Golden Child RSA
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Humbled as I am. Not surprised as I expected or knew kind of a flow. I've been with the Joy Of Satan since 2017. You all know what life came to bw afterwards. Awakenings of course. Hail father Satan.
Studying JOS, being a committed Satanist and few years went by. In the forums, I haven't 🗣🗣🗣spoke a lot because I'm still studying the path. Though I have commented on few posts by HPHC, thanking him for his teachings. This is a first time I get to say something out of my mind. It can be a lot but I don't want it to be a lot at least for now.
I remember my last post was last year 2025/Early August. The post was about how happy I am realizing the power of meditation/Satanism/learning-knowledge. Realizing this power in which way? Realizing this power in a way of how I see jews set back and attacks on me/gentiles either directly or indirectly. Realizing how the enermy can get you when you lack on your meditations and how you repell their bullshit back to their ugly faces when you are keeping your energies up through study and meditations can push you to want to be on the good side. Managing to be on the good side for some time, I thought 'Ok, now that I can see what HPs Maxine and HP Cobra taught me. Let me tell the others how good and powerful they can be and feel at all times', then I posted about how I always win spiritual attacks at work I even enjoy my job as a chef. Guess what? In a week time I lost my job, it was on the 12th August. It was a bottom rock
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JOS was the only boat
I could get on, I had to force that decision though. Otherwise suicide, depression, madness, all bad things etc...was the options which I refused and said to myself I know other option, the only option for my life, it's JOS that's all. I survived the hurricane. Okay losing your job ain't supposed to be such a big deal, but when you're spiritually awake, losing something important, that's where the enemy gonna attack you the most. That small something you lost gonna feel as big as your whole life trust me.
What would you think happened there? My smooth life as a chef, then I talk about it, then I lose it. Was it the don't brag what what? I personally really didn't think so, I had to meditate so hard those days for every conclusion that I had to make during those dark days, I was alone there. Calmed mind worked a lot for me. I then said NO it's not the don't brag what what thing. It would be if I bragged, well I did not brag, instead I gave hope to my fellow Satanists brothers and sisters. So I literally refused to conclude that I lost my job due to the fact that I spoke about my perseverance at my work here in the forums.
A brother here in the forums I read somewhere once spoke about not stressing when you lose your job, if that's not what you really like, don't even fight for it just find another one, that you like. I know restaurant have never been my option. I am where there's a motor engin, either mechanical workshop or driving something. Currently Im still unemployed but I working on it Im getting my things together I search, try, look there and there.
So in this past 7 months I haven't been able to afford internet data so I can log in in the forums if someone noticed. The point is not about the testimony above really, forgive me. The point is what I saw when I logged it, changes really didn't give me the 'welcome back soldier' feeling. Instead gave me little disappointing doubt. Nothing big though, why nothing big? Because I KNOW my knowledge in the path is still small compared to High Preists and many of you here. Therefore I here conclude that what I felt about the changes was due to a lack of particular knowledge. You wanna further my understanding? You're welcome. You want me to study more? Thanks for the advice, that's my next move either way.
So in this moment, moment of where I am right now with knowledge, Im really not happy seeing Satan's name replaced with God Zues. Not happy at all. Maybe I will be happy though after I studied more about the changes because now I got some internet data I will try to catch up.
I missed the forum so much. Learning offline is still equal to learning online, but I just missed you guys, I just missed seeing real people talk and respond in real time. I love you all brothers and sisters.
Hail Father Satan! Hail Gods Of HELL! Hail All HELL!
Studying JOS, being a committed Satanist and few years went by. In the forums, I haven't 🗣🗣🗣spoke a lot because I'm still studying the path. Though I have commented on few posts by HPHC, thanking him for his teachings. This is a first time I get to say something out of my mind. It can be a lot but I don't want it to be a lot at least for now.
I remember my last post was last year 2025/Early August. The post was about how happy I am realizing the power of meditation/Satanism/learning-knowledge. Realizing this power in which way? Realizing this power in a way of how I see jews set back and attacks on me/gentiles either directly or indirectly. Realizing how the enermy can get you when you lack on your meditations and how you repell their bullshit back to their ugly faces when you are keeping your energies up through study and meditations can push you to want to be on the good side. Managing to be on the good side for some time, I thought 'Ok, now that I can see what HPs Maxine and HP Cobra taught me. Let me tell the others how good and powerful they can be and feel at all times', then I posted about how I always win spiritual attacks at work I even enjoy my job as a chef. Guess what? In a week time I lost my job, it was on the 12th August. It was a bottom rock
.JOS was the only boat
I could get on, I had to force that decision though. Otherwise suicide, depression, madness, all bad things etc...was the options which I refused and said to myself I know other option, the only option for my life, it's JOS that's all. I survived the hurricane. Okay losing your job ain't supposed to be such a big deal, but when you're spiritually awake, losing something important, that's where the enemy gonna attack you the most. That small something you lost gonna feel as big as your whole life trust me.What would you think happened there? My smooth life as a chef, then I talk about it, then I lose it. Was it the don't brag what what? I personally really didn't think so, I had to meditate so hard those days for every conclusion that I had to make during those dark days, I was alone there. Calmed mind worked a lot for me. I then said NO it's not the don't brag what what thing. It would be if I bragged, well I did not brag, instead I gave hope to my fellow Satanists brothers and sisters. So I literally refused to conclude that I lost my job due to the fact that I spoke about my perseverance at my work here in the forums.
A brother here in the forums I read somewhere once spoke about not stressing when you lose your job, if that's not what you really like, don't even fight for it just find another one, that you like. I know restaurant have never been my option. I am where there's a motor engin, either mechanical workshop or driving something. Currently Im still unemployed but I working on it Im getting my things together I search, try, look there and there.
So in this past 7 months I haven't been able to afford internet data so I can log in in the forums if someone noticed. The point is not about the testimony above really, forgive me. The point is what I saw when I logged it, changes really didn't give me the 'welcome back soldier' feeling. Instead gave me little disappointing doubt. Nothing big though, why nothing big? Because I KNOW my knowledge in the path is still small compared to High Preists and many of you here. Therefore I here conclude that what I felt about the changes was due to a lack of particular knowledge. You wanna further my understanding? You're welcome. You want me to study more? Thanks for the advice, that's my next move either way.
So in this moment, moment of where I am right now with knowledge, Im really not happy seeing Satan's name replaced with God Zues. Not happy at all. Maybe I will be happy though after I studied more about the changes because now I got some internet data I will try to catch up.
I missed the forum so much. Learning offline is still equal to learning online, but I just missed you guys, I just missed seeing real people talk and respond in real time. I love you all brothers and sisters.
Hail Father Satan! Hail Gods Of HELL! Hail All HELL!
