Yagami Light
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Hello. The problem occurred for the first time when I did Thoth's ritual (for the first time). I remember it was extremely strong, but I also felt a "burden" at my chest (heart chakra), and it made me feel anxious as if I had heart palpitations (I didn't, though).
This sensation would occur rarely, but it's been getting much more frequent now, to the point that I have second thoughts of doing a Gid Ritual - or I start feeling this "agitation" while doing the ritual, and I can't focus at the Sigil at the end, or stay still.
I don't know what this is. It's troubling.
I can't believe it's a throat chakra blockage (and that the energy remains at the heart) because I've done 40 days meditations for this purpose, and I just keep yawning. It doesn't feel "blocked;" on the contrary, it felt like I was overdoing it with the energy workings at the throat chakra.
My heart chakra has always felt weak (I can hardly feel it), but if there was a blockage there, wouldn't I feel it in my solar?
This sensation would occur rarely, but it's been getting much more frequent now, to the point that I have second thoughts of doing a Gid Ritual - or I start feeling this "agitation" while doing the ritual, and I can't focus at the Sigil at the end, or stay still.
I don't know what this is. It's troubling.
I can't believe it's a throat chakra blockage (and that the energy remains at the heart) because I've done 40 days meditations for this purpose, and I just keep yawning. It doesn't feel "blocked;" on the contrary, it felt like I was overdoing it with the energy workings at the throat chakra.
My heart chakra has always felt weak (I can hardly feel it), but if there was a blockage there, wouldn't I feel it in my solar?