So I found out about JoS while I was browsing the internet, I read some of the stuff on joyofsatan.org. I am currently a muslim because of my family (if you help me, you might be the cause for 1 less muslim existing if that helps). But I dont believe in islam and i want to learn more about satanism. I havent read any details about rituals and before I do read them and try doing them, what should i expect? In my imagination theres blood, candles and me talking to satan or something like that. what will really happen? I really want to talk to satan and learn more from him, but does he even have time to talk to people like me? I have so many questions but its hard to find answers.