lonley little girl said:
hello everyone, i am new here and i am honored to finally write here. I have been reading and thinking about Satanism for months. I realized that Satan is the creator of humanity and the only true god to be prayed to. I have read a lot about meditations and I know that Satanism is not evil and that the goal of Satanism is to achieve immortality (magnum opus). I have learned something but there are many more things that are unclear to me. For months I have wanted to do a ritual of dedication, but insecurity holds me back. What worried me a lot was that I might have Jewish genetics in me without even knowing it. Others were also concerned about it. The very thought of it makes me sick. No one in my family I know is Jewish or gypsy, but I still worry ... I want to be 100 percent sure I don't have that dirt in me. I often think that I am not good enough, that I am weak, and that Satan will not accept me because of my flaws, weaknesses, and impurities (if I have them) and will reject me. I want to be better and work on myself, but I have so many problems and it’s really hard. I know that I truly want to be one of you and that Satan wants to be my god and father. My father died when I was little and most of all I want to have a father again. I want Satan, but I'm not sure he wants me. Last night I thought "what if Satan doesn't accept my ritual, what if he rejects me?" and I started crying. I realized I didn’t want to live without him. I am very scared and I am in total chaos at the moment. I am afraid of being rejected for any reason. I couldn't survive that. I apologize for the length of this post, but I wanted to write what is on my heart. If any of you would give me any advice I would be infinitely grateful to him. I will be very happy to fight for Satan if he accepts me. I apologize if my English is not good enough, English is not my mother tongue. Thanks in advance.
Don’t make my eyes wet..
Why have you been waiting for months..?
You have deprived yourself from the most beautiful thing there is.
Due to enemy curses, constant psychic attacks, and overall the enemy matrix of energy and because of an entire life of brainwashing, most people are afraid of Satan. When I found the JoS, I felt such a strong attraction, an occult and magnetic pull.
To be honest, at first, I was also very afraid of Satan and the Demons, however, reading about them, and actually experiencing them, made my soul glow up in incredible joy and happiness. I was afraid for my strong and positive feeling for Satan and his Demons.
I still dedicated, I was not 100% sure what to think of everything, however, I dedicated, with the serious intent to stay with Satan for all eternities, no matter what would happen, or what would be true or not.
Similar story with my sister, I had to kinda urge and force her to do the dedication ritual, as she got cold feet right before it.
Both of us, are so glad we found this place and came to Satan. We both are incredibly happy now.
And I am stronger than I was ever before! Muhaha! >
This path is truly amazing, Trust me, Satan will accept you.
When I dedicated, I didn’t really felt anything in the start, I just dedicated. This is because I am spiritually speaking a rock and my soul was entirely sealed up.
When my sister did the ritual, recently she actually felt Satan, and he gave her inner strength and will to life. I have never seen a person change this much within 5 minutes, she looked like a different person, she was all of a sudden, very vibrant and positive and stronger.
I was behind her as she did the ritual in my room and I was sitting on my bed maybe 1.5m behind her.. Also I felt Satan‘s energy in my Aura.
That being said, just do the ritual.
Don’t let fear get the best of you.
Only strong people can become Satanists, as you have to fight your fear, many people can‘t do this.
Btw, change your Username, you won’t be lonely from now on, trust me.
