unnamed satanist
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Please do not feel like I am demanding you to read this High Priest, I am only hoping for a short response if that was possible.
I just wanted to relate my recent experiences in the hopes that others could maybe relate and guide me on what is normal, how long this will last, what to do and etc.
For the past few days I have been having extremely intense bouts of heat. It comes on in waves. It typically comes when doing yoga or exercise, but today I had it very intensely while in the shower. The most interesting thing about these hot flushes is that my entire torso is COVERED in heat rashes, blotchy red patches everywhere on my back and chest. It's also super itchy and stingy and the more I panic the worse it gets, like fire ants all over my skin. Like I said, this has been a recent (less than a week) phenomenon, but is currently happening every single day and is unpleasant.
The other thing is how fucking scatterbrained I am. I can not concentrate on a thing. This may be worsened by Mercury Rx but honestly it is rendering me nearly unable to meditate. It's like I have developed ADHD x 1000. This has been going on for a while and it is quite upsetting as literal hours of meditation are wasted by my excessive day dreaming. This should not be the case as I have many planets in Capricorn.
Every other part of this journey has been wonderful and empowering. But man, those heat rashes are crazy. Any advice? A response from HP Cobra would be incredible. Perhaps I should back off the meditation? I do yoga every day to keep the energy in circulation and I meditate about 2 hours per day (including yoga) with consistency. I do not feel energy pooled in my legs or feet and I do not suffer from mental illness or delusion. This is all very real.
Thank you. Hail Satan.
I just wanted to relate my recent experiences in the hopes that others could maybe relate and guide me on what is normal, how long this will last, what to do and etc.
For the past few days I have been having extremely intense bouts of heat. It comes on in waves. It typically comes when doing yoga or exercise, but today I had it very intensely while in the shower. The most interesting thing about these hot flushes is that my entire torso is COVERED in heat rashes, blotchy red patches everywhere on my back and chest. It's also super itchy and stingy and the more I panic the worse it gets, like fire ants all over my skin. Like I said, this has been a recent (less than a week) phenomenon, but is currently happening every single day and is unpleasant.
The other thing is how fucking scatterbrained I am. I can not concentrate on a thing. This may be worsened by Mercury Rx but honestly it is rendering me nearly unable to meditate. It's like I have developed ADHD x 1000. This has been going on for a while and it is quite upsetting as literal hours of meditation are wasted by my excessive day dreaming. This should not be the case as I have many planets in Capricorn.
Every other part of this journey has been wonderful and empowering. But man, those heat rashes are crazy. Any advice? A response from HP Cobra would be incredible. Perhaps I should back off the meditation? I do yoga every day to keep the energy in circulation and I meditate about 2 hours per day (including yoga) with consistency. I do not feel energy pooled in my legs or feet and I do not suffer from mental illness or delusion. This is all very real.
Thank you. Hail Satan.