First of all I don't think what you read about Kundalini is true but I am not sure :? Secondly I am really sorry about what happens to you right now !The only advice I can give you is to stop care about your social life and use the time you spend to it for meditations and the rest!Talk to your guardian demon to help you find a little more free time!If you don't have a Guardian demon ask father Satan to help you!I remember I have read there is a god thatI helps someone find a good job !Look at the site:NoctiLucent84 said:Hi All,
I have some questions that I'm pretty sure are relevant to some people here.
To highlight the situation, let me describe it in a nutshell:
After I dedicated my soul to Satan many years ago, I was full of curiosity, I was motivated, and I had quite a lot of time (I was in college back then, and most of the time I managed to create a schedule that allowed me to stay home a lot) to do yoga and mediations, and participate in all of the rituals against the enemy. I was thirsty for knowledge, and Satanism was in the center of my lie. I really felt that I'm advancing, that my soul is getting stronger, that I'm more sensitive to the energies arounf me etc.
After this period, came some rough times, and my advancement stopped almost completely. After these times were over, I could not really start where I left off. I graduated and started working 40 hours a week, and that's where I am now.
I don't have enough time for serious advancement. To be precise, about 10-11 hours of a day is spent on work and travelling to work. I sleep about 6 hours, that's 17 so far. From the 7 left I spend around 2 hours getting ready for work, tending to my basic needs, housekeeping etc.
I'm left with 5 hours a day into which I should cram all the rest of my life: yoga, meditation, rituals, reading and researching,physical exercise, social life, relaxing, having fun, spending time on my hobbies etc. How is that even possible? On top of the little time, I'm so unfocused and exhausted all the time, that I can't really keep a routine (not just in the area of spiritual advancement, but everywhere else). My curiosity is nowhere near as great as back then, I'm not motivated enough, and I had a hard time doing the rituals daily (when we had 5-6 rituals every day).
My thinking has also changed a lot since the start. Its core now is the thought that we are all sitting on a jewish conveyor belt that is leading from the maternity ward to the grave. Only the scenery changes: nursery, school, work, old age, death. And it repeats in every subsequent life. The only thing that can save us from this, is completing the Magnum Opus, and becoming Immortal.
See the problem here? I must have time, dedication, curiosity and motivation to raise my Serpent, then complete the Magnum Opus. But first, I have to break out of this life and find all my lost curiosity, motivation and whatnot so I can succeed. I also read somewhere that after one reaches the age of 40, his or her body is not strong enough anymore to handle the ascension of the Kundalini Serpent. If that is the case, I still have about a decade left, but considering all the things I described above, it's not a lot. And I feel that if I don't become Immortal or at least raise my Serpent in my present life, then I just wasted it. Who wants to start all over again?
My questions are directed at the more advanced people here, although any advice is appreciated:
How do you advance spiritually in a serious and efficient way, while also taking care of your life?
What is the best mindset for this?
What is wrong with my thinking (see above)?
I hope you can offer some advice.
Nocti
I'm not sure if that's true about the Kundalini Serpent, but I do know you can still advance even after the age of 40. Even if you die, your soul will carry every bit of spiritual progress along into your next life. Satan makes sure that every dedicated Satanist is reincarnated until they complete the Magnum Opus. You don't start all over. You build on your past lives.NoctiLucent84 said:I also read somewhere that after one reaches the age of 40, his or her body is not strong enough anymore to handle the ascension of the Kundalini Serpent. If that is the case, I still have about a decade left, but considering all the things I described above, it's not a lot. And I feel that if I don't become Immortal or at least raise my Serpent in my present life, then I just wasted it. Who wants to start all over again?
I don't have enough time for serious advancement. To be precise, about 10-11 hours of a day is spent on work and travelling to work. I sleep about 6 hours, that's 17 so far. From the 7 left I spend around 2 hours getting ready for work, tending to my basic needs, housekeeping etc.
NoctiLucent84 said:Hi All,
I have some questions that I'm pretty sure are relevant to some people here.
To highlight the situation, let me describe it in a nutshell:
After I dedicated my soul to Satan many years ago, I was full of curiosity, I was motivated, and I had quite a lot of time (I was in college back then, and most of the time I managed to create a schedule that allowed me to stay home a lot) to do yoga and mediations, and participate in all of the rituals against the enemy. I was thirsty for knowledge, and Satanism was in the center of my lie. I really felt that I'm advancing, that my soul is getting stronger, that I'm more sensitive to the energies arounf me etc.
After this period, came some rough times, and my advancement stopped almost completely. After these times were over, I could not really start where I left off. I graduated and started working 40 hours a week, and that's where I am now.
I don't have enough time for serious advancement. To be precise, about 10-11 hours of a day is spent on work and travelling to work. I sleep about 6 hours, that's 17 so far. From the 7 left I spend around 2 hours getting ready for work, tending to my basic needs, housekeeping etc.
I'm left with 5 hours a day into which I should cram all the rest of my life: yoga, meditation, rituals, reading and researching,physical exercise, social life, relaxing, having fun, spending time on my hobbies etc. How is that even possible? On top of the little time, I'm so unfocused and exhausted all the time, that I can't really keep a routine (not just in the area of spiritual advancement, but everywhere else). My curiosity is nowhere near as great as back then, I'm not motivated enough, and I had a hard time doing the rituals daily (when we had 5-6 rituals every day).
My thinking has also changed a lot since the start. Its core now is the thought that we are all sitting on a jewish conveyor belt that is leading from the maternity ward to the grave. Only the scenery changes: nursery, school, work, old age, death. And it repeats in every subsequent life. The only thing that can save us from this, is completing the Magnum Opus, and becoming Immortal.
See the problem here? I must have time, dedication, curiosity and motivation to raise my Serpent, then complete the Magnum Opus. But first, I have to break out of this life and find all my lost curiosity, motivation and whatnot so I can succeed. I also read somewhere that after one reaches the age of 40, his or her body is not strong enough anymore to handle the ascension of the Kundalini Serpent. If that is the case, I still have about a decade left, but considering all the things I described above, it's not a lot. And I feel that if I don't become Immortal or at least raise my Serpent in my present life, then I just wasted it. Who wants to start all over again?
My questions are directed at the more advanced people here, although any advice is appreciated:
How do you advance spiritually in a serious and efficient way, while also taking care of your life?
What is the best mindset for this?
What is wrong with my thinking (see above)?
I hope you can offer some advice.
Nocti
High Priest Lucius Oria said:NoctiLucent84 said:Hi All,
I have some questions that I'm pretty sure are relevant to some people here.
To highlight the situation, let me describe it in a nutshell:
After I dedicated my soul to Satan many years ago, I was full of curiosity, I was motivated, and I had quite a lot of time (I was in college back then, and most of the time I managed to create a schedule that allowed me to stay home a lot) to do yoga and mediations, and participate in all of the rituals against the enemy. I was thirsty for knowledge, and Satanism was in the center of my lie. I really felt that I'm advancing, that my soul is getting stronger, that I'm more sensitive to the energies arounf me etc.
After this period, came some rough times, and my advancement stopped almost completely. After these times were over, I could not really start where I left off. I graduated and started working 40 hours a week, and that's where I am now.
I don't have enough time for serious advancement. To be precise, about 10-11 hours of a day is spent on work and travelling to work. I sleep about 6 hours, that's 17 so far. From the 7 left I spend around 2 hours getting ready for work, tending to my basic needs, housekeeping etc.
I'm left with 5 hours a day into which I should cram all the rest of my life: yoga, meditation, rituals, reading and researching,physical exercise, social life, relaxing, having fun, spending time on my hobbies etc. How is that even possible? On top of the little time, I'm so unfocused and exhausted all the time, that I can't really keep a routine (not just in the area of spiritual advancement, but everywhere else). My curiosity is nowhere near as great as back then, I'm not motivated enough, and I had a hard time doing the rituals daily (when we had 5-6 rituals every day).
My thinking has also changed a lot since the start. Its core now is the thought that we are all sitting on a jewish conveyor belt that is leading from the maternity ward to the grave. Only the scenery changes: nursery, school, work, old age, death. And it repeats in every subsequent life. The only thing that can save us from this, is completing the Magnum Opus, and becoming Immortal.
See the problem here? I must have time, dedication, curiosity and motivation to raise my Serpent, then complete the Magnum Opus. But first, I have to break out of this life and find all my lost curiosity, motivation and whatnot so I can succeed. I also read somewhere that after one reaches the age of 40, his or her body is not strong enough anymore to handle the ascension of the Kundalini Serpent. If that is the case, I still have about a decade left, but considering all the things I described above, it's not a lot. And I feel that if I don't become Immortal or at least raise my Serpent in my present life, then I just wasted it. Who wants to start all over again?
My questions are directed at the more advanced people here, although any advice is appreciated:
How do you advance spiritually in a serious and efficient way, while also taking care of your life?
What is the best mindset for this?
What is wrong with my thinking (see above)?
I hope you can offer some advice.
Nocti
The most powerful way of empowering yourself is mantra work. It's a quick and effective way of still advancing yourself spiritually while keeping up with the flow of life. Vibrating the words of power letter by letter is extremely powerful, like the Satan mantras. You only really need some basic yoga stretches to keep your energy flowing properly, the real power is in the vibration. I'd say a maximum of 30 minutes a day for spiritual empowerment through stretching and vibrations is plenty.
Make advancement part of your life for your whole life. Don't make advancement your whole life. Circumstances change all the time.
You probably just hit a snag and are having trouble adjusting to your changed situation in a way where you can continue with what you were doing before. I had this issue as well when my life circumstances changed but I managed to work things around to where I have time to do everything.
I'd say imprint your desire for change into your soul (by 'wishing' it) and let your higher self sort it out. You'll find things usually come around the way you want when you have advanced somewhat with no hangups. This is the power of the soul.
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returner said:High Priest Lucius Oria said:NoctiLucent84 said:Hi All,
I have some questions that I'm pretty sure are relevant to some people here.
To highlight the situation, let me describe it in a nutshell:
After I dedicated my soul to Satan many years ago, I was full of curiosity, I was motivated, and I had quite a lot of time (I was in college back then, and most of the time I managed to create a schedule that allowed me to stay home a lot) to do yoga and mediations, and participate in all of the rituals against the enemy. I was thirsty for knowledge, and Satanism was in the center of my lie. I really felt that I'm advancing, that my soul is getting stronger, that I'm more sensitive to the energies arounf me etc.
After this period, came some rough times, and my advancement stopped almost completely. After these times were over, I could not really start where I left off. I graduated and started working 40 hours a week, and that's where I am now.
I don't have enough time for serious advancement. To be precise, about 10-11 hours of a day is spent on work and travelling to work. I sleep about 6 hours, that's 17 so far. From the 7 left I spend around 2 hours getting ready for work, tending to my basic needs, housekeeping etc.
I'm left with 5 hours a day into which I should cram all the rest of my life: yoga, meditation, rituals, reading and researching,physical exercise, social life, relaxing, having fun, spending time on my hobbies etc. How is that even possible? On top of the little time, I'm so unfocused and exhausted all the time, that I can't really keep a routine (not just in the area of spiritual advancement, but everywhere else). My curiosity is nowhere near as great as back then, I'm not motivated enough, and I had a hard time doing the rituals daily (when we had 5-6 rituals every day).
My thinking has also changed a lot since the start. Its core now is the thought that we are all sitting on a jewish conveyor belt that is leading from the maternity ward to the grave. Only the scenery changes: nursery, school, work, old age, death. And it repeats in every subsequent life. The only thing that can save us from this, is completing the Magnum Opus, and becoming Immortal.
See the problem here? I must have time, dedication, curiosity and motivation to raise my Serpent, then complete the Magnum Opus. But first, I have to break out of this life and find all my lost curiosity, motivation and whatnot so I can succeed. I also read somewhere that after one reaches the age of 40, his or her body is not strong enough anymore to handle the ascension of the Kundalini Serpent. If that is the case, I still have about a decade left, but considering all the things I described above, it's not a lot. And I feel that if I don't become Immortal or at least raise my Serpent in my present life, then I just wasted it. Who wants to start all over again?
My questions are directed at the more advanced people here, although any advice is appreciated:
How do you advance spiritually in a serious and efficient way, while also taking care of your life?
What is the best mindset for this?
What is wrong with my thinking (see above)?
I hope you can offer some advice.
Nocti
The most powerful way of empowering yourself is mantra work. It's a quick and effective way of still advancing yourself spiritually while keeping up with the flow of life. Vibrating the words of power letter by letter is extremely powerful, like the Satan mantras. You only really need some basic yoga stretches to keep your energy flowing properly, the real power is in the vibration. I'd say a maximum of 30 minutes a day for spiritual empowerment through stretching and vibrations is plenty.
Make advancement part of your life for your whole life. Don't make advancement your whole life. Circumstances change all the time.
You probably just hit a snag and are having trouble adjusting to your changed situation in a way where you can continue with what you were doing before. I had this issue as well when my life circumstances changed but I managed to work things around to where I have time to do everything.
I'd say imprint your desire for change into your soul (by 'wishing' it) and let your higher self sort it out. You'll find things usually come around the way you want when you have advanced somewhat with no hangups. This is the power of the soul.
I have even less time to myself and find I would like to ask you which mantras in particular you are talking about and if you would kindly cite two different mantras. I do kundalini yoga daily but feel something is missing. Im not sure what the Satan mantras are. I know SATANAS but thats it.
High Priest Lucius Oria said:returner said:High Priest Lucius Oria said:Any of them. I personally work with fire mantras due to their purifying nature. What's important is vibrating the mantras one letter at a time as this is the proper way of vibrating them. Satan mantras as in Sat Nam, Satan, Satanama, Satanas etc.
High Priest Lucius Oria said:returner said:High Priest Lucius Oria said:The most powerful way of empowering yourself is mantra work. It's a quick and effective way of still advancing yourself spiritually while keeping up with the flow of life. Vibrating the words of power letter by letter is extremely powerful, like the Satan mantras. You only really need some basic yoga stretches to keep your energy flowing properly, the real power is in the vibration. I'd say a maximum of 30 minutes a day for spiritual empowerment through stretching and vibrations is plenty.
Make advancement part of your life for your whole life. Don't make advancement your whole life. Circumstances change all the time.
You probably just hit a snag and are having trouble adjusting to your changed situation in a way where you can continue with what you were doing before. I had this issue as well when my life circumstances changed but I managed to work things around to where I have time to do everything.
I'd say imprint your desire for change into your soul (by 'wishing' it) and let your higher self sort it out. You'll find things usually come around the way you want when you have advanced somewhat with no hangups. This is the power of the soul.
I have even less time to myself and find I would like to ask you which mantras in particular you are talking about and if you would kindly cite two different mantras. I do kundalini yoga daily but feel something is missing. Im not sure what the Satan mantras are. I know SATANAS but thats it.
Any of them. I personally work with fire mantras due to their purifying nature. What's important is vibrating the mantras one letter at a time as this is the proper way of vibrating them. Satan mantras as in Sat Nam, Satan, Satanama, Satanas etc.
Poweredbythesun said:Here's my (edited) daily schedule, I don't know how much time you have, but the entire schedule usually takes me roughly 2 hours:
- AoC
- AoP
- Void Meditation (2 - 5 minutes)
- Kundalini Yoga - 35~ minutes
- Hatha Yoga - 30 minutes
- 10 minutes trance training ( I typically do this the last 10 minutes of Kundalini Yoga)
- Foundation meditation
- RTRs (20 to 30 minutes)
- RAUM meditation (20 minutes tops)
- Void meditation (2 - 5 minutes)
- AoC
- AoP
I hope this has helped Or at the least, given you a base for setting up a spiritual advancement plan.
Aconite said:Poweredbythesun said:Here's my (edited) daily schedule, I don't know how much time you have, but the entire schedule usually takes me roughly 2 hours:
- AoC
- AoP
- Void Meditation (2 - 5 minutes)
- Kundalini Yoga - 35~ minutes
- Hatha Yoga - 30 minutes
- 10 minutes trance training ( I typically do this the last 10 minutes of Kundalini Yoga)
- Foundation meditation
- RTRs (20 to 30 minutes)
- RAUM meditation (20 minutes tops)
- Void meditation (2 - 5 minutes)
- AoC
- AoP
I hope this has helped Or at the least, given you a base for setting up a spiritual advancement plan.
When do you do this? Do you do the whole thing in one go, or do you split it up into parts?
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan