this exactly God makes me feel first time in my life FREED from all and any intimidation, fear, feeling POW, being afraid to pay for being a Satanist in the world of inquisition and jihad etc. Feeling that there is a real Man real Samurai there to stand up and beat down the enemy from whom all fears come. This is the energy of the Swords Tarot and all Martial Arts and Samuraihood of the East. All that is so loved, so desired and so lacking. And most and foremost the energy of the Air and Freedom, the Flight, the fast energy flow.
Actually it is very much like the gravitation the Alpha Male has on a female: she does not feel "intimidated" by his Power instead she feels relieved by it and first time in her life actually LIBERATED, because he broke free from the little ego prison and with him she does not have to eternally humiliate herself to serve anyone's little ego anymore. This is incredible healing feeling that there is someone around you with whom you can be really free.
I can spend eternity with these energies and nowhere and with no one I feel more at home than with this God. With his ritual I feel like returning home worn out by most tiring journey or like waking up from a nightmare. Imagine in what debt I feel before you for making his ritual. I really can't fight with the desire to do it more and more and more - till the ends of times.
What one feels is individual, but certainly all of us can relate here. What you describe is a perfectly viable experience.
Beelzebul is my Guardian and there are no words to describe this. Words would fail even if I tried to describe. I just explained in my other reply, that this is how it goes.
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan