List of problems that I ask Your help with

[Eankhi]

Hello, everyone.

I'm having a very hard time figuring out the cause(s) of the following issues, and I ask You, humbly and respectfully, to please assist me with figuring out how to get rid of these problems.

1) I'm feeling this somewhat strong pain slightly above the middle of the balls. After I orgasm, it feels like as if there is sand that's trapped there, causing discomfort, and pain. Also, whenever someone talks about something that's physically painful, i.e breaking their arm, I get an intense pain at that area, I have never heard of that problem anywhere, and I am sure that it's spiritual, but I don't know what the problem is. I don't recall getting any physical injuries there. Also, when I do the #2 (not peeing), I feel a strong pain at the perineum. It's a throbbing and stabbing sensation, which really hurts.

2) I'm having a very hard time to orgasm. It takes me over an hour, usually. And then the pain that I described above occurs. I don't feel much lust. And when I do, it quickly fades away, so I don't have time to finish. When I finally do get to the climax, I get an intense pain at the chest. The pain is so intense, that I have to stop. It's brutally painful. So that adds with the loss of erection, and there goes an hour or more of my time.
I use orgasms to empower myself. Usually, I try to direct it up my spine, and it never reaches the crown. I know, because I don't feel it going there.

3) I'm having an extreme amount of anger. The anger is so strong, that I feel like my brain is physically tired of it. The anger sometimes gives me a strong pain at the 6th chakra. I have tried to let it go, but it doesn't seem to work. I don't feel better afterwards. I just feel more angry. It's obviously not normal.
And of course, massive depression, that I feel in my chest, and 6th chakra, and my entire soul, I would say. I've worked on throat chakra a bunch, and it doesn't seem to fix the issue (I did the "opening the watchtowers" meditation on the throat chakra multiple times per day for a few days, to no success in getting any happiness).

4) I'm ugly, and undesirable. This isn't the case where a very pretty/cute woman with a low self-esteem saying that she's ugly. It's a fact. Women just don't care about my existence. I feel like a creature that dwells in the shadows, never to experience love, or desire. Just misery. There is definitely something very very wrong with me. My energy feels ugly, and I'd say even rotten, despite me meditating every day, more than once a day. The meditations I do do give me more energy, but they don't fix anything, so I just always switch meditations, desperately trying to find something that will fix me (ALWAYS doing JoS meditations, and never anything from those whom are without).

5) I shake at the slightest cool breeze. Even if it's 41F / 5C, as soon as there is a cold breeze, I shake. The longer I am outside, the more I shake. Eventually, I shake like as if I am having a seizure, and everyone looks at me like I am a freak. I need to wear 1 light coat underneath a winter coat, a hoodie, and about 2 pair of shirts, just to feel ok in that temperature, while others walk with unzipped coats, and no hats, and feel fine. I hate this so much.

I just want to shine. I want to be a star. I want to feel the Joy of Satan (not referring to the energy of the website). I crave the feeling. I crave freedom from this misery. Just like Maxine said in one of the jewtube sermons about Demons "wishing to return to the light", I say the same.

Thank you all in advance for your responses and help.

HEIL HITLER!!!! o/

 

[Seker]

I have no idea about the other problems you have, so I will reply to #4.

4) I'm ugly, and undesirable. This isn't the case where a very pretty/cute woman with a low self-esteem saying that she's ugly. It's a fact.

I highly doubt it, because the way you write things smacks of negativity, and it clearly shows a major personality flaw. Physical appearance doesn't matter as much to women as personality and how you can make them feel. Every single man I've seen who claims he can't attract women because he's ugly always has one major personality flaw. Always. I've never seen one who doesn't. I have seen ugly people with attractive personalities have no problems with women. You may not be social or confident, traits without which you can't attract women. Women can't simply react to you just because they see you, you have to talk to them and make them feel attracted to your personality. You have to understand female psychology to know how this works, as women. Just because men are attracted to women's looks and talk to them doesn't mean that women will do the same. That's a false idea many men have. If you have a sense of humor and you are funny (although not in a goofy or silly way), even if you are ugly, you will be very attractive to women.

 

[nebu]

1) I'm feeling this somewhat strong pain slightly above the middle of the balls. After I orgasm, it feels like as if there is sand that's trapped there, causing discomfort, and pain. Also, whenever someone talks about something that's physically painful, i.e breaking their arm, I get an intense pain at that area, I have never heard of that problem anywhere, and I am sure that it's spiritual, but I don't know what the problem is. I don't recall getting any physical injuries there. Also, when I do the #2 (not peeing), I feel a strong pain at the perineum. It's a throbbing and stabbing sensation, which really hurts.

hello
have you fully opened and empowered your sacral chakra yet?
i’ve had things like that when i wasn't spiritual at all, for me it worked out perfectly, it may take some time

for about 16 years of my life in a row I thought I had a tendency to be asexual because sexual pleasure was kind of low for me, this is a spiritual problem that needs to be cured, there is nothing normal about it, cum has to be absurdly good and relieving

about this sensitivity that shows that you are an empathetic being, it seems like a curse and i’ve had it too, absorbing energies involuntarily and if you try not to do it, it even gets worse, it's horrible
(if someone thinks there are benefits in this say rationally)

i “closed my aura” with a 40-day job specifically for this

i didn't know much and I don't remember using runes, i think it was just increased energy with power meditation and then repeated

sowilo, algiz can be used

“My aura is constantly and continuously deflecting and repelling all of negative energies in every way permanently"
10x

it seems that you really have energy blockages, i mean in chakras, that feeling in a place, like in the chest, someone will tell you with greater precision and didactics
(need to be opened, simply saying)

i wish you luck and hope you have discipline and resilience

 

[SSinHeartandSoul]

Its good that you recognize problems, take your time to resolve them one by one. If you feel like you have a real medical problem go and visit your local practitioner and have them take a look.

The problems that you describe are very familiar to me, i've had erectile dysfunction, anger issue's etc. There are multiple reasons why you go trough this, one of these reasons is that you live on low spiritual level, another is (severe) depression.

There are a couple of things i recommend you to do, but first and foremost you decide how much ''hay you put on your pitchfork''.

1. Most importantly limit or stop the use of porn. (Limiting screen time by itself is recommended)

2. Do your daily meditations, and add meditations that build up bio-electricity like the basic energy breath or the breath of fire. (Very important!)

3. Ask help from your guardian, my guardian has helped me a lot especially when it came to my erectile problems.

4. Start to exercise or do physical activities, there are many different sports and clubs to join so there is bound to be something that is interesting to you.

5. If you are prone to having health issue's, you might have a lack of the fire element, so doing workings or meditations to increase the fire element or balancing the elements out can be helpful.

6. Doing a 40 or 80 day working to help with your erectile problem / pain, and a working against depression (If you feel like this i relevant to you) is also very much recommended.

7. Getting into contact with the earth is incredible for solving health issue's. Meaning standing in dirt or grass while barefoot, i recommend +- 30 minutes a day if possible.

8. Take a look at your diet, try to cut back on carbs and limit the time window in which you eat. If you want to go more in-depth on this you can ask about it on the forums when ever you want to get into this.

9. Just go and advance on this path, the gods will guide you trough any obstacle if you let them.

One thing you should be aware of is that it takes time to heal, do not expect all problems to be gone in weeks. Just chip away at the problems slowly and you will be golden, i wish you the best of luck!

 

[Hyperactive Melon]

Hello, everyone.

I'm having a very hard time figuring out the cause(s) of the following issues, and I ask You, humbly and respectfully, to please assist me with figuring out how to get rid of these problems.

1) I'm feeling this somewhat strong pain slightly above the middle of the balls. After I orgasm, it feels like as if there is sand that's trapped there, causing discomfort, and pain. Also, whenever someone talks about something that's physically painful, i.e breaking their arm, I get an intense pain at that area, I have never heard of that problem anywhere, and I am sure that it's spiritual, but I don't know what the problem is. I don't recall getting any physical injuries there. Also, when I do the #2 (not peeing), I feel a strong pain at the perineum. It's a throbbing and stabbing sensation, which really hurts.

2) I'm having a very hard time to orgasm. It takes me over an hour, usually. And then the pain that I described above occurs. I don't feel much lust. And when I do, it quickly fades away, so I don't have time to finish. When I finally do get to the climax, I get an intense pain at the chest. The pain is so intense, that I have to stop. It's brutally painful. So that adds with the loss of erection, and there goes an hour or more of my time.
I use orgasms to empower myself. Usually, I try to direct it up my spine, and it never reaches the crown. I know, because I don't feel it going there.

3) I'm having an extreme amount of anger. The anger is so strong, that I feel like my brain is physically tired of it. The anger sometimes gives me a strong pain at the 6th chakra. I have tried to let it go, but it doesn't seem to work. I don't feel better afterwards. I just feel more angry. It's obviously not normal.
And of course, massive depression, that I feel in my chest, and 6th chakra, and my entire soul, I would say. I've worked on throat chakra a bunch, and it doesn't seem to fix the issue (I did the "opening the watchtowers" meditation on the throat chakra multiple times per day for a few days, to no success in getting any happiness).

4) I'm ugly, and undesirable. This isn't the case where a very pretty/cute woman with a low self-esteem saying that she's ugly. It's a fact. Women just don't care about my existence. I feel like a creature that dwells in the shadows, never to experience love, or desire. Just misery. There is definitely something very very wrong with me. My energy feels ugly, and I'd say even rotten, despite me meditating every day, more than once a day. The meditations I do do give me more energy, but they don't fix anything, so I just always switch meditations, desperately trying to find something that will fix me (ALWAYS doing JoS meditations, and never anything from those whom are without).

5) I shake at the slightest cool breeze. Even if it's 41F / 5C, as soon as there is a cold breeze, I shake. The longer I am outside, the more I shake. Eventually, I shake like as if I am having a seizure, and everyone looks at me like I am a freak. I need to wear 1 light coat underneath a winter coat, a hoodie, and about 2 pair of shirts, just to feel ok in that temperature, while others walk with unzipped coats, and no hats, and feel fine. I hate this so much.

I just want to shine. I want to be a star. I want to feel the Joy of Satan (not referring to the energy of the website). I crave the feeling. I crave freedom from this misery. Just like Maxine said in one of the jewtube sermons about Demons "wishing to return to the light", I say the same.

Thank you all in advance for your responses and help.

HEIL HITLER!!!! o/

Have you considered going to a psychological therapist or psychiatrist your pain maybe psychological or neuropathic my friend it could also be some negative energy like black magic so joyofsatan and asking help from the real gods might help i have a big problem of my own because of which i am not able to provide for myself so don't pity yourself someone in this world might have it worse than you just keep trying all ways just don't stick to one path and keep going the gods are in control so why worry i know a good dr in India who is very good at ayurveda and also knows someone who deals with Black magic helped me a lot when some of my problems were no getting fixed tcm can also help be happy that you dont have it worse i used to suffer from pain all the time and felt burning in my body that a tantric fixed i worship Shiva and he took me out of this problem he or some other god will help too

 

[Rroco88]

Hello, everyone.

I'm having a very hard time figuring out the cause(s) of the following issues, and I ask You, humbly and respectfully, to please assist me with figuring out how to get rid of these problems.

1) I'm feeling this somewhat strong pain slightly above the middle of the balls. After I orgasm, it feels like as if there is sand that's trapped there, causing discomfort, and pain. Also, whenever someone talks about something that's physically painful, i.e breaking their arm, I get an intense pain at that area, I have never heard of that problem anywhere, and I am sure that it's spiritual, but I don't know what the problem is. I don't recall getting any physical injuries there. Also, when I do the #2 (not peeing), I feel a strong pain at the perineum. It's a throbbing and stabbing sensation, which really hurts.

2) I'm having a very hard time to orgasm. It takes me over an hour, usually. And then the pain that I described above occurs. I don't feel much lust. And when I do, it quickly fades away, so I don't have time to finish. When I finally do get to the climax, I get an intense pain at the chest. The pain is so intense, that I have to stop. It's brutally painful. So that adds with the loss of erection, and there goes an hour or more of my time.
I use orgasms to empower myself. Usually, I try to direct it up my spine, and it never reaches the crown. I know, because I don't feel it going there.

3) I'm having an extreme amount of anger. The anger is so strong, that I feel like my brain is physically tired of it. The anger sometimes gives me a strong pain at the 6th chakra. I have tried to let it go, but it doesn't seem to work. I don't feel better afterwards. I just feel more angry. It's obviously not normal.
And of course, massive depression, that I feel in my chest, and 6th chakra, and my entire soul, I would say. I've worked on throat chakra a bunch, and it doesn't seem to fix the issue (I did the "opening the watchtowers" meditation on the throat chakra multiple times per day for a few days, to no success in getting any happiness).

4) I'm ugly, and undesirable. This isn't the case where a very pretty/cute woman with a low self-esteem saying that she's ugly. It's a fact. Women just don't care about my existence. I feel like a creature that dwells in the shadows, never to experience love, or desire. Just misery. There is definitely something very very wrong with me. My energy feels ugly, and I'd say even rotten, despite me meditating every day, more than once a day. The meditations I do do give me more energy, but they don't fix anything, so I just always switch meditations, desperately trying to find something that will fix me (ALWAYS doing JoS meditations, and never anything from those whom are without).

5) I shake at the slightest cool breeze. Even if it's 41F / 5C, as soon as there is a cold breeze, I shake. The longer I am outside, the more I shake. Eventually, I shake like as if I am having a seizure, and everyone looks at me like I am a freak. I need to wear 1 light coat underneath a winter coat, a hoodie, and about 2 pair of shirts, just to feel ok in that temperature, while others walk with unzipped coats, and no hats, and feel fine. I hate this so much.

I just want to shine. I want to be a star. I want to feel the Joy of Satan (not referring to the energy of the website). I crave the feeling. I crave freedom from this misery. Just like Maxine said in one of the jewtube sermons about Demons "wishing to return to the light", I say the same.

Thank you all in advance for your responses and help.

HEIL HITLER!!!! o/

Hi. First of all I wanna say that I'm really glad you're asking questions and that you wanna improve yourself. That's a great step further for you.

Now, I'm gonna try to answer your questions from my own knowledge. And hopefully I'm of help to you.

1) You could go see a doctor. You might have some prostate problems, or you might not. It's better to get checked to know what the exact problem is.

2) Sounds to me like you're having ED. If you use porn you should really quit it, it does no good for you and it might actually be the problem. Also if you don't feel in the mood for it, don't force yourself to masturbate, let it pass, let time pass and come back to it when you feel an extreme urge to masturbate and you're rock hard. Give yourself time to heal. Take care of your body, and these problems will eventually disappear.

I also heard that exposing your testicles to cold temperatures, increases your testosterone and helps with overall sexual health so you might as well try rubbing an ice cube on them once every 2 or 3 days. See where that is going and what benefits you get from it (I've read some articles about it on the Internet and I think you should check this out too)

3) Check out your birth chart, the amount of elements you've got there, see if you're fire dominant. Check out your Mars and its aspects, the sign and the house it's in. And do Kabalistic Squares to fix these issues, as well as working with the elements.

Void meditation is also an excellent way to get in control of your emotions. It's all about gaining control over yourself, your thoughts, feelings and your mind. Whenever you feel angry, take a minute to pause and look around you, pay attention to sounds, smells, focus on the "here and now". Again... gaining control over your own mind and emotions.

4) If you believe this is a fact you should take action to change it. Again, taking care of your body, going to the gym (which will also help you mentally, releasing happy hormones, as well as making you disciplined to stick to a routine, it's not just the looks benefit, it has a ton of benefits), gaining control over your emotions and thoughts.

You cannot change the way others perceive you, but you can change the way you perceive yourself. If you change yourself, the world around you changes.

I always tell my friend, who's not an ss and who always wonders why women leave him quick or don't even look in his direction, that "how can you expect someone else to love you if you don't love you yourself?".

Loving yourself is shown in your action. If you say you're ugly, your energy is ugly, you feel miserable (which by the way are also affirmations), then that's a result of your own actions. Don't forget you are a being made of an astral body, physical body and mental body. You can't just work on one while neglecting the others. Show yourself love by actions and watch how your life changes.

5) This is something that can be trained in time. Maybe starting with that ice cube method?

Our bodies have an extremely good ability to adapt, it just needs you to push it a little.

So take small steps. One thing at a time, taking proper care of all your 3 bodies, the mental, spiritual and physical, as these are completing each other. I see you on the path of shining, and I wish I just helped you! Take care and Hail Satan!!

 

[Sta_Satanama]

I have no idea about the other problems you have, so I will reply to #4.

4) I'm ugly, and undesirable. This isn't the case where a very pretty/cute woman with a low self-esteem saying that she's ugly. It's a fact.

I highly doubt it, because the way you write things smacks of negativity, and it clearly shows a major personality flaw. Physical appearance doesn't matter as much to women as personality and how you can make them feel. Every single man I've seen who claims he can't attract women because he's ugly always has one major personality flaw. Always. I've never seen one who doesn't. I have seen ugly people with attractive personalities have no problems with women. You may not be social or confident, traits without which you can't attract women. Women can't simply react to you just because they see you, you have to talk to them and make them feel attracted to your personality. You have to understand female psychology to know how this works, as women. Just because men are attracted to women's looks and talk to them doesn't mean that women will do the same. That's a false idea many men have. If you have a sense of humor and you are funny (although not in a goofy or silly way), even if you are ugly, you will be very attractive to women.

Good afternoon. Could you recommend literature on the psychology of women? How to understand them better? I also have problems with personal qualities, apparently because of which I am not very attractive to women. Although I don't even try to communicate with them, I'm afraid.