Paladin of Khepu
Active member
Greetings to the Gentile Blacks of Lord Satan and Our Esteemed Gods. May we forever be unwavering in our quest to the Godhead. It is essential that we mover with such conviction.
I had been thinking about this of late, and for that matter even more that usual than I’d actually like. But ignoring such a topic would be detrimental to whom I truly want to see myself as. Over the last few weeks and in the past year I’ve seen with numbing reaction of my race’s constant disregard for advancement, let alone racial preservation. Let me be clear, it is not to say that there aren’t any, just not enough in the respect to lean towards in a more positive light.
When I came to the JoS I truly believed in my racial integrity, albeit sometimes it was shaken by the infantile responses from former trolls and some hardcore members that were from a more aggressive background of racial integrity and preservation. Simply to say, I realized I wasn’t strongly invested as I should’ve been. But this is not uncommon. It is much more easier to admit that with such introspection of myself that from a racial perspective I was weak in some regards.
However, as time went on, I had members that I looked up to, those of my own race to see ahead of me, an inspiration of them propelling me forward with a more resound racial integrity. But this is not uncommon either. Many leaders of such charismatic properties will do so. Look at the beginning of the JoS, with the heavenly and most venerated HPS Maxine Dietrich, who went through the trenches and helped others who were lost. She showed the greasiest results of such leadership, and it is and of itself: Honorable.
And we have our High Priests and currently newly official High Priestess to follow in her footsteps: High Priest Hooded Cobra, and High Priestess Lydia, with the inauguration of the JoS Guardians who have shown great courage and respect.
But I digress, this really made me question myself as a black gentile: What have we really accomplished as black gentiles? We were at first gung Ho to reach for the stars, pushing forth at one time on the forums that we stood for our race, as even I was inspired to do so. We had our own High Priestess that had at one time led us, and yet I never truly acknowledged that I felt disappointed externally. It wasn’t with her I was disappointed with, rather myself. I wanted to see my race finally join their brothers in sisters to lead their own respective races and we fell short. Yes, I say it again, we fell short and failed ourselves.
Now please don’t interpret this as I hate such and such or woe is me with this topic because of those that led us or were inspirational figureheads had failed their duty. No, rather I’m disappointed that no others stood up from my race to actually give of themselves besides take.
I remember answering a topic of @EasternFireLion666 ( yes I tagged you respectively), and I at first thought of the topic discussion of having whites in control of my people like the mindless cretins of Jewish origin do so currently, at least the difference will be the treatment of my race. I was adamant to think this was intolerable, but at the same time rationale must speak for itself, and the reality is cruel but it is just in perspective. The option would seem reasonable.
Blacks have let themselves in current society be manipulated openly, and while it is noteworthy to see them doing spurts of revolution of racial integrity, it is still underdeveloped in the degree of true pride and resilience. And this falls in line with the black SS of the JoS. We failed ourselves. I’m sorely disappointed with the former members that were outstanding figureheads and leaders but failed to upkeep their bar due to negligence, and as well as myself for not holding myself accountable to the standard that is required.
That will not be going on again. I realized I want to lead the Black SS as Shannon did and as well as be inspiring as Blackdragon. Yes, it may seem a bit odd or rather like a power hungry outlook to some members, and you could be correct. But you must have power to lead others, the strength and resilience to undertake the obstacles that come your way, the same way High Priest Hooded Cobra and High Priestess Lydia do everyday. Besides, they were unable to upkeep their end of the bargain for their positions, and there will always be factors to play, but I stand with what Maxine said at one time: Responsibility to the Responsible.
Hail Satan
I had been thinking about this of late, and for that matter even more that usual than I’d actually like. But ignoring such a topic would be detrimental to whom I truly want to see myself as. Over the last few weeks and in the past year I’ve seen with numbing reaction of my race’s constant disregard for advancement, let alone racial preservation. Let me be clear, it is not to say that there aren’t any, just not enough in the respect to lean towards in a more positive light.
When I came to the JoS I truly believed in my racial integrity, albeit sometimes it was shaken by the infantile responses from former trolls and some hardcore members that were from a more aggressive background of racial integrity and preservation. Simply to say, I realized I wasn’t strongly invested as I should’ve been. But this is not uncommon. It is much more easier to admit that with such introspection of myself that from a racial perspective I was weak in some regards.
However, as time went on, I had members that I looked up to, those of my own race to see ahead of me, an inspiration of them propelling me forward with a more resound racial integrity. But this is not uncommon either. Many leaders of such charismatic properties will do so. Look at the beginning of the JoS, with the heavenly and most venerated HPS Maxine Dietrich, who went through the trenches and helped others who were lost. She showed the greasiest results of such leadership, and it is and of itself: Honorable.
And we have our High Priests and currently newly official High Priestess to follow in her footsteps: High Priest Hooded Cobra, and High Priestess Lydia, with the inauguration of the JoS Guardians who have shown great courage and respect.
But I digress, this really made me question myself as a black gentile: What have we really accomplished as black gentiles? We were at first gung Ho to reach for the stars, pushing forth at one time on the forums that we stood for our race, as even I was inspired to do so. We had our own High Priestess that had at one time led us, and yet I never truly acknowledged that I felt disappointed externally. It wasn’t with her I was disappointed with, rather myself. I wanted to see my race finally join their brothers in sisters to lead their own respective races and we fell short. Yes, I say it again, we fell short and failed ourselves.
Now please don’t interpret this as I hate such and such or woe is me with this topic because of those that led us or were inspirational figureheads had failed their duty. No, rather I’m disappointed that no others stood up from my race to actually give of themselves besides take.
I remember answering a topic of @EasternFireLion666 ( yes I tagged you respectively), and I at first thought of the topic discussion of having whites in control of my people like the mindless cretins of Jewish origin do so currently, at least the difference will be the treatment of my race. I was adamant to think this was intolerable, but at the same time rationale must speak for itself, and the reality is cruel but it is just in perspective. The option would seem reasonable.
Blacks have let themselves in current society be manipulated openly, and while it is noteworthy to see them doing spurts of revolution of racial integrity, it is still underdeveloped in the degree of true pride and resilience. And this falls in line with the black SS of the JoS. We failed ourselves. I’m sorely disappointed with the former members that were outstanding figureheads and leaders but failed to upkeep their bar due to negligence, and as well as myself for not holding myself accountable to the standard that is required.
That will not be going on again. I realized I want to lead the Black SS as Shannon did and as well as be inspiring as Blackdragon. Yes, it may seem a bit odd or rather like a power hungry outlook to some members, and you could be correct. But you must have power to lead others, the strength and resilience to undertake the obstacles that come your way, the same way High Priest Hooded Cobra and High Priestess Lydia do everyday. Besides, they were unable to upkeep their end of the bargain for their positions, and there will always be factors to play, but I stand with what Maxine said at one time: Responsibility to the Responsible.
Hail Satan
