Saturn is destroying my life...

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Both she and I have strong transits of Venus/Saturn and Saturn/Venus that are destroying the relationship. Before these transits it was the most beautiful relationship I had had in my life and I was truly happy and loved, she too with all my heart. Now the relationship has been ruined on both sides with the arrival of these transits. I swear it was something so beautiful, I have never had something so beautiful in my life, everything ruined with these transits which turned out to be very long.

Please, I ask you please, I really need to know if once these transits are over (in mid-September we will no longer have either of them) everything will return to how it was before. I would suffer less with the knowledge that bad luck is only temporary and soon everything will go back to the way it was at the beginning, I really miss those days. I also cry often. Sorry if I opened my heart in this topic, but Saturn really is terrible.

The only good thing about this Saturn is that through suffering it taught me that I have to take care of myself, but the rest is really only suffering for me and I have never been so bad in my life. I'll just tell you that I've never been able to cry, the only times I cry spontaneously are when I see animals or children feeling bad or being mistreated, but in this period I'm crying often and it's something that has never happened to me.

All I'm doing now is continuing to meditate, honor the Gods, strive to grow, and use spells to try to heal my life where I can.

Sorry for this topic, I hate playing the victim, don't take these words of mine for those of a sick idiot please, I hate showing myself so weak, just take them as a fact. It's a fact what I wrote to you, it transcends my emotions about it... thank you!

The reason why I suffer is that I never had "the good life", since I was little I was psychologically and physically abused in every way in every place I was, at home, at school, even when I went out strangers stopped me to laugh at me . Many people attacked me in different ways that I didn't deserve, and I always had to fight to defend myself and survive. For once I had something beautiful in my life that really made me happy, that too is disappearing... it takes very little for me to be happy, even someone who smiles at me and loves me. It doesn't take much for me because I haven't really had anything in my life and therefore I appreciate the value of small gestures. For once someone loved me and didn't attack me, hate me and abuse me, it ends like this? Please tell me if, at the end of these transits, things will return to how they were before... I simply saw what happiness looks like and now I want more. And as I write that I want more, there is some trauma inside me that makes me think: "you don't even deserve it, how dare you ask to be happy?"

Finally I would like to thank Father Satan, when I came to Satanism I did it with the idea that I wanted to learn true spirituality to be strong and I wanted a true Father. I didn't come to Satanism with the idea that "Satan would then give me the good life" like many do. If it weren't for Satan today, I probably wouldn't have the one thing that allows me to survive all this crap of adversity: spiritual strength and hope. Knowledge of my skills and how to apply them. Thank you Father Satan!

 

[AFODO]

The things that it left might not disappear just by itself instantly, but you should be able to solve your relationship. It depends on what it left, there could be permanent changes but you can still have a good relationship just like before.

 

[Hs666]

...

Saturn does not "destroy" anything, it structures and teaches where necessary. Then it depends on the situation.

Transits on one's Venus I call "trial periods," where Saturn tests the stability of the couple, through moments of difficulty. This is also necessary.

Without this it is not possible to "weld" a relationship.

In all the cases I have seen, during this transit the relationship had some difficulties, all the couples in which one or both of them were in a relationship without a real "desire," "will," thus "superficially," ended with this transit.

And some cases, I have seen, really "welded" couples, who have passed this transit, and the couple has only gained on their relationship. After this transit, some things are put in order, and the relationship "takes a step forward."

I have seen couples who have overcome the transit of Uranus on Venus, which is even worse than Saturn.

"Problems" are part of life, thinking that everything will always go smoothly, or everything you plan will always go as planned, you will have bad surprises.

Keep moving forward, and stay close to the gods.

 

[Imhotep]

First of all, I would like to thank you for your relentless openness.

With your history, it is absolutely understandable that you long for real love and true feelings of affection. Somehow I know this because I have also been through a lot of suffering. You quickly tend to project your longing feelings of security and acceptance into another person who responds lovingly to you. I experienced something like this twice and twice the relationship had to be taken away from me. Once through illness and then through death. That left me feeling completely depressed at times. But then I experienced Saturn in its full splendour and realized what he was trying to tell me: first come to yourself. Know yourself and don't lose yourself in dependence on other people or things. They are all important in their own time, but the most important thing for you is yourself. Recognize what you are here for and what your true purpose in life is. Stay true to yourself and recognize how you were created.

So I have to agree with HS666. Saturn provides tremendous structure. It grounds you and brings you back to reality when you threaten to take off. However, this bringing back to reality can seem like a harsh punishment to some if you run through life headlessly or without a plan and only lose yourself in your feelings. I myself have always experienced Saturn, when I have accepted its severity, as something very challenging and supportive. He has made me stronger, livelier, more focused and more down-to-earth. And, of course, successful in life. He literally freed me from the castles in the air and subjected me to really tough tests. Through him, I have learned to face life's challenges openly and honestly, to take every adversity as an opportunity to grow internally. As a result, I have mastered my studies in chemistry, medicine and pharmacy just as excellently. But I don't want to reveal any more. I was born under Saturn and Saturn gave me a clear view of reality. Ultimately, he uncovered my true core and led me to the realization that I, not the person, am immortal as a true being. So I don't have to be afraid of death either. I no longer fear it either, since I know who I really am.

If you are prepared to accept its life-changing power and energy, i.e. if you agree with it, then it may also strengthen your relationship with your girlfriend. You will then perceive the relationship from a completely new perspective and not let yourself be carried away by the rush of emotions alone. You will then realize whether the relationship is sustainable and whether it is the right one for you at all. You will become more independent and no longer allow yourself to be carried here and there by every wind. The relationship may have been so wonderful for you before because you could simply lose yourself in the soothing feelings of your girlfriend despite the suffering you've been through. But ultimately, as strange as it may sound, you will only allow yourself to be driven back into a kind of abuse of yourself. You will distance yourself from your true self and not realize that all true happiness and all true joy are already within you and with you. You, true human being, not the person, as I would like to put it, were created so divine and immortal by Father Satan. The divine seed is in you. Father Satan, also in the form of Saturn, wants to make this germ grow, or as the Latin says: per aspera ad astra - through the roughness to the stars, if you understand what I mean by that.

I hope you can do something with these lines. In no way do I intend to hurt you with these lines. May Lucifer shine a light in you.


Hail Satan!

Hail Lucifer!

Hail Lucifius Focalor!

 

[fuoco blu 666]

To deal with the negative transits of Saturn and sublimate them, it is highly recommended and sensible to keep your energies high: daily breathing of fire, purifying solar mantras, using the purification sabbath to accelerate the elimination of negative karma.

Healing runes can also help because they eliminate the depression that is given by your planetary transit.

Saturn retrograde can intensify negativity and manifest the evil seeds of karma in the chakras.

I would focus on purifying the chakra governed by the planet affected by Saturn.

Saturn on Venus can complicate love and social relationships, reduce money income, make you feel unlovable, you should also look at which house Saturn forms the transit to get more information

 

[SSinister_613]

RTRS EVERYDAY ARE THE KEYS THAT WILL ELEVATE YOUR'E ENERGY AND DO NOT LET FALL YOU IN DEPRESSION OR SADNESS
HAIL AZAZEL THAT TEACH THIS RTR'S TO THE CHILDREEN OF JOY OF SATAN
-The Gates of Satan have permanently opened wide.

 

[Onbael_]

If you love eachother you should try to understand eachother and have patience.

The transit is temporal, and can teach you something. When you toghether will overcome this, you will be more strong.

About abuses, Lord Satanas want us to stand up for ourselves, be strong and proud. As an SS no one shouldn't insulte you. Not everybody is worth your time, so just cut them off.

If even your partner will become abusive, here I talk about serious things such as violence, betrayal and the like, you should cut her off too, but I hope that this is not the case.

Just get closer to the Gods, heal yourself from traumas, and keep yourself clean and protected.

Good luck!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Both she and I have strong transits of Venus/Saturn and Saturn/Venus that are destroying the relationship. Before these transits it was the most beautiful relationship I had had in my life and I was truly happy and loved, she too with all my heart. Now the relationship has been ruined on both sides with the arrival of these transits. I swear it was something so beautiful, I have never had something so beautiful in my life, everything ruined with these transits which turned out to be very long.

Please, I ask you please, I really need to know if once these transits are over (in mid-September we will no longer have either of them) everything will return to how it was before. I would suffer less with the knowledge that bad luck is only temporary and soon everything will go back to the way it was at the beginning, I really miss those days. I also cry often. Sorry if I opened my heart in this topic, but Saturn really is terrible.

The only good thing about this Saturn is that through suffering it taught me that I have to take care of myself, but the rest is really only suffering for me and I have never been so bad in my life. I'll just tell you that I've never been able to cry, the only times I cry spontaneously are when I see animals or children feeling bad or being mistreated, but in this period I'm crying often and it's something that has never happened to me.

All I'm doing now is continuing to meditate, honor the Gods, strive to grow, and use spells to try to heal my life where I can.

Sorry for this topic, I hate playing the victim, don't take these words of mine for those of a sick idiot please, I hate showing myself so weak, just take them as a fact. It's a fact what I wrote to you, it transcends my emotions about it... thank you!

The reason why I suffer is that I never had "the good life", since I was little I was psychologically and physically abused in every way in every place I was, at home, at school, even when I went out strangers stopped me to laugh at me . Many people attacked me in different ways that I didn't deserve, and I always had to fight to defend myself and survive. For once I had something beautiful in my life that really made me happy, that too is disappearing... it takes very little for me to be happy, even someone who smiles at me and loves me. It doesn't take much for me because I haven't really had anything in my life and therefore I appreciate the value of small gestures. For once someone loved me and didn't attack me, hate me and abuse me, it ends like this? Please tell me if, at the end of these transits, things will return to how they were before... I simply saw what happiness looks like and now I want more. And as I write that I want more, there is some trauma inside me that makes me think: "you don't even deserve it, how dare you ask to be happy?"

Finally I would like to thank Father Satan, when I came to Satanism I did it with the idea that I wanted to learn true spirituality to be strong and I wanted a true Father. I didn't come to Satanism with the idea that "Satan would then give me the good life" like many do. If it weren't for Satan today, I probably wouldn't have the one thing that allows me to survive all this crap of adversity: spiritual strength and hope. Knowledge of my skills and how to apply them. Thank you Father Satan!

I know this thread is old.

But I’m going through the exact same thing and words wow, it’s funny how life can be so similar for different people.

I’m coping by becoming the best version of myself and I’m making breakthroughs.

But I still miss my person and feeling so guilty for all the mistakes I did that I’m now realizing so powerfully was so wrong because I’m fixing it all.

Did it ever workout between you two afterwards?

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Saturn does not "destroy" anything, it structures and teaches where necessary. Then it depends on the situation.

Transits on one's Venus I call "trial periods," where Saturn tests the stability of the couple, through moments of difficulty. This is also necessary.

Without this it is not possible to "weld" a relationship.

In all the cases I have seen, during this transit the relationship had some difficulties, all the couples in which one or both of them were in a relationship without a real "desire," "will," thus "superficially," ended with this transit.

And some cases, I have seen, really "welded" couples, who have passed this transit, and the couple has only gained on their relationship. After this transit, some things are put in order, and the relationship "takes a step forward."

I have seen couples who have overcome the transit of Uranus on Venus, which is even worse than Saturn.

"Problems" are part of life, thinking that everything will always go smoothly, or everything you plan will always go as planned, you will have bad surprises.

Keep moving forward, and stay close to the gods.

Brother can you contact me? I want to ask something regarding Uranus.

 

[Edward Lonsa]

Both she and I have strong transits of Venus/Saturn and Saturn/Venus that are destroying the relationship. Before these transits it was the most beautiful relationship I had had in my life and I was truly happy and loved, she too with all my heart. Now the relationship has been ruined on both sides with the arrival of these transits. I swear it was something so beautiful, I have never had something so beautiful in my life, everything ruined with these transits which turned out to be very long.

Please, I ask you please, I really need to know if once these transits are over (in mid-September we will no longer have either of them) everything will return to how it was before. I would suffer less with the knowledge that bad luck is only temporary and soon everything will go back to the way it was at the beginning, I really miss those days. I also cry often. Sorry if I opened my heart in this topic, but Saturn really is terrible.

The only good thing about this Saturn is that through suffering it taught me that I have to take care of myself, but the rest is really only suffering for me and I have never been so bad in my life. I'll just tell you that I've never been able to cry, the only times I cry spontaneously are when I see animals or children feeling bad or being mistreated, but in this period I'm crying often and it's something that has never happened to me.

All I'm doing now is continuing to meditate, honor the Gods, strive to grow, and use spells to try to heal my life where I can.

Sorry for this topic, I hate playing the victim, don't take these words of mine for those of a sick idiot please, I hate showing myself so weak, just take them as a fact. It's a fact what I wrote to you, it transcends my emotions about it... thank you!

The reason why I suffer is that I never had "the good life", since I was little I was psychologically and physically abused in every way in every place I was, at home, at school, even when I went out strangers stopped me to laugh at me . Many people attacked me in different ways that I didn't deserve, and I always had to fight to defend myself and survive. For once I had something beautiful in my life that really made me happy, that too is disappearing... it takes very little for me to be happy, even someone who smiles at me and loves me. It doesn't take much for me because I haven't really had anything in my life and therefore I appreciate the value of small gestures. For once someone loved me and didn't attack me, hate me and abuse me, it ends like this? Please tell me if, at the end of these transits, things will return to how they were before... I simply saw what happiness looks like and now I want more. And as I write that I want more, there is some trauma inside me that makes me think: "you don't even deserve it, how dare you ask to be happy?"

Finally I would like to thank Father Satan, when I came to Satanism I did it with the idea that I wanted to learn true spirituality to be strong and I wanted a true Father. I didn't come to Satanism with the idea that "Satan would then give me the good life" like many do. If it weren't for Satan today, I probably wouldn't have the one thing that allows me to survive all this crap of adversity: spiritual strength and hope. Knowledge of my skills and how to apply them. Thank you Father Satan!

Greetings, Brother!

Sorry, I as usual saw everything too late. I really don't think I can help this late. Unfortunately on your last question answer is no, after such thing as you describe nothing is going to be as it was before if it already changed during transit. If it did not - then maybe, but not in the case you describe when it already changed or triggered something. It will be never the completely same again because it is designed by Nature to transform. But it can transform int something better and deeper - this depends upon the individual.

I was there and I know how Saturn transit to Venus works a bit. Usually it destroys to peaces everything that was even slightly not real. Saturn is eye-opener. Usually it mostly severely punishes those who does not care with whom and where they hang, sleep etc. such people and those drove into relations by lower ego. Saturn hates them and destroys completely as he represents seriousness, responsibility and 100% Godly purity of intentions.

If relationship are even slightly like the above mentioned crap or rosy spectacles were present it will drop them by force. This is a planet of all rude awakenings to reality. To the wife of alcoholic and drug abuser thinking that he is a prince it will show bluntly who he is. Saturn is the one, who shows the true colors.

So the only relationship that will stand in Saturn transit are Godly ones - those with Gods, Clergy, those you worship with eternal heavenly love of a disciple, those you love 100% without lower ego crap but of highest worship and most loyal service. All mgtow/feminist/andrapoda shit will be wiped clean. No lower ego relations will stand - all will be turned to dust. If there were any non-Temple type of emotions, not enough pure and holly, all will be nuked. Because it is a job of Saturn to nuke and wipe clean all that is not eternal and godly. This is why it represents mortality and entropy law. This energy that kills everything except a God.

Answer to this is just keep the energies of the relationships you do not want to loose most high (or if they are unworthy - just drop them by your own free will and do not regret). Saturn - Venus is of highest art and highest beauty, highest love and highest self sacrifice for greatest love in the world. All that is not worthy of such or not at a level of such it wipes. Dante and Beatrice, Petrarka and Laura. I don't remember who exactly but one of these women rejected the man. Saturn-Venus is traditionally well-known aspect of unanswered love and broken heart. As a result this man deified her and dedicated all his creativity to this her heavenly aspect, to his dream that extended further than her lower earthling self. This is brilliant sublimation of this aspect. Any artist that draw only highest self of his crush ignoring their lower aspect, and just follow only holly part, they sublimate it and follow the right path.

Turn to Venus highest octaves: Godly eternal beauty, draw it, sing it, follow it alone. Find a Goddess or a true Beauty that would also be looking only for holly idealistic union. If your current one is like this, if she is not andrapoda, then follow her and be patient - real love is strong on patience. Forget about lower aspects of the world and of yourself, they are unworthy of attention and to be destroyed by a nuke.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

If your current one is like this, if she is not andrapoda, then follow her and be patient

Should I find out for myself? I'm not a third-level God, how am I supposed to know such a thing? How am I supposed to find out?

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Dante and Beatrice, Petrarka and Laura.

Wait, never mind, I'll do it myself.

 

[NetemPtah]

Should I find out for myself? I'm not a third-level God, how am I supposed to know such a thing? How am I supposed to find out?

Observe if your values are properly aligned.
This is a general aspects one needs to observe, when evaluating relationships and friendships. Sometimes people are good on both sides, but their values are not aligned. So they shouldn't be together.
Values are not necessarily morals, but tendencies you live by, that you don't want to never. For example one likes to party - it is a natural tendency, a value -, and the other one hates it.
A Christian and a Satanist.
One is obsessed with order, the other one no.
One loves luxury items, the other one considers them a total waste.
One needs to honestly answer himself to the question "I'd be okay with this?"
If you are not, do not think that you will change this person. Discuss about it, see if the person is interested in changing in that area.
Do not tell them it triggers you until you see their honest opinion and approach.

I am not trying to replace Edwards Lonsa's reply here, as I myself am really interested in it.

 

[NetemPtah]

don't want to never

change, instead of never

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

andrapoda

Uh, okay, thank you. Really.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Greetings, Brother!

Sorry, I as usual saw everything too late. I really don't think I can help this late. Unfortunately on your last question answer is no, after such thing as you describe nothing is going to be as it was before if it already changed during transit. If it did not - then maybe, but not in the case you describe when it already changed or triggered something. It will be never the completely same again because it is designed by Nature to transform. But it can transform int something better and deeper - this depends upon the individual.

I was there and I know how Saturn transit to Venus works a bit. Usually it destroys to peaces everything that was even slightly not real. Saturn is eye-opener. Usually it mostly severely punishes those who does not care with whom and where they hang, sleep etc. such people and those drove into relations by lower ego. Saturn hates them and destroys completely as he represents seriousness, responsibility and 100% Godly purity of intentions.

If relationship are even slightly like the above mentioned crap or rosy spectacles were present it will drop them by force. This is a planet of all rude awakenings to reality. To the wife of alcoholic and drug abuser thinking that he is a prince it will show bluntly who he is. Saturn is the one, who shows the true colors.

So the only relationship that will stand in Saturn transit are Godly ones - those with Gods, Clergy, those you worship with eternal heavenly love of a disciple, those you love 100% without lower ego crap but of highest worship and most loyal service. All mgtow/feminist/andrapoda shit will be wiped clean. No lower ego relations will stand - all will be turned to dust. If there were any non-Temple type of emotions, not enough pure and holly, all will be nuked. Because it is a job of Saturn to nuke and wipe clean all that is not eternal and godly. This is why it represents mortality and entropy law. This energy that kills everything except a God.

Answer to this is just keep the energies of the relationships you do not want to loose most high (or if they are unworthy - just drop them by your own free will and do not regret). Saturn - Venus is of highest art and highest beauty, highest love and highest self sacrifice for greatest love in the world. All that is not worthy of such or not at a level of such it wipes. Dante and Beatrice, Petrarka and Laura. I don't remember who exactly but one of these women rejected the man. Saturn-Venus is traditionally well-known aspect of unanswered love and broken heart. As a result this man deified her and dedicated all his creativity to this her heavenly aspect, to his dream that extended further than her lower earthling self. This is brilliant sublimation of this aspect. Any artist that draw only highest self of his crush ignoring their lower aspect, and just follow only holly part, they sublimate it and follow the right path.

Turn to Venus highest octaves: Godly eternal beauty, draw it, sing it, follow it alone. Find a Goddess or a true Beauty that would also be looking only for holly idealistic union. If your current one is like this, if she is not andrapoda, then follow her and be patient - real love is strong on patience. Forget about lower aspects of the world and of yourself, they are unworthy of attention and to be destroyed by a nuke.

Thank you for your contributions as always brother.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Godly

Hmm

 

[HadesWithin666]

Both she and I have strong transits of Venus/Saturn and Saturn/Venus that are destroying the relationship. Before these transits it was the most beautiful relationship I had had in my life and I was truly happy and loved, she too with all my heart. Now the relationship has been ruined on both sides with the arrival of these transits. I swear it was something so beautiful, I have never had something so beautiful in my life, everything ruined with these transits which turned out to be very long.

I will be as honest , sincere and share some truths at least from my personal life, with everyone here. I belive this is a great oportunity to do so and needed.

I have read in full and patiently everything you've said. Myself at the age of 18 (the story has more conections and more to be said) , but at that age I was forced out of the house I was born In, so abandoned and thrown away , I was in a beatiful relationship, its been years and still cuts deep within my soul, but I was forced to leave even my natal country and start new somewhere else , which I did with a black heart. Now , back then I was not as skilled as I am nowdays with Astrology , my point is, regardless, somethings are meant to happen , and they happen in many ways.

In life, some things are meant to be accepted and moved on, not everything can be fixed or healed , accepting and understanding the Saturn and it's wisdom, at the end of one's road, there's always something that He will always stand to gain and this is due to the Laws of the Universe, somethings are making us Stronger or it can destroy us.

In my relationships , even without a transit, I , Myself , do create circumstances and barriers in a way , to test " How long and what will that X person do now?" .

For instance, most of my relationships were with me just because of the wealth and other things which were in their benefit but not for my true self and what life is that then? Siting next to somebody which you knew she would run the secound the problems and hardship occurs.

Please, I ask you please, I really need to know if once these transits are over (in mid-September we will no longer have either of them) everything will return to how it was before. I would suffer less with the knowledge that bad luck is only temporary and soon everything will go back to the way it was at the beginning, I really miss those days. I also cry often. Sorry if I opened my heart in this topic, but Saturn really is terrible.

It wouldn't matter , this is not how one deals and plays the game of life, regardless if it ends in 3 days or 2 months they will always appear in everyone's life, them astrological influences, us as beings for now are tiny things comparing to a literal Planet, the Gods, are beyond Planets.

The only good thing about this Saturn is that through suffering it taught me that I have to take care of myself, but the rest is really only suffering for me and I have never been so bad in my life. I'll just tell you that I've never been able to cry, the only times I cry spontaneously are when I see animals or children feeling bad or being mistreated, but in this period I'm crying often and it's something that has never happened to me.

Since birth from 0-18 before I been thrown away from the house I have been born, in those 18 years of literal loliness and suffering and etc, Imagine just that I was a kid of age 13 and it was summer and everyone has had their nice time on the beaches with family and I was simply somehow making it trough the day, I had to think, how can I produce for myself? I do have some Capricorn/Saturnian influence and I'm not saying that everyone should do so but myself I always been very though with my own self, I was crying and mocked by literally everyone, for not being enough for not having enough.

Then one day, on a table for the whatever 5th summer , I simply smashed my table with my first and bursted like a berseker and I was literally screaming ( ENOUGH!!!! ) and from that very moment , my life has changed, the way I wanted it to be but always rememeber , we do not really always get what we want from life but what better option there is then trying instead of just stagnating?

All I'm doing now is continuing to meditate, honor the Gods, strive to grow, and use spells to try to heal my life where I can.

Best way foward but be open to more other things, be open minded, those spells will also manifest in ways that will lead you towards what you need for healing so that could also include phycology books.

Sorry for this topic, I hate playing the victim, don't take these words of mine for those of a sick idiot please, I hate showing myself so weak, just take them as a fact. It's a fact what I wrote to you, it transcends my emotions about it... thank you!

Who the fuck cares whoever thinks in such a special matter. This is a healthy approch and regardless of how strong and though somebody thinks he is, EVERYONE, life and karma have a way of playing, whoever thinks this is funny or whatever else bullshit, don't worry, Saturn is everyone's back.

The reason why I suffer is that I never had "the good life"

Well, me neither Brother but what's to be done now? It passed, we can't bring it back, we have the chance and opportunity to have the life we wanted NOW.

even when I went out strangers stopped me to laugh at me . Many people attacked me in different ways that I didn't deserve, and I always had to fight to defend myself and survive.

Because I was a single child without parents and nobody to guide me in life, provide for me, teach me and so on, everyone was mocking and laughing at my missfortune , at first and for a while it's normal to fight for your self especially when bullyed but im telling you 99% of the cases is irrelevant, do not let others affect you , who you are and what you can do!

I didn't come to Satanism with the idea that "Satan would then give me the good life" like many do.

Satan came to me in the last moment where I have been giving up on actual life itself due to the fact I had strong enemies upon my asses at that time , He, beside the fact that He did helped me 100% but He literally gave me a chance not to just live but also become more powerful and FREE.

Should I find out for myself? I'm not a third-level God, how am I supposed to know such a thing? How am I supposed to find out?

There's many ways to find things if one looks deep enough and wants much enough.

 

[HadesWithin666]

Also, yes , what you've said is true, Saturn makes one thougher, when I had all the resources I literally could dream for, trust me, I still was "unhappy" with a poker face but its surely better having resources then not to have.

Today, if I end up on the streets with 0 help, I will make it until 100yo , easy

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

There's many ways

What you wrote is very long and you did well to write it. If you want to do these reflections you can do them freely in prayer to your Guardian.

You don't necessarily have to hear an answer from him. Even without it your connection with God will increase and you will have analyzed and reflected on an aspect of yourself in the presence of a God.

Many people outside the Temple of Zeus do this on their own and perceive the same number of answers that you might perceive. But they have not addressed themselves before a God. So they will miss this connection with the Higher Beings that will lead him to advance.

The reason humanity is in the decay is because everything that could connect it with the Gods such as for example temples or statues has been destroyed. If humans remain without the Gods they will just die because their souls come directly from God. Pray to your Guardian.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

sublimate

Hmm that word.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

women rejected the man

What a sign of her.

deified her

This may be noble in one sense.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

If humans remain without the Gods they will just die

Uh okay I understood something (maybe?)

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

is it normal that once the heat reaches the top of the head it seems to take a backward path?

It is not so easy by the way.

 

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artist

Is that a right reference?

sleep

Hmm yes, useless sexual urgency

 

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remain

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