sahasrarabliss
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I'll share something interesting below. But first let me tell you that the best time to meditate is after doing RTR for me now. Experienced it a while ago.
While I was meditating, I've felt his before too but this time I felt it strongly....I felt like I've been seperated from the Gods and want to come back and reconnect.
I also feel this extreme devotion where I'm ready to and I'm so willing to do anything for Satan and the Gods.
Can't describe it in words. It is like a fire inside.
It's like they are my family and I haven't met them since ages.
I could explain it much better in my own language...
I didn't rest after RTR but meditated for like 15 minutes straight or little more.
Visualization is being improved exponentially and I feel like when I try to think of Gods the telepathic communication feels EASY and very widely OPEN end to end..from both ends.
Even though I'm not astrally open yet and can't hear astrally or see but I can actually feel Them more if I think of Guardian Demon or Satan.
Before it was like emptiness. Was like talking to the walls.
Idk I just have this extreme kind of willingness to do literally ANYTHING for Satan and the GODS.
While I was meditating, I've felt his before too but this time I felt it strongly....I felt like I've been seperated from the Gods and want to come back and reconnect.
I also feel this extreme devotion where I'm ready to and I'm so willing to do anything for Satan and the Gods.
Can't describe it in words. It is like a fire inside.
It's like they are my family and I haven't met them since ages.
I could explain it much better in my own language...
I didn't rest after RTR but meditated for like 15 minutes straight or little more.
Visualization is being improved exponentially and I feel like when I try to think of Gods the telepathic communication feels EASY and very widely OPEN end to end..from both ends.
Even though I'm not astrally open yet and can't hear astrally or see but I can actually feel Them more if I think of Guardian Demon or Satan.
Before it was like emptiness. Was like talking to the walls.
Idk I just have this extreme kind of willingness to do literally ANYTHING for Satan and the GODS.