Satora
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- Jan 22, 2025
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I was raised Christian, heavily, and my grandmother claims vehemently to have saw Christ when she was a child. He was a light body of immense brightness. I've always believed in Christ. Even as I became disillusioned with first the church, the goverment, the world, learned about higher powers, Christ to me was always the exception. How could he be faked? All this history of him supposedly. Even he if descended straight from Judah, which just makes it worse, they at least all rejected him. My point is I guess that I'm a coward. The more and more I read and research, the more it dawns on me these people rule the world and can tell me whatever the fuck they want, worse they work with forces beyond our comprehension to do so, and after reading this website I've been convinced. The Albert Pike quote "Satan is God" always struck me as so odd, how in the world could he say that? After reading all of this, it makes sense the enemy of Satan would teach his children he was evil.
So here I am, after discovering and reading this website, mulling over what's left of my faith crumbling in my bed. I feel lost, and ask myself in my head "Who wants me? Where do I belong?" I'm shocked to hear a response. "I want you." I immediately respond, asking who said that, and the voice responded to me again. "Satan." The voice was noticeably deep, but also quiet as a whisper. What's more I even got another sign when I asked quietly in my head "God something something I forget" and suddenly right as I did I received a text saying "Imposter." Like Satan was telling me there was an imposter impersonating god.
It's hard. I feel cowardly, like I found the answer but a lifetime of conditioning keeps me locked in fear of reaching out to my father. Other-wordly forces have been giving me signs lately. It started with a vision of me sitting in the grass watching a night sky loaded with bright stars. It was like a video played on my eyelids, then I asked a UFO to fly directly over my house and it did. I prayed to them when a family member got critically ill and they gave me strange signs like repeating numbers and voices in songs syncing up to a very certain action I took. It was all surreal, but that was before I found this website. So I'm certain I have some kind of guardian being looking after me.
There appears to be this war going on for Human souls by higher beings, but both sides claim to be the ones wanting to help. The only side that is obviously evil is the grays and reptilians that work with the elite and jews. It's clear that I can't truly know. Someone is lying, and my very soul is the bartering chip.
I'd also like to ask, is the point of putting revelations out there and saying Lucifer loses is to put it in the mind of the goyim so they manifest it?
Did Satan really reach out to me?
So here I am, after discovering and reading this website, mulling over what's left of my faith crumbling in my bed. I feel lost, and ask myself in my head "Who wants me? Where do I belong?" I'm shocked to hear a response. "I want you." I immediately respond, asking who said that, and the voice responded to me again. "Satan." The voice was noticeably deep, but also quiet as a whisper. What's more I even got another sign when I asked quietly in my head "God something something I forget" and suddenly right as I did I received a text saying "Imposter." Like Satan was telling me there was an imposter impersonating god.
It's hard. I feel cowardly, like I found the answer but a lifetime of conditioning keeps me locked in fear of reaching out to my father. Other-wordly forces have been giving me signs lately. It started with a vision of me sitting in the grass watching a night sky loaded with bright stars. It was like a video played on my eyelids, then I asked a UFO to fly directly over my house and it did. I prayed to them when a family member got critically ill and they gave me strange signs like repeating numbers and voices in songs syncing up to a very certain action I took. It was all surreal, but that was before I found this website. So I'm certain I have some kind of guardian being looking after me.
There appears to be this war going on for Human souls by higher beings, but both sides claim to be the ones wanting to help. The only side that is obviously evil is the grays and reptilians that work with the elite and jews. It's clear that I can't truly know. Someone is lying, and my very soul is the bartering chip.
I'd also like to ask, is the point of putting revelations out there and saying Lucifer loses is to put it in the mind of the goyim so they manifest it?
Did Satan really reach out to me?