Family What to do

[Rinkhals.Oë]

Hi,
I'm 35 years old and recently had my father pass away, he was not a -xian, I know as we offen spoke about ancient aliens and he HATED israel just as much as we do, but the family still held him a xian themed funeral.
I know not to worry...
Know I live with my aunt who is extremely brainwashed and loves the lie, to death
And now everything is about xainism
To the point where I have to pretend I'm one of them, fearing a live on the street, basically forcing me to attend their brainwash rituals.
Please advise. Should I go live on the street, so I don't have to pretend anymore, or should I just keep blending in, for the sake of my social welfare..
Alot more to the story.
Another thing is today I found the name of filthy rotten thing named "seehiah" giving me nightmares, how can I fight it, destroy it, kill it if possible. And yes I have done the dedication ritual.
Thanks in advance

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Living on the streets will do you no good.
Are you able to get a good paying job and eventually move into your own place by any chance?

Just pretend to them that you are "like them", but do continue meditating and advancing yourself in secret. Like during the night while the others are asleep or when they're out of the house. Be careful. Do not reveal to anyone about your beliefs.

 

[Charlotte666]

Frankly, I don't understand why you must live with these people at your age. Perhaps you are having trouble living on your own, which I may not know the area you live in, but the economy has not been great.

For now, you could "blend in", just not to the extent that it's all-consuming. My experience with living in a Xian household has taught me that as long as you keep your head low, you will be safe. You don't have to stick your neck out to prove yourself to them such as attending their rituals as you say.

The best thing to do, at least in my opinion, would be to save your money and work on living on your own. I don't know your situation, but you could work on saving your money to the point that you no longer must stay with such people. I would recommend reading the following thread, it has many different workings you could use. Best of luck to you.

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[Anemos Aiteros]

Don't reveal that you are a Spiritual Satanist, never.

You can do the 40 day meditation program and the 6 month program.

Also you can join JoS Group Rituals: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/joy-of-ΣΑΤΑΝΑΣ-temple-rituals-testimonials.295828/

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Hi,
I'm 35 years old and recently had my father pass away, he was not a -xian, I know as we offen spoke about ancient aliens and he HATED israel just as much as we do, but the family still held him a xian themed funeral.
I know not to worry...
Know I live with my aunt who is extremely brainwashed and loves the lie, to death
And now everything is about xainism
To the point where I have to pretend I'm one of them, fearing a live on the street, basically forcing me to attend their brainwash rituals.
Please advise. Should I go live on the street, so I don't have to pretend anymore, or should I just keep blending in, for the sake of my social welfare..
Alot more to the story.
Another thing is today I found the name of filthy rotten thing named "seehiah" giving me nightmares, how can I fight it, destroy it, kill it if possible. And yes I have done the dedication ritual.
Thanks in advance

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Family - Father I fell

Hi, I'm 35 years old and recently had my father pass away, he was not a -xian, I know as we offen spoke about ancient aliens and he HATED israel just as much as we do, but the family still held him a xian themed funeral. I know not to worry... Know I live with my aunt who is extremely...

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[Lucifigus]

Hi,
I'm 35 years old and recently had my father pass away, he was not a -xian, I know as we offen spoke about ancient aliens and he HATED israel just as much as we do, but the family still held him a xian themed funeral.
I know not to worry...
Know I live with my aunt who is extremely brainwashed and loves the lie, to death
And now everything is about xainism
To the point where I have to pretend I'm one of them, fearing a live on the street, basically forcing me to attend their brainwash rituals.
Please advise. Should I go live on the street, so I don't have to pretend anymore, or should I just keep blending in, for the sake of my social welfare..
Alot more to the story.
Another thing is today I found the name of filthy rotten thing named "seehiah" giving me nightmares, how can I fight it, destroy it, kill it if possible. And yes I have done the dedication ritual.
Thanks in advance

Dont go live on the street. Try to talk to them, to leave you alone and yes you can pretend you are one of them if talk doesnt help. If you tell them that you are a Spiritual Satanist it can be even worse, so dont tell them! You can just ignore what they are telling you about christian bullshit.

 

[Henu the Great]

Pretending to be something that you are not in the modern comforts is so much better than back in the day when the sewage ran down the hatch into the ditch for the invaders to swim in, if you know what I mean.