AskSatanOperator
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I experienced something strange whilst in a trance state. I do not know if it was delusion, but I wonder, since I had just watched the recent YouTube video about ghosts/shadow entities.
There was a baby, I did not know who he was, but I had the awareness somehow he was not of this time - either from the past or the future. Not necessarily either of these, but that he spoke to me from a place beyond the concept of time.
I felt a vague physical pull of affection towards him. He spoke to me with full sentience and seemed intelligent.
He did not seem like a typical "dream character" or something, but conscious and aware of himself. I was also fully aware of myself and the situation in relation to his "seperateness".
At first, I assumed it was my son from the future. He was seated, whilst I was backwards, floating on my back but facing him upside down (a very strange position, like 'The Bow')
I asked him who he was, and he immediately said "your father", which shook me a little. So I asked him his name: "Sumo" (not sure about the spelling).
Then I asked him again "who are you", but this time intending "tell me about yourself".
At this point, a great noise in the communication developed. He began to speak with enthusiasm about me, and himself, and what we apparently did or accomplished together, but I could not hear him because of the noise which sounded like a crowd/bazaar that was obscuring his voice.
But I made out the name "Platon" and some other vaguely Greek sounding names as well as bits and bobs of sentences which seemed to imply we did some sort of great work together or for these men.
Seemingly, he was trying to make me remember who I was, to be proud of myself again.
This was after I had been in a bad place recently. Feeling completely worthless, that I had wasted my potential. I am young, but still, I could've been so much more if I had found this place sooner. The capacity was always there in me, but I was plagued by inaction. The shift was disorienting, being in such stark contrast to my prior confidence about my abilities/intelligence.
He soothed me, and rejuvinated my hope/confidence, whoever he was, "father" or whatever.
I really wish to communicate with him again, but I don't know how. Or when, if ever. Or if he was even real at all.
What are some steps I can take towards discovering him again? I am extremely curious about this mystery.
There was a baby, I did not know who he was, but I had the awareness somehow he was not of this time - either from the past or the future. Not necessarily either of these, but that he spoke to me from a place beyond the concept of time.
I felt a vague physical pull of affection towards him. He spoke to me with full sentience and seemed intelligent.
He did not seem like a typical "dream character" or something, but conscious and aware of himself. I was also fully aware of myself and the situation in relation to his "seperateness".
At first, I assumed it was my son from the future. He was seated, whilst I was backwards, floating on my back but facing him upside down (a very strange position, like 'The Bow')
I asked him who he was, and he immediately said "your father", which shook me a little. So I asked him his name: "Sumo" (not sure about the spelling).
Then I asked him again "who are you", but this time intending "tell me about yourself".
At this point, a great noise in the communication developed. He began to speak with enthusiasm about me, and himself, and what we apparently did or accomplished together, but I could not hear him because of the noise which sounded like a crowd/bazaar that was obscuring his voice.
But I made out the name "Platon" and some other vaguely Greek sounding names as well as bits and bobs of sentences which seemed to imply we did some sort of great work together or for these men.
Seemingly, he was trying to make me remember who I was, to be proud of myself again.
This was after I had been in a bad place recently. Feeling completely worthless, that I had wasted my potential. I am young, but still, I could've been so much more if I had found this place sooner. The capacity was always there in me, but I was plagued by inaction. The shift was disorienting, being in such stark contrast to my prior confidence about my abilities/intelligence.
He soothed me, and rejuvinated my hope/confidence, whoever he was, "father" or whatever.
I really wish to communicate with him again, but I don't know how. Or when, if ever. Or if he was even real at all.
What are some steps I can take towards discovering him again? I am extremely curious about this mystery.
