On Mon, 1/23/17,
alavarious@... [JoyofSatan666] <
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Lost
To:
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, January 23, 2017, 12:50 AM
I need guidance i need to know what seems to
be going on if i am being attacked by the enemy i am
filled with paranoia and anxiety attacks i cannot meditate
cannot sleep properly ive turned to father but i know due to
my lack in practice i am not able to reach to him for
guidance since my aura is clouded and my judgement is that
of a pathetic sheep , knowledge and power is out of my grasp
i can feel it slipping every week. I used to be quite
attained to power, meditations and my chakras were on the
bring of open but something happen and i dont know what
now i feel like a helpless pathetic waste of flesh that
cannot , change his future i feel caged and locked up
if i can say that much i even fear death i dont
bother trying to astral into my save haven (temple) as i
dont know what waits there for me and if i am even strong
enough to keep that place safe soothing has a hold on me and
i dont know what Please brothers and sisters this is my
last bastion of hope if i fail here i dont know how much
worse it will get, visualisation has gone out the window i
cant seem to focus to feel or see aura or color
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