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People are so disgusting. I was harassed, and so were many other girls. By a boy at school. Last year, he harassed me. He said such disgusting things that my stomach still feels sick. First, he harassed my friend, and then he harassed me. He made comments about my body because of the clothes I wore. But I swear, my clothes weren’t short. I wasn’t even dressed openly. I didn’t tell my family about it back then because things were really bad between us, and I was depressed. I always kept things inside, and I did the same this time.

This year, he harassed another girl. This time, he did it physically. The girl reported him. Many teachers at school were so surprised because they thought he was a good person. The popular girls at school defended him. My friend talked to them and told them that he had harassed her in the past, too. But the popular girls still said he would never do such a thing and laughed at my friend, saying, "Why would he harass you? Was there no one else? If he were to harass you, he would have harassed a girl who was prettier than you." They bullied her for the way she looked. Even though this boy had done this to many girls, they still defended him.

But it wasn’t just their words that were bad. Their thoughts were even worse. Because I am an empath, I can feel people’s thoughts easily. Why would a girl think this way about another girl? Why do they only care about boys? Shouldn’t they feel sad for their own kind? How can they think like this? If that girl had gone through the same thing, I would have cried for her. But what about her? How can she defend a harasser just to win boys’ hearts? Their thoughts make me sick.

The teachers’ thoughts were weird, too. A female teacher came to me and asked me to tell her what happened. But all she cared about was gossip. She just wanted to hear about it and follow the story. Even while I was telling her, she had no sympathy, no feelings. She just said, "Okay, don’t cry." That’s it. I don’t know… Why are people so disgusting? Not just their words, but even their thoughts are sickening.

I wish I had told my family last year instead of falling into depression. If I had spoken up, maybe he wouldn’t have gotten away with it, and this year, that girl wouldn’t have been hurt. If I had said something, she wouldn’t have suffered.

Why are people like this? Why don’t they help? Their minds are so scary. They always lie, always think about their own benefits. They ask me questions about what happened, but I know that’s not what they really want. I can feel what they truly want, and it’s not about helping. Why can’t they just care without expecting something in return?

I don’t like people because of this. I just wish that girl wasn’t hurt. If I had spoken up, this wouldn’t have happened.
 
He made comments about my body because of the clothes I wore.

Typical attitude of disgusting depravity.

But I swear, my clothes weren’t short

You have nothing to justify yourself. It's not your fault of course.

This year, he harassed another girl.

That is why I suggest taking legal steps so that it is thwarted. You can also collect evidence. Recording is legal.

Many teachers at school were so surprised because they thought he was a good person

This is precisely why I am suggesting that the measures be legal and not simply seek advice from the professor.

Why would he harass you? Was there no one else? If he were to harass you, he would have harassed a girl who was prettier than you."

There is no answer. Some people are ruthless and psychopathic. A good person does not have to always explain the possible motivations of a psychopath, since the psychopath does not deserve to be justified. They are just lousy, there are no ulterior motives.

The teachers’ thoughts were weird, too. A female teacher came to me and asked me to tell her what happened. But all she cared about was gossip

This will not legally protect the boy. In fact, it can be labeled as bullying.

my family last year

You can collaborate among friends and respective families all together as a group. By coalescing you will have more power. We are talking about an idiot who can only rape because of the indifference of teachers and the bickering of a few crazy bitches.

Why are people like this? Why don’t they help? Their minds are so scary.

In fact, one should address the authorities. Meaning law enforcement. Remember to gather additional evidence if you can.

I just wish that girl wasn’t hurt

Don't worry, when it is stopped you will have plenty of time to resolve the memory these bad experiences. Now think about stopping him.

If I had spoken up, this wouldn’t have happened.

It's not your fault. These things also block you psychologically. It's his fault. And honestly, it's also the fault of those crazy bitches who defend him.
 
That's andrapoda and lower level people for you, but this is also just reality. You are not the same as other girls or women.

I know it's very unpopular nowadays to say you're 'not like the other girls', but a lot of women see other women as pure competition and have zero empathy. You will experience this throughout your life. Popularity comes with being cut-throat. Others just have too much going on to even think about this. Part of empathy is understanding that their lives are not the same as yours.

Some of these girls when they become women will look back on this and feel stupidity because they were kids and come up against these issues later, others won't care. Realistically, some will just benefit from this throughout their lives, regardless of what feminism says. That's their karmic pattern.

As for the boy, you should bind him at least. He seems like a little asshole and corrupting influence.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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